/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>9309064
>>9309078
>>9309080
T-thanks. She's a gull so hopefully she won't read this and get suspicious when I hand her a pair of bloomers next time we meet.

K-knew you guys would have my back.

Sorry for off topic, but gulls this has been weighing on my mind all day and I don't have anyone I can talk to about this..
It happened last night.
>have really good guy friend, see him as older brother type
>he's 26, I'm 20; irrelevant, but the age difference makes me feel like he's a responsible adult I can look up to
>often ill come over to hang out and if it gets too late I'll just lay in his bed with him
>done this probably 10+ times, were on the same plationic page
>I trust him and tell him everything, probably my closest friend
>last night doing the usual just sleeping next to each other
>I'm tired, so I'm falling asleep but he's watching some show on his phone
>fall asleep and don't know how long but wake up to hearing him still having the show on but this opposed to his back turned so I couldn't see the phone or be bothered by the light, he's facing me
>still exhausted from sleep, but realized his hand is on my ass and he's slipped his fingers past my shorts
>realize he's rubbing me down there gently
>I'm not comfortable, screaming "no! No!" In my head but nothing comes out
>make a noise that's kinda like a noise of discomfort but I guess he thinks it's a moan
>Full out starts sliding his fingers in me, I know I need to get him to stop but I'm a mixture of scared and just shocked
>he's my super close friend I don't want to lose him as a friend or make everything awkward
>he starts getting more into it, I'm trying to squeeze his hand as a gesture to stop but it's not working
>in the process my hand brushes against his crotch and realize he's rock hard
>suddenly he takes out his hand and sits up
>he roughly takes off my shorts and underwear and just sits over me
>he can't see my face but I'm so scared and there's tears in my eyes
>just did it so he'd have better access down there, I thought he was going to try to completely come in me right then and there
>finally get out a pathetic "I... can't take anymore..!" because it's really starting to hurt
(Con)

>inori cosplay comes in the mail today
>knew I shouldn't have gotten this cosplay in the first place, I don't have the body type for it or skin color
>want to do it anyways because it seems like such a fun cosplay
>try it on, my butt makes it almost not able to fit
>thighs are like bursting out of those leg holes on the inner thigh
>boobs are being crushed
>however, I might be able to make it work if I lose weight
>been doing muscle training the last few months and don't want to stop, but I also want to be skinny
>can't decide if I want to be skinny or or sexy basically
:/
I wish there was a middle ground and there might be, and maybe I'll be able to pull off this cosplay ten pounds less, but I should have listened to the sign of me feeling like my skin color not working with the outfit in the beginning and not getting my hopes up.
I just don't want to end up in the bad cosplay threads.

>making the move to Japan in spring
>struggling to learn Japanese
>pouring through websites and blogs and realizing how hard this shito is going to be
>realize this is my last Christmas with my family for a while
>exestensialcrisis.jpg
>at least buying brand will be fuck tons easier.

I mean I am seriously excited to go still but hoboy everything is starting to hit me at once.

>>9112955
>>9113611
>>9116413
I'll probably try out Crystal Light. I've tried others before like Mio, but my issue is that I can taste artificial sweeteners and it leaves a really bad aftertaste for me (I've even tried stuff like Stevia, we've got a ton of that where I work and it's just not the same for me). I just have to make sure to read the labels of things to make sure that it's real sugar, or just unsweetened things.
>Gone a couple days without a soda, pretty proud of myself
>Dad comes home with a Dr Pepper for me, I forgot to mention to him that I was trying to cut it out

>>9081838
>E is standing in front of the bed, holding a knife to a gagged R's throat
I wanna believe this happened but I'm casting a lot of doubt

>people in bodypaint coming up announced to you and touching your cosplay

>5 days