/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>first time cosplayer
>sewing and crafting skills are meh-tier
>tfw I'm a perfectionist and am embarrassed of anything that isn't 100% perfect

It doesn't help that the only friends I have that are interested in cosplay have never used a sewing machine in their lives and don't want to learn. They expect me to make all the costumes. hieuhfkrjawkfjlke;r

I can't bring myself to get angry or hate anyone for more than a day. I'm on the other end of this for some people though. And though people have screwed me over and I really want to go, "that wasn't cool, I'm pretty upset with you about this", I can't do it.

Is there something wrong with me? Am I just a complete doormat?

>tfw I got a D in my European History class, and now I feel like I'm an ignorant asshole for dressing up at Renaissance Festivals.

I mean, I'm pretty sure I got most of the Renaissance questions right and my paper on it got a good grade, but really now.

>tfw not part of any cosplay group and too spaghetti to make new friends