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diarrhea..tell me how you combat it

When it's 540 am, your still awake, you've had 15 beers at least and have jerked off 4 times tonight

>>10211063
eat some kind of probiotic (like yoghurt or kimchi or whatever you like) to help rebuild/maintain your gut flora

eat leafy greens for fiber

How would you guys compare yourself to other illnesses/diseases? Multiple ones are fine.

>>10211063
Not even kidding, I use heroin to stop diarrhoea. Only damn thing that works.

>>10211074
Wut

Fucking hungover for work again. I stopped smoking weed and started drinking heavily. I’m going back to one large glass of wine a day. In the meantime I am going to see a shrink to get on Prozac.

>>10211097
Not a hard concept to comprehend, I'm afraid. I'm speaking as someone whose been at it for 13 years now what you feel like symptoms you've developed.

>>10211108
Wut

>>10211068

>>10211106
good ideas. hope they stick.

Its funny that the reason i started to stop was not money. It was not health. It was cus i was getting fat. Knowing its a temporary thing.

Is it ok to mix brandy and coke?

>>10211063
have some canned soup to get your electrolyte levels back up

>>10211267
i've tried, not enjoyable its better straight, the brandy is to sweet to combat the overpowering taste of cola

>>10211281
I just tried some, eh it's ok. I'd rather have it with ginger ale, but I don't have any of that atm just ginger beer.

Stop shitting yourselves.

>>10211337
I never have, although I did once piss the bed after a tonne of Valium and vodka

Well, gonna go see a psychologist next week. I've been going to meetings but I never meet anyone and I just feel left out there.

Keep falling off the wagon. I have a gf and a good job but it's becoming increasingly difficult to maintain with the drinking. Tapered off yesterday and I'm staying sober for the rest of the week.

I just can't seem to make it past Friday. I get so bored.

>>10211500
Try to clean, cook, get a dog so you can walk it, and whatever you do, don't listen to the voice in your head that tells you a few drinks can't do no harm. Overpower it with a voice inside that convinces you what you should do.

>>10211536
Have a doggo that I love. He lays in bed with me every night and I try to take him places. I just can't stand the self talk that I seem to do sober. I'm just constantly worrying about everything. Boozing shuts that up while drunk, and when WDing you're too focused on just pulling your shit together to worry about existential drama.

You're right though. I work from home and even when not drinking i can't seem to get out of bed a lot of days.

>>10211349
I drink like a fish and I have never pissed the bed, I don't get how this happens to you guys all the time, Are you drinking beer?

>>10211611
Some people lose all control and i always thought their drunk self was just such a douchebag he wouldn't mind pissing himself, knowing his sober self would have the guilt. The drunk self wouldn't give a shit.

>>10211536
honestly a few beers would be fine

>>10211639
can't seem to do just 2 beers. No point in it anyways.

>>10211063
immodium is pretty good.

>>10211075
flawless plan, what could go wrong?

t. day 4 cold turkey heroin WD (pic not mine)

>>10211685
Heroin cold turkey isn't shit if I'm just chipping the stuff for a few days. I went cold turkey after 5 years of codeine - still easier than booze. Not nice, but without a psychological addiction, I didn't find it particularly difficult. Less unpleasant than an MDMA comedown.

>>10211685
How do you like those razorblades in your gut.

>>10211063
Poppy seed tea

so much constipation from the opiates that you can't shit at all

>get drunk
>let my dog out to go potty
>pass out
>wake up an hour later
>she's asleep on the front porch waiting for me

Jesus christ bros, this is the last straw. I feel like the biggest piece of shit on the planet. This can't continue

>>10212245
If it was very cold out or the dog is somehow dependent on being indoors, then yes: that can't continue.

Man, went to AA today. Maybe it's just me but I hate all the bloviating. Knock gonna trash however somebody manages to stay sober, but all the little sayings and colloquialisms drive me crazy. Didn't buy a beer to calm my nerves on the ride home though.

Just ate some pho, sprite and an egg roll. gonna take my dog on a walk and maybe go for a run later if I can bare it.

>>10212303
AA blows, can't take it

>>10212303
Nice work anon.
I recently managed 10 days dry which is a record for me for the last decade.
My neighbor downstairs saw I was on the wagon so he offers me a nice bottle of whiskey. I refused but got it on my mind so the next day I bought 2 bottles of wine. That was 6 days ago and now I’m up to 5 bottles a day. 6 was my former usual day.
Strongly thinking of trying AA. Sounds tough though, talking about your addiction. I want to hide from it. I hope I get into financial trouble ASAP so I can try again and actually quit for good.
My ten day break saw my shits almost return to normal, even. Now they are this watery mess again. :/

>>10212303
>>10212368
AA is basically a cult of people who try to one-up each other talking about their past benders, it's unbearable

>>10212381
>Sounds tough though, talking about your addiction. I want to hide from it

I'd recommend a therapist or addiction counselor before AA. It's a lot more comfortable, and a much safer place to get to the root of your issues

>>10212381
>My neighbor downstairs saw I was on the wagon so he offers me a nice bottle of whiskey.
what the fuck

>Sounds tough though, talking about your addiction. I want to hide from it.
I have no problem talking about it in meetings and I'm introverted as hell. What sucks is getting a sponsor/actually working the program.

Being partial to alcohol (however don't drink in the morning, don't drink when i have things to do, don't find myself unable to stop) I sometimes wonder if having gout has been a blessing in disguise... any time i'm having a period of particularly unhealthy drinking frequency/volume my body will punish me with weeks of agony making me swear to change my ways

>>10212303
If you need a cult of 40yo men talking about god and dicksizing their last benders to tell you not to drink, You are very feeble minded.


I know I'm not supposed to drink, But I want to do it. If i wanted to quit I don't need a group of faggots to call me 80 times a day and chainsmoke with to quit.

>>10212399
Unfortunately they are not cheap here. Fully worth it though.
>>10212408
Yeah he knew what he was doing. Made me a bit annoyed though bc I thought we were friends and he is a reformed alco himself.
It’s not that I’m introverted, quite the opposite, it’s just that I’m going to have an itch to drink if I talk about drinking. That’s the way I see it anyways.

>>10212413
Gout sounds fucking horrid.
How old are you anon? I’m pushing 40, never had it but been an alco since late teens and super alco since late 20’s.
Also getting fat from it.
I have diabetes from it too, but never gout.
I wonder when it’ll be my turn.
(5:36am here and typing on the toilet. This is my third runny shit since 2am)

>>10212451
>Unfortunately they are not cheap here

Where are you at? In the US a lot of insurances cover counseling, I just have a 10 dollar copay for mine, I just had to be a little more picky with who I went with since only certain ones were covered

>>10211572
Seems like you self-medicate with the alcohol, to shut down other issues, am I wrong?
Self talk is normal when you are stressed out, don't think you are crazy for worrying about stuff, it shows you are looking for a solution. Use whatever it takes to set small short term goals, so you can feel your going in the right direction, you have to get "addicted" to achieving short term goals, and they will add-up.

>>10212485
Australia here. No private health cover bc it’d be too expensive with the state of my liver and diabetes.
I can get 4 free sessions with a shrink but the ones who take on that govt assisted work must be pretty bad at what they do if that’s the best gig they can find.

>>10212389
I've met some cool people, but they're the ones that don't go on these fucking rants the whole time. The support group aspect was nice, especially meeting with some dudes after the meetings and just joking/talking about shit. It was nice to have someone who knew what you were going through and was supportive.

>>10212511
Yea it's essentially self medication. Idk i remember people would talk about how the "first time they got drunk it was like everything was bright and beautiful for once". That wasn't my experience, it just made things more tolerable.

I specifically thinking at 19 that if my life or anxiety just went to shit, there was always the bottle to turn to. Life is going okay on paper I suppose, but I really started hitting it and it appears the wheels have fallen off of my solution.

>>10212245
Yeah bro that’s pretty low. Imagine if it got hit by a car, kidnapped or injured some other way. Get some help man. I think Prozac can help.

>>10212480
29, barely overweight with a bmi of 26, got a buddy one year older than me who also has gout but he puts away twice as much beer as me in a sitting easily... just got shit blood-acid genes or low purine metabolising

it's not a given that you'll get gout! it's basically just a small percentage of the population (few percent) who is predisposed and it comes out in fellas who like their beer enough to trigger an attack

>>10212729
I know beer is bad for it. Maybe try wine?
I feel for you anon, it truly does sound like hell.

>>10212702
Give Prozac to dog so you can drink in peace?
Nice.

>>10212741
I have tried wine and don't seem to get any negative effects from it... I just fucking love beer alright! whenever i get a day off all i want is a sixer and a half of cool, crisp, effervescent, malty tall boys - and drink myself good and sloshed while playing the vidya. I can get away with this! but If i do it too often then it's straight to gout town... intense throbbing pain that won't relent, painkillers make it worse, finally get to start using crutches and then a month later basically back to normal

>>10212779
I’m such an alchey that I just buy cheapest wine (waaaay cheaper than beer) and drink that like water all day long.
Then nights I just wait for bottle shop to open next morning.
You sound like (other than the gout) you have your life a lot more under control.

>>10211063
Fiber and probiotics. Kefir is good or beer kvass which also is good for the liver.

>>10211074
>>10211108

>Wut?

>>10211274
>drinking liquid food to combat diarrhea

I'm sitting here at work with a decent buzz going and all I can think of is going home and getting to my neighborhood bar to meet up with the regulars. I wish I lived at that bar.

>>10212826
think the gout is keeping me in check, scares me enough to be fairly careful... if i had free reign i would probably be out like £400 a month on beer, putting on weight, drinking every day etc

I like when a thread is more about support than drinking. Coming up on a year sober after almost a decade of daily drinking. Feels good.

Fucking kindling ruining my life.

Drank Friday to Monday. Today I feel like I drank for 2 weeks straight. I even had a few days off last week.

>>10212986
>>10211063

Fuck I meant beet kvass

>>10211500
Meetings aren’t for everyone. I use this as my AA.

>>10211639
>>10211657
Two beers isn’t going to get you fucked up and drown the voices. Best to not have any and face those voices sober.

>>10213081
Congrats anon.
What helped you to day ten?
One month?
6 months?
I envy you heaps.

>>10213135
The first two weeks I did a full body cleanse from Whole Foods. It was essentially just fiber, milk thistle, and laxatives but it got me to the two week mark. I originally intended on drinking after the cleanse, but I felt dam good so I said I’ll drink the next weekend. Next weekend rolled around and I was still feeling good so I said next weekend again. This kept happening so instead of saying next weekend I started saying when I felt like it I would start drinking but I kept loosing weight and feeling good. All of the sudden I was sober for over four months and I just decided to keep the streak going. There were definitely times when I wanted to drink, but I recognized the urge and it passed. I got really into eating healthy which not only helped me loose weight, but also just distracted me from drinking. You can do it too just start with one day sober and go from there.

>>10213173
Inspiring post, thank you friend

>>10211701
Benzo WD is the worst. I still have symptoms over a GODDAMN YEAR LATER

>>10213202
I just quit drinking worried about PAWS. Don't wanna feel like shit forever.

>>10213085
Umm bro I have had at least 1 alcoholic beverage per day for two years. Most days I only have 2-4 but I’m sure doing that every day is much worse than drinking 10-20 once or twice a week.

>>10213208
paws is a myth, feeling like shit is what made you an alcoholic to not feel that, youre gonna go back to feeling that way, not worse than when you started

>>10213220
>paws is a myth

>>10213209
What? binge drinking is definitively proven as worse than consistent moderate alcohol consumption... doctors recommend an upper limit of 2 drinks per day for the rest of your life, they STRONGLY recommend against not drinking all week then overwhelming your body with a dozen drinks on friday night, every week - even if it's the same amount of alcohol.

>>10213208
I think that's pretty rare with booze. I had a retarded doctor who prescribed me lorazapams (90 a month) for several years. I was a retard for not stopping them myself early on but I was truly hopelessly addicted. My pharmacist abruptly cut me off (saved my life) and I was able to get a small script of Valium to taper to prevent a seizure death. Still am suffering 13 months later, though it's a hell of a lot better than it used to be.

The worst is premature ejaculation from it. I could fuck fine before, and while I was taking the meds I was perfectly capable, but ever since I stopped I fucking touch my dick while jerking off or fucking and I'm done. It's horrible and nothing i have tried can fix it.

Does anyone have a darknet market url which is trusted atm? I'm gagging for just a couple of grams of weed, I'm on the damn verge of relapse about ten times a day because I just can fucking not sleep.

>>10213228
it's been whinged about by a bunch of wino scum but has no scientific backing, pure anecdotes... of course you feel like shit when you stop drinking thats why you started fucking drinking, to not feel that way... feels worse after months or years of numbing it

>>10213241
It's not like that at all. It's something different. You not experiencing it after stopping your 2 pints of beer a week for a month doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

>>10213186
Thank you for listening. Positive reinforcement goes a long way.

How do I sleep better at night without crushing a 12 pack everyday?

>>10213229
So it’s better to have 4 drinks per day Sunday thru Thursday and then have 10 drinks Friday and Saturday than it would be to have no drinks all week and 10 drinks Friday and Saturday. Not sure that makes sense.

>>10213278
He's right though. 4 drinks aday and your body sort of just adjust to that level. Your liver can handle it. Binging puts a ton of stress on your body both from the drinking itself and the rebound of recovery.

>>10213241
You're right to say PAWS lacks scientific backing, but absence of evidence is not evidence of absence. I certainly didn't start drinking the way I do now because of anhedonia, sleep disturbances, memory issues, or other PAWS symptoms I have experienced. I do think people sometimes mistake reality for PAWS, though.

>>10213277
Exercise before late evening honestly helps me more than anything.

>>10213278
That is neither what he said nor implied.

>>10213237
>I just can fucking not sleep
try benadryl maybe (dph)
if you're going for a generic version make sure you get one without any acetaminophen

How does it feel to have both alcohol withdrawl and opioid withdrawl at the same time?

REALLY fucking cranky today
thanks for reading my blog

>>10213461
Lmao

Did another 3 day bender Fri, Sat, Sun and I just slept for pretty much the last 48 hours straight. I feel like I time travelled

>>10213277
You’re actually not sleeping well when you drink beforehand. Alcohol doesn’t allow your body to reach all phases of the REM cycle so you may think you’re getting a solid sleep, but you’re not. Drink a ton of water, take some Benadryl, and just close your eyes. Once you get a few nights of non alcohol induced sleep you’ll feel the difference.

>>10213461
iktf my dude.

Had last friday off and was trying to stay sober. Went to lunch in the bougie part of town. All these empty as fuck thotties and winemoms blocking every sidewalk and bitching about everything.

Okay i don't understand myself. Coming off of a 4 day bender, feeling pretty shitty today. Jumpy, tense, just typic mild WD shit.

Went and ran 3 miles faster than i normally ever do and with more ease. Is it all the excess adrenaline? How does this happen?

>>10213547
Your body gets a slight testosterone boost after alcohol consumption. It’s possible the bender caused the t boost to happen, but it won’t continue like that.

>>10213341
Just kys. I quit suboxone cold turkey and was alcohol dependent at the same time. Granted I diddnt experience full alcohol wd then but man when I needed a drink I was totally disfunctional. I have no idea how I even managed to get liquor. That was a month of blurry hell I never wish to return to.

>every day I wake up feeling like shit
>every day I tell myself I wont drink
>then that time comes around and I'm totally powerless to resist the urge
16 days in a row now. I had one day off at least... After 46 days of drinking before that

>>10213580
Smoke some weed instead.

>>10213586
I can't. My lungs are totally fucked after living in a mouldy house for years.

>>10213603
Vape some weed instead. Take some edibles. Make it into a fucking tea if you want.

>>10213609
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE OF ADDICTION

>>10213625
Where there's a will there's a way

>>10213580

>16 days

Dude, before I went to see some people about it and made it as far as going 3 days over the course of a week sober there hadn't been a single day in 10 years that I didn't drink.

>>10213625
You can free yourself all at once or do it step by step. If you can’t do a full stop on the alcohol then use weed to get some alcohol free time.

>>10213667
I did eight years daily before stopping. Do you have any health problems from alcohol?

>>10213730

I was recently told I don't yet have irreversible liver scarring, and the ammonia in my blood went down, so as far as I know nothing really direct; just really unhealthy from not getting any exercise and getting most of my calories from vodka.

How much damage do you think i've done if i drink a 12 pack 4 nights a week. I still can manage to work out a few times a week, but lately i've just been feeling like shit. When I quit I start to actually get mild to moderate withdrawals.

Had bloodwork done two months ago and it was fine, but i've heard that when shit goes it happens fast. No swelling or anything. Just red face and high blood pressure. Just worried about myself.

>>10213776
i have been a heavy binge drinker since 19 and it has been at the current rate for about 2 years.

>>10213767
Do you drink hard every day or just drink?

>>10213780
>>10213776
You’re probably fine but you should quit before it gets anywhere. There is nothing good that will come from drinking.

>first time buying alcohol legally years ago
>day after my birthday
>give the old grizzled cashier guy my ID
>looks at my birthday
>"Welcome to the club, it's an expensive one and you're never turned away"
That was a foreboding experience.

I feel like I have finally got a grip on my drinking. Stores close early around here so at 19:00 I get some beers and then I’m fucked until the next morning if I want more.

I find it easy to buy a sixpack or less when sober. The madman only kicks in after a few drinks.

If I find a hidden bottle at the house I will drink it all though. What matters is restricting availability.

>>10214120
based muslims and mormons are right, prohibitoon works

>>10214114
The fucked up part is when I turned 21 no one carded me unless I shaved.

I would hey mr. from 17-21

>told to take ibuprofen for the next couple days my dentist after a filling
Is it true that drinking while taking ibuprofen is terrible for you and can cause stomach bleeding?

>>10214151
Your stomach won't be the problem, your liver will.

>>10214137
I remember sharing a chair lift with this one dude from Iran while I was snowboarding one winter, it really doesn't.

>>10214157
My liver is but a former part of itself.
I don’t know how it still survives after all these years.
Maybe the horrible horrible terrible dihrrea over all these years avoids the necessity of my liver?

>>10214160
Because rich people can go to decadent countries?

>>10214186
No because nobody has any trouble getting alcohol in Iran even though it's prohibited

>>10214151
It'll dick your kidneys too
t. Former alco/painkiller abuser

>>10214194
Sure it’s not impossible to get, but people drink way less. Prohibition in the US worked to a considerable degree.

If you get a ruling strict enough that prevents alcoholics from breeding even like in Natsoc germany you can diminish alckie genes in the population tremendously within a few years.

>>10214151
Ibuprofen is somewhat acceptable for alcoholics to take. That's what hospitals will give alcoholics for fevers and such. Acetophetemine (sp) aka Tylenol is the real liver killer for alkies

>>10214157
This is not true, NSAIDS such as ibuprofen rarely affect the liver and are rarely even metabolized by the liver. You might be thinking of Tylenol.

>>10214224
They drink less because of religion, Not because of the law you dumb fuck.


Having a grenade is illegal in iran too, But go door to door in any neighborhood and you'll find hundreds.


Marijuana is federally illegal, See how well prohibition is working?

I just woke up and there's shit all over my bed. There's shit everywhere

>>10214546
That's really weird, I don't remember shitting in your bed

>>10211061
>drank a pint of whiskey two nights in a row without feeling very drunk
>trying again rn

>>10214638
That's only 10 drinks brah, how quickly are you downing them?

>>10214648
I usually drink for two or three hours

>>10214681
Lol'd, Nigga that wouldn't even get my 6yo drunk. Fuck off back to fucking reddit and your therapist

>>10214700
>nigga
degenerate

>>10214712
>10 drinks in 3 hours without feeling "very drunk"

Attention whore.


Seriously, Fuck off. No one gives a shit about your "struggles"

Been getting these really sharp pains in my sides whenever I stretch too abruptly, last one was really bad and I was in agony for a solid 15 mins before it stopped. Can't go to a doctor because reasons, any of you guys a licensed MD?

>>10214741
Which side

>>10214741
im a licensed faggot
you have aids. im sorry.

>>10214741

Kidneys. Drink a bunch of water and hope it goes away.

https://www.medhelp.org/posts/Kidney-Disease--Disorders/Kidney-Spasms/show/449301

>>10214746
both, but on my right side more then the left
>>10214767
well that's a bummer, thanks doc
>>10214776
Every time I see sites like this I end up reading the comments and it scares the shit out of me

Day 1 sober after a 8 day bender or something like that. There may have been one sober day in there idk. I'm so tired, but I just can't sleep.

Feel electric.

>>10214741
Both sides? How are you stretching? Where does the pain come from? How long/much have you been drinking?

>>10214373
Prohibition is workung great for Singapore.

Should my white Russian have more kahlula or more vodka?

>>10214891
i am in singapore and an alcohol. what prohibition are you talking about? shits just really expensive beacuse of the 'sin tax'

>>10213580
Iktf. Wake feeling dire, then the instant the painkillers and coffee kick in and I feel a tiny bit better, back on it.

i bought a pint of hard liquor, drank it, then had a friend drive me up to get another pint of liquor and here i am

>>10215069
When I was seriously drinking I couldn't even touch coffee or any sort of stimulant. It would turn WD's into over drive.

>>10215107
Always buy more than you think you need and you'll never lose. Never buy light.

>>10215125
kek this is true
but then i just drink it all anyway and get super loaded

>>10215125
never lose? explain.

>>10215134
>>10215139
I would rather buy too much and drink too much, than drink and drive to get more. The hangover might even prevent you from drinking the next day. At least thats the hope.

>>10215134
>wake up after getting fucking smashed night before
>15 tabs, all al/ck/ and miserably depressing old country songs

haha it always ends so well

>>10215146
theres a store a 10 minute walk away
unless you black out on the way home and walk an hour in the total opposite direction

>>10215146
>>10215125
super loaded is the answer, man I really fucked up tonight, royally fucked up. I've been doing very very well in the gym, seeing gains, weight loss, something triggered me tonight to buy more, not sure what it was, but this kinda sucks, tomorrow i will probably be too hungover to workout and then I will probably drink again... i just realized my mouth and jaw is open, man I suck

>>10215157
Nobody wants to look back on going to the store fucking wasted, when everyone at the store knows it.

>the eternal debate between another drink and sleep

>>10215181
this is true
>had to ask the clerk where the whiskey was
>hands me crown royal, laugh and tell him thats too expensive as i grab a 40 of alberta permium

>>10215194
I had a clerk give me a mint and say, "I like to drive around and have some fun too once" I obviously smelled like booze and she was nice enough to not call the cops/

>>10213787

Around a half a handle of vodka every day.

>>10215191
>that feel when you're really drunk and pour out the rest of your final drink,then wake up in the morning and wish you hadn't

jesus. i haven't slept properly for 2 weeks as of today, last night i didn't sleep whatsoever except for eventually passing out at 7pm for 2 hours, and i still feel better now than i would if i'd been drinking.
got to stay off the shit. i just bought 2 vapes and i'm trying to find a darknet market which isn't shit. a gram of weed here and there if i feel like i'll relapse, might just be enough.

Get sober, have solid shits and can trust farts again, phew lads.
Will be back on soon, just giving muh liver a rest.

>>10215272
i'm just getting back to solid shits, good feeling.

>>10215191
I'm debating that right now

It's midnight and I've got to wake up at 7am, but the bottle keeps calling my name

>>10215191

>not drinking until you pass out every night

>>10214151
I drank half a bottle of whiskey while on ibuprofen.
Passed out, almost died the next day as I had the worst hangover in my life, couldn't even see straight. DON'T DO IT

>>10215549
ibuprofen isn't bad for your liver, you numpty

>>10215646
This is correct but it interferes with alcohol metabolism and gives you worse hangovers, it will also interfere with gut healing, prolonging the ordeal

t. your neighborhood alchy physician

>>10214151
I know it fucks you hard if you have any ulceration.

>>10215671
>t. your neighborhood alchy physician
thanks for being here, doc, it's good to have you around

>be my wife
>be not talking to me bc drinking all day
>be mad bc I went 10 days recently and life was much better
>have to quit or lose her and son
>don’t want to lose her and son
>so mentally weak I struggle to quit
Wat do?
She’s a good wife and a fucking great Mum.
I’m scared to lose her but can’t kick this shit tier addiction.
Help?

>>10215856
Just stop drinking lol
(I dunno)

>>10215856

When it all comes down to it, either she and the kid are important enough to stop drinking for, or they aren't. If you're far enough in the hole to face withdrawals let her know you can't just go cold turkey, but the truth of it is that you're at a decision point. Try think far ahead, hard as it might be.

>>10215856
go see a doctor about it

>>10215856

How old are you?

>>10215873
Great advice but I feel I’ve been there. She expects her husband (understandably) to defeat this demon on his own.

>>10215856
Why do you drink? Everyone has a reason so just be honest with yourself about what the reason is and work on that instead of fighting drinking. Once you get your mind right the need to drink won’t be as strong.

>>10215879
And get Valium? Yeah it’s a great fix if they up the daily dose x10.
>>10215901
Old enough that I should have an hero 5 years ago. Even tried while with ex-wife. Stupid good car emissions gave up after 25 mins.

>>10215904
I drink mostly to forget my past.
My eldest sister is the devil.
My life would have been a million times better if she was not in it.

>>10215909
>And get Valium? Yeah it’s a great fix if they up the daily dose x10.
Maybe you'll be able to get psychological help as well as medical assistance. I don't know how your doctor might help you. But if you want to refuse any medical help before even seeking it, be my guest. It won't be my life you'll be ruining.

>>10215909

You could be 23 or 45. How old are you?

>>10215914
Stop trying to forget the past. Stare that shit right in the face and realize that you’re stronger than it. You came out ahead with a great wife and kid, don’t let your past fuck up your future.

LADS IM DRUNK RIGHT NOW

I HAD FOUR BEERS

LOST ME MCJOB NOW IM BACK AT MY MUMS

>>10215939

do you ever just wish australia was cut off from the rest of the normal world?

>>10215943
like so

>>10215943
get fukd seppo

>>10215964

furn burdlers, gensing.

I can sound retarded too!

I was diagnosed with depression years ago, but have been self-medicating since even before then. I can't make myself go to therapy, and hospitals can basically only treat symptoms or get you in touch with a social worker, and social workers are fucking useless for these types of thing (not that they aren't helpful, just not for treating depression). I've tried quitting many times and every time it ends the same. I have a mental breakdown and have to get back on the sauce. Also, the last 2 years I've had horrible withdrawals whenever I tried to kick the habit. Endless sweats that smell the worst, itching all over, general anxiety, nausea, flu-like symptoms (I tell my boss/coworkers I'm sick all the time. They probably know the truth though), insomnia, the shakes, and the dreams. Oh, the dreams. I don't sleep so much as have waking nightmares of the worst kind. They're fucking horrible. And varied. I have all manner of different dreams in which I die horribly. Could be I've been crushed by a bear backing up into me against a wall. Could be I've been shot. Could be anything. My dreams are the fucking worst, and because I'm only about half-asleep, they seem like reality. I've actually asked the people I live with whether certain things have happened and they look at me like I'm crazy.

Listen to me, folks. Listen up, and listen well: Booze is no game. If you can't do it in moderation, don't do it at all. That shit will fuck you up, not just in your liver, kidneys, brain, and GI tract, but in your fucking waking or half-waking moments. Just don't fuck with it. I can't stop because the withdrawals are so bad. But you don't have to get where I am.

>get shitfaced last night
>sleep for 15 hours
>still tired

why is this allowed again?

>>10216067
How old are you m8?

>>10215984
Are you trying to emulate an australian accent?
You are coming across as a proper sad cunt, mate. Have another bud light..

I’m that 1.75l fag again.
I have tomorrow off and can’t sleep for shit so I’m on the couch with my doggo trying to drink fast enough to feel anything. Hello 6am. Anyone got show recommendations? I’ve finished everything I’m remotely interested in and am bored enough to consider watching all of Seinfeld. I have amazon, Hulu, Netflix, and HBO so come at me with those suggestions.

>>10216123
I imagine having a doggo makes the whole situation much more tolerable.

True Detective is a pretty good show, especially the first season. Then you have Mr. Robot and Boardwalk Empire.

>>10215925
Great advice. I don’t deserve my place here.
>>10216067
You sound like me if sober.
>>10215917
Pushing 40.
I won’t make 45 at this rate.
I’ll beat this. I have to. I have to.

hello i want your advice

>>10216151
Who r u talking to?

>>10216128
True decective was breddy gud, and boardwalk empire was right up my alley. Gf suggested empire but I want to binge something myself, I might give it a try. Thanks, dude.

>>10216128
>>10216158
I’m fucking retarded, you didn’t even say anything about empire. I’m interested in mr. robot, though. I’ll give it a test.

>>10216151
Half the people here are useless, they will tell you to never touch alcohol. the other half are off it and will tell you the same. Never touch it!

last day of february today. tomorrow starts my alcohol free life

>>10216162
Same. It's the 28th here and I'm done after tonight. For real this time. I didn't even mean to coincide with the end of the month, I'd just lost track of time. I'm sick of getting nowhere in life and wasting money but ultimately I can't drink anymore. My fucking body is crying out not to. It's weird that in all the anti-alcoholism things I've ever seen I've never seen them mention a thing about heatburn. I don't know how you can be an alcoholic without. It's fucking insane, you feel like a bitch because how bad could heartburn be but it's insane. I seriously feel like I'm on fire and melting from the inside. Can't do it anymore.

>>10211683
what's this image supposed to be? a weird shaped cloud?

Tax return came in boys, just gotta wait 4 hours before the liquor store opens to uber into town and splurge on booze and candy, a week before I purchase a firearm, then about 3 weeks for the o-dsmt that I just ordered to come in so I can finally get one last high in. Then by the end of march I will have finally checked out of life permanently. Only a year later than then the prediction I made in high school of when I would do it, how's that for foresight

>>10216175
Lets do this together.
Gibbs me a throw away email address and we can start from the 1st.
I need help.

>>10216175
lets do it together then frend

>>10216123

Bojack Horseman is one of the best shows ever created, and is al/ck/ as fuck. The best part about it is that it only gets better and better the more you rewatch it, because there is so much going on in the background, and it probably has better continuity than any show ever made, where an off handed comment in season one gets recontextualized multiple times across the (up to now) four seasons. Seriously, it works on so many levels that you can put it on in the background and it will be just as entertaining/depressing as it will be if you pay attention to every little detail and get completely wrapped up in the amazing characters.

But yeah, it comes off as stupid seth mcfarlane garbage at first, but it's really dark as fuck, and more real than any live action series I've ever seen. If you want to wallow in your own downward spiral of self-destruction and self loathing, there's nothing better than Bojack.

>>10216098
33

>>10216150
>You sound like me if sober.
Not sober, but I want to be. I am actually dying, though probably not as bad as some of the more severe alcoholics.

>>10216207
>I am actually dying
what?

>>10216207
I’m dying. Quickly.
I’m impressed your rant was so well written while drunk.
I’m drunk currently.
I fear tomorrow bc I’m going for DT’s.

Wish me luck? I wanna never drink again. Fuck I wish that.

>>10216214
Alcohol kills you. Fast. You didn’t know?

>>10216219
I thought you were implying you were dying from something else (as well)

>>10216219

>fast

I wish.

>>10216223
Not the poster of comment but I guess he meant dying from this disease.

>>10216219
No, it just kills you eventually.

>>10216228
just asking seeing as we already have a couple of guys with cancer here

>>10216196
>>10216198
Best of luck guys but I keep my personal life and online separate

>>10216235
My loss
Kelvin_butler78@hotmail.com
I’m so desperate I just gave my email addy here.
I need help.

>>10216214
Hard drinking is one of the worst things you can do to yourself. My liver hurts constantly, my blood pressure is through the roof, and my kidneys aren't in great shape either. Neither is my GI tract. Alcohol kills.

>>10216216
>I’m impressed your rant was so well written while drunk.
Not that I don't still get drunk, even blackout drunk, but the longe ryou drink, the more "functional" you get when you do drink. I had a fifth of whiskey after work today, and I'm still pretty lucid. Had a fifth last night and was still able to let my boss into the office when he called me at 9 in the morning to let me know he locked his keys in the office. I wish booze still did to me what it used to when I started drinking. It used to make me feel buzzed. Now, it just makes me feel normal.

>>10216223
Nah, I'm probably dying from liver disease. I don't do doctors, but I know I'm not in good shape. Also, the last time I was in, my blood pressure was way too high. Also I get severe gout attacks because my organs don't function correctly. Ever had gout? It's one of the worst pains you can have.

>>10216241
Are you beer guy with gout?
I like you but pleassse help me quit.

>>10216239
You could use the IRC channel to avoid posting your personal information here
https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

>>10216248
I don't know if I'm the same guy you're thinking of, but I do drink a ton of beer and I do have gout.

I don't know how to help you quit. Tapering seems like a good idea, but it just invites you to drink more. In my own life, I've found that as long as I can make rent and I'm not in agonizing pain, I drink as much as I please. That does mean I've taken on a mostly vegetarian diet though, to compensate for the beer.

No one can really help you quit until you really want to. And then you have to be ready to go through hell. Because it WILL be hell. But it's worth it. Tell me more about yourself and maybe I can offer some advice.

Anyone here strictly based off of physical addiction? I got carried away and drank nearly two liters of vodka a day for a few years straight, just because I could afford to and was NEET. I’m sure there was a psychological aspect to it at one point, but I don’t NEED al/ck/ to socialize, nor to cull constant thoughts of misery.
I’m in a pretty good place mentally, but I have to drink in the mornings/noon/evening or else I start shaking like Michael J Fox in a dance club, and that’s just a few hours without.

>>10216274
I get the whole “muh life sux and I have to drink beer while I cry” thing, but I see people here who brag about 10 day sober streaks or even just taking a day off. I don’t want to shit up these threads, but maybe those folks just need a good look in the mirror.
I could be wrong.

>>10216274
You think you're in a good plalce mentally, but drink enough alcohol, and you really, really aren't.

>>10216272
I drink to forget. Then I drink to forget how much I drink. Then I drink to avoid dts.
I went 10 days sober recently and now I’m back to watching clock from 2am till 9am until I can buy more.
I should be dead.

>>10216286
If you were an alcoholic, you'd understand. We DO see ourselves in the mirror. That's one of the reasons why we hate ourselves. Also, for someone who's really addicted, a 10-day sober streak is pretty damn good. It doesn't get the job done, but it ain't too shabby. Imagine not being able to get through a day without drinking. And when you do stop, you turn into a sweaty, shaky mess who's paranoid, can't sleep, and can't concentrate on anything. Then that one steep drink which settles your nerves and makes you capable of going to work. If you don't know that feeling, you have no idea what you're talking about.

>>10216290
Honestly I hardly even get “drunk” drunk anymore. It’s all maintaining. I only wild out when I’m hanging out with friends, and even then I’m always the last one up (because of fuck ass tolerance).
The worst shit is when I can’t get a glass of ice water for my vodka in the morning, because I spaghetti every handful of ice I try to pick up. Gf/friends didn’t think it was that bad until I actually had to ask for help.
Otherwise, I’m pretty confident things will work out. I just need to find some benzies and taper down.

>>10216310
Did you not read my prior post? I samefagged, so it might be a little confusing but I replied to myself...

>>10216312
(Help getting a fucking glass of ice water)

>>10216204

you're the second person to mention bojack. i think i remember watching the first episode and then not watching any more. 4 seasons is so many though...i'll try the first one and reconsider.

Does anyone know of any alcohol free stouts? Similar to Guinness if possible, and preferably available in the UK.

>>10216123
watch The Wire

>>10216303
>watching clock from 2am till 9am
Christ, those feels are among the worst

>>10216374
I can't imagine that would taste good. I've never seen or heard of it either. Only alc-free beers I see are pretending to be lagers and they're not very good either.
I think I'd seek out a soda or something to drink instead.

one more sleep til neetbux

>>10216374
I do know some white beers which are alcohol free and acceptable to drink but most are disgusting. https://www.biernet.nl/bier/merken/bavaria-00-wit

i was sober for 60 days and now im drinking whiskey a 7 am. at what point do i realize i have no control over this?

>>10216389
That was one of my initial choices when I got HBO. I finished it through and through about a year ago. But thanks, anon.

>>10212381
5 bottles of wine a day! My lord!

>>10215903
Might be bad advice, but don't let her be a second demon for you while quiting. I'm currently dry for almost 2 weeks now. But if i had someone nagging 24/7 i'd probably wouldn't make it trough a day.

why do you guys even drink? I just had a sixer of Hamm's tonight and it's just so fucking.. boring. i just get sick or tired every time at the end of it. why not do better drugs, like meth or dxm?

>>10216409
>>10216412
Yeah, I've tried most of them, erdinger, bud, becks blue was decent imo and brewdog do a nice alcohol free ipa called nanny state..
I'm thinking of getting pic related, but the price for alcohol free is just insane.

>>10211061
>baaawwwwww muh DT's

being an alcoholic is fun.. you got to enjoy the rollercoaster ride of crisis and resolution otherwise get out.

The bad days make the good days SO MUCH sweeter and its worth it.

>>10216560
Have to be 18 or over to post on /ck/.

>>10216566
i'm 36. get on my level, millennial dick-wad

>>10216579
Then fucking grow up.

>>10216579
>i'm 36
Feel free to start acting like it.

>>10216580
>>10216582
sure thing, chantard

>>10216413
You had control over it for 60 days. Don't give up.

>>10216591
36 and posting opinions on 4 chan.
I think you’re the chantard

>have brother that is an alcohol
>has a job but is hammered or on xanax daily, Sometimes both
>wife of 8 years left him 3 weeks ago
>has done nothing but polish handles of vodka since
>called me at least 3 times this week so far crying and slurring harder then me
>last weekend he blew 3200 on liquor and strippers

The pain is real everywhere lads, I don't think my brother will bounce back from this. I'm predicting he'll eventually kill himself....Either by proxy or by himself. His wife was pretty much the only thing that made him happy besides liquor and pills

>>10211061
>General

I was watching this the other day and wondering if they even realise they're alcoholics. Their "dealer" definitely knows and she stays off the hooch herself.

https://youtu.be/zL3UHF5SlEU

>>10216924
In Western countries there are plenty of alcoholics living in denial, eventhough there are plenty "awareness" campaigns etc. In a place like Uganda with low education standards and probably little to no programmes against alcoholism, I doubt most would consider themselves alcoholics.

>>10216829
Go raise cain with him on the weekends.
At least have some good debauchery before he inevitably kills himself from this reckless lifestyle.
Or it could give you a chance to get closer to him to help and get plenty of time to party with him too.
And you could hit the strip clubs and pop boners together.

>>10216829
Sounds bad
3am here andjust woke up to devour 4 glasses of water b4 stumbling into spare bedroom where wife is sleeping. She’s sleeping there bc she’s sick of the smell I guess. I just wanted to turn the light get off but she prefers it on without a real man to protect her.
Guess she’s the next thing to go in my life then I’ll hopefully be dead in a few weeks.

>live in scotland
>snowstorm is fucking us right up at the moment
>mum is stuck miles away trying to get home from work
>was supposed to be home 3 and a half hours ago
>might not be able to get home at all tonight

i feel really bad for her desu

>>10211061
>drunk as fuck
>porn blasting on the computer
>didn't realize how loud it was
>fumbling around with half limp dick pants around my ankles in my chair
>moaning loudly and slurring things like fuck me baby oh shit
>mom walks into my room
>I don't even stop
>she walks back out and closes my wide open door
>look over to closed door and realized what happened
>puke on myself
>wake up on floor like 5 hours later and it's dark outside

>>10217284
Did you cum at least?

>>10211061
I think my kidneys are starting to shit the bed. I have to piss so often and little amounts. And I have to shake my dick more.. drip drip drip drip

>>10217338
That's your prostate, dude

>>10217224
At least she should have plenty of scotch to keep her warm.
Gl anon!

>>10217315
Can't remember, probably not.

>>10217284
The American dream

>>10217284
audible kek

>>10217284

>>10217284
dominance status: asserted

Mfw withdrawing from alcohol means I can't take my antidepressants and get SSRI withdrawal alongside

Almost 6 months no drinkin/smokin weed
Been running since (even while drinking though not as much because hungover all the time)
Got a 1:41:43 half marathon time yesterday (pic related)


Anything is possible bros, AA is bullshit, just find what is causing you to drink and deal with it. Mine was being underemployed and bored all the time. I just worked at being a better person, worked a shitty job for 3 months then had the opportunity to get a new job with a lot better pay/opportunities and took it. Also tackling boredom is probably the hardest part but it is totally possible. Especially if you manage to get a full time job which will take up most of your time. Not going to quit forever but have no desire to go back to drinking every-goddamn-day. I do plan on smoking weed again regardless but again, not anytime soon. Try the sober train boys, shit is rough at the beginning but it gets better. A day at a time bros

/end blog post

>>10217778
Cool, I made it to a 10k, before my demon caught up with me again.

a blizzard is heading my way tomorrow so I took the last 2 days to stock up as the country will likely come to a halt as a result for a few days

bought some mince, canned tomatoes and a loaf of bread

and about 2 weeks worth of beer

>>10217852
>2 weeks worth of beer

Did you get any looks when buying ~150 beers?

>>10211267
You only mix brandy with Dr. Pepper
Trust me.

>>10211267

Why would anybody do this? Sugar water is disgusting, gives you a headache, and is just more empty calories while watering down your drink. Why wouldn't you just drink your liquor straight?

>>10217944
Because it's good to stay hydrated, that's why I always chase my liquor with water

>>10212756
I don't know if that would work because once my cat ate a couple capsules of prozac that it found under my bed when I was in high school and it started freaking out a little bit

>>10217921
didn't buy them all at once. the food yes, but not the beer

>>10217338
Do you drink a lot of beer? I piss every half hour when I'm working my way though a 12 pack

>>10216123
peep show is on hulu. it's great, especially if you enjoy british humor. bojack is also a personal favorite, but the first half of the first season is the worst bit, ya gotta get through that to get to the good stuff.

what shows do you like? would help to direct suggestions, and i could use some recommendations myself. i have netflix, hulu, and amazon video.

>>10217821
Try something else then to cut back or quit then, a 10k isn't all that much either lol

>>10218124
Not him, but before i smoked and drank i one day tried to challange myself. 10pm at the beach running and i didn't come back till 10 in the morning. Think i did 8 hours of running with a few breaks inbetween and the rest of the time i was just walking back like a zombie because it felt like every step i took i could feel my bones in my feet. Was a good 'runners high' though. Slept like a baby.

I need new music. Hit me with your favorite drunk song. Here's one of my favorites.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNZxfJcnZwo

>>10218199
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=81gr6saLiLs

How do you guys reward yourself for getting shit done? I just took an exam for one of my classes, and now my brain is like, "Nice, you did something today! Let's get drunk now!"

>>10218199
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dlGDNoliH0

>>10211061
whoops

>>10218262
I run into this issue alot. I'm trying to get into tea but it's really gay and doesn't get you drunk.

>taking as many shifts at work as possible so I don't have a chance to drink as much

>walk through the till with three bottles of vodka and a 6 pack
>"haha having a party huh?"
>"y-yep haha"

>>10217852
It's taking 3 hours to travel half a mile where I am. Plus this morning my boiler wouldn't turn on. If it fails again like it did 2 winters ago I honestly think I'll fucking die. My entire house became infested with mould and the only thing which kept me even close to something resembling warm was my own breath under a duvet.

>>10218262
I really struggle with this as well. I'm trying to find something to fill the void of booze to reward myself with when I get shit done. I ate chocolate for a while but I don't wanna get fat.

>>10217852
>>10218393
Where are you niggas. We're having a warm streak right now. It was 50 F yesterday and today, when it's usually snowing

>>10218462
I'm guessing Europe because of the "beast of the east". I'm in UK and it's fucking freezing and there's a shit load of snow. More so than in recent years.

Ow my dick oww ouch

>>10218585
got the old hangover horn huh?

>>10218611
forgot to say i will yank on my dick for a fucking century after drinking. i don't know why cause nothing happens.

alright buds just took 1/4tsp of phenibut we'll see how this goes
should be ~630mg

>>10219205
ur gonna have a very mild time
i took 1g the first time, and i'm average weight at 6'1, and just felt kind of tired the entire time. waste of money tbqh

Some docs use ativan to taper you off. I was at a fifth a day, every day for yeeears. I'm now on 3mg ativan and feel fine. Totally killed wds, just bored now because those habits... The taper should be easy and painless, I just have to focus on getting out and doing stuff again.

>sponsor i havent talked to in a fair bit is coming over tomorrow
fug

>>10211063
Just poop it out 2bh

>>10219552
y dat so funny lol

>can't remember the last time i shit
and haven't even gained that much weight compared to how much i've been eating

Day 2 no drinking

it's still all diarrhea

>>10219590
I'm curious as to how long that lasts for too. I don't think I've taken a solid shit in years.

So I discovered something new from binge drinking,
hemorrhoids
yeah, that happens
wew lad

Gonna start a cooking youtube channel. I'm trying to get/stay sober. Just got the first one shot and I just gotta voice it over.

>>10219682
I've thought about that, but dunno how i'd set up the camera. you've seen how much masaokis stuggles.

>>10219689
desu i don't have a tripod yet so i used a few books and a binder. turned out better than expected.

>>10219699
what do you use for video editing? i'm a total virgin when it comes to that.
also, i'm worried that without a mic so you get consistent volume levels and semi-decent lighting, vids are likely to just be considered too web 1.0 nowadays. i'd definitely try it if i could get those things sorted

>>10219703
I recently bought a Canon 1300D that has a nice video feature but no external mic out unfortunately. The audio quality was actually pretty solid just from the internal mic, the problem comes when you have to focus, it's very audible.

I'm using movavi. it was like 40 dollars. easy shit

>>10219703
Oh and for the times if i'm ever out doors or this is shit going on inside I will likely just play music and voice it over.

I'll link it tomorrow when i finish if anyone is interested.

I made a crunchy eggplant stack with a mushroom, ricotta filling, tomato and reduced apple cider vinegar reduction

>>10219672
I discovered that from working an office job. Really sucks doesn’t it?
I have a month where I shit totally fine, then the next month comes and every shit is extremely painful and the toilet bowl is deep red with blood.
Taking fiber supplements and taking warm baths are the best thing to do. Good luck anon.

>>10219723
>movavi
Cheers, i'll check it out

>>10212511
This really applied to me, too. Thank you.

>>10213081
Same! This has been a good one and I really needed it this week. Thank you guys for not judging

>>10219397
Whats a sponsor

>>10220015
its an AA thing, guy that goes through the steps with you.

>>10220015
AA fuckbuddy.

>>10220030
So it's like someone who watches you for signs of drinking?

I wasn't going to drink last night but ended up doing it anyway, and a higher alcohol percentage than I planned. Ended up in an argument with my boyfriends mom, and told her she should just go die.

>>10220061
thats what you get for being a gay

>>10220061
lmao she should go die desu

>>10220041
In my case, just an AA gril I’d phone who’d come and fuck me if I said I felt like i was about to relapse. It’s just a mutual agreement to share phone numbers and be available to help another person from AA.

>>10220132
was she a cute grill?
>>10220061
What are you, some kinda faggot?

>>10220167
Just some average girl. Still didn’t make AA tolerable.

>>10220083
grill


>>10220121
Thanks, honestly.
>>10220167
Yes, but also female

>>10220186
Is AA just like it is in the movies?

Why do my hemorrhoids get worse when I wash my ass after a shit? Not even using soap.

>>10220197
drink more water and eat more fiber

>>10220193
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc058Bzw_lQ
sure

>>10211061
was hospitalized about a week ago and am still in hospital, was severely dehydrated, was in bed for weeks and begun shouting for helt the last three days, also slept on the floor as i fell out of the mattress in an attempt to use the toilet, doctor has keys to my place and by Gods luck came at the very last moment where he called an ambulance right away, was pumped full of water and several benzos at the hospital, was in and out of consciousness and my memory is "sparky" - suffered brain damage and am currently in a "clinic" where i am getting back on my feet, was 2 days in the ICU just to be stabilized, am terrified of leaving the hospital because i will probably die next time i relapse

>>10220458
dehydrating is horrific. i'm still traumatised by having broken my phone and laptop, having shitloads of vodka, but no food or water and ataxia so bad that i couldn't walk to a tap. eventually after 3 days (same as you, it gets INTENSE at 3 days) i crawled/slithered/fell/broke shit/did anything i could to get to water. got to a bathroom tap and drank like fuck. instantly everything hurt, stomach, head, whole body, mind, everything, and slept for fuck knows how long. after that i made sure i had water available all the time. no matter how much of a chore, i'd always have water by my bed, and ate a lot of watermelon and bananas. i later found out that the neighbours had put a note in the door threatening to call the police if i didn't stop screaming. didn't even know i was.
my next relapse will probably do me in too. i keep thinking that though and here i still am. sometimes wonder whether i actually died and this is hell.

>>10219672
>>10219742
Same issue here, it's been clearing up after almost a week. The pain is gone, that was an absolute bitch. No bleeding, luckily, unlike the previous time.

I generally eat healthy, though. Plenty of fiber. Must have farted too hard or some shit.

>>10220197
probably because you're agitating the area

beats having an infected asshole though

use soap

>>10220458
what happened originally?

>>10220638
bought in bulk, am little out of bed, did not drink anything other than whiskey and hence became dehydrated to the point where i was unable to get out of bed, lost everything 10 years ago and alcoholism spiraled out of control since that time

Can somebody tell me how gloating like this helps others stop drinking?
https://www.reddit.com/r/stopdrinking/comments/80y5bg/ill_never_forget_what_this_community_did_for_me/

new thread

>>10220945


new thread

>>10220945

>>10212511
this anon gets it