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Legit thought it was Thursday, wtf

shamelessly reposting
>>10047513
>phenibut
Where do you buy it? I've been wanting to try it for my anxiety but don't trust random websites

>>10050810
What the fuck is phenibut?

>>10050839
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uISw5iIZpds

Essentially like a weird legal benzodiazepines

>>10050810
https://www.bulknutrients.com.au/products/phenibut-powder.html

>>10050995
>$350
Cmon nigger, I'm a poor alkie. I can't afford that quantity

>>10051195
https://www.bulknutrients.com.au/products/phenibut-capsules.html
<pop>

https://youtube.com/watch?v=1iAYhQsQhSY

>go 5 days sober
>feel okay
>have a massive, massive craving for drunkedness tonight

FUCK

>>10051298
Literally exactly the same. The instant I begin to feel better the cravings thunder in. ‘Hurr I’ve proven to myself I can do it, I feel human again, so why not just have one last bender’ - then a month later I’m in a cell withdrawing

Drank half of this yesterday and just finished the second half. Looking forward to another night of loud music, leash porn, and projectile vomitting topped up with a signature homemade grilled cheese. Currently going to stumble out into my backyard and watch the sunset.

>>10051306
>>10051298
Oh and I do mean literally btw. I’m on day 5, and the cravings began like 2 hours ago. Worse still a friend has let me stay at her place, she’s asleep and her kitchen is stacked full of wines

>>10051311
Would you really steal wine from her? Or does she not care?

>>10051298
So just have a drink. Just don't over do it, and make sure to call it tapering. You'll be fine.

>>10051321
>t. satan

>>10051316
Dude I’d donkey punch a baby for alcohol if I felt I needed a drink.
WILL NOT DO IT. Will ALMOST CERTAINLY not do it. I’m POSITIVE that I might not do it.

>>10051321
Id punch you if I was there. Forget internet tough guy shit, I don’t intend this to turn into an argument here, I just need you to know that you are an absolute fool and that I would break your fucking nose. You do not belong here. I hope you one day experience alcoholism. Moron.

>>10051377
I was there before you got pubes. And you retards are your own proof that tapering is just a jerkoff to feel like less shit for a couple of days.

>>10051377
Yes. That is all; yes.

>>10051406
Guess this isn’t the community for you then. It’ll be tough but in time I think we’ll be ok with your leaving.

>>10051414
Nah. I'll keep giving advice and pissing on your "problem" in the meantime. I got over it before it killed me, and I didn't even have a resident shit talker to check my bullshit. You're lucky.

>>10051432
Imagine being so far up your own ass you turned into this guy.

>>10051432
Jesus, this is world class butthurt

>>10051311
Cravings (physical) tend to come in waves. Everytime you resist the waves get smaller and further spaced.
So tell me about two hour cravings?

>>10051406
Man i with you. Cold turkey is the only way.
Inb4 death, brain damage and seizures.
Hey we're alks, already brain damaged.

>>10051442
>>10051448
Remember this the next time you thank someone for knowing exactly what you're going through and giving you some advice.

A few days ago I posted about how my sexy neighbor asked me out.


We hung out last night, She was pretty cool.

We watched forensic files all night and drank vodka and beer, She sucked my dick then I fell asleep.

overall 10/10 night, I hope I see her later. She texted me a few times today saying she "likes my personality"

>>10051432
t. 14yo know it all. Shoo, ignoramus

>>10051488
How old is your sexy neighbor?

>>10051488
No you didn't.

>>10051495
I'm 28, She's 26.

I was working on my project car a couple days ago and drinking jim beam and coke out of a gatorade bottle in my driveway and she awkwardly asked me out out of no where.

I was kind of shocked she asked me out and almost didn't respond quickly enough.

She's a fun girl, I really like her.

She's super awkward unless she's drinking though

>>10051504
Post project car with timestamp or stop larping.

>>10051482
No person knows exactly what any other person is going through. I know this will come as a shock to you, but it’s a big world out there and your blatantly minuscule experience with alcoholism does not make you an expert, capable of curing every sufferer simply by being an obnoxious little shit. It’s something no psychiatrist, no doctor, no alcoholic has achieved in the history of mankind, by any method. Stop digging and fuck off before you humiliate yourself further.

>>10051512
You sound like a snowflake numale. Your problem isn't new or unique, it's an age old problem that's been figured out already. Knock it off or quit bitching about it.

>>10051414

fuck off with your "community" bullshit, asshole. Why do you think we're all anonymous? Go to reddit for your hugbox faggotry.

>>10051509
this
it better be a supra or you're a faggot

>>10051526
I cannot even be bothered to respond. I’m going to ignore you, happy in the knowledge that you simply cannot be so stupid that you don’t realise how much al/ck/ is cringing at your ignorance. Damn kids.

>>10051535
What about an 98 fto mitsi

>>10051526
Figured out? Enlighten me anon.

>>10051561
It's simpler than you'd ever imagine. Stop buying alcohol. It doesn't just show up at your house. So knock it off.

>>10051311
Have a glass of water, go for a walk, have a shower. Do stuff to change your mind.
It'll pass.

>>10051480
>already brain damaged
Well no, not if you always tapered properly.

>>10051504
>She's super awkward unless she's drinking though
That's how many of us started drinking, using alcohol as anxiolytic for social anxiety.
Try not to turn her into one of us if she's still normie.

>tfw learned to cook and work out 3 times a week but still no gf to hold in my newly buff arms

Time to eat like shit and drink heavily

>>10051588
>just stop
Yeah tried that, didn’t work.
May be quite literally the most retarded person I’ve ever seen on 4chan, congrats

>>10051613
Or you could work on not being a retard by going out and talking to people.

>>10051552
>FWD
lmao no

>>10051615
Did you "try" by going to stores that sell alcohol and looking at it? Or did you try by fucking off to somewhere else?

>>10051641
Shush now, the thread can only contain so much cringe

It would seem as though I am currently 0.193% blood alcohol content, I have 166ml of ethanol left in me and I have drank 228ml which is roughly 18.01 "standard drinks". It will take 12 hours and 18 minutes to get to .5 BAC. This is what rupissed.com tells me

Interesting, I think they changed things, also check my grammar. Damn near perfect in spite of all the alcohol.

>>10051488
noice!

>>10051591
Yep brain damaged.
Cold turkey. Only way ma man

>>10051588
Well, cant argue with that logic.
So how do i apply it at family and friend get togethers?

>>10051681
Cold turkey half-blinded me in one eye, can’t see a damn thing from it due to brain lesions in the part of my brain which deals with sight. The tinnitus sucks too. Wouldn’t recommend

>>10051637
Yup fwd.
Have you ever driven one?
There is something so good about a powerful, lightweight fwd pulling you round than a rwd wasting power pushing you.

>>10051666
228ml at 18 standard? Wtf you drinkin?

>>10051713
Do you still drink?

>>10051701
You don't need friends and family. You don't need people.
You don't need food either, since food stores also have alcohol and you should avoid them. Only have pizzas delivered. Delicious pizzas. And nobody but your waifu.

>>10051738
Yeah.

Shouldn't you fags be on /b/? /ck/ is a respectable board, get lost.

>>10051743
Sorry my man, i do need friends and family. After the hell i put them through. They never wrote me off. Bridges aren't easy to repair, but when someone you love is still standing on the other side of a broken bridge...
Fuck me im a lucky man.

>>10051298
okay my alcohol craving went away

wew

Hey lads, just came from /asp/ for the NXT Takeover show. Was pretty dope. How y'all doing

>>10051747
Yeah grog fuct me night vision. Hate drivin when dark n rainy. But that happened before cold turkey.

>>10051786
Not mine. Can’t tell if it’s making me shake or not. Can’t think why it would, but even though I’m 5 days clean and full of lorazepam, I’m sweating and shaking. There are like 25 bottles of chateaneuf du pape, Chardonnay, champagne - all sorts, a 15 second sneak away from where I’m laying.
I mean, she’d kick me out and never speak to me again (again), plus I’m 150 miles away from home and banned from driving (again), but still.

>>10051778
Lol
4chan respectable.
Lol

>>10051825
Lorazepam is not clean

>>10051832
Did you post this because you’re hoping I’ll clarify, or just for the sake of pedantry?

>>10051838
Pedantry.
Not ashamed that i had to look it up.

>>10051889
K. Well yeah, I’m not clean, im using lorazepam, but that’s all. Unless I open the bottle I’m now looking at. Which I obviously will. So very much not clean.

>>10051701
With just a touch of honesty.

Is it normal when you're sweating and they don't ask you for id wheb buyong hard liquor even though when i try to buy beers at the super market they ask me for id? Seems like the lady knew whatsup.

>>10051952
You sound like a douche.

>>10052005
They don't want to be robbed by a fat person. It's normal.

regular drunk and regular gas, mom just came in and said "did you shit yourself again? " I've never shit myself and I just moved back in a week ago.

>>10052017
I'm not fat though. Pretty fit looking compared to most people in my neighboorhood.

>>10052005
sweats are so embarassing. its winter and i get them when its cold outside. im wearing a light shirt and long pants. no coat or anything. sweating like a pig when i deal with cashiers. so embarassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>10052005
Maybe because underage people look nervous/sweaty when trying to buy booze.
>>10052038
Laughed.

>>10052005
Wait I’m (>>10052054) not sure I understood. You’re asked for ID when sweating, or you’re not?

After I wake up and start drinking again I get this rush of adrenalin. Is this the start of the slope?

>>10051666
Iktf. I'll go out drinking with friends and by the time I'm starting to feel good they are fucked up and I'm sitting there like 'wtf guys'.

And then we get kicked out because my friends are bums.

>>10052176
You drink first thing when you wake up? You are long past "starting" anything.

>>10052176
its not adrenaline, its an endorphin rush. i.e. the reason people drink. your problem as an alcoholic is that you get may more of an endorphin rush than non-alcoholics, which explains your preoccupation and obsession with alcohol

>>10052176
You only get a rush because you know you're doing something bad. When I was a teen smoking and drinking would get me so excited that I would get a boner.

>>10052191
>>10052187
>>10052184
Well, fuck.

my dog just spent the past two hours dying in my lap so now I'm downing godfathers in the dark

>>10052232
he was a good doggo. may he rip.

>>10052232
my upstairs neighbor's dog died yesterday
saw him on the balcony crying
tried to help him through it, i think he's doing better

>>10052232
Cat died in the same way for me the other day. Saw her fading in and out of life before my eyes. Cried like a bitch all day. 20 years of my life spent caring for that damn cat.

>>10052232
Dogs are too good for us. rip.

If it makes you feel better (I actually dunno if it makes you feel worse I’m sorry) my doggers were being cute and lovey today

>>10052281

>>10052281
>>10052288
puppers are important, make sure they always know how much

This THREAD IS DEAD. I just beat blue smelter on my ds2 all bosses run. Going for all them frozen niggas.
Anyone here doing something interesting?

there is a really fast rhythmic pounding coming from the next apartment over...no it's not THAT it's way too fast, it sounds like something mechanical...any thoughts?

i really don't think it's THAT, it's going at like 200 beats per minute

>>10050800
Could stop doing wrong, start doing right...

>>10052099
I'm asked for ID when buying beers. but when im in the liqour store they never ask. And somehow when i buy hard liqour i always sweat.

>>10052251
sorry for your loss. i hate when pets die!

>>10052313
interdimensional plasma teleportunit. like, duh!

>it's after midnight and you're going back to the kitchen for your fourth meal of the day
what are you eating /ck/?

>>10052005
I work at a grocery store and we're just trained to be more 'card those under 40' than folks at liquor stores. This is because lots of cashiers are themselves minors but liquor store guys know what legal drinkers look like.

>>10052420
went for a walk downtown this evening and ate 3.5 taquitos from 711. they have a 5 for $4 special. I couldnt bring myself to eat all 5 tho

they arent bad, honestly. theres some actual meat in the center of them, i swear.

>>10052420
Bought too much seafood so I’ve gotta finish it all in like 3 days. Stuffed to the rafters with king prawn stir fry, got half a kilo of bass and mackerel, loads of oysters and cockles, squid, smoked cod, all sorts. I can rarely get to that particular fishmonger so I bought loads. Feelsgoodman.

Daily alcohol abuser of eight years here. Anyone else get irritated with people who treat it as a fun party drug? Ethanol is a serious drug with serious effects. Sometimes I want to see some weekend warrior spend a night in a dimly lit room with nothing but a bottle of 151 and his thoughts.

>>10052646
i dont so much feel antipathy toward normies as i do self pity that im an alcoholic.

>>10052654

I don't know man. I feel both. It infuriates me that there are people out there who think it's not a big deal. That a 12 pack and bottle of Jack is "a good time". Ethanol deserves more respect than it gets and fuck the major corporations pushing it as "an All American Pastime". Ethanol can take everything you have, ever had, and ever will have.

I'm not to the point of losing everything yet. I have a mostly decent group of people to help me keep being a person and hope I'll get out of this someday. The glorification of ethanol has to end though.

Every single party drinker should be force fed booze with little other stimulation until they realize this shit will make you truly face yourself in our own purest form.

>>10052697
I get what you're saying. Don't agree with the forced drinking thing though.

Problem with /hooch/ is that it's deeply ingrained into our social society.

why don't you just stop drinking

>>10052743

>Don't agree with the forced drinking thing though

Yeah I'm exaggerating because I'm frustrated with drinking culture. It's almost as bad as stoner culture which I used to be a part of.

I just wish people would give this chemical the respect it deserves.

I apologize for my harshness.

>>10052765

Long term drinkers have a problem with their central nervous system. Ethanol acts on the GABA receptors in the CNS. It gives you relaxation and such.

The longer you use ethanol, the more your CNS gets used to it being the normal thing. If you take it away, your CNS goes into hyperdrive. Anxidety, panic attacks, depression, sweating, nausea.

In extreme cases quitting cold turkey leads directly to seizures and death. That's why some will drink Listerine. It technically has alcohol in it so it will stave off withdrawal which staves off death.

Quitting is often a lengthy process if you want to live through it.

>quit drinking
>write down life goals

>>10052814
>quit drinking
>life
>implying

>>10052820
>https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

Get in here you nigger faggot.

>>10052697
i suggest looking into naltrexone. takes away the physical craving for alcohol. you still have to deal with loneliness, boredom, whatever. but it definitely helped me cut way back on drinking. good luck

Got random breath tested for the second time ever on the way to work this morning. Literally never do it in that location except it's a long weekend.
3 liters of beer and a bottle of wine the night before followed by about 7 or 8 hours sleep.
Brain went into autopilot when I got pulled into the testing lane as it was double demerits and a very real possibility that I was finally fucked.
Counted to seven and cop said 'thanks, drive safely.'
When I got to work I had to sit in my car for 10 minutes until my hands stopped shaking.
The fucked thing is one of my first thoughts afterwards was I wish that I did get charged because it might be the kick in the teeth I need to actually get my shit together.
I've been walking with a limp for the past two days because I tripped over a broken monitor and smashed my knee on my bedpost on Australia day. Feels like a matter of time until something truly bad happens.

well I fuckingithst it again.... withdrawals are fucking killing me... I'm gin blossoms coming from the motherboard guy. I've started throwing up and dry heaving and it's fucking alslkdjsklakfhskkd

>>10052839
>kick in the teeth
Punishing addicts into sobriety never works. You’ll just feel even worse and crave even harder. First time I lost my license I started wake-drinking, second time I lost it I almost died.

>>10052839
hope you figure something out.
>>10052850
no taper beers? what is this, amateur hour?

>>10052839
Super hans!

>>10052872
https://youtube.com/watch?v=Vcky5mhZcYs

Yal niggas still alive?
Fascinating.
>laying in the dark getting drunk on whiskey watching lotr fotr for umpteenth time
>getting over the flu
It looks like there’s gonna be morning after all lads

>>10052862
Yeah I actually agree completely. This was just my spur of the moment fear and self loathing speaking.

>>10052884
>Just to whet the whistle?

>>10052839
Woohoo good shit man

1-9 take a shot
0 go to sleep

>>10052923
I like your thinking.

>0-5 skol my drink
>6-8 line up more beers
>0 watch porn of ex's

>>10050795
Anyone else a slave to Japanese whiskey?
I just bought pic related.

I actually ate something today pls be proud of me.

>>10053310
It's a great feeling, anon. I've been enjoying waking up, feeling refreshed and actually eating breakfast rather than feeling like a groggy, shaky piece of regretful shit reaching for the bottle immediately again and again, then not eating for up to a week or more at a time.

I never want to go back to that hell.

>>10051666
Yeah don’t use that site buddy it’s not accurate and completely for harm reduction so they blow out the estimates.
Once it told me I was over the LD50 after 15 beers in a nights drinking.
Drank 6x5.8% beers and a bottle of red, next morning got a breathalyser done at 7:00 only blew 0.03%. Ran the results through and the site said I should have been 0.10%

>>10052837
not the dude you're replying to, but i'm going to schedule an appt with my doc about naltrexone as soon as i can. what is it like? do you feel nothing from alcohol, or are the effects just reduced?

>>10052303
Is it just me of does DS3 suck? Everyone said DS2 was terrible and I loved it almost as much as DS1 and DeS. DS3 just doesn't feel right. Drunk or not.

And I had to despawn the enemies I lost to smelter demon so much. Blue smelter literally barely touched me once.

>>10051732
I was drinking 20% wine.

>>10052182
I wish I had friends to drink with. New city, haven't found anyone decent yet.

>>10053403
Yikes, I'd love to have a breathalizer though. I think that'd be fun.

>>10053070
It'd be fucking hilarious if somehow the box accidentally got the K and G mixed up.

Been in bed for seven years due to extreme back pain. It totally fucked my life and is one of the main reasons I drink. Just tried for an hour a day for 2 days to sit at a desk to try to get into gaming, and now I’m back in bed having just had a doctor come round to shoot me up with morphine and tramadol as a result. I’m still in so much agony I can barely breathe. About to get so drunk that I pass out. As soon as I wake I’ll immediately down more, sleep, drink, sleep, drink, ad infinitum. I just want to be unconscious forever, I think I’ll try to kill myself again soon. I can’t do another seven years of this.
Anyway. Yeah. Cheers all.

>>10051298
>>10051786
stop coming to al/ck/, dummy. i've been off hard booze for two weeks after being drunk almost every day for 7 years. tapered off with beer, and i let that go almost a week ago. feels good.

alcohol is bad for you, and tastes like shit unless its got (((additives))) for flavor. save your money all of you.

>>10052313
Sounds like someone is getting a real pounding in there.

I got home from detox yesterday, only spent there 3 days i got rehydron, it made shit nicely, i used to have bad constipation when dehydrated. I also got lots of different pills but i'm not sure what

One thing that makes me curious is when i came back yesterday i instantly went to buy vodka (0.5L) and 2 beers. I think i was still high on benzos and i was feeling really calm after a beer and just a shot or two. then i went back home and finished the rest of vodka in my room.

Today I woke up feeling fresh at 6 am, i instantly went to wash my face, brush my teeth. 0 Anxiety. I'm wondering why is that and what kind of drugs do people get at the detox? Benzos? But what else and why did i feel so good today in the morning after drinking yesterday ?

>>10054075
Benzos were yet to wear off I expect. They really do soften the savagery of alcoholism massively. Booze and benzos combined can kill you though, and they’re viciously addictive.

>>10054075
Oh and yeah, pretty much all you’ll get in detox by default, is those magical benzos and a vitamin supplement.

>>10054111
supposedly alcohol and benzos are the only drugs whose withdrawals can kill you

>>10051535

>supra
>faggot

pick 2

>>10051629
or you could just take two non-retarded pictures of yourself and make a tinder, targeting fat and low self-esteem chicks

DUDE ALCOHOL LMAO

DUDE BEING A SUICIDAL WASTE OF SPACE LMAO

>>10054189
There are probably others, largely because drugs are illegal so even more dangerous ‘legal highs’ are constantly being formulated, but yeah, I’ve been addicted to stuff like heroin, and while it’s not nice going cold turkey from the stuff, alcohol is worse both in terms of how bad you feel and how dangerous it is to your health. Addiction to crack is a joke, I just get drunk and ignore the withdrawal, and don’t get me started on weed ‘withdrawal’. Benzos and booze are the absolute devil.

>>10054265
It says a lot about you that the only image you can imagine when picturing addicts, is goth children. Go back to /b/, anon.

>>10054265
Most of us are probably older than you.

>>10054216
wtf i hate 2jzs now

>>10054282
>alcohol is worse both in terms of how bad you feel and how dangerous it is to your health

this always blows my mind. Everyone always says kicking opioids is like the single hardest thing you can experience, yet just common alcohol will fuck your shit up way harder. And no one ever talks about benzo withdrawals despite how common they are

>>10054319
Probably because it's shit you can be prescribed so no one really bats an eye.

>>10054216
pics of your civic now cuckboi

>>10054328
why is there no epidemic of upper-middle class blonde, Land Rover-driving, child-hauling, cigarette smoking MILFs addicted to xanax and suffering withdrawals
we have to dig deeper

>>10054349
There probably is.

>>10054349
They don’t get withdrawals if they don’t stop taking them. Pharmaceutical corps rely on it.
Chuck any obvious search at google and you’ll be flooded with stuff like this
https://edition.cnn.com/2016/02/18/health/benzodiazepine-sedative-overdose-death-increase/index.html

>>10054265
12 years ago I was 178CM, Short blonde haired, Fit. Still drank sometimes with friends. I look worse nowadays, bro. I believe none of the alcoholics here looked like that 12 years ago but I appreciate your attempt at directing fire at our souls.

>>10054319
>>10054319
I'm willing to believe that getting off opioids is awful, but alcoholism is way more common than opioid addiction. And it's both covered up by most people and also basically untreatable without a massive amount of investment, wealth redistribution, and "nanny state" tactics. Most Americans have no intentions at all of even trying to tackle it. Just let AA and the weird-ass churches handle it. Plus, there are so many functional alcoholics in the workforce that to rehab any significant portion of them would fucking ruin us.

I've never been addicted to opioids or benzos, so I can't speak personally the the effects of withdrawal. But alcohol withdrawal fucking sucks, and is among the primary factors that are keeping me drinking. You can fucking die from that shit, and while I'm not entirely sure I've been that close, I have definitely felt like I was about to die from alcohol withdrawal. I've only done it in a hospital once, where they medicated me and made sure I kept a steady hydration level. Even that was bad. Every time I've tried quitting, within a couple of days, I get the shakes real bad, sweat like the Niagara falls, hallucinate, get totally sick in every way, and I fucking HURT. But the worst are the hallucinations and all the other shit your brain and nervous system do to you. You get phantom pains and itches all the goddamn time. You have waking dreams. You can't hold a goddamn cup of water without spilling it all through the shakes. It's awful.

Well boys, two months sober, kinda. Had a single beer one week in with an old friend for a special occasion and unrelated to that relapsed for a night three weeks later. Drank a bottle of p good whiskey, haven't touched anything since.

Used to drink for years, last year 500ml vodka every night. Quit cold turkey, no sides except for mild cravings.

>>10054414
Every time you stop, more damage is done and the worse the WD becomes. If you drink every day for a year having never drunk before, it’ll probably be mild. It rapidly escalated though when you’re constantly trying to stop then relapsing, and before you know it you’re in a state of psychosis and delirium, literally thinking you’re in hell surrounded by demons, screaming at the top of your lungs in a cell with guards just laughing at you.

>>10053541
DS3 feels like Miyazaki had too much fun with the chalice dungeons and just threw them in the game. 90% of the areas just feel like a chalice dungeon
Gone are the days of DS1 level design (pre lordvessel)

>>10053541
You’re not wrong. Compare the painted world with the DS3 equivalent

>>10053610
fuck man. i hear back issues can be among the worst.

>>10054075
its the librium. lasts a long time.

>>10053610
I'd like to say "don't kill yourself," but that would be hypocritical of me. At the very least, be a lazy coward like me and keep on existing and posting with us. I don't have back issues, but I have no cartilage in my knees from sports and I have really bad gout which my drinking only makes worse, so while I won't try to say I know what you're going through, I will say I want to keep talking to you as another miserable person.

>>10054435
>It rapidly escalated though when you’re constantly trying to stop then relapsing
Welp, there's no fucking hope for me then.

>>10053541
I never played DeS but DS1 and DS2 are tied for me in terms of fun. DS3 was pretty ass

Why do I do this to myself, lads? I feel like death after a handle in 2 days

>>10054728
switch to beer and sometimes wine. get some beers to taper down today. i havent done hard liquor in a long time. its much better without it.

>>10054898
i aint have any beer. i'm spuer anxious though

>>10050795
everytime i meet new people i always get drunk and fuck everything up
Just last night I lost my laptop bag, my wallet, my keys, and all my school supplies. I really just feel like ending it right now. Anybody else?

>>10055055
you are aware that grocery/liquor stores exist and have beer available to purchase?

>>10055075
youll get better at managing your drunkeness. ive had a lot of fuckups like you mentioned. suggest switching to beer and wine only. the hard stuff really ends up doing the damage.

>>10055089
thanks bro

>>10055075
Yeah sounds familiar. I'm dying right now, and texted my ex

>>10055089
I'm not doing a good job of managing. My friends find me disgusting and embarrassing. Which is fine. Probably true. Doesn't matter, I don't need to hang out with them anyway.

>>10050795

> Roomate drank all my stuff while I was out.

I said she could have some if she wanted, but come on, have some fucking courtesy and don't drink everything.

What the hell am I meant to do to stave off depression till tomorrow?

Drinking at 10 AM and I ain't eating today. Feels good

>>10055235
I didn't get around to it until around 11:30. I'm hoping to eat something by 2PM and dinner by 8. Otherwise I might actually die.

>>10055235

> Getting plastered then eating something with a lot of carbs like spaghetti or potatoes

It's nice once in a while, at least.

I made a cardinal mistake last night lads. I drank a large amount way too fast and then an hour later vomited up the lot. And then I puked again this morning.

>>10055262
Bruh. I had a hangover the other day while I was at work and I literally wanted to die. It went away but jesus, I hate the vague feeling of having to throw up all goddamn day

>>10053610
If someone had told me how painful back pain was when I was a kid I'd never have believed it. Even lying prone in bed I'm sure you're in excruciating pain, there's no escape from it

>>10050795
Hi anons.

4:20am here. Gotta get up in 2 hours for work. In the last three hours I’ve been exploding shit then shit water and now mostly water out of my ass.
Fucking massive alco here but I’m feeling better than expected after a heavy weekend.
Good luck anons. Hope you all have a good week.

>>10055217
god mine probably do as well. The worst is when your halfway through your hungover rambling apology and you can just see in their eyes that they no longer like you.
Then there's the sweet isolation that follows, just keeping your head down in shame and avoiding contact 24/7. Then you get lonely, get fucked up and send incoherent texts to everyone. The cycle continues until finally you have a reputation and not an ounce of self respect.

>>10055217
thats what alcohol does.

>>10055286
Dear diary,
5:05am here now. Got a few zzz’s then another nasty watery butt bomb. Fucking wine.
Back to zzz land I hope.

>>10054898
I like hard liquor; doesn't make you piss as much as just make sure you keep hydrated then you won't have to worry about a hangover. Liquor also has less calories per alcohol volume. 1.5oz (45ml) shot of rum typically has less than 100 kcal to my knowledge. For Captain Morgan Spiced (only 35%) it's 86 kcal. Budweiser has 145 kcal and Bud Light has 110. Looked up Absolut vodka just to add a bit more info; 103 kcal for 1.5oz (45ml)

>45ml (1.5oz) of 35% Cpt. Morgan Spiced rum
15.75ml of ethanol
86 kcal
.183

>355ml (12oz) of 5% Budweiser
17.75ml of ethanol
145 kcal
.122

>355ml (12oz) of 4% Bud Light
14.2ml of ethanol
110 kcal
.129

>45ml (1.5oz) of 40% Absolut vodka
18ml of ethanol
103 kcal
.174

As for the decimal point, I took the ethanol and divided it by kcal, so I suppose that's how much ethanol is in each calorie? If that's correct, then in this situation the Captain Morgan is the best choice for getting drunk with the least amount of calories while the Budweiser is the worst. Is it weird that I don't even much care about calories, but I enjoy doing math shit like this which is why I even bothered? Sometimes I genuinely think I've got some level of autism.

>>10055641
i dont give a fuck about calories. i drink beer because you stay hydrated on it and you dont do blackout crazy behaviors that you cringe about the next day (usually)

as for being on the autism spectrum, isnt everyone here?

>>10050800
>>10052337
YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT I THINK
I THINK I'LL JUST STAY HERE AND DRINK

>>10055652

>>10055647
Stay hydrated on beer? Why does it still cause hang-overs then if you don't drink water as well? As for blackout shit, I don't have much of an issue with that stuff. Seems to me like the drunk me has the same views as the real me so just because I get utterly plastered doesn't mean I'll go around calling people 'nigger' or 'faggot' because that's not language I use. I also won't suddenly start trying to rape women or pick fights or anything like that, in fact people have TRIED to pick fights with me when I was drunk but they always end up defused before the first punch is thrown. Probably helps that I'm broad and 6' tall, pretty strong as well.

>>10055726
good for you buddy were all impressed

>>10055726
interesting that you say youre the same person drunk and sober. im definitely not. met a lot of people who get mean or whatever when drunk. say stuff that hurts other people etc. lucky you.

i dunno why beer causes hangovers. impurities? theres fermentation byproducts called "congeners" that are in wines, beers, liquors. they contribute to headaches. i didnt mean beer is all you need to stay hydrated but it helps quite a bit compared to wine and liquor.

How does /ck/ feel about mead? I found out a local place sells it, but I've never tried it before

>>10055759
I feel very lucky that I'm pretty much the same person when drunk or sober, well, except that I'm usually more cheerful and open to talking to people. I think there's a lot of truth in "a drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts". When you're drunk, it's easier for the real you to come out, the you that you don't tell people about, the you that you want to keep a secret. I'm not an aggressive person. I believe in standing up for myself and I'm very pro-gun and pro-second amendment; I believe that a person should have the right to defend themselves with lethal force if they're attacked by a criminal or if one breaks into your home. Still, if conflict can be avoided via non-violent means, that's ideal.

Also if a situation starts to become unpleasant then I'm more likely to just leave rather than stick around and get involved, though it depends on the situation. If a group of people are giving a friend of mine a hard time then it's not like I'll ditch him. If it looks like it could be a fair fight and he's game for taking them down, who knows, I might just agree, but if for some reason someone I was with wanted to gang up on one unsuspecting guy for no reason well fuck no. Even if the guy obviously had money and didn't at all seem like he'd be any good in a fight, meaning easy to rob him blind and run, that's dirty. I'm no God damn fucking piece of shit thief.

Drunk on shitty wine on a Sunday afternoon watching weird independent animated shorts I wouldn't normally watch with company around. My only roommate is away on business and I'm a fag for already missing him.

Honestly, I feel better getting drunk earlier in the day than in the evening. I feel more "fresh", if that makes any sense. Wonder if anyone else feels the same but this is an alcoholics thread so I figure everyone is cross-fading everyday. I've been incredibly sober this year but I like to get fucked up every once in a while.

Here's to hoping I don't get into the whiskey. I have to work early tomorrow.

>tfw had seizures in your sleep like usual
sheets are on the floor, duvet cover torn off
just like usual

>>10055929
you ok? do your seizures take a toll on your bod?

>>10055970
yeah probably, haven't been to my doctor in awhile though
i dont really care though

How many times a week do you puke

>>10055641
u are on the spectrum bro

>>10055641
Doesn't matter if you're an autist. Those numbers are solid. I used to drink the Cpt Morgan's white rum. I figure it has similar numbers to the spiced rum.

>>10056097
Thanks, and you can have all the Captain Morgan's white rum that you want. I love rum but that and Bacardi Superior (white rum) are practically undrinkable to me. It's dark rum all the way for me, or at least amber. To each their own! Still love vodka, though...

>>10056241
Vodka is awesome. Goes with anything in terms of mixers or food. I haven't tried any high quality stuff tho.

>ran out of liquor
>on a Sunday when the stores are all closed

every single fucking time

>>10056332
I feel you m8. Ideally we'd all have an emergency bottle but we'd all end up drinking it on our regular benders.

Serious question for those of you who are functional? How the hell do you maintain a job while drinking? I'm unemployed right now, so I'm just murdering my body every night, but when I have a job I can't touch alcohol till the weekend

>>10056301
I had Finlandia vodka or whatever it's called. I recall that being the best I ever had.

What's the worst hangover you've ever had?

>the stores in your place only carry shitty and expensive Godiva liquor

Anyone have experience making your own chocolate liquor?

>>10056442
Fuck off survey bitch.

Anyone else like to listen to music while heavily wasted?

I usually listen to blues rock, or any kind of rock, blues, or folk

>>10053541
DS3 suffers from having way too many "lol its dark souls" moments. The game is also much faster paced than DS1.

They also fucked poise.

>>10056445
its spelled "liqueer"

>>10056475
Thanks for your input. It will be forgotten by the time I finish typing this post.

>>10056475
and pronounced lick her

>>10056472
Problems with DS3 in my eyes
>Filled with fan service: member DS1?
>No more leveling up armor
>No more poise as you said
>Roll is too bloodborney and you like jump into it
>Extremely linear
>Magic bar instead of spell uses
>Blue estus flask replenishes spells
>Removed combat options like power stancing that made DS2 combat great
>Filled with meme weapons that you can't realistically use as a main weapon

these days I get a slight buzz and it's nap time. best sleep ever.

I often see stuff about hangover food, but how does that work for you guys? Whenever I'm hungover, I'm always too nauseated to eat anything.

>>10056513
thats cause you arent a normie
i miss being hungover and just eating a big greasy breakfast
but alas, i am doomed to al/ck/

>>10051307
How you doin my man?

so yesterday i left detox after being there for 3 days, they gave me rehydron for 3 days i could shit and felt better but left. Today I came back to get my stuff now back and talked to psychiatrist for the last time and she me gave me some bromazepam (10x1.5mg)

I just took 2 of them, are they any good?

>>10056736
how about you use the medication as its intended and try for at least one day to not act like an addict?

>>10056439
I went on a trip with my mom, my grand dad and my grandma to Alaska. We were on a train for a time once seeing all different kinds of things out there, and between all of us we drank all the Finlandia they had on the train. They ran out. Me and grandpa being the top drinkers of course. Was a really cool time. Rest in Peace grand dad.

>>10056703
Slept in this morning with minimal hangover. Bathrooms a bit of a mess and I need to do the dishes.

>>10056736
I took 3mg more 30 mins ago and this shit really is annoying and not for me at all. I just want to take some more. I dont like waiting and not doing anything. Alcohol is so much better, taking that shot every 10-15 mins, chugging beer 15 mins later and stuff. Benzos seem to be good only when youre hungover to calm the anxiety. Also had same problems with weed in the past.

>>10056513
I don't get hungover, and it's really simple how I avoid them, I don't know why more people don't clue in.

>Be hydrated before you start drinking
>Make sure you've eaten within a couple hours before you start drinking
>Drink some water now and then while you drink booze
>Have a meal at some point while you're drinking or at least immediately after you're done
>Stay up for a while after you finish drinking to drink lots of water
>Don't go to sleep hungry
>Drink a bunch of water immediately upon waking up

With the above method, usually I don't even have to take an ibuprofen (like Aspirin). It's very rare that I decide to take one, even more rare for me to take two, and I probably feel nauseous after a night of drinking only once every year or two, basically if I pass out without drinking enough water. I'll also add, just in case anyone accuses me of simply not drinking much booze, typically I'll have a minimum of around 16oz (480ml) of 40% liquor but more often around 19-26oz (570-750ml). In terms of beer, that's like 13-18 cans of 5%. Sometimes, particularly during times of celebration, I might drink more than the upper limit of that. I also typically drink half the total amount within the first hour or hour and a half so it's not like I spread it all out over the course of 6+ hours. Seriously, it's just food and water. If you have a problem with hangovers, just try this fuckin' strategy. Before/during/after. Food and water. It's not hard or expensive and works like a fucking charm.

>>10056766
Awesome story, wish I could have gotten to know my Pop. Pop and Nan or Poppy and Nanny is what we typically call grandfather and grandmother around these parts. Never got to know either of my Pops, love my Nans to the Heavens though. Would have been nice to talk to them about Christianity. I've never really been atheist or agnostic as I recall, but never truly sought to learn about Christianity. Well I've been learning about it for a few months and I really like it so far.

How can I feel so absolutely shitty in the morning, but at night, I still want to get wasted

>>10057280
Had a massive headache last night just from drinking some rum and coke. Had to sleep at like 8PM, slept for like 15 hours, wasted my weekend. Still want to get drunk rn.

>want to drink more
>too weak to go to the liquor store
>would just throw it all up anyway
such is life

>>10055784
It's okay. The brand I had tasted a little like bitter honey with a weird menthol-like aftertaste

UK boy here
just woke up on the floor in my coat and shoes, guessing I tried but failed to make it to the shops. What time does Tesco let you buy alcohol from them? I've got a 6am-12am store near me but I don't know if I'll be able to buy a drink at 6am?
Got a long trip to make and I don't want to be making it sober

https://youtube.com/watch?v=uOZUnKgRzH0
Why did he die poor and unknown? Why didn’t every damn alcoholic in the planet buy this guy’s albums?

>>10057473
Tesco sells booze 24hrs bruh.

>>10057473
Be safe my dude.

>>10055929
If I’m drinking anything more than around 1.5L of vodka daily, my mattress moves like 3 feet during my periods of unconsciousness, and I frequently wake to find yet another smashed laptop/phone/hooker on the floor. Fucked if I know why I won’t just die. No amount of booze and no cocktail of drugs seems able to do me in.

>>10057580
Don't die. I love you, man.

>>10057580
be strong friendo

>>10057536
let's hope
>>10057546
very kind, anon, thank you

>>10057580
>No amount of booze and no cocktail of drugs seems able to do me in.
just gotta finish my pipe gun then im off to better places
unfortunately im too fucked to do it right now

>>10057594
>hope
Yeah it’s def 24hr. Even the faggy places like Asda who stop at midnight, start again at 6am.

who /mild withdrawalish sensations after less than a sixpack/ here?

i feel like booze is a stimulant now, whenever i try to a have a few glasses again my heartrate increases and i get restless and jittery and can't sleep.

>>10057686
better take a break and load up on vitamins

>>10057712
i've been transitioning to weekend warrior mode and am no longer physically dependent but now going hard on the weekend isn't worth it anymore either because it makes me feel so bad.

the future looks very sober.

>>10057733
i think we talked last night but im in the exact same boat
30 years old, multiple detoxes with benzos but still probably some decent kindling going on, it just doesn't work anymore
it keeps me up at night, it floors me with morning anxiety, it's turned to shit. so im dry.
i wish i was happier about this situation

>>10057773
you were the lad with the four tall boys, right?

i had just three glasses of wine to make sure today but even that was more uncomfortable than pleasant. i wish i liked weed.

i'm the same age by the way, maybe it's the right retirement age.

>>10057795
not that guy but im 28 and shit is just getting old at this point

>>10057795
yup that was me

>>10057814
>>10057808
>>10057795
30 year old tall boy poster here, recently got paranoid about the ages of al/ck/ posters, i think i might be in like the oldest quartile, kind of fucking scary honestly

i imagined this thread filled with late 30s and 40 year olds but i think i might be a grizzled veteran...i know im a late-stage alkie but i thought maybe i wasnt THAT late stage

at least im sober now

>>10057822
there was a study that says boomers and genx drink more than millenials. I don't know if it's true or not, it was a study. what do yous think?

>>10057838
probably too busy with DUDE WEED LMAO

>>10057838
honestly those societal cross-sectional studies are only focused on the normie drinkers, like they find boomers have 4 glasses of wine per week and millenials have 2.73 and jump to these conclusions

which is fine, it just doesn't apply at all to alkies

Why is everyone in al/ck/ threads such whiny spineless bitches?

>>10057870
because of the anxiety when your BAC lowers and the self-hatred that comes when you bring the BAC back up to counteract the panic

>>10057870
Alcoholism. What’s your excuse?

>>10057733
similar here. i am constantly surprised by how less and less alcohol i can handle. almost on a weekly basis i overdo it with less than i ever drank before.

>>10057897
There's less and less of your liver to use. Time to quit, anon.

>>10057886
I'm pretty angry about my small penis

>>10057968
KEK

test

Lmao

>>10057822
>al/ck/ ages
Yeah I dunno man. Mainly late 20’s I guess. There are late 30’s and at least one in his 50’s, but Alcoholics Anonymous Anonymous is anonymous.
Hope there are lots of 18yo grils though :3

>>10052767
>>10052697

>I'm a homosexual with no control and so since I can't have fun no one else should

God...you faggot niggers sound like incredible losers...No wonder you guys drink LOL

>>10058072
>tfw just passing step 7
step 8 is not gonna be fun

Went to the Detroit auto show today for something to do, wasn't really that impressed. Didn't drink last night and barely got any sleep. Afterwards I go to work and am fucking exhausted and just want to go to bed. Have absolutely no desire to drink. I don't want to taste it, don't want to get drunk, would rather sleep. My fucking faggot brain makes me pull into the liquor store in buy a 15 pack of bud light. I am currently drinking it and still don't want to drink. I truly have no idea why I don't just hang myself, probably because the alcohol literally gives me no control over my actions. I live to drink, I live to make sure the alcohol gets what it wants, i'm just a shell that does the alcohol's bidding. Fuck this gay earth.

>>10058243
get hard liquor and make strong drinks (if you can control yourself) I do that and my brain shuts up and can sleep.

>>10058258
I had to give up liquor 5 years ago. If I still drank hard liquor i'd be dead in a ditch somewhere. I really just wanted to make one post to complain about how fucking absurd alcohol is. I can say no and control myself against anything else in life, but I am completely powerless to alcohol. It just doesn't make any goddamn sense, I don't even like drinking anymore, haven't for fucking years, but I have to.

>>10050795
Ran into some trouble. Last night I guess I got robbed, I lost $200 and my debit card. I don't remember any of it. To make matters worse I'm in a foreign country. What do I do?

>>10058342
You're 100% fucked, hope to god you misplaced it, or just move on.

>>10058342
get drunk

>>10058342
should have already cancelled all your cards and contacted your nearest US embassy to replace your ID.

>>10058387
I have no money and no way of getting money anynore. What do I do about that?

>>10058404
suck dick for booze

>>10057580
You're a survivor, my nigger. God wants you to live. That's what I tell myself when I wonder why I'm not dead yet. It's fate

>>10058404
could you do anything to get money? my opinion is if you can't get money, steal things, you're fucked anyway.

>>10058421
>steal things
depending on what country of course

I drink beer through a straw.

>>10058446
Gets you drunk faster

sucks I can't drink right now because ironically I got to pick up a drunk from the bar in a few hours

>>10058481
So whats the problem?

I'm just kidding, good on you for being responsible

Absolutely fucking pathetic.
Stop shitting up this board and go do something other than feel sorry for yourself and suck each others dicks.

>>10058523
You looking for a blowjob?

>>10058267
give naltrexone a try. works on physical cravings. helps a lot of people.

>>10058523
just leave faggot, no one forced you to be here you miserable stupid faggot.

>>10057527
thanks anon never heard of this guy before

>>10058545
I'm going to ask my doctor next time about it thanks. My doctor somehow know absolutely nothing about alcohol abuse and how to treat it, which I found kind of funny, and yes i'm on medicaid btw.

>>10058562
doctors are at a loss on how to treat alcoholism. its a complex and multi-faced addiction. both physical and mental. good luck!

drunk af
not sad
get fuckt you losers get on my level
hope you all find love and happiness but you wont
and I wont either
just drink
drink
drink
fuck it all
8====D

>>10058562
>doctor
>oh you drink a couple times a week?
>oh every day?
>1-2 drinks?
>3 a day?
>sure lets go with that

>>10052923
rolling

>>10054376
Going through benzo withdrawal right now, you do actually have to taper or you could definitely die. So it's gonna be like three months of withdrawals, I've had full on withdrawals before and honestly tapering isn't that bad so I'm not too worried about it, but fuck boys. I quit drinking, smoking, and started tapering benzos on the same day, it's going as it goes.

>>10058605
but i don't want to die yet

>>10058598
kek I am honest with my doctor though. She knows I drink 4-6 times a week, but also knows
just telling me to stop will do virtually nothing.

>>10058605
three months? why so long?

>>10058616
Because taper lol. Just enough to suck, not enough to die.

Also quitting cold turkey will still generally be 2-3 weeks of withdrawals. As to the actual why of it, I have no idea, that's just how long it takes.

>>10058605
Without sending people into a frenzy. Rather you should taper or not really depends on how bad your WD are. I would say that if you are a heavy liquor drinker, it should be a definite yes, but if you drink mostly beer or wine, a taper probably isn't necessary.

>>10058624
well i understand why withdrawal takes as long as it does. its based on how fast the drug is eliminated by your metabolism. i guess youre on a long acting benzo, like valium perhaps? the longer the half life the longer the withdrawal period. thats why alcohol withdrawals typically last only 3 days. it has a very short half life. im just surprised to hear 3 months. thats an eternity.

>>10058632
Yeah, Diazepam. I quit clonazepam before, that was still like a solid two weeks though.

>>10058644
thats insane!

>>10058644
I was prescribed clonazepam for 10 years. Started with .25s then .5s then 1mgs I took it so long that the doctor said it probably wasn't even effective anymore. Gave it up cold turkey and had zero withdrawals. Maybe the secret is to use benzos for so long that you beat them?

>>10058666
No, I took them for 3 years, I was just taking 10 mg/day plus 2 as needed.

>>10058676
10mg+ a day?!?! Jesus christ anon! I topped out a 3mg a day and I had crippling anxiety and panic attacks.

>>10058683

>>10058683
>>10058687
I blame withdrawals, but yeah, it was 4 in the morning, 2 at lunch, 4 at night, plus an extra 2 during the day potentially. Was not great honestly, I don't know what my actual diazepam prescription is, but I think 6, I'm down to 2, one at night and morning, and I'm going to start shaving off some after I can feel the withdrawals start to get better.

can't take it anymore
why live?

>>10058707
what were you diagnosed with to get a prescription?

>>10058722
Same thing, chronic anxiety and panic attacks.

>>10058729
Best advice I can give to you is, you will eventually get so tired of anxiety and panic attacks and overall just be fucking fed up to a point where you won't care anymore. Any time I have a panic attack I tell myself that it's time to die and to just let it take my life. This has happened hundreds of times, and i've never died during any of them. I know these sounds crazy, but eventually the fear from anxiety will turn into hatred for anxiety. Best of luck anon.

>texting your ex incomprehensible rambling
>tfw i spelt incomprehensible
>tfw shitposting al/ck/, texting your ex, and wishing for death
haha i'm winning you noobs

>>10058753
You will deeply regret this in the morning, as is tradition. We look forward to seeing you tomorrow in the same state as tonight.

since you niggers can't be bothered>>10058779
>>10058779
>>10058779

>>10058757
i regret every morning i wake up but i thank you for your kind words

>>10058751
Yeah, I'm pretty much good now. I fucked enough shit up that I hit apex zen, exactly this,
>and overall just be fucking fed up to a point where you won't care anymore.

Anxiety attacks aren't that bad if you don't worry about it, and once you can compartmentalize anxiety and look at it objectively it isn't scary anymore. It's gone from abject terror to "Oh, I'm having a panic attack, just gonna chill for a few minutes then this'll be over, worse shit has happened" I dunno, it's pretty weird, hopefully once I'm no longer on drugs, an alcoholic, and smoking, I can start to get the rest of my life together

>>10058780
Uh yeah nah. Delete that now you fucking stupid cunt.

>>10058787
>t. nigger kike

>>10058799
Grow up for fucks sake.

>>10058799
on a scale of 1-10 how drunk are you anon, for science purposes.

>>10058835
wanna die/10

>>10058842
I feel ya, you need to smoke weed and drink, it will reduce the "wanna die" feeling at least for a while.

>>10058860
thanks lad, tomorrows another day

welp I blew another relationshit again... Pretty sure I destroyed this girls heart. I hate it so bad but I keep fucking up.Drinking isn't even fun anymore it's straight to blackout in 30mins and waking up to RETARDED texts and phone calls I didn't mean to make. Fuck. The withdrawals are fucking brutal. I need to just stop talking to girls...

Aight lads, I was gonna do sober today, but fuck me. I'm still doing DS2 all bosses, so got tiger, frozen king and double tigers to go before Nashandra and the double nigs. I'll update tomorrow when I'm dying again

>>10058982
Girls smell nice though :^)

>>10059210
UPDATE: I'm still in love with Sarah Logan: she didn't win the Women's Royal Rumble.
So I guess RIP