/ck/ - Food & Cooking

>>17068236
I didn't even get a single (You)... it's a true story too, I thought it was funny...

I got fast food again... Why is it so hard for me to quit...

How you all holding up right now? What was the first bottle to be finished during your isolation

>>11470184
I'm sorry PawPaw

>>11450475
no, anon
the fact that i have visited /ck/ of all places and i never, post or lurk here says a lot
im fucking done and at the lowest point in my life

i have never been this deep in shit before, this trench is the worst i have been in my entire life
and like i said above, i am too fucking old to be going through this shit
oh, god energy is draining again and i cant speak anbymote
im done guys

>>10686867
you're joking, seriously?
When did this happen anyway? I have been away for a week tops. Why would they send us there

Been on the boat for 2 weeks, Longest I've been sober in 3 or 4 years.

Today that ends, Woke up to some bad feels about my ex. Going to drown these feels in jim beam and coke all fucking night

Fuck happiness, That's never happening. I've given up lads

>tfw no enabling gf

>sleep 5 hrs
>have to wake up and chug vodka to sleep an additional 4 or 5 hours

>haven't left house in a month
>finally muster up the courage today to drive to mcdonalds (sober)
>roastie whore working there is on the phone
>taking my order while she's on the phone
>can't tell if she's talking to me or on the phone
>"were you talking to me...or"
>huffs, "YES!" under her breath says "dumbass"
>takes my order
>another 13 mins later still waiting
>only ordered a fucking double cheeseburger
>no one else in line or in the drive though
>finally get fed up and ask for my money back
>gives me the wrong amount of money
>go to leave and 3 of the whores in back laugh at me


Why the fuck do I even leave my home anymore?

I have an alcohol still and frozen food to last months, There is no point to leave my home anymore.

>some hot milf talked to me about he grocery store
>asked why I was buying so many frozen meals, If they were on sale or something
>said no, I just am still learning to cook
>"awww, I would cook for you" and smiled at me
>fuck it up and finish ringing up my items and say "take care"


GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

If I had been drunk I bet I could have finally gotten laid after fucking 2 years of no sex

>>9536687
I POUR sweat when I'm not drinking, Even on benzos.

>tfw 57F
>look like I just ran a marathon
>shave my head so beads of sweat are even more noticeable

>>9533802
Feels bad man. I think back and realise what was so fucking obviously in front of me when I was younger and hate myself for not perusing it because I was a fucking faggot kid. Doesn't bother me most of the time, but when I am alone with my thoughts and feeling miserable I think about her and what could have been. She is married now, and she looked beautiful on her wedding day.

>tfw that could have been me