/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>infamous due to being very loud, young and dumb several years back
>take all this negative feedback to improve myself, my coords and become a better person (which was hard considering people were so rude- not to say i didn't deserve it)
>years later
>friend talks me up to go to a meetup saying everyone most likely forgot about it and I'm pretty cool now so it shouldn't matter
>hang out with a girl who is pretty cool, exchange numbers
>have pictures taken of me just to be posted to Ita threads nitpicking years later plus a few secrets saying how they wish i never came
>get banned from several communities because they recognized who I was
>girl who's number I got immediatly blocks me after BTB saturday secrets featuring me
>get banned from several communities (including some states away) because of this

Well folks, being into Lolita was one hell of a ride. Was something magical for me as a teen but once your reputation gets bad enough, you can never fix it. I guess I'll be doing a closet cleanout this year.

I kind of feel torn, upset that I dissapointed my dreams of wearing lolita all the time, upset that I now hold a dislike for lolita due to how shitty everyone was towards me- some things I can understand because I was awful but the stalking, death, and rape threats... no.
torn that I'll be selling something that I used to hold so dearly to me to the very same community that was awful to me. Its a weird feel.

>tfw he still hasn't taken a shower

>>8787915
>group shots
>you're tall and allways have to go to the back
>no one can see your cosplay/coord you're just a floating head in photos

>bought dress with Halloween print
>doing collage of a nice Halloween coord
>no plans for halloween mfw

>>8428922
coscakes.. I feel bad naming her but it has been half a year and I'm just... this is the second cosplay I've been dicked out of. I can only hope everything will come together.

>>8216902
>tfw no Style savvy bf

>Both
>Cecile Holger from G gundam
> hmm i like elegant sweet lolita bordering classic
> Window shopping, reading cringe and horror story threads,Watching anime, playing vidiya
> hmm I love getting to know people or talking about common interest like lolita or cosplay
> my skype is fuuStar
> i am a europoor

>i would love a snail mail penpal

>Still not over my boyfriend that I dated in highschool
>keep quiet about it because I know it is because I have borderline personality disorder
>He was the best friend I ever had and he's shit as a partner but he was the best friend I ever had, and although I'm not over him I wouldn't date him again.
>after we broke up I haven't had a solid friend group since

I've recently found a way to cope by turning my current boyfriend into my ex-boyfriend 2.0, same soap, same deodorant, getting him the same haircut, doing the couple cosplays that I wanted to do with my HS boyfriend but never could

dear god there has to be a better way to cope than this, I'm fucking pathetic.
Therapists I went to just tell me I'm a crazy bitch that needs to get over it, but I feel like until I have a best friend again, someone that is as cool as him or even close, Its really not going to happen.

shit /cgl/ sorry for barely staying on topic here but I'm tired of feeling so goddamn pathetic, these threads are damn good for saying girly feels and staying anon

New feels thread

I sometimes really envy NEETs.
I have an awesome job, I'm almost finished with my bachelor's degree in a very sought-after major (in my country) and I have a wonderful boyfriend. But still, sometimes I wish I had none of these responsibilities. I'm almost panicking thinking about my next finals this month and thinking about whether I'll get a chance for my master's degree or at least a decent job. I can't stop thinking I'm not good enough at my current job, at my university or for my boyfriend, even if people tell me otherwise.
Sometimes I'd rather quit everything, fill my room with cute stuff, laze around in lolita, watch anime, read manga and cook japanese all day.
Sometimes I just want to be a cute frilly housewife...

Last one in autosage >>7993291


>Get cutie kokokim skirt
>notice a black speck on it
>spot treat the area immediately and wash it just like instructions said
>pull out of wash
>Giant brown/black stain where this tiny tiny black speck used to be

oh god

/cgl/ related
>have a bunch of lolita items
>none of them match eachother
>I just hoard them

kinda cgl related
>cgl talked about the diva cup
>I order it
>actually excited about getting my period so I could try it out
>its leaky as shit
>this means my vagina is big enough for a size two
>was late to work since my flow is extra heavy and the diva cup was leaking like the devil himself requested the red tides to come out of my vagina

>I have a illegal immigrant living in the garage
>she turns the laundry off every time I try to do it at night and yells at me
>I work the night shift
>all my favorite clothes are dirty
>this fucking bitch came from a 2nd world country and is complaining about the noise of laundry when she doesn't even pay rent
>too embarrassed to hang out with my fashion friends since all my cutest clothes are dirty
>I have to stay up ungodly hours just to wash my sheets and clean my work clothes

>Tfw trying to romance a guy I like on the other side of the country
>Saving money in hopes of starting a LDR
>Watched my dream dress be swept from under my feet
>Watching another beautiful dress set on lacemarket I love too
>Someone will probably snatch that up

pls date me

>slowly trying to make a friend of my own
>I just need one friend of my own and that's fine
>bf's friends all have different sense of humour than I do
>I find their humour unlaughable and dumb, and they feel the same about mine
>the friends all like madoka and we are sharing youtube videos
>show them this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hofaaFTUnf8
>everyone is just dead eyed
>one of them says "it'd be funnier if it wasn't from 4chan"
>mfw
bf tried apologizing for them but I think his friends are ass.

on the topic of friends, I realized why I have difficulty in finding them.
I'm a total loser that thinks memes are funny as hell (within reason, no old garbage)
I haven't had many friends in school so I grew up on the internet, leaving me with a neckbeardy as hell personality.

I wish I were normal, then I could make cute seagull friends.
and we could talk and be so stupid and send eachother taobao links
>"what do you think of this dress, would you wear it?"
>"yee"
>"noice"

I can only dream. god I'm so fucking annoying.