/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>cute coord idea with an OTTish dress
>no reason to go out this weekend
>comm never has meets
>friends are busy/lazy/not really close enough to randomly hang out with
>basically no friends
Honestly not even that lonely, I just want want to have fun with someone who looks as silly and OTT as me.

Anyone else get massive guilt from sinking money into hobbies that won't necessarily bring money back in? I've been making jewelry for years and have definitely made back more than I spent, but recently I've been so busy with schoolwork that I haven't had time to update my shop with anything. Consequently, I haven't made any sales in a while, and I feel like shit for not making time and working harder on this hobby. Just buying more supplies makes me feel so guilty, like I shouldn't even bother because I'm not guaranteed to make money back. Maybe that's a sign I shouldn't be doing this, even as a side thing and not a main source of income. I love making beautiful things and experimenting with different styles, but it feels like I'm flushing money away and being wasteful. I wish I could be like other people and just enjoy my damn hobbies for what they are, instead of feeling like I have to monetize my every ability so as not to end up broke.

>>8914050
Here's my method!!
Step 1: Buy as much as you think you'll need.
Step 2: Pin items on bag. Realize that you still have a lot of blank space on bag.
Step 3: Cry.
Step 4: Buy more merch. You will here a muffled scream coming from your wallet as you jam in your Paypal info. This is normal.
Step 5: Be in fujoshit hell forever because the ride never ends.

> tfw you drunkenly hotglue your pin back sideways and only realise your mistake the morning after