/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>broke and live in abusive severely mentally ill home
>work sweat and tears for measly money since I was 14
>save up despite after buying my own food, etc barely having anything left
>decide to treat myself, getting into jfash, not any of the popular burando but still super happy and excited with my clothes
>they eventually go missing
>when they return to my closet they're stretched, ripped, with marks and stains, and fucking stink of BO and cigarette
>fucking fatass sister has been barging into my room and wearing my shit when I'm not around
>can't stand my ground nor lock my goods because she'll beat me, extort me, etc
>can't rely on my parents or relatives because she's always excused, I'm just the mistake
>mfw still a fucking pussy getting abused to this day
>can't thrive as an adult because of how long I've been abused and isolated
>can't land jobs
>can't be independent
>can't move out
>mfw to this day even my own underwear shows up all stained