/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

Had to sell one of my dream dresses for the second time in 3 months just to break even with the bills, rent etc

Every time I get extra money that I think I can use on lolita or games something comes up, one of my housemates just told us due to a mistake with the bills etc we owe the utilities an extra £250 each when just started saving for tetpc event in september

stress from bills, having 2 family members pass away in the space of a month and the 1st anniversary of my dad passing away just past last week I'm super stressed and its cause me to relapse with my ED.

I'm receiving anon hate on tumblr for using the plus size lolita tag and not being "plussize enough" when I have a bmi of 30.

It's getting really hard to put on a fake smile and pretend everything is going great to the rest of my comm as I don't want them to worry. I'm not having the best of times at them moment cgl.

Though the anon hate is motivating me even more to continue on with my weight loss goals.