/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>be very into lolita when i was in high school
>followed burando, but never had any money for coords
>have a job now
>no longer into lolita or frilly fashion

hurts a little bit

i havent had a real genuine live conversation with anyone in months. i feel like im cooped up in a tiny goddamn cage where the only human interaction im allowed is brief cooing over someones art or cosplay or something and then they forget i exist and we never talk again. ive gotten into fights with or simply lost touch with every former friend ive ever had and it seems like ive lost the ability to make new ones on more than a superficial level