/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>have a good time hanging out with friends
>as soon as i go home immediately make myself miserable by beating myself up
>fuck why the shit did i say that god i'm such a fucking autist fuck fuck fuck why didn't i say this instead jesus i should just bury myself in the fucking ground nobody likes me everyone hates me etc.
>can't ever tell if people actually don't want me around or it's just depression/anxiety talking

/cgl/ related: bought a Miku wig and of course the pigtails are just normal fairly thin wig pigtails, not giant thick things like she has in all her art. No idea how I'm going to bulk those up, or if I should even try. Wigmancy was my cosplay skill dump stat.

>always fell like posting my cosplays on cgl in order to ask for criticism/advice
>mfw these thread replies

it's not like I'm expecting dick sucking but holy shit you guys