/cgl/ - Cosplay & EGL

>In Joann's
>employee snaps at me for touching the sewing machines
>eyes are watering from wicked allergies
>employee freaks out because she thinks she made me cry

And I didn't even find the fabric I wanted.

>tfw wearing a spit soaked sanitary pad under my Lolita coord

>>8944531
>can't find my favorite ring that I inherited. It's not very big but it's over 100 years old
>tore apart my apartment, car, purse, gym bag, etc looking for it. Went back to everywhere I went last time I wore it asking but it hasn't shown up
>frequently wear it with lolita
>didn't save a single detail shot and can't draw it to save my life (thought about having a replica made)

End my fucking life, I can't stop crying. I just want my ring back

M'biatch

Before I sell items I masturbate and then rub my pussy juice into the lace at the bottom.

No one has ever seemed to notice and I've done it to about seven different pieces.

>>8944564
Gee, some gull could be wearing a dress covered in your slit slime

>>8944564
try harder. every single damn thread like this there's "i do x gross thing to everything i sell', the only people you outrage are baby newfags who can't detect shit with their nose right in it

>>8944573
I know for a fact one of the buyers was a gull, even gave her a discount for it.

>>8944574
It's true. Some of you are walking around sporting my poon perfume.

>>8944576
>not immediately cleaning something you bought secondhand

thats the real disgusting part of this story

>>8944573
>>8944574
Ignore and report, you morons

>>8944583
well even if they are cleaning it they handled it

>>8944592
and mostly likely not the bit of vag-y lace.

>>8944596
I rub my cunt curds all along the bottom lace and if there is any on the cuffs too

>>8944598
are you jerking off to this

>>8944599
no, I only do that on your dresses

>>8944603
>not a lolita

but i imagine someone somewhere in my vicinity someone might've worn something you sold, i got to conventions now and then

>>8944607
I am a Lolita you dumb cunt and I'm gonna find you and make you rinse your mouth out with my cunt cheese

>>8944616
i'm not, you equally dumb fuck, and i'm ready for that pussy parmesan

>>8944624
Let's fuck

This thread makes me want to eat out a lolita.

>>8944633
you can eat me out

I'll leave little moist rolled up bits of TP stuck in my pubes and flaps for you

>>8944564
>>8944598
b8

>>8944646
you're a bit fuckin late my friend

>>8944598
>cunt curds

>>8944636
That's disgusting. I only eat out hygienic girls.

I hate it when girls are unfeminine on the Internet.

>>8944652
I wanna say that's referring to like, toilet paper that stays in your vag after you whipe?
Not sure though. Perhaps they have a bacteria infection or something that causes a discharge.

>>8944656
Nevermind. I didn't read the thread but now that I have, I've definitely wasted more time than needed.

I want to fugg a lolita so bad it's almost unbelievable

>>8944655
>I hate it when girls are unfeminine on the Internet.


kek why are you on cgl then?

>>8944660
You're supposed to be sugar and spice and all things nice. Don't ruin that.

>>8944663
I haven't washed my cunt in four days and it smells like vinager potato chips and farts

>>8944663
Girls being gross on this board used to be a pretty wide spread 4chan meme. /v/ complained about this place a lot back in the day.

>>8944663
Why would good girls bother dressing up like dollies? You're dealing with the dregs of society here.

>meet this girl in my comm, we get along nicely
>girl is very friendly in that touchy girly way that is kind of a straight girl thing to my experience
>kinda crushing on her still lol but it's not like i'm make a move
>"she must be straight. they are all straight here. look at them all talking about dressing up their bfs in ouji."
>she's not tho
>she tells me directly that she's not tho

Now I don't know if she was flirting with me all this time or if I'm inventing shit. At least if I do work the nerve to ask her out or whatever and she rejects me, it'll genuinely be because she's not attracted to me/this relationship isn't going to work out, not because lesbians are gross and everything.

>>8944663
when i eat onions my hoohaa smells like chip dip

>>8944670
They're supposed to be like little baroque dolls.

Even my sister's hygiene is better than theirs. And from what I know she doesn't change panties after schlicking.

>>8944684
>she doesn't change panties after schlicking
Why would she? I sure as hell don't change my boxers after fapping.

>>8944684
I don't wear panties

>>8944687
Easier access for the guys no?

>>8944691
I have a husband so this way he can just tell me "spread em" and go to town chowing

>>8944687
Can girls just park a vibe down there all day and enjoy it?

>>8944695
it gets annoying after like 30 min

>>8944699
That's too bad. I already had a boner thinking about dirty seagulls ahegao'ing at their computers all day.

>>8944695
I have a hitachi and if I used it for more than 30 minutes, it'd probably burn out the motor.
Small vibes aren't that great in my experience. That's why I bought something that would actually last a good chunk of time.

Why do girls dislike cuddling after orgasm?

>>8944701
Are several rotors at once any good? That's always hot in doujins.

>>8944699
>>8944701
To be honest it makes some of us feel insecure if you use sex toy regularly

>>8944694
>having a husband who does that

Lucky. Literally no boyfriends I've met are into it and some outright refuse to do it on principle despite me giving them oral.

>>8944707
git gud and dont be a little bitch about it.

>neither fat nor skinny
>learned how to style myelf, but not very pretty or interesting looking
>tfw coords are okay, but not special enough to get recognised
>don't follow current trends or own popular pieces, I don't have a large wardrobe either
>tfw no sempai (or anyone) notices me

I'm trying my best, I always try to coord well, apply decent make up, style my hair, take nice pictures and maybe put a filter on top... I'm at that point where I am good enough to coord to not get any hate or gossip, but not great enough to get noticed. I'm not ugly enough to get shit for my looks, but I'm not cute either. My coords are good, but they don't really stand out or get overwhelmingly good feedback, yet they are too good to recieve constructive criticism either (this is often only given to beginner tier/ita stuff).

I am trying but I feel like I can never achieve my goals, and I'm stuck in mediocrity forever.

>>8944712
I just want to feel worthwhile. Porn is all big black cocks these days and it hurts

>>8944718
Get into NTR and you'll start loving it.

>>8944721
No way. No woman could respect a man into that horrible shit.

>>8944722
Who said anything about respecting you? You sound pretty pathetic already, so better just get comfortable with reality.

>>8944724
You are cruel

>>8944722
>tfw bf's main kink is ntr

>>8944728
At least it's not guro?

>>8944728
Don't indulge him. You will destroy your relationship.

>doing taxes with bf
>hoping to get a heady return not only to pay down some debt but also put a little aside for lolita
>bf makes minimum wage so I assumed when his tax return pulled $1100 I would be getting the same
>LOL JK BITCH
>because he's a year older than me and in a different "age bracket" I get taxed more
>we tested this by making my birthday a year older
>said I would get $1200
>put in my real age
>it goes down to $600

I am one SALTY bitch right now.

>>8944728
So does he want to watch or is it enough that he knows you're cheating on him?

>>8944729
shrug, i like guro.

>>8944733
i indulge him a bit. our relationship hasn't been ruined yet.

anyway, to make this more on topic, i haven't bought a dress in over a year. feels bad.

>>8944740
be prepared to pay more under bernie :^)

>>8944756
You actually cuckold him?

HELP. My local lolita comm is so much like Mean Girls, it's scary.

I thought sweet lolitas would be SWEET. What is this shit??

>>8944757
I'll just grab me a McJob, make sure I don't get enough hours, pop out a few kids, and be a comfortable "poorshit" instead of trying to better myself.

>>8944710

Is that the homo principle?

>>8944541
>employee snaps at me for touching the sewing machines
What a bitch.

>>8944548
I love finding things online for people(thehunt.com is my favorite) if you can try to post a picture or description I'll see what I can do. In the meantime I hope you find it anon. I know the feeling and it's horrible.

>>8944728
ntr is shit tho (what a cuck)
well at least he isn't isnt into futas and traps or even worse, vore, prolapse or stomach punching

>>8944883
>stomach punching

unf, instantly wet

>>8944715
Iktf but honestly who cares about e-fame? I have more important stuff to worry about than comments on my coords. Time will improve my outfits as I get more shoes and accessories. Just have fun with the fashion, anon. Don't try to please other people, many of them have shit taste

>>8944879
It's a small gold ring with six sapphires and seed pearls. Two rows of three sapphires each arranged parallel to the band. Kind of a wavy shape. I am shit at drawing but I was trying to draw it earlier so that I could post flyers on campus offering rewards. The curve is much more subtle than I drew it.

>Tired of being a NEET, get a shitty job
>Have some money to burn now
>Can't help myself, buy a figure of my waifu
>Put her in position of honor in my room
>Don't know what to do with my life and feel like shit, but her seeing smiling face is nice

>find my first cosplay in storage
>wore it with my first love
>alone now

>>8944958

Shit, I held onto mine in case the boyfriend I started cosplaying with broke up with me.

Let me tell you what, I may be a bitch, but when he did, it felt so good knowing he'd find it in the bottom of a box and probably cry.

>>8944952
What kind of job?

>>8945012
I'm the most kawaii delivery truck driver you will ever meet.

>>8945052
I've always wanted this job. I like driving and I like getting mail so I figured I'd like giving mail too. How did you get it?

I am leaving for ECCC on the 6th. Three weeks ago I get a call from my parents:
>Parents: "We are coming to visit the 30th!"
Me: "No you are not I am busy that week"
>Parents: "We already bought the plane tickets"
Me: "Sucks for you"
>Parents: "Well we are coming anyway, we won't be in the way!"
Me Thinking: *yes they will*
>Parents: *get in the way*
Me: *doesn't get ANYTHING done in time that I wanted to*
>Parents: :D

I don't even fucking have the energy to take in the clothes I wanted to wear in seattle, or fix up the only cosplay I wanted to bring, or fucking anything. I am already so fucking stressed out I don't think I will even enjoy my trip. I am so fucking pissed off.
Why can't they have the fucking decency to ASK FIRST? It's not like I am going to say no, but I have dates where I cannot have my parents over because I AM A FUCKING ADULT WITH FUCKING THINGS TO DO AND IT IS BULLSHIT WHEN THEY SAY THEY WON'T BE IN THE WAY. THEY CAN'T EVEN COOK IN MY OVEN AND I HAVE TO DO IT FOR THEM (25 minutes at 350 for six chicken breasts??). MY DAD KEEPS PUTTING MY KNIVES IN THE DISHWASHER NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I ASK HIM NOT TO. ALONG WITH MY PRINTED TUMBLERS AND THE HEAT SENSITIVE MUGS.

They ALWAYS say "oh we won't be in the way, you can do whatever it is you normally do!" Meanwhile my mother is constantly sick, like she always is while traveling, and I have to help her and go out to buy groceries with her, because quite honestly I think she shouldn't drive anymore. My dad keeps tracking sand all through the house and in my bathtub. Their dog while being lovely and sweet, smells like she found rotting ass to roll in so I had to wash her because my fucking eyes were burning. She literally had a CRUST. I soaked her in the bath for 20 minutes and I couldn't scrub it out. She still REEKS. They said they were going to take her to the groomer. THEY SURE HAVEN'T.

THEY WON'T TAKE OFF THEIR FUCKING SHOES IN THE HOUSE
And I can't even bitch because the house is theirs.

>>8945176
you sound like you need to get laid


or at least buy a vibrator

>>8945188
It sounds like you can't even think of a creative insult.

>>8945190
you really do though

this is their house you said and you wail and whine like its the worst thing ever for your parents who love you to visit? what the fuck is wrong with you you ungrateful bitch?


>waaaah my family wants to visit me and I can't finish a costume!!!

>>8945193
Uh huh. So you would be absolutely fine with your parents just picking and choosing whatever dates they like without even consulting you? And this is not a one time thing either. This is every few months. They treat me like a hotel, and I have to be the maid because they don't clean up after themselves. It doesn't matter if I have school, (The very reason I am living here) or work, or if I wasn't even planning on BEING there. I have to toss out all my plans on their whim, even when it costs me time and money I do not have. Do you think they are paying for their food while they are here? Cooking it themselves? Anything? no. They are not. And they toss out my craft supplies when they are sitting out because they think it is garbage. Never mind cleaning up the actual garbage they leave around, no it is my brand new sheet of craft foam, my resin bottles, my cardboard tubes, all shoved into a trashcan and rendered useless. So I have to buy more.

This is not a hotel
I am not a maid
I am not a chef
I am not a taxi
I am perfectly willing, and even HAPPY to be those things and all of the above, IF THEY CHECK THE FUCKING DATES FIRST LIKE YOU DO IF YOU RESPECT SOMEONE. That is all I fucking want and you can suck my massive cock if you think I don't have a right to bitch a little on an anonymous board.

>>8945193
not that anon but people coming over uninvited are the worst, even your parents. parents who want their kids to be independent and don't even let them are the worst.

>>8944718
I like small dicks and soft sex, and lots of cuddling afterwards.

>>8945211
you are so fucking angry at everything

this is why I said you need to get laid

>>8945176
Ok... I get your point, but I also get your parents, they are not getting younger and they know it and they want to visit their child before it got to difficult to travel. maybe you should call more frequently or drop to visit once in a while, maybe teach them how to use Skype

>>8945218
Last time I checked, anger was a feeling and this definitely is a feels thread so....?

>>8945229
Yeah I talk to my parents every couple of days and this happens just about every other month. I constantly beg them (and I do mean literally begging with tears sometimes) to JUST. ASK.

And uh, it's a little hard to visit their only daughter when she isn't even going to be there. Which doesn't stop them from staying here btw.

Also, I keep telling them to JUST FUCKING MOVE HERE. They keep saying they are going to and they keep not doing it. So really. What the fuck do you want from me?

>>8945211
Do they own the house? Then fucking guess what they can do whatever the fuck they want in it, whenever they want. They can come in unannounced and take a shit on the dining room table if theyre so inclined.

Mad they threw your craft supplies away? Go get your own damn apartment.

>>8945233
since your parents own the house they can do whatever they want including visit it

put your big girl panties on and deal with it you whiny cunt

>>8945249
>>8945238
Technically? Legally? No, they can't actually. I am their tennant proper. If I wanted, I could have them escorted out by police right now. I wouldn't ever, even after my father rusted a hole right through a $300 knife, for the second time. I love my parents, and I mostly like seeing them, but this is not fine and it does not make me a cunt if I am pissed.
They do not have a right to my stuff, or my carefully allotted time, or my money. Parents are not always in the right and they are far from infallible.
Honestly though, I don't know why I bother replying because you are pretty clearly just trying to get a rise out of me.

>>8945260
they can have you evicted, too anon

but I mean if you're such a bitch you'd bring up calling the cops on your parents for throwing out crafts I wouldn't blame them


cry fucking harder a bloo bloo

>>8945264
Do you just like, not have a family? You sound really sad...

>>8945266
I do and I'm sure they're all greatful I'm not a whiny cunt to them like you

>>8945264
Depending on where anon lives that might be a lot harder to do than calling the cops on them. A lot of cities have super strict eviction laws and as long as anon pays rent and doesn't do something stupid like smash a whole wall down, they might not have grounds for eviction.

>>8945269
I'm pretty sure anyone would side with the parents seeing as she's such a massive bitch

>>8945267
Sounds like you are overcompensating anon. Sorry to flaunt my family life at you, but just because you don't have parents to get mad at doesn't mean you need to lash out. With that glowing personality I am sure you must have tons of friends to rely on.

>>8945271
kek I pointed out how much of a bitch you are and now you have to resort to

>:c anon ur life is so sad omg rip am sorry

you sound mad as fuck

you should really invest in a vibrator

>>8945278
So no friends either?

>>8945280
stop projecting so hard anon

>>8944674
Ask her out nonny almost 100% of the time if you think someone is flirting they are

>got laid off from job because the economy sucks
>been trying to find a new job for months now
>bills are racking up
>might have to sell my dream dresses to keep up with payments

>>8944728
Indulge and share deets. I know a lady who made it work with her husband, it was weird but they were happy.

>>8945281
Oops! You meant to reply to this post >>8945278

>>8945288
you're the one projecting whining about how an anon has no friends from nothing relating to that and your tactics reek of butthurt

you should kill yourself, I'm sure your parents would be happier with their massive cunt of a daughter gone

>>8944710
What the fuck? What country are you from, anon?

I've never met a guy who wouldn't (and these are guys I sure as shit never asked about it.)
They were just vocal about their love for it

>>8945292
"tactics" lol I think you are giving me too much credit. But you seem very pissed! Listen, I would argue with you more, but I am about to go smoke a fat blunt with my mom and watch some anime. OH WAIT NO I AM A HUGE CUNT WHO IS A BITCH TO HER PARENTS!
I mean; I am gonna go toss their stuff in their van and shit in their bed. Obviously.

>>8945278
Stop shitting up the thread. You're just spewing bland insults and don't have the decency to at least make it entertaining.

Back on topic, I'm heading back home after being away for school for 5 years. >newfound lolita + cosplay hobbies will scandalize the relatives
>wear very casual j-fash all last xmas break, uncle: "you have such weird- i mean interesting fashion sense hur hur"
>wait til you see me in full OTT classic bruh

My family likes to tease, but I'm not shy anymore and do what I like without shame, and they won't go beyond teasing. I'm only worried they'll put their grubby hands on my brand. One relative grabbed a wig I wore once and tugged it to see how well it was on, IN public. Like holy fuck you dress up and people think they can touch you.

>>8944666
You're unlucky with the body chemistry lottery then, I always smell/taste like something sweet. It's actually kinda weird, but hey, better than vinegar or pennies.

>>8945211
So all those things you just listed. They never did any of that for you when you were growing up then? Stop being a selfish asshole.

>trying to get back into sewing and cosplaying since I took a break to build my Lolita wardrobe up a bit
>BF wants to go to cons and cosplay with me
>he has a MMA fighter build and I'm short and thin
>he's pale I am a warm brown
>picking cosplays for us is suffering
>tempted to say fuck it and keep buying dresses.
>he's supportive no matter what but it feels like apathy since neither of us are the decisive types.


Ffffuuuuuuucccck

Didn't know there was a new thread.

Just for anyone who was curious about person with lesbian friend who wanted me to wear lolita, we worked it out

>>8944710
My wife must have married the only man on earth who loves to go down; and I must have married the only woman who hates it and has never let me. Goddamn, this earth is always backwards.

>my comm is really large
>attend meets, be generally social
>fucking christ I don't like any of these people

I wish I could be good friends with someone who also was a fan of the fashion.

>>8944710
Don't give them oral

>>8944710
I admit, i'm weird about it, i'd do it through panties or whatever, and if i'm horny enough i'd actually do it raw.

But i'm the kind of weirdo who uses hand gel and washes their hands all the time, dealing with bodily fluids is something i'm not too good with.

>>8944531
>I wish they'd stop talking in that high pitched voice

No joke, I've ran into that shit a lot. Why the fuck do ya'll niggas do this? It's annoying as fuck when some lacy cunt comes up to my booth and sounds like she's trying to be a VA in some shitty dub.

>>8944710
Opposite problem on my end; love going down on the missus, but she won't blow me.

Don't give pillow prince's head. Or just find a dude who's really into you and just sit on his face.

>Mom says she was going to buy me a Christmas gift
>asks for my height (6 feet) and measurements (34 inch bust), tells them I'm very tall and asks them to accommodate for that
>This comes in the mail
>ask her where she got it from
>milanoo

she means well, but she keeps buying me stuff from milanoo because "they're the only ones that allow for custom measurements therefore they're better"

to make matters worse, I took it to an alterations place and they removed the pleats for some reason, and only took in the waist leaving the arm area loose and baggy.

>Rejected by 5th crush

>a qt fairy kei/lolita girl will never be your girlfriend

>>8945217
>>8945217
>tfw no gf who treats me gentle
>tfw small, soft d

>>8944769
I'm sorry your comm supposedly has high school-tier hierarchy but
>I thought sweet lolitas would be SWEET
Lolitas are people, anon. We're not "supposed" to be anything. Of course it's better when people are nice and polite and handle social situations like mature adults but some people simply aren't like that, and they'd be mean and unpleasant regardless of what they're wearing.

Anyway, are there at least a few people in your comm with whom you get along? Maybe even one person? You don't have to be friends with everybody, just befriend those you click with. If you don't get along with anybody in your comm and you don't enjoy being a part of it you can always leave it. Being a lone lolita can be a bit sad sometimes but it might be better than spending time with people you don't like. It's up to you.

>tfw just got home from a meet and halfway through getting undressed bf wants to sex
>tfw afterwards he tells me seeing me in my panties and otks was really hot
>tfw he doesn't dislike lolita as much as i thought

>>8945463
>6ft tall girl
>5'7"
5 ever a manlet, shorter than most of the girls on this board.

>>8945494
grats anon

>>8945500
if you're not fat you can fit into mens jfashion and crossplay.
being 6 feet and liking fashion made for girls who are 5'3 is suffering.

>started wearing lolita being younger
>difficult to get to know better, dress like crappy ita
>grow up, leave the style. Developt better fashion sense than before
>want to wear lolita/otome, but I'm in college and poor (also, work doesn't pay that well)
>saving up for lolita but stuff comes up and I need to buy food and take my cat to the vet
> I can start saving money again but I am 23 and it feels like I'm running out of time before the style is age appropiate

excuse my awful writing english isn't my mother language and I'm tired as heck

>>8945538
There's no age limit on fashion. I'm 25 and my best friends in my comm are in their 30s, so don't worry about "running out of time". Your age doesn't matter as long as you look good.

>>8945546
whoops deleted on accident instead of replying (my cellphone is old and wonky). Thanks anyway. I'll continue trying saving in hopes to get my first coord :)

>tfw lose dream dress on auction

>>8945463
It doesn't look that bad for a cosplay though?

>>8945549
You can do it! Secondhand and taobao are your friends. Have patience and be thorough and I'm sure you'll find pieces that suit both your taste and your budget.

>>8945589
It's 20.5 inches flat

>When brands make the lining/built in petti too damn awkward to fit a goddamn petti

What the everloving fuck is your problem Aatp? You made this skirt lining so fucking strange. I was cool when it didn't fit my CP bell, that thing is massive. But the tiny ass meta layering petti too? What the hell.

>>8945325
Do casca and guts?

I tried to get a bit more into social media, but every time I check any of my profiles and see what other people posted I get a slight wave of anxiety. I can't even check out my friends cosplay pages because I'll be all nervous as soon as I see how many likes they have.
I always thought I wouldn't even care about likes or anything like it, but I feel like I should maybe just stop cosplaying altogether when I see their bought costumes are getting way more recognition than my handmade stuff that I pour blood, sweat and tears into.

>>8945601
if you're not super concerned about resale value, you can take the lining off with a seam ripper or something. built-ins usually fuck with the skirt silhouette and i hate that.

>>8945238
I spy someone who isn't independent yet and has no idea how the real world works.

I hate to break it to you, but once you become an adult and begin paying your own rent, it's time for your parents to respect you as such. This means asking when they can come visit for a long weekend. Would you just roll up to your sibling's house unannounced to crash for a few days? No, you ask ahead of time like a normal person. Being a blood relative doesn't give you free reign to be inconsiderate, and being a landlord CERTAINLY doesn't. The fact that you think a landlord has some kind of mystical right to barge in and squat in their rented apartment just confirms that you don't know know shit.

Sure OP's parents can just roll in unannounced and it sounds like OP will bite their tongue and host them, but it's still extremely inconsiderate to not communicate with your busy adult children first. I have a friend whose parents would constantly buy plane tickets for her to come visit, and then only tell her the dates after the purchase. Oh you had plans then? Too bad, cancel them, these are non-refundable.

>get wine colorway JSK and OTKs in Holy Lantern MTO
>Get bat bag in gold
>Get all my accessories in gold-bronze tones
>OTKs end up having silver stars
>Well, fuck you too AP.

>>8945510
This, I want to be a sweet lolita so badly, but whenever I look at the few girls that are the same height I realize I'll never look the way I want.

I'll just go for cute fashion in general I guess, I just wish I could order stuff online and not have to wonder if I'll have to alter it and if it'll fit me.

I feel really bad because I accidentally stalked someone. Not IRL, just online. I haven't actually contacted them, but I kinda want them to be my senpai.
>mfw know their fb and skype and a few other things and I have no idea how

I guess everything just kinda fell into my lap. It's still weird and I feel like such a creep.

>>8945260
>Parents are not always in the right and they are far from infallible.

Yeah this. They may be parents but they still need to exercise common decency.

>>8945668
Contact AP. They had a fuckup at the factory that caused this on lavender and wine colorways on those OTKs.

>>8945361
Hey, you can't just leave us hanging like that. She found you on this thread, right? How did you guys work it out?

>tfw all the girls who hit on me at cons are super underage

>>8945825
I'm pretty sure that /cgl/ is just more gullible than real seagulls and it was someone baiting/trolling

>be a failed artist, like Hitler
>graduate college in 2012
>new gf introduces me to cosplay
>start to enjoy the NEET life
>had to move in with parents in 2014
>been trying to save enough to get out
>may finally be able to
>gf breaks up with me last month
>starting best job of my life tomorrow
>not exactly my dream job, but exciting
>may finally be able to live on my own again

I have so many mixed emotions. It's been a wild four years. I miss my cosplay gf, but I can probably find a new one. I'm also nearly finished with my best cosplay yet.

Sorry for the ramble, but cosplay and cons have been my escape through these times of failure.

>>8945772
If their attention is unwanted, then you are actually stalking them. Otherwise you're just looking at someone's page online.

>>8945166
It's for autoparts, actually. Pretty much any auto place is always hiring drivers because everyone who wants the job are old dudes in their 70s. So if you are young and have a good driving record and don't mind heavy lifting, you are pretty much guarenteed being hired. You essentially drive around and drop off stuff at shops all day, and half of them have dogs that you can pet. It's just pulling the parts that are tedious like...I have to sling around huge ass tires and carry car batteries and rotors a lot.

>>8944997
Jesus you're a bunch of horrible bitches. Ever thought the reason you have so many failed relationships is your fault?

>>8945310
You're the kind of person who deserves to get raped.

>>8945848
Eh. If they're mature enough to actually hold a decent conversation then just fuck them.

People forget that 15 is actually the optimal age for a woman to have kids.

>>8944997
Who the fuck would cry over you

>>8945947
It actually isn't. Late 20's girl on late 20's boy is the combination that produces the least deformities.

>first con of the year starting soon
>spends 100's of dollars on 2 new cosplays
>been dealing with Cronic Pain for 6 months
>finally getting down to the bottom of it
>mfw they want to do all the tests 2 days before the con
>mfw there's an 80% I'll need surgery to remove part of my intestine and miss the con.

>>8945969
Hey, at least it sounds like you'll lose weight!

>>8944715
I've been reading several comments like this and posting on Daily Lolita in LJ used to get comments when you were at this stage, not noob but always wanting to improve. I miss that and feel like we need a concrit group for people who already know how to lolita but really want valid feedback improvement concrit still. It's touchy to do it in our comm groups because personal bias but an 'intermediate + concrit group' would be fun and interesting. Not all of us want to self post here and even here with the photo dumps, lots get no comments at all, self post or not.

>>8945947
15 was the optimal age back when no one lived past 40. Welcome to the future anon.

>>8945176
Mine did this once and just showed up. From several states away. I did not answer the door and texted them to go to a hotel. They stayed about 15 minutes on the porch knocking, texting and I did nothing. They then went to a hotel. I met them for lunch once in the week they were there because I WAS also legit fucking busy. Yes, they were pissed and acted butthurt and pissy. No, I did not care. I told them to ask and plan next time and now they always do. I invite them for 3 days and then suggest fun things they can do nearby and on the way here and back. Three days is about all I can tolerate. I live far away for a reason. Oh and yeah, I make them board their yappy ratdog because he's acts like shitty bully to my cats.

>>8945640
Its the same if there is a built in stiff lining layer and you want to wear underskirt, out comes the lining. I do this on dresses I know I'll keep then I can shape them however I want.

8943211
>cont
Casually asked him where he'd gone to last Sat
Claims to have forgotten, and then proceeds to tell me which movie he saw by himself
Asks if he can have my number at the end of my workout.
>I can see the pattern now
Yeah sure watev
Do workout
Of course he's gone
No longer want to be noticed by senpai

>>8943211
>>>>>cont
Casually asked him where he'd gone to last Sat
Claims to have forgotten because he's got a lot on his mind, and then proceeds to tell me which movie he saw by himself.
Asks if he can have my number at the end of my workout.
>I can see the pattern now
Yeah sure watev
Do workout
Of course he's gone again
>tfw you no longer want to be noticed by senpai

>>8945876
You can do it anon, I believe in you!

>>8946051
Kill yourself.

>>8946051
>and then proceeds to tell me which movie he saw by himself

Yeah bullshit. Some gym jock didn't go to see a damn movie by himself. He's clearly taking out other chicks and just wants you as a backup, but even then you're not a priority or else he'd be a decent person and at least let you know he's busy.
This guy doesn't respect you, just forget it.

>>8946077
>This guy doesn't respect you, just forget it.

She will let him pump and dump her, I guarantee it.

Your self-esteem is obviously significantly higher than hers.

>>8946069
Thanks.

It's actually a job at Jo Ann, so I'll get to drool over some fabrics at work.

>>8945455
I have a really high/soft voice and I'm always worried people will think it is fake. I know it sounds unusual because people comment on it at work a lot. (usually compliments/nice remarks but still) When I hear my own voice recorded I think it's annoying as shit and I wouldn't even want to talk to me.

>>8946083
It's really not. I only know what gym jock is up to because of experience, after all.
>was fuckbuddies with a frat vp

And hey, one night stands are fine if that's what gets you off. It's just the way anon is saying he's a senpai...yeah nah. He's a walking dick with a mouth.

>>8945463
It looks pretty decently made at least, can you just take it in at the sides?

>>8946114
>one night stands are fine

No they aren't.

>>8946130
This board is 18+ and some users are not religious.

>>8946133
You are a whore.

>>8946133
You are a cunt. We have our differences. Continue?

>>8946137
Well memed
>>>/pol/

>>8946140
How many men have enjoyed the pleasures of your succubus body, harlot?

>>8946083
>>8946137
>you sound like someone who might have self-esteem to know when a guy is a jerk
>U HOARRR!

>>8946144
Three
And nineteen women.

>>8946109
Drooling on the fabric is a sure way to get fired.

>>8946077
Yeah, I can figure that much. I usually give people the benefit of the doubt but this was the last straw.
>>8946114
>he's a walking dick with a mouth
Couldn't have said it better.
Thanks Anon, and don't listen to that frigid troll.

>>8946113
There used to be a cosplayer around here who had a legitimately cutesy voice, which she hated. She would usually cosplay Pudding from Tokyo Mew Mew. She got bullied a couple of times by people telling her to knock off the cutesy voice and being really nasty about it, to the point where people had to step in and help her. I haven't seen her in years.

>>8946148
Damn girl, high-five!

>>8946113
Iktf
>in my own head I sound like a bulldyke
>in recordings I sound like a 12 year old boy
Deliver me Jesus

>>8941075
Omg, I actually remember talking to her at AWA. This is so sad!

>>8944949
I've seen rings similar to this and know what your talking aboht. I'll post what I can find in a coutlet of hours

>>8946113
>>8946292

Look--science!

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/speaking-of-science/wp/2015/06/16/why-you-probably-hate-the-sound-of-your-own-voice/

I'll probably have to stop cosplaying soon because my transportation costs will be more than half of my salary come August and I need to be able to buy other stuff like food. I'll miss it and I'll really miss the community but there's no way I'll be able to afford it.

>>8946284
>girl

There's nothing worse than asking someone for measurements (which they haven't mentioned) on a wts item and having them snarkily tell you to check Lolibrary in one unpunctuated sentence.

Particularly when the only reason I asked is because you're obviously three fucking times that size, and we both know the fabric ain't the same size it was before you wore it, sweetheart.

>>8946422
Alright, boy then. Or genderless creature. Whatevs.

Two feels

>Tabled at a con over the weekend
>Get a message on tumblr today from a student i used to teach art too
>She was at the con but couldnt find me
>Told me how much she loved my classes and how much she missed me
>Its been a few years, i surely thought she would have forgotten me but no
>Cry tears of joy at work

Other feel
>Buy jsk I admired on a lolita years ago
>Love it except for front ruffle bib thing that looks kind of dumb
>It arrives and I'm nervous
>bib thing doesnt look stupid at all on me.

The little things make me happy

>>8945640
I shouldn't be concerned about resale value, particularly since it's already missing waist ties, but I kinda am. And making it worse it's an AatP summer print and the material is tissue paper so I worry that without lining it will be too thin. Fucking hell baby this is why I refuse to buy direct from you.

>>8946422
It

>Just worked an 10 hour shift with one break. Fucking exhausted.
>Working in a day care.
>Day finally over.
>9:30PM, about to crawl into bed and relax,.
>Manager messages me "Can you come in tomorrow at 8 and work till 6 again?"
>NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
>Fuck NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I dont' want to be on her bad side since I am trying to get time off in November but I am like...no. stop doing this shit to me.

>get into my dream university
>i barely have any savings because i genuinely thought i wouldn't get in
>realise i have to sell years worth of collected merch

i did this to myself and i won't be able to bring most of this stuff with me when i move anyway, but it's still a bit heartbreaking

>>8945969
Ouch anon.

>>8946639
Yes, that is correct. thank you anon

>mfw start making friends for the second time in my life
>most of them are normies
>all genuinely like me and want to hang out
>completely turn into a normie instead of a lonely hermit weeaboo
>it's fucking terrifying and I'm super scared I'll disappoint people
>scared of affection, afraid I'll be backstabbed and mocked like I was in secondary school

Help, I don't know what's going on
I have too much spaghetti to handle this

>>8945969
I'm sorry.

>>8946312
AWA 2015? That's really sad, anons.

>>8945500
>tfw 5' 7.5"
>shorter than most of the girls on this board
the worst feel of all

>>8945848
>all the girls who hit on me at cons are super underage
>all the girls who hit on me at cons
>all the girls who hit on me
>girls
>hit on me
you have it better than you think, anon

>>8945888
Okay, well that's fair enough.
I just feel like it's super weird that I've managed to find so many of this gull's pages/contact info. I feel like I can't ever be friends with her now because I know too much.

>>8946479
FUCKING THIS, ALL DAY.
Lolibrary is notorious for posting half assed measurements too.

>Have been trying to find out what a print name is of one my JSKs for a few years now
>Never did try taking a photo of it and posting it here and asking, just Google searched off and on, but that obviously never got me anywhere
>Finally decide to take a photo of the JSK and was going to post it yesterday to ask if anyone here knows the name
>Wander on Lolibrary to to look at something else before taking photos
>See on the first page a bow, bag, and skirt with the same print I've been trying to find the name of on them
>Person just created the entries only like two days before
>Search is finally over and now I know the print name!

Feels good to finally know. Even the person I bought it from didn't know the name. The person that uploaded the other pieces from that print on Lolibrary didn't create a listing for the JSK though. The print's from 2004, so maybe they couldn't find any photos of it (cause the photos of what they did have weren't many and pretty small), but would have been cool to see a stock photo too.

But no matter still really happy to know the name now.

>>8946643
I got in a habit of always being the go-to call-in at my old job. I became the shift cover bitch and it was miserable. Don't let them think they can always call you in. Be reliable, but don't be their bitch.

>>8946479
They may not have worn it?
>selling 70cm waist dress soon
>wondering if I'll get this much salt

>want to cosplay Emiya Shirou because he's my hero
>afraid I'm going to end up like this guy

>>8946878
shirou has a few variations of his costume. plus, all you have to do is run around being an emo piece of garbage and you're golden.

>>8945616
Surprisingly it's was suggested to us and he loves Berserk but I've never read/watched any of it and everyone who talks to me about it are in the same reason of the JoJo fans that hopped the bandwagon about two years ago and won't shut the fuck up about it. If that makes sense?

They're enthusiasm is so over bearing I just lose interest.

>get acne breakout a week before the con
Also
>start having dreams of everything going wrong with your cosplay, money, etc

>>8946820
I'm a girl and 5'8
In high school and a little after, my boyfriend was 5'6. Never a problem, even when I wore heels. Lots of girls don't have the height hang-up and the ones who do well, I always take it as a mark of their own insecurity that they will somehow feel big or something?

>>8946947
But muh social conventions say a guy must TOWER over a girl with his MANLINESS and short men are manlets and forever cucks

>>8946947
It's usually insecure fatties and uggo SJWs too, you never hear anyone not mental saying stuff like 'i don't talk to guys over 6' and without a six-pack

>>8946944
i had a dream recently about attending a con but i forgot everything i owned. phone, money, even the cosplay. i was super freaked out.

I've got a lot of good feels seagulls.

>broke up with boyfriend who's been unfaithful since pretty much day 1
>stopped taking the pill because it was making me depressed, boring and killed my libido
>lost a lot of weight, feeling a bit more confident
>joined tinder less than a week ago, have so many matches I can't even keep up with the conversations, been asked on a lot of date
>got laid within 24 hours of joining

I have never felt so good about myself before. I've only ever been in long relationships. I never thought I could be so desirable. Lads really love lolita, it seems.

>poorfag
>just bought my very first non-Taobao lolita piece
>went over my budget a little but oh well
>looking at pictures of it every day, really excited
>in the process of buying a blouse and a bolero I think will look great with it
>have been kind of worried because multiple sellers have let me down at the last moment before
>just got the tracking number

Clock jsk anon, in case you're reading this, you're wonderful. Thank you very much.

Mfw late for con and shoe isn't tied, go to tie it on the toilet seat cover.
Mfw cover breaks and my whole right leg is soaking wet.
Mfw it's my brothers pee.
Mfw I realized this two weeks later after he says "I only put the seat down after I don't feel like flushing."
Mfw I've been wearing these shoes every day for work.

>>8947089
Post moar

>>8947089
Your brother must be hydrated

>>8947090
I mean. The end of that story is just that I had to immediately throw all of my things in the wash and wear something else to the con.
I do however have a somewhat similar story.

>Be me, 8 years ago, in beeb school.
>The class field trip is coming up, it's a trip to a pond to learn about its eco-system.
>Parents don't wanna buy new rain boots so they tell my to try on my brothers old pair he used for a crocodile hunter costume.
> Put my foot in the boot...it's wet.
> Mom: "How could it be wet? He barely ever used them. Just wear them."
> Refuse.
> Mom goes to dump out boot in tub to show me it's not wet.
> All this yellow liquid pours out.
> "Oh...he must've played in water."
> Hours later, he comes home.
> Mom asks what he did with the boot.
> Histarical laughter.
> "I had to pee one night and was too lazy to go to the bathroom."

Mfw Mom tells me I had my foot in pee boot.

I'm feeling rage/disappointment at myself at the same time fir weight loss. Now, it's probably not a big deal for most people but I gained 2 kilos on a 2 months holiday I just had and I feel utterly disgusting even though I'm still completely normal weight (like weight index 21,8). I'm trying to lose it asap by eating really little and even started jogging but checking the calorie calculators makes me just desperate. Usually to lose 1kg per week ypu have to cut 7000 calories from your daily diet. Well that's nice and all but even with exercise 3 times a week the amount I need for maintanance is only 1600 calories. So this means I would either have to get to ridiculous exercise/well over 1000 a day. Reason I'm pissed? Because if I do not exercise my calorie intake should be only 1350 calories, which is weight loss for most people.

If you didn't guess yet the reason I'm raging is that because of my stupid shortness I can never eat even like normal adults if I don't want to gain weight and I am a sad food loving nerd.

Lastly the reason this is relevant for this board is that I live in Japan so all the females around me are about the same height as me but like super thin so I really feel the pressure to be thinner constantly even though I'm mainly ok with my ~21.1 weigh index (that I have been for many years). I know if I lived in my home country (Europe) I wouldn't feel this pressure since there I'm considered extremely petite besides my weight being average. Also need to get this fat off from my tights so that I can wear cute j-fash shorts like everyone around me.

Tldr; normal weight annon feeling the pressure to be thinner because Japan & feeling salty because most people can, because of their sheer size alone eat much more without getting fat.

>>8947222
Have you thought about losing 1lb a week instead of 1kg? Would only require 500 cal daily deficit instead of 1k. It might take a bit longer but it's better than stressing yourself out.

Something that helped me cut weight relatively fast was going for walks, I'd walk three miles in the morning and another three in the evening. Made the caloric defecit a lot less awful.

>>8946357
Wow thank you anon! I looked myself and the closest I could find was this but it's way too bulky and ugly

>>8946947

>ask for pic of Kill la Kill group, including cute lanky Satsuki
>she says, frustrated, to her friends, "I'm six foot fucking two."
>tell her "That's probably Satsuki's height."
>she likes that

I calmed a gentle giant that day.

>>8947089
>>8947107
Your brother sounds like an absolute slob.

>anxiety attacks and OCD mean that wearing super intricate costumes is a nightmare for me
>if a single fold of fabric is out of place I start freaking the fuck out and can't stop
>feel like a massive burden because any friends I'm with are usually stuck with standing around awkwardly staring at me and saying vague supportive things
>my dream is to be stable enough that wearing a pretty princess dress won't make me freak the fuck out
>lol like that will ever happen

I'm so fucking sick of being the girl people go to when they need someone to cosplay their generic Disney prince, but at least the princes have like uniforms and shit that don't shift and look weird.

>>8947107
This sounds like my ex's brother....
He was only a year younger then us (He was 19 when we were 20 while dating) He would be so lazy he would just shit beside the toilet because he didn't want to turn on the light. He did it in the bathtub too once.
Also, peed in my ex's shoes because he was pissed at him. Like are you a fucking cat?
.
He also came into our room in the middle of the night, stole my ex's car keys and ran off with his car at 3 in the morning. Woke up to the door closing, told him I was going to call the cops since he just stole the car, while intoxicated. He wouldn't let me and fuck was I pissed.

What is wrong with these people.

>>8945969
Update:
>be me
>pain is getting fucking terrible
>lost 10 kilos (22 pounds)
>can't eat or drink anything
>go to hospital
>get told there is nothing they can do until the day the tests are to be done
>you will have to take 6 pain killers a day anon
>can't work on any cosplay stuff at all
>too drugged to even go to the bathroom by myself
>getting very depressed
>shit being posted about me on other threads
>this close to taking 15 painkillers and washing it down with vodka

WBU?

>>8946820
>>8946982
Fucking hell dude I'm 5'7 and it literally doesn't amount to anything. Just get the hell over it? My general understanding was that there are quite a few women under that are shorter than 5'5.

>>8946820
>>8945500
>tfw 5'7 and gf is 5'11
Don't give up anons

>tfw selling lolita stuff regularly
>I take my sales pretty seriously
>I clean my clothes before shipping them, use secure packaging and I include little gifts, I'm extra friendly.. doing all the stuff to be a good buyer
>the people who buy my stuff are barely responsive at all and never say thank you, they don't even give me a short reply if they have received their package and if everything is alright

I know the tracking also tells me when the parcel has arrived, but it's such an unfriendly behaviour imo. I invest a lot of time in my sales and I don't like selling to ungrateful cunts who can't take the minute to say thank you.. It hurts even more when I know the person whom I sold to irl.

>>8947346
>to be a good buyer
seller, I mean seller

sorry, it has been a long day

Kinda on topic, kinda not:
>wear tights with lolita, cosplay etc.
>have really tiny vulva region
>notice I always have a very small, yet milky discharge with a slightly off smell if I hold it directly under nose
>bf and past sexual partners have never really noticed or complained
>apparently whenever I get pap smears every year they always tell me I have a yeast infection and try to get me to take antibiotics

Am I better for it to not take antibiotics? I feel like I have a permanent, yeasty vagina yet it's not smelly, itchy, swollen, or in any way problematic for me on the daily. I don't believe I suffer from UTIs.
If I feel like it's bad I'll go for eating more yogurt, sticking a garlic bulb up there, or douching with apple cider vinegar. But antibiotics? I've heard people who take antibiotics frequently for yeast infections eventually have the bacterium and candida develop such a resistance that if they get a bad UTI it's nearly incurable and could cause kidney damage, if not kidney failure.
I'm trying to think of what kinds of things could be influencing the yeast, but aside from being fat I don't consume a lot of sugar or wear weird panties? All I can think of is my tights for lolita and cosplay, but how would that alone trigger months-long, light infections?

>>8947357
The antibiotics will make it worse. You probably have yeast build up everywhere which means in your digestive tract too. Take probiotics and avoid yeasty, sugary and foods with vinegar for a while.

>>8947359
High starch foods like rice or pasta are best avoided too unless it's been sprouted.

>>8947359
I've started drinking some apple cider vinegar. In all honesty I had no idea yeast infections could be in the digestive tract, that's probably the case for me.

>>8947361
>rice
Oh shit, thanks for telling me that. Rice is actually a huge part of my diet because I'm a poorfag.

>>8947357
Antibiotics really aren't that bad if you only have to take them for a short time.
When you have to take them for a longer period of time, though, they can be really nasty and make you feel sick and tired on top of the risk of you developing a resistance to them.
So if you'll have to take them for less than a month, I think it's worth trying.

>>8947364
I have it too anon. My diet has been severely limited for months because of it but I am getting better! My diet was mostly potatoes before finding out and I was always wondering why my digestion was so damn poor. Candida was the reason. Now that I've been eating this way for a few months my digestion has improved and a lot of my inflammation has gone down as well as losing about 40 pounds. Coconut oil is a big help too. Use braggs aminos instead of soy sauce for cooking if that's your thing. Don't even touch dairy. If you want food with probiotics in them eat kimchi instead of yogurt. If you want more information, I'd be willing to talk to you through email. I work for the woman that out me on this diet plan and while it's difficult, it totally worked.

>>8947370
>tfw I have kimchi in my fridge right now
Yay, what other foods do you try to eat besides the coconut oil anon?
I just had a baked potato last night, guess I'll have to cut that out too. This is like a mindfuck for me now, I had no idea yeast could form in the bowel from food, and no less infect other parts of the body!
Like, what's your typical day's worth of meals at a glance?

>place my first ever solo taobao order
>everything gets to the SS in under 3 days
>ends up sitting in the warehouse for about 3 weeks
>finally contact SS being like 'the fuck is going on?'
>SS sends a screenshot of one item I had preordered that won't be delivered till May
>tell SS that and that I want my shit
>then send it out and it got here in under a week
>the accessories I got are so so
>but all the clothes I got are amazing quality and fit perfectly!
It was a rollercoaster of emotions for those first few weeks but I'm so happy now and I can't wait to buy from that store again!

>>8947372
There are pretty comprehensive lists online for when you can eat while trying to beat candida but it's something you have to play around with to an extent.

My meals tend to be same out of laziness

Morning is coffee with almond milk and xylitol along with non go baked tofu and kimchi maybe some almonds

Lunch is a sprouted Ezekiel tortilla put in the toaster oven to make it crunchy with some follow your heart vegan cheese (some have yeast so be careful) with avocado and nutritional yeast (it's dead yeat so it isn't an issue) and some salsa

Dinner is mixed veggies like bok choy, broccoli, kale, scallions, bean sprouts and whatever else I can find mixed with non go tofu, nutritional yeast, braggs aminos and a very small amount of sprouted pasta.

If I feel like snacking I'll have some almonds or other non mold forming nuts or seaweed if I feel like it. I also sometimes have 1G of sugar coconut icecream from so delicious.

I'm vegan so my options are a bit more limited but this diet also allows for some chicken and fish as well.

>>8947377
Makes a lot of sense. It's weird how I have a lot of that stuff in my fridge like the kimchi, almond milk, veggies, yet all I've been craving is carbs. Everything makes so much sense now.
Thank you for the tips anon <3

>>8947380
Craving carbs is a BIG sign of an infection. You can get through this! If you want more help I'm here for you. I had the worst sugar addiction you could imagine. I could eat 2 pints of Hagan Daz and never be satisfied but now I don't crave sugar at all.

>>8947332
I'm sorry. This will pass, I promise. You'll get healthy again!

>>8947382
OH also, take colloidal silver.

Is it weird to absolutely despise someone, but love their coords, cosplay, and style? And even look at their pics for some inspiration?

>>8946820
>>8947340
Hmu Anons I'm 5' on the dot and love tall guys.

>>8947366
>Derm puts me on antibiotics for acne
>Leaves me on it for 8 years
>Immune system is completely shot, constantly getting sick and fevers
>a few teeth develop brown spots

Yeah don't stay on antibiotics too long

>>8947377
uh.. you do know that a yeast infection isn't literal yeast growing in the body, right?

>Have a severe fever, up in the 100s, suffer memory loss for that whole day
>Then proceed to have a terrible flu for a week
>Finally better, going back to work, hit by a college kid while on my bike with their car
>Don't want to think about those bills
>Trying to sell off a dress for MONTHS, finally get an offer to trade for okay dress
>Ask if they have any other dresses
>Dreamdress
>WRONG FUCKING COLOR

Still recovering from being hit by a car, was hoping maybe that was my lucky chance. Dream dress only mine in my dreams still.

>>8947402
Not to mention that every human being ever craves 'carbs' because it's our main source of energy... It's a completely healthy reaction to being starved with nothing but rabbit food

>>8947377
I think I know who you are and I need some advice - What are good vegan friendly stores/restaurants around Tucson? I'm having trouble finding stuff.
And what's on your grocery list?
Veganism and exercise have been helping me get into shape for cosplay, and I love it.

>>8945948
Damn girl.

>>8947366
Some people get yeast infection from them so I'm not sure how they actually work against it (doctors know of course) and that might be why OP is worried.

>>8946820
Niggah fuck you I am barely over 5ft
Being a qt Asian Boi only works as long as you don't grow up and unfortunately for me that's exactly what is happening

>>8946114
>>8946133
>>8946139

>>8947398
no, it means you can set aside your hatred and acknowledge the fact they have a skill in something

which is a sign of being a rational person. congratulations, you're better than most people on /cgl/

>>8947402
Look up candida infection. Yeast makes it worst. A yeast infection is evidence of a candida overgrowth. A little candida is normal but an overgrowth causes so many health issues.

>>8947416
This is the first time in my life I've gotten over being an emotional eater. I am never starving and don't consider myself deprived. I eat carbs I just make sure they are sprouted and without yeast or gluten.

>>8947423
Unfortunatly you are thinking of someone else anon. I live in the north.

>>8947428
Who is that? She has a gorgeous face.

>>8947473
>sprouted
What?
Also gluten is not bad, you hippie

>>8947476
b-but muh trendy white people diet!

>>8947222
why are you compairing yourself with Japanese? if you're European and you're at a healthy weight, don't presure yourself. you can't be asian. or otherwise go back home.

>>8947482
>you can't be Asian

not with that attitude!

>>8947473
alright, but I'm pretty sure you are not a qualified medical person and especially not so over the internet. I am absolutely certain you haven't tested OP's vaginal discharge. OP should go to the doctor, ask to be tested for candida, see what type she has and at least attempt treatment with antibiotics (doesn't need to happen for longer than a month, 2 at most), rather than just eat all the shit a random seagull lists off in a feels thread.
as long as it works for you I don't care what you yourself eat, but if you start giving out factually incorrect and possibly even harmful medical (or nutritional) advice, I'm really not cool with that.

>>8947366 is basically right - yes, antibiotics are shit in the long term, but that's why afterwards you take yoghurt pills/other probiotics, to regain your healthy bacteria. when I was really young I had a kidney infection, and I had to take antibiotics for a month, and afterwards I had no appetite for ~6 months. there are natural remedies to that, I just refused to take them because they tasted bad to child me. it's not that bad, and should definitely be tried.

>>8947264
I'm still looking but start googling freeform row ring. It's the best search term I could find

>>8947482
>telling someone who is of a normal weight but wants to lose a few not to
>even though they would still be in a healthy range and probably feel better about themselves and have more energy

people like you are why the West is getting so fat, just saying

>>8947476
I have a gluten allergy. I'm not saying everyone has to eat gluten free. Sprouted means it's been soaked. You can spout things like rice in your fridge.

Look, I'm not saying everyone needs to eat how I do, but I had a candida infection for years. I gained a ton of weight, had a ton of inflammation, poor digestion and chronic lung infections as well as a hunger that couldn't be stopped and no energy to do anything. I can actually live my life now. I lost 40 pounds and have enough energy to do what I have to.

>>8947494
do you really have a gluten allergy or are you one of the literal thousands of white people who suddenly have a gluten allergy after gluten free became trendy?

>>8947490
Yes I do agree she should go to the doctor. I myself did get tested before I do anything. The thing is, it isn't a dangerous diet to eat if you are tracking your nutrition using an app like chronometer. Not eating rice or bread won't kill you.

>>8947494
I'm happy you found the right diet for your body anon! It's a hard lifestyle change, but when you do it right it's so worth it in the end.

>>8947495
I have many allergies anon. Gluten is one of many I was tested for. I'm also straight up allergic to milk, yeast and red meat. I don't care about eating trendy. If I could eat french fries and burgers everyday without being ill, I would. As it stands I have to be very strict.

>>8947505
I kinda wish we were back in the times where you would have died for having such shit genetics anon

>>8947264

>>8947492
I'm not saying she shouldn't lose weight, I'm telling her not to compare herself with others. and FYI, I'm petite myself and at a healthy weight

>>8947518
kek if you really were you wouldn't have felt the need to announce it

I didn't say YOU were fat you idiot, I said you enabled people to be fat. learn to reading comprehension

>>8947264
Something like this?

>>8947531
>tonette
Reminded me of tonetta
Don't Google it if you know what's good for you

>>8947430
>>8947473
>>8947490
To be clear: I had a pad smear a few days ago. Along with finding out I have HPV (that someone lied about and purposefully gave me...long story; the guy is a psychopath), I had a yeast infection. The lady didn't tell me what type it was, just that I tested positive for a yeast infection and that she's sending an antibiotic prescription to x pharmacy. Nix the HPV news, it's basically how every one of my pap tests has ever played out. I'm told I have a minor yeast infection and I go on an antibiotic. I don't get a pap for another 1-2 years. The same thing happens, I probably am yeasty the entire time between those points until I go on the antibiotic and rinse and repeat all over again.

My only concern is that I've frequently had yeast infections in the past, and it just seems like unless I find out why I have a perpetual mild yeast infection all the time, there seems to be harm in taking antibiotics knowing that there's a possibility it could just come back worse. Which is why I really appreciated anon's theory about the diet. I've googled it since then and it makes perfect sense.

>>8947539
maybe you're just a gross shit? ever think of that?

>>8947542
I was told to flush pieces of shit down the toilet, not be baited by them on 4chan :^)

>>8947544
I mean if you constantly have a yeast infection you really are gross anon, that isn't b8

>>8947539
If you want more advice from my boss, who is qualified to give advice for the record, feel free to email me. I was just parroting her words for those wondering if I can give advice or not. I ask her a question, she gives the answer.

>Suddenly remember these cotton lace stockings I bought years before getting into lolita
>Can't find them anywhere

They were really comfortable and cute, I hope I will find similar ones soon

>>8947551
Whoops, dropped my throwaway.

>>8947550
That's not how yeast infections work tho.

>>8947551
I might shoot you an email sometime either tonight or tomorrow with a throwaway if that's cool. Name field related.

>>8947556
are you saying it's not gross/unhealthy to have a yeast infection? because I'm pretty sure it is

>>8947559
Nobody is saying it's healthy to have a yeast infection. However, it is extremely common and people with perfectly good hygiene do get them, hence "gross" is just a nonsensical, agitating term you're using to bait people into an argument.

>>8947539
ok, but why don't you go to your GP and complain about it then? why don't you talk to your ob/gyn about your seemingly perpetual yeast infection and ask for tips managing it?

>>8947559
they're not necessarily caused by anything other than shit luck, and OP said she has no obvious noticeable symptoms

>>8947565
I didn't say her hygiene was gross, anon. I said she was gross for having a yeast infection

how the fuck did you read it that I was calling her hygiene gross and not that her snatch is yeasty as fuck is gross?

>>8947566
having one is still gross. it's a fucking yeast INFECTION. how is this a debateable topic for you?

>>8947570
>yeasty as fuck
It's really not though. I just have light, hardly noticeable symptoms. Like the discharge that looks like normal discharge. Even my bf of two years was shocked that I had one.

Why do you care about my vagoo so much anon?

>>8947577
it's still yeasty

I wanna take a knife and scrape off your cunt yeast to make bread with and then force feed it to you

poon panini

>>8947579
confirmed for retard who doesn't know what a yeast infection is

melikestea and bunny house are both not taking commissions this month and now I'm scared that I'll never get that new petti I need (my old one is way too long and gives practically no poof)

>>8947586
maybe I would know more about them if I was gross enough to have one

fortunately I am not so gross as you skanks

>>8947590
You probably don't have a vagina. Most women I know who are in their 20s have had a yeast infection at least once.

>>8947604
>don't eat like shit
>stay clean
>good genetics

literally all there is too it senpai

if you don't shove gross stuff in your poon or eat like a pig you won't get one?

>>8947604
>most
so you admit there are some who are looking after themselves and don't ace like alley cats.

>>8947615
>stay clean
>genetics
Neither of those have fuck all to do with getting a yeast infection. Do you need a link for common causes? I can provide you with that education.

>>8947604
This is only 5 euro countries, but try again. At most half of these women had one ever. Only 9% had recurring ones.

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23486072

>>8947620
>hygiene doesn't impact getting a yeast infection


kek you must be filthy as fuck

>>8947647
No.
>>8947625
9% is a lot of people.

>>8947604
Wut. Most women our age get UTIs, not yeast infections.

>>8947770
>most
>9%
>most
>9%


anon?

>>8947531
That's very nice and close to the design but I was hoping for sapphires since it's what I lost. Dropping an email so I don't take up more of this thread. I'm so grateful for the help

I wish Lolita could make me happy again. But in the past year I gained 20 pounds, and almost nothing fits me anymore. I haven't bought anything in months because, why bother? The dresses I want don't fit, and I can hardly motivate myself to go to meet ups or dress up casually. No matter what I coord, I usually get an "eh, guess this passes for a Lolita coord" feeling, but nothing excites me anymore. I haven't even posted my outfits for months, because I can't bear to look at the pictures, let alone edit them.
I still love the fashion and I don't want to quit. I just wish I could find my enthusiasm about it again, and not feel like uggo piggy-chan wearing clothes that are too pretty for me.
It doesn't help that my acne got worse, so I got pimples all over my back, shoulders and face. I can kinda hide it with make up, but it's gotten so worse that I actually catch myself staring at people with clear skin in insane jealousy and self hate.

But I can't seem to bring myself to do anyhing about my weight; all I can think is "why bother?" and sit on my bed all day hating myself and browsing cgl.

Even my art doesn't excite me anymore. I do it because it keeps me occupied and I don't have to think while I do it, but as soon as it's done, all I can see is flaws, and at best I get an "eh, guess you can call this a picture" and throw it aside without a second glance. I still post it from time to time, but no matter what reaction I get, all I can think is "eh, seems like people don't hate it?" and feel mildly indifferent.

Once in a while I have a spark of hope or joy or happiness, but afterwards I just feel neutral to sad, or like an angsty teen. I have a faint hope my mood will improve with the rise of spring and summer, but so far all I feel mostly is mildly sad to aggressive, and I can't bring myself to enjoy the things I enjoy.

>>8947400
I'd sue the shit out of that Derm.

>>8947837
get off your ass you lazy fat fuck

>>8947807
>feces in your urethra is now less gross than a fungal infection
Lawwwwl.
>>8947816
>five euro countries
>everyone
Anon.

>>8947437
Lol, statistics.
I wonder what number of people they had in the test group.
>1995
Well, this isn't the least bit outdated.

>>8947400
Did you never thought it was weird you had to take antibiotics for such a fucking long time? Did no one ever warn you or suspected anything?? I'm sorry that this happened to you, Anon. I'm just wondering HOW.

>>8947849
kek you're reaching hard to defend your gross vagina

>>8947851
you sound like a slut

>>8947854
Housewife chan? That you?

>>8947858
shhh

>>8947837
Are you venting or would you like advice?

>>8947860
probably just whining like every other fatty who can't be bothered to get slim

>>8947854
Yeah, I am. I'm also in a successful non-marital relationship of going on seven years, and I've had a good handful of partners. I'm everything your info graph tells me I shouldn't be.

>>8947851
It's actually a really common r9k meme. Mostly why I didn't bother responding to that one.

>>8947870
>not married


kek he's putting it off because he knows you're a slut and doesn't wanna wife that

>>8947861
Please tell me more about how being a salty cunt in the feels thread is improving your self esteem.

>>8947876
stay mad fatty patty

at least I can fit into my brand

>>8947874
way to project your own insecurities. i'm sorry your boyfriend treats you like shit

>>8947873
I don't browse /r9k/
Is it really all that--- yeah, yeah I can see it, n/m

>>8947880
I'm already married silly

>>8947860
I'm open to advice.

>>8947876
Just ignore the b8, there's some robot or /poll/fag shitposting going on in this thread. We need not to encourage them.

>>8947874
It's actually because I haven't pooped on the bed.
Long story: different meme, different board.

>>8947890
It's HWC that is shitposting, anon.

>>8947895
The fuck is HWC and why the shitposting?

>>8947897
Newfag. Housewife-chan is a mentally ill housewife who shitposts about hating fat people and calls everyone cunts.