/ck/ - Food & Cooking

I finally crossed the line i told myself i'd never cross and drank during breaks today at work, it felt nice but i hate my self for it.

I'm trying so god damn hard to taper off, i'm not even depressed i just feel like shit and my hearts about to explode juat like my ex tiold me, which is why she left, which is why I ignored her warning and got to this point like just how her uncle died.

I want off this ride, I want to punch my 9 year old self in the face for ever thinking it was cool and edgy to sneak into my parents liquor cabinet when they left me home alone.

I don't want to go back to rehab either, its so fucking boring.

>>9567940
Ive been to the loony bin and rehab twice in the last year, they detoxed me on librium, and ya i know its horrible.

Some dude in AA once told me to stay jacked up on sugar while you're trying to detox.

I had my first hallucination from the DT's the other day, and I don't think my heart can make it much longer.

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