/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>shitty week
>shitty month
>hardcore turned down by my crush
>multiple family illnesses
>had testing done myself because I haven't been well since November
>can't go to my own birthday party at a rock concert because professor rescheduled a presentation last minute
>crazy busy and probably failing the classes im working my ass off to pass in
>been crying and in meltdown mode for days now
>had a horrible public meltdown last night, scared someone would call an abulance on me (hasn't happened in 2 years now and i was really proud of myself for coping with my disability like this)
>today, catching a small nap on dad's couch between classes
>postman arrives
>it's my cc order (high tier wishlist dress woop woop)
>terrified to open it, horrible things have already happened this month so just expecting it to be garbage
cc listed the dress as 3/5 but didn't say why, last time that happened the op stank like japanese BO so I was really really nervous
>open package
>feel weird hard impression on the back of fabric
>panic, probably some kind of weird damage
>mfw unfold it and AP tags pop out attached to zipper
>mfw it's nwt
im literally crying because this is the only good thing to happen to me this month and it's making me so absurdy happy. I rarely if ever buy dresses new and the freshness of it is so magical. Plus the fit is wonderful, it's too big like I expected but it's so comfortable that I don't care, it's so beautiful and it just made me happier than I've been since the end of March.