/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>>10376937
>look on google if it’s a shitpost
>it’s real
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>yfw AX won’t be giving out refunds just like Ultra Music Festival

I really miss one of my friends. I haven't had a friendship like the one i had with her since she moved. We used to hang out all the time, wear lolita out together, go on "friend dates" out to eat and to movies and stuff together, go on double dates with our boyfriends together, cosplay together at cons, make each other stuff, cook for each other, watch anime and trashy chick flick movies together. She got engaged and then moved really far with her fiance and got married. She's too far to just casually drive up to see and we both have babies now so that makes it even harder to go see each other. I haven't seen her in almost a year now. I have other friends but they're all guys and we're not as close. It's just not the same. It's really hard to make new friends as a mom now too because I never really get out of the house and when I do I have my kid with me and nobody wants to hang out with me and my kid except other moms who are mostly all normies and probably think my hobbies are weird. I could hang out with people without my kid, my husband can watch her he's a damn parent too but I think most people assume we're conjoined at the hip or something idk. Ugh I just really miss my friend and miss having that kind of friendship with someone.

Fuck i think I posted this in the dead feels thread I'm gonna repost it here
>have dream dress
>Barely fits my tits but trying to lose a little weight to make it fit a bit better
>get pregnant
>keep it because husband and I wanted kids eventually anyways just happened a little sooner than planned
>tits fucking explode
>now 6 months out from having kid
>breastfeeding
>tits are gigantic
>like three sizes bigger than they used to be
I don't think I'll ever fit my dream dress again. S-Should I just sell it and buy something I can actually wear and enjoy or continue hoarding it with the vague hopes that I'll fit it again someday? It was Krad Lanrete's Phantom Of the Opera OP in black and it took me over a year to find it for sale in large. Sometimes I like to just take it out and feel the soft fabric and wish I could wear it.

>Go to the lounge after class because the parking lot is a nightmare at the time my last class ends
>No biggie, wait it out 20 minutes and then go home to work on cosplay
>Ex-boyfriend, who I’m still close friends with, is in the lounge
>Hang out, joke with him and other people
> Ex mentions there’s a sponsored event at the local amusement/arcade type place where students get in free later tonight and asks if I’m going
>Didn’t know about it at all, but what the hell
>Get to the place and he stops outside the entrance
> “What are you waiting for anon?”
> Just at that moment he mentions that he’s bring a girl as his plus one
>Didn’t bring anyone
>She arrives, and awkwardly we go inside
>Seriously contemplating bolting out of that place, mean while staying to the side, channeling my frustrations through the claw machine
>They ask if I want to bowl with them
>Agree for some reason, but just sit to the side and watch
>Thankfully a guy from the lounge comes join us
>He sticks with us for the rest of the night, mainly getting on the two person rides with me by default

Seriously lounge guy, you saved me a mental break down. I had an okay time in the moment because of you. But just so many questions are racing through my mind. Why would my ex bring me as a third wheel on his on date? Wtf would have happened if lounge guy didn’t show up? Would they just ditch me? Why does it hurt so much when I thought I was over him? Why the fuck didn’t I just go home and work on my cosplay?

>>8177628
Nevermind.

Neighbor confirmed seeing the package on my porch on my AC, but when I came home, the package was gone... granted, I spent maybe 20 dollars plush shipping, but I'm still rather devastated. I was looking so forward to trying this perfume.

>Home for winter break
>Parents somehow managed to break the bathroom I use while I was gone
>Have to use their bathroom for showing since the guest bathroom has been made into a special area for the cats' litter box
>Bring tweezers in to tame my eyebrows
>I had bought a white pair to make sure they don't get mixed up
>Accidentally leave them in parents' bathroom
>Next time I do my eyebrows I'm looking for mine
>See same white pair in mom's cup of bathroom shit, know she has like 4 pairs of silver ones so it must be mine

>2 weeks later
>6am mom comes stomping down the stairs
>"Anon! Where the FUCK did you put them!?"
>I pause because, what?
>"MY FUCKING TWEEZERS, ANON."
>Oh shit. "Mom are yours white, too? I might have took them by accident, I'll go get them."
>"NO. I know that look! You paused! You know exactly what I'm talking about, you needed to take a moment to spin one of your little clever lies you always use!"
>"Mom look, I'm sorry, we both have white tweezers. It was a mix up I'll run them back to your bathroom."
>She won't let me leave.
>She's sitting down on a couch crying at this point
>"I hate you... I HATE YOU SO MUCH WHY DO YOU TOUCH MY SHIT!?"
>I'm holding back tears which means I'm pretty stoic faced at this point so I'm just trying to diffuse the situation.
>"I ALWAYS PUT MY THINGS IN THE SAME PLACE, DON'T DENY THAT YOU TOOK THEM. JACK (stepdad) DIDN'T TAKE THEM."
>"Mom, I'm not denying that I took them. I did, and I didn't realize they were yours."
>"It has always upset me, Anon... I always knew you didn't care for anyone but yourself, you lie, your room is untidy, and ever since you were a child I knew you didn't have it in you to love someone."
>I'm having an internal meltdown. I just want to cry, but I can't.
>When I start to cry she gets physical because she says it's a sign of weakness.
>I stay silent because I can't argue, she'll just get more upset.

>(part 1/2)

>that feel when i'm just going to wear lolita to work like i do most days anyway

>>6772570
... They are pretty much equal. I once had a panic attack where I stopped breathing at a con because this furry saw I was scared and was like "Awww, just give me a hug!" nope.
But then again, terrorists can explode you to bits and/or torture you with a slow and painful death. Which is why I refuse to open doors on campus, there is a lady with a buzzer for that shit. I'm not letting a shooter in.

oh god ive actually missed frandan i dont even care

>>6546647
>Oh wow you actually look nice today
right in the confidence