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>Be me
>Financially responsible dude
>Very good at budgeting
>Don't drink or smoke
>very supportive, friendly, and nice
>Work out
>Know how to dress and style hair
>Just shy
>But exclusively a handful of female friends mostly from college who are almost all married by now
>Forever alone
>"You'll find someone someday, Anon. I'd date you but I'm too afraid of losing you as a friend."
>"I actually wanted to date you but you never made the first move"
>"Anyone who gets you would be lucky"
>Always hear this, not even bitter about it, it's still nice to be told that
>Start buying dresses off Lacemarket to hang in my closet and cheer me up when I get dressed because it feels like I've gotten them for someone I care for and feels as if they're living with me
>Grow so used to this that I have more lolita in my closet than my own clothes
>Forfeit trying to even find a girlfriend because I'm already 29 with the relationship experience of a gradeschoolder (first kiss only)
>Just accept I have an imaginary girlfriend living with me who just works a schedule opposite to mine so we never get to see each other
>Friends have started humoring this and playing along, asking how "Gwen" is doing every now and then
>I play along too
>Started as a joke but I sometimes think of it as real
>Friend with key to my house actually comes in every now and then when I'm at work to take an outfit out the closet so I can feel like Gwen's wearing that outfit on that day
>Realize this pathetic made up girlfriend actually feels unhealthily real and my friends are all encouraging this unhealthy fabrication

Don't even know where I was going with this feel. Just never think too hard on it. I guess it's a coping mechanism or something. I legit feel like Gwen is real sometimes. It's just weird that I have a wardrobe larger than some of you gulls, bu I do feel happy when I buy new clothes because I feel like I've made Gwen happy and that's all I strive for anymore.

Thanks for reading my story.

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