/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9417254
>>9417334
>>9417357
>>9417349
thank you for your input and support kind anons, i'll take all of your opinions into consideration for sure

>>9417539 kind of has it right that leeching off of my parents would be ideal, at least as some kind of tangible form of payment for all of the shit they've put me through? if i do stay, i plan to bail the moment i get my degree. for more context, the last time it happened was maybe a week ago when my father punched me in the stomach a couple times and pushed me into the corner of a table because he lost something. i also have a laundry list of physical maladies so i'm just in a horrible horrible horrible place in regards to taking care of myself

i'm in a really precarious position with no extended family who cares about me and i just feel really lost. whatever happens, i have to be "sneakily smart" and try to get as much out of them as i can while facing the consequences as little as possible... but anyway i'll stop blogposting, thanks for offering up new perspectives! either way, i'm kind of fucked, so i'm just trying to think about what will fuck me up the least in the future.

>everything I want to cosplay is obscure as fuck and nobody would recognize it