/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>tfw recently graduated and looking for a job
>plenty of money saved up so I'm comfy and can afford to only reply to things involving my degree
>had no free time while working on degree, but billions of ideas of things I wanted to sew
>now have all the time in the world but zero motivation
>spend entire days playing video games and shitposting on the internet
>100% certain I will regret this as soon as I get a job and go back to not having any free time
>try to force myself to work on things
>get frustrated
>cry
>go back to shitposting

ANONS HELP

Aw man, this sure is a fuzzy pickle
>never went to meets or worn lolita outfit since like..5 years
>introvert,low self confidence,awkward because aspergers,..
>feel kinda "alien" next to the other girls and have that paranoia that they probably hate me
>finally get back to wearing lolita this year
>feel a bit more confident to wear it, wishes to do so outside but barely have any friends or places to go
>get invited to a meet to a town about 1hour away
>it's sunday, i have to study for exams!!
>nice extrovert lolita friends is like "you're coming!! and my roomie will drive us"
>she seems liked amongst other lolitas and stuff
>free ride hell yeah, if i study more during the week and saturday it seems ok
>let's do this!
>pick out an outfit, feels kinda excited and warm
Then i take a look at the facebook page
>cool lolitas everywhere
>tfw that one efamous lolita i respect is there
>feels that horrible feeling like i'm going to be an annoyance/get on their nerves/not be cool enough to fit

>tfw bought second hand sweet prints to start my wardrobe again
>dreamy dollhouse,jewelry jelly and soft cream
>tfw realize i like old school way more than prints but it's too late now
>a-at least i have an old school sweet skirt and a karami jsk so i don't feel too bad
And i kinda like them really, but i like old school more...what do?

>>8794451
Now she's a kawaii moderru in japan, probably secretly married or something and maybe has some back up plan for when she can no longer be a model (like a desk job at bravo or idk?).
Now her shoops are baby alien fetus tier and just horrible, her videos are terribly boring and rare on top of that eye blinding lightning. She's fading away and not a lolcow anymore she hasn't done anything lulzy in years. The only thing left is to rip her apart about her looks "oh she's so fat oh she's so ugly oh look at her chin oh so old" so it's mostly jelly insecure girls or girls who got nothing else to do. The milk is dry, all the cows like her and venus are now dry in her case or incredibly sad like Venus (no job, she's adult,probably has a eating disorder and totally fucked up mentally,desperately trying to stay relevant, her mother is ruining her life more and more)
or surprisingly sort of relevant like PT who's getting thinner (believe it or not) and Charms who's wasting her life and now a lardass aging terribly and in a terrible situation so it's actually more sad than anything.

>>8781174
>>8781777
>>8781820
I remembered when PayPal taked down YoyBuy's account, I asked if they will make another PP account, YoyBuy sent me the link for a new one BUT they asked me to sent the payment as a FRIEND....

>>8688423
>material: fabric

>>8616733
>>8616735

>>8159969
Alternatively
>be newbie
>buy Baby dress NWT from a brand reseller
>it arrives in a HeartE bag
>mfw

>>8116401
>May
Anime North?
Dude I havent even started my May convention shopping yet.
Or finalized what I want to cosplay, for that matter.

>>8116411
>CAD
>hahahahahahahaha
>mfw

>>8085568
>that yellow

>paid on 11/11
>still not finished purchasing
>a bunch of the items I was most looking forward to are now "no available after paid"

>>7911337
>tfw same
>tfw I really want to celebrate it but shit like work, exams or awkward family dinners keep getting in the way
>tfw only people who do plan something just use it as an excuse to dress up as a sexy devil and get shitfaced
I need my national spoopy dressup day goddamnit

>bought the Miss Manga mascara
>tried it on today
>haven't turned into a kawaii-uguu idoru desu or a shoujo manga heroine yet
>mfw

It looks kind of cute seeing how my lashes lay out when I close my eyes, but I hate that my lashes don't naturally curl which makes it hard to wear falsies. I'm going to try again with a heated eyelash curler tomorrow.

>early paycheck
>$600+, nottooshabby.gif
>time to browse auctions
>...
>"Maybe after the next paycheck."

Considering that my hourly wage is a little above minimum wage and now I'm back at school full-time, I don't think I'm willing to splurge on anything - even if they're just some blouses, cutsews, and headbows to pad my wardrobe. The small stuff can easily add up and lately, auctions have been my way of scoring pieces (because who uses the comm_sales anymore?), so I've got to calculate intl. shipping and other fees.

Also, this fucking weather. I can't wait for it to get cool again. I just stocked up on loliable F21 gear and I want to wear them out.

>tfw order is double the size I originally planned
>so much cute stuff so excited
>still want to buy more
>tfw going to have to go on credit & shipping is going to be a bitch

>arda wig general
>not wig general

>>7341938
Lots of people can be this dumb. It's just shocking when you see it.

>>6407279