/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

I stared at this thread for two days before getting the gumption to post.

> have friend since middle school
> basically best fiends.
> both cosplay and make our own costumes.
> she's the perfect 5'4 skinny girl with nice cleavage that isn't to in your face. Size c cup ish and /fit/ as hell Cus of her job.
> be 5'7 a and not to great to look at. Not fit just there have b cups. Just an average girl.
> I always make complex cosplays full armor ect.
> she does magic girl/ simpler designs.
> people always approach her for pics/questions/hugs.
> cosplay judges always give me better reviews if she's with me.
> feel bad for feeling bitter to a person who has been a friend to me and is always supportive.
> break down and tell her via text about how I felt. " you get more attention for being pretty"
> she says nothing back for two hours.
> is in panic mode.
> she responds with a apology she had spent the last two hours drawing a picture of me.
> dropped her homework/ commissions to do it.
> spent two hours on the hair alone.
> " I want you to see yourself the way I see you A-chan. "
> she's spent six hours on one picture in the past two days and is still working to show me.


I feel like a shit head.

She posts on /Cgl/ as well. Mixed feelings here.