/ck/ - Food & Cooking

recently I've been having big long farts which is unusual for me. they also come strait through my asshole in unforeseeable moments and can cause embarassment
I suppose it could be related to the buttplug I use or that I recently changed my eating habits for a healthier diet.
not really an eating disorder but a minor inconvenience

Not really an eating disorder but I've been pretty into craisins lately.

Relapse still every once in a while. I've been lifting weights, so I got back into counting macros and it's a real struggle to rationalize eating as much as I should to progress

>>9499482
I haven't eaten in 10 days

>>9499482
>>9499587
shoo shoo spooky skellington

no I'm not that stupid

>>9499587

Good on ya, on day 9 here.

>>9499482
Disorder no, more like I'm a fatass so I'm doing some fasting to get control over my life.(hopefully) I'm a little surprised to be even on /ck/ during this. I guess for resolve? ehh. idk

What I do know is I fucking fail at diets, I need a life style change. Pic related, local joint I've been frequenting.

>>9499587
Tell me how

>>9499614
This. Eating disorders are some of the stupidest things ever. There's a reason it's more common in women.

>>9499626
I'm also doing a fast and on other days restricting my calorie intake. I look at a lot of good food online and cooking videos, there's a weird satisfaction that it gives you. You'd think it makes you more hungry, but I always find it as a replacement for lunch.

>>9499482
Protip for anorexics: when your knees become wider than your thighs it's time to start eating pies again.

>>9499482
unnngh thicc

>>9499999
Wasted digits.

>>9499999
Woah

>>9499646
Just stop eating you fat fuck, drink water and smoke pot instead if you're a boozer

>>9499820
My youtube recommended is basically cheesey pasta at this point

>>9499482
>cankles.png
wow she's bad at anorexia

No, I just eat when I'm hungry. Sometimes that's snacking throughout the day and other times its only eating twice with 13 hours in between the first and last meal.

>>9499482
S T I C C

>>9499482
who is this fat bitch?

>>9499646
You need someone to explain how to not eat?

>>9499826
Wow, that is a good tip. I will have to write it down.

I'm bulimic AMA

>>9500728
Which food produces the tastiest vomit?

>>9500728
Do people ever wince at you when you talk to them up close?

>>9499646
Just hate yourself and/or be a woman

I'm stable at a healthy weight, but I still count calories obsessively so that probably counts. I enjoy it though.

>>9500774
From my experience? Ice cream, or cold oats with milk and sugar.


>>9500784
I try not to talk to them up close, but I don't get a reaction really. I keep my teeth as clean as I can under these circumstances, use mouthwash Constantly, don't brush teeth straight after throwing up. Always chewing strong menthol gum. My significant other doesn't have a problem. she has her own eating disorder issues.

I binge eat fairly regular

Probably normal because of how many calories I spend and how long I go without food but it's still mildly frustrating

>>9500806
I remember finding out that most bulimics lose their front teeth after a year and the rest not long after

The image still haunts me

>>9500728

Is it true bulimics are just anorexic failures?

>>9499482
I was a bit chubby last year and wanted to stop so I started doing a lot more running and eating less. on the good side I lost 50-60 pounds and become underweight, but I also developed anorexia and was eating somewhere between 0-800 calories a day. kind of recovered for a bit, but starting to relapse.
>eating disorders are for women and stupid men
completely correct

>>9499482
Not really an eating disorder but I have a lot of trouble eating enough and keeping food down from chronic nausea and health issues make it so I get less nutrition from whatever I do manage.

>>9499689
It's stupid but can be deadly. The more serve cases have a very low recovery rate. Once you get to the extreme end it becomes self-feeding(lol) with the cognitive impairment and waves of feel-good chemicals that are supposed to give a boost to fight your way out of starvation but ends up just making the stupid behavior more rewarding.

The scariest mental illness bullshit is the stuff that seems so obviously stupid but preys on fundamental issues in our brain and thought process, like some cult shit.

I go on a cycle of binge eating, then a day of fasting, then eating 800 - 1200 calories a day until I'm back at the weight I was before the last binge. That's healthy, right?

>>9499626
>>9499820
I'm thinking of fasting because I'm having issues like this guy >>9499494

Minus the butt plug. I've experienced my issues eating unprocessed as well as processed food, but I really think it's the nuts (almonds/peanuts) doing me in. Whatever it is, I hope fasting can fix my gut right up.

Yup, although I've done an ok job with maintaining my current weight.

I don't eat at all. I'm having problems with not skipping lunch and just eating about 4 loafs of bread a day. I'm a spoopy skeleton, just not at OP levels.

>>9499482

Not diagnosed but I probably have a binge eating disorder of some sort.

>5'7
>Recently passed the 400lbs mark
>Eat anywhere from 4000-7000 a day
>Most I have eaten in a day was 12,000 calories
>Severe depression
>Balding
>4 inch penis
>Sexually abused as child
>Bullied
>People are mean to me online too
>Probably an alcoholic (on days I eat 7000 calories 2000 of that probably comes from alcohol)
>Only friend is a bird and food
>Eat pizza, bacon cheese burgers, fries and family size bags of chips daily, drink soda probably more than water.
>I don't care anymore.

>>9501805
Living the dream.

Maybe you were a starving African child in your last life and swore that if you could live in America you would gorge yourself and blow up like a balloon.

Hey, you should see how fat you can get before you die. Get yourself on one of those shows for fat people

I dont think i have ever in my waking hours eaten anything without guilt

I dont know how to think of eating without guilt. I feel like I dont have any self control without it, and Ill just descend into the depths

>>9501817

I could never bring myself to do that my self esteem is too low I don't want the whole world laughing at me

I tend to binge eat a lot

>>9501846
Too late

>>9501850

Fuck you and leave me alone

I typically eat under 500 calories a day and 10k or more on saturday.
I guess it's kind of a binge eating disorder maybe.
I know I focus way too much on food but I'm in control of my diet and eat an acceptable number of calories if you average it out so maybe I don't have one.
It's unhealthy as fuck no matter what it is though, I feel awful.

Anorexic, haven’t had a real period in two years. All I do is sleep.

>>9501859
Sorry fatso don't get your jelly rolls in a bunch

>>9501862

Did your dad abandon you? I don't mean that in a sinister way just genuinely curious

>>9499646

amphetamines

>>9499482

The most I have ever eaten in one sitting was 22,000 calories. I weigh about 520lbs, 5'10, probably going to be obese until I die.

>>9501873
Dad is a physically abusive drunk and Mom hides in her room all day. So stereotypical lol. But he’s never been sexually abusive or whatever.

And since this is a cooking board, my absolute dream food to one day have is lasagna. I seriously dream about pasta and cheese at some point every fucking day and night

>>9501913

I'm sorry. That sounds tough. Hope things get better for you. Maybe move out when you manage to get the chance. Easier said than done obviously but that sounds like a very toxic environment.

>>9501920
Thanks anon, I genuinely appreciate your comment. Best wishes to you as well

I have a self control problem

>>9501927

Cheers, much appreciated. I'll need it.

>>9499999

>>9499482
Do not, but I don't eat a ton of calories either. Maybe 1500 to 2000, depends if I drink beer or soda.

I'd eat more but I'm constantly distracting myself by doing other things than eating

my eating disorder is the most ironic thing that could have happened to me.

Ulcerative Colitis, with a heavy focus on my outer rectum.

it's essentially incurable, but treatable. years of taking beer, and spicy food for granted- now I have to watch what I eat, how I prepare it, and in moderation of the bad stuff. (tapatio sauce and some noodles with one beer equal flaming shits)

>>9501960
Have you tried drinking unpasteurized beers?

>>9501961
Are you trying to torture him, anon? Colonizing his gut with brewer's yeast would result in extreme pain from the gas alone. It can be crippling. I've seen it. ;_;

>>9501968
>>9501961

No I have not. Not just beers, most of the time they're ok if I don't eat anything spicy (happen to be hispanic so I'm fucked)

I drink Belgian wheat beer usually just fine, but add greasy/spice I'm shitting blood, asshole burns, and its impossible to ass turds.

>>9501968
I didn't know, I'm sorry :'(

I just know that when I first started drinking unpasteurized drinks I had gas for a day or two but after that everything was fine, even if I drank a lot of it. But I know a couple people who get diarrhea pretty much every time they drink more pasteurized beers.

>>9501982
>>9501977
>>9501968
>>9501961


How do you guys feel about the mass shooting that recently occurred in Las Vegas?

>>9501982
And after that couples day of gas it still didn't come back if I drank more unpasteurized drinks.

22 yo here, former fatass, then anorectic faggot, now since two years I'm into binge eating.
Most week I'm doing 1-2k calories unless I eat anything processed or sweet, then I get loose. I usually have two meals daily with some nuts, chocolate or oil as a snack. On weekends I don't know what to do with myself, turn off some going out invitations, feel lonely, cry and binge a "bit".
I fucking hated it when I was on vacation (still studying and don't have to work, even part time; lmao) and I gorged myself up with liters of ice cream and penaut butter and everything that I could put my hands on. There's no food I couldn't binge on. I also fasted some days so I ended gaining only 13kg/two months (already lost half of it in a month literally not trying, in your face fat faggots).
My record was somewhere around 10-12k calories, I usually stop counting after passing 5k mark. Also had some weird bleeding scalp skin issues now and then; some typical diabetes signs too.
I probably can't remember when was the last time I haven't had to stop myself from overeating. Of it wasn't for low calories dense meals i would probably off myself not being able to feel that sweet heaviness.
Also I'm in a healthy weight range and vegetarian who eats mostly vegan with exception to his sweet tooth.

>>9502004

I believe all meat eaters should be exterminated

>>9501805
>People are mean to me online too
Well, you are on 4chan, after all.

>>9502011

Loser

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G880gxjj9dI

>>9502006
Nah i'm pretty cool with meat eaters and never brag out any vegan propaganda except online shitposting.

>>9502018

Same here although in secret I am really pescatarian but I like to pretend to be vegetarian online for fun

>>9502026
I just eat whatever but I pretend to be a fruitarian on fortunes. Also, I like the onions meme so I pretend to hate them.

>>9501984
Well, Honestly man shitty.

I've visited their before (prior to asshole issues) with grandparents and immediate family, it was a fucking blast. Vegas was always a get away. theirs enough shit for kids to do 10-14 years old.

Like a funner, hotter disney land with no line regulation.

My room mates from LV, good thing nobody in his friends/senpai like country.

>>9502038

I just want to know why the guy did it 2bh. What were his motivations?

>>9502045
allegedly his wife was a long life democrat. dude did not seem like a war veteran. fully automatic weapons are illegal except under a Class 3 (or C, I'm not a gun nut, I have a few friends that are)

Most likely the dude felt embarrassed, they take arms and die as martyrs

http://ideas.time.com/2013/04/23/terrorists-and-mass-shooters-more-similar-than-we-thought/

>>9502074
we are now on pol or what?

>>9501663
Periodic starvation is fine once or twice a year and even helps white blood cell count and some other things.
Binge eating isn't and is probably doing more damage than you would if you did neither.

>>9501741
>I'm having problems with not skipping lunch and just eating about 4 loafs of bread a day.
>I'm a spoopy skeleton

The average loaf of bread has 2,000~ kcals so you're averaging 8,000 kcal per day.
You're either morbidly obese or talking shit.

>>9501805
>Lists problems and things to blame
>Pretends he doesn't care because caring would involve effort and change
You and every other obese person ever created. You don't get to change without suffering because you're not a special snowflake

>>9500915
nah not after a year. a bit longer than that without trying to do some damage reduction and you will get real bad teeth problems. im quite lucky in that regard......and im trying to cut out purging behaviors.

>>9500955
no. there are people that sort of fit into both "categories" though as i have done in the past.

>>9503133
>there are people that sort of fit into both "categories"
You mean anorexics who fail then binge eat, regret it and purge? How is that not failing

>>9499482
Why is her calf normal looking but her thigh non existant?

>>9503180
Perspective. Calf is closer to the camera, that makes it look larger than things further back.

>>9499626
Just tried to have a crap and sprayed shit all over my balls, guess I have an eating disorder too. Any of you cucks have this?

>>9503169
more like, an underweight person that will not eat for 3 days then intend to binge and then throw it all up. or an underweight person that throws everything they eat, no matter how much it was up.
i knew someone that did this during a period of time in hospital and it was never viewed as "failing" in her mind. throwing food up can be addictive. i hope she isnt dead.

what im trying to get across is that a lot behaviours overlap. hence why they have some "subtype diagnosis"

>>9502495
Nah fuck that

I'm just giving the dude my opinion

>>9501805
Honestly this
>>9503001
I was in a similar position five years ago. If you want a better life you have to forgive the people who've done you wrong and take 100% responsibility for your life.

>>9501805
Lol gg no re

>>9501913
If you're too weak to best your dad in single combat then that's just natural selection at work, sorry

>>9499646
hunger stops after 1-3 days, it'll come back eventually

I have a problem with binging. When I go to a restaurant I eat until I end up vomiting. I don't force myself or vomit on purpose, I just always eat enough that it ends up happening. Not extremely fat either.

>used to always be chubby as a kid
>turned into fat in early teenage years where I'd eat 1-2 full bars of chocolate a day and drink at least 1.5 bottle of cola and do nothing besides playing WoW
>find some friends and get into skateboarding, get back to chubby mode
>start counting calories and finally get to a weight and level of fitness that I was satisfied with
>finally feel like a handsome human and happy in my own body
>get diagnosed with literally cancer at age 21
>get stemcell transplant and beat the cancer
>medication fucks with everything else (including weight and my skin) though
>now back to being chubby
>additionally my body has a weird shape due to water not being abled to leave my body normally
>skin is all fucked up

sorry for blogging but I just had to get this out somewhere, I'm glad to be alive and thankful but I feel really depressed when I look in the mirror and can barely recognize myself

>Do any of you have an eating disorder?
if any of you are overweight, the answer is YES.

Fun fact: when broads go full anorexic, their bodies consume their eggs. Leaving them barren and unable to have children.

>>9501663
are you my ex?

>>9501861

im pretty sure the under eating is causing the binges, do you tend to hate your self after a binge?

I'm surprised all you don't consider your picky eating habits to be an eating disorder. For beginners, if you don't like onions or mushrooms you have an eating disorder.

>>9505811
highly unlikely

>>9503872
I’m a girl and can barely walk up the stairs without losing my vision. Lol I don’t think I could ever best him

>>9505891
Just leave, who cares. Steal money, get a job at some motel doing cleaning in exchange for some dirty room and just go from there. You aren't missing anything staying at home

>>9499689
The reason it's more common in women is because there is a very real Media push to be slim and desirable. Just like there is a very real Media push for men to be muscular. Everyone wants to be attractive, and it can lead to addictive behaviours when it feels like you achieved a goal. The only reason more women are reported to have eating disorders is because it has been labelled a woman's disease, and men are ashamed.

>>9502993
Maybe "loaf" was the wrong word. More like four of these. They're really small.

>>9505941
You’re right, I’m a coward but I’m getting the guts. Finding a place where I can work in exchange for shelter is a great idea, thank you. There’s a lot of shitty little businesses with housing above them in my area.

>>9505842
idk anon onions are pretty gross when they're overused and put in almost everything. you guys need to tone it down a little and maybe we'd enjoy them more, it's called moderation.

>>9499482
I think veganism should be classified as an eating disorder.

>>9501805
Maybe you don't care anymore, but if you do even a small amount still, most of what you listed you have the power to change. Just consider that. I was in a similar position to you, even including the history of sexual abuse and alcoholism. Eventually I had enough and my life has improved exponentially. (Still on the chan but...) All I'm saying is, think about it. Give yourself a chance.

>>9501805
>switch to healthy food
>drink water
>stop playing online multiplayer games
>shave your head
>get fit
>lose weight
>your dick will look bigger when you've lost weight
>depression will go away too

>>9506179
And once you gain strength and skills, preferably in a montage situation, you return to defeat your old man

>>9502004
>oil as a snack
Is this legit?

>see this thread
>devise that keeping myself underweight is a bad idea
>resolve to increase my weight at least until I get to the "healthy" BMI range
>eat extra food for one day
>almost start panicking as soon as I see my weight go up
>can't stop feeling bad about lost "progress"
>might end up eating just 900 calories again today

>>9499646
Drink a lot of water or else you will start getting cramps, it's not really that hard, personal best is 8 days but after day 5 it gets so easy that you could keep going for longer

>>9500774
You would think dairy
You would be wrong

>>9507255
Are you me?

>>9507255
Sunk cost fallacy. You just need to accept that your goal isn't realistic because you can't get to 0, you need to rethink how you play this game.

>>9499482
I'm a neet, I do nothing but cooking, wasting time online, playing videogames and eating
Learning to cook helped me keep my place clean since I don't have pizza boxes and McDonald's bags lying around and I need the kitchen clean to cook
However funny enough I'm eating more calories now than I ever did by only eating take out
Sometimes I spend all day just preparing dinner and then I eat my dinner in just a couple minutes
I'm not sure if that's a disorder, sometimes I experience panick if I can't afford to cook learned how to get as much use out of my ingredients and how to work with cheap beef/pork
I eat something every two hours, that's the only reason I get out of bed.

I'm a former fatass who abused EC stack and went from 300 lbs to 160 at 6'

I still run ec cycles and occasionally adderall and amphetamines, but they're expensive

I highly recommend EC stack for weight loss btw, it can apparently cause heart problems but at 150 mg's a day for over a year I've yet to experience a thing. Perhaps this is what separates the weak from the strong. No loose skin either.

I am a little worried that every time I cycle off (usually 3-4 weeks on, 1 off) I gain like 20 lbs. Oh well.

Any other crankers on /ck/?

>>9507312
But his goal is being underweight.

>>9499646
vidya

>>9499482
I don't have an eating disorder but I do have a stomach condition where a side effect of it is that I literally NEVER feel hungry...

>Hiatus hernia. My stomach is coming up through a hole in my esophagus and where it's protruding it's squeezing my stomach so I have the sensation of feeling full almost all the time.

Because I smoke weed (not medicinally, I live in England) and get the munchies I am able to eat once a day, but not until I've been awake for several hours, and if I don't smoke then I can go anything up to 5 days without eating because I literally cannot force myself to eat without feeling sick.

It's horrible to be honest.
Can't get an operation unless it's life threatening either so I've just gotta put up with it.
It's a shame because I'd fucking love to eat more than once a day and I'd love to eat whenever I don't smoke weed.

>>9507400
>Because I smoke weed (not medicinally, I live in England)
I knew the snoopers charter would pay off, I've got you now criminal scum

>>9501818
>>9501818
I know this feel so well. I feel guilty for eating food. I fear if I don't have guilt then I won't have self control and spiral down into landwhale status. I calorie count and restrict every chance I get. I'm 5"4 at 112 pounds generally but often in spurts I feel fat and restrict more.

>>9499646
Video games, work and coffee/tea.

>>9503238
You don't have a eating disorder, you have a shitting disorder.

Listen here, noob, you have to say oooo with your butthole, saying aaaa is easier, but will result in spray.

ooooOOOO

>>9507205
Sip of olive oil here and there, who doesn't do this?

>>9507400
that's horrible, and they won't even operate to tug the stomach a little and pop it back into place?? wtf

>>9499482
Why she put apple earpod on her nose? I bet she’s mentally ill...

>>9499482
Why don't they show us her tits?

>>9500915
oh stop. I was bulimic almost a decade and I only just started to get pre-cavity stuff going on towards the end of that time. teeth stuff is at least partially genetic.

Not an eating disorder perse, but I have end stage cancer ( leiomyosarcoma) and have consistently lost weight no matter what calorie laden mess I shove down my pie hole. It's both extremely scary and a little bit 'neat' that I can eat all the takeaway and sweet tooth junk I want and not put on a pound. I've gone from 73 to 66 kilos in the past few months. No one has mentioned cachexia to me yet, but I'm fairly certain that's what I'm dealing with.

Oh and I've been told all the 'bro why u eat junk, u need eat clean and u be cured' shit, but there's no fixing this shitheap of a body so I'm going to enjoy my food while I still can.

Probably none of you remember me; I'm from 2009-2011. Thankful to be recovered now. Eating disorders are stupid, they're a terrible way to lose weight and absolutely idiotic if your goal is to look good.

>>9508457
15% isn't great odds, I don't blame you. Enjoy those pain pills and eat some cheesecake.

I am an anorexic male. I am 6'0 and 123lbs but I was 103lbs about a year ago, although I haven't gained weight in at least 6 months, and my health is getting worse again

I cannot ejaculate more than about 1/2 teaspoon, and my heart rate is about 60bpm. Last year, I couldn't cum at all and my heart was 50bpm, but 6 months ago I could ejaculate 2 tbsp and my heart rate was 70bpm and I was the happiest I have been in years. I even ate my own semen because there was so much, I know that sounds creepy but I remember the date, 23rd December 2016 that I felt strong enough to eat my own cum despite the potentially high calories, despite the risks of gaining weight.

Honestly I want to wither away and die in a hole. The biggest joke is that when, years ago, I started losing weight, it was because I had a skinny girl I liked at school and wanted to go with her to a Halloween party, as a pair of chopsticks. I was too fat to be a chopstick at first. But as I lost weight I loved it and now I fear any kind of fat taking weekly measurements of every part of myself.

>>9508457
Sorry to hear that bro, hope you find some comfort while you still can. Here's a comfy pic I took last summer

>>9508507

Go to the doctors anon, you've developed an addiction. Hope you can get the support you need to cum like a fire hose.

Anorexia. I love food but mostly visit /ck/ for seeing food porn. My bmi is 16.2 and I lost my period.

>>9501913
>And since this is a cooking board, my absolute dream food to one day have is lasagna. I seriously dream about pasta and cheese at some point every fucking day and night
This is me. I love pasta and basically never have it. I think about it all the time. I'm afraid of having carbs.

>>9499482
H3H3 started to get risque after the adpocalypse.

>>9508457
Good luck, i look forward to shitposting about food with you in the afterlife.

>>9509424
>I love pasta and basically never have it. I think about it all the time.
Day 12 of my fast and I'm having dreams of bleu cheese pasta, why would you do this to yourself?

>>9509424
>bleu
Retard.

>>9507333
What kind of sources do you use for your ephedrine. Where I'm living it's a bit difficult.

>>9510994
I don't know. I have a fear of carbs I guess. Lots of calories and not the right kind for being tiny. I try to eat higher fat, medium protein, and lower carb.

So I end up at an Italian restaurant and order some meat dish that generally sucks compared to the pasta.

>>9502004
>eats mostly vegan with exception to his sweet tooth
All of the w
all of text and this was what I found baffling...

WTF?

Well, the place I post most often is >>>/fa/thinspo so...

>feel really great over the summer
>Eating well, 135 lb 5'8"
>Ace all my summer classes
>Fall term starts
>Seasonal depression comes early this year
>Without even noticing or trying I drop to 120lb

Whats the disorder title for
>over eating
>eating when bored
>eating when depressed
>eating when not hungry
>eating a lot when drunk
>never exercising
>rarely eating good foods
>drinking a lot of calories

>>9511057
fat cunt

>>9511061
Got up to 240lbs, met up with an old friend, they comment I'm getting a little bigger. Get super depressed, stop drinking, only eating about 1100-1500 calories a day.

Got back down to under 200lbs in about 4 months. Then work started stressing me, so it went back to drinking 15 beers on a saturday, and eating a whole pizza and breadsticks, and cereal, and other shit pretty much every friday. I'm back up to 230lbs.

>>9511074
Why don't you get some control over yourself? Who the fuck needs to drink 15 beers in one day? And you can't just have one cheat meal you have to have it an entire weekend?

>>9506010
And on that same topic
>anorexic woman: omg poor girl she needs help, ana search terms link to help pages etc
>dude on steroids: ugh who thinks that's attractive, you look ugly and fake, you must have a small penis etc

>>9511091
Thats 15 beers in an evening. Its not like I wake up and start drinking. It also isn't a cheat meal, its just me not having self control.

>Why don't you get some control over yourself?
Oh, you think thats the problem? I'll just flip the switch then :^)

>>9511114
go to AA or something.

>>9499626
>complete starvation in order to lose weight

You're definitely not gonna make it, hungry fat man

>>9506010
>there is a very real Media push to be slim and desirable
No there is not, the media is constantly bombarding women telling them it's okay to be obese not to mention college and shaming men for not finding them attractive, you know why slim is desirable? Because that's what men are biologically programmed to like, quit finding excuses for being fat, feminist men go to the gym so can you

>>9511141
>the media is constantly bombarding women telling them it's okay to be obese not to mention college and shaming men for not finding them attractive


Man, this is making my life as a chubby chaser fucking suck. all these 300lb blue haired women suddenly have arrogance of stacy. and Shame me for finding their front ass hot.

>>9511125
AA has something like a 3% success rate. That is lower than not going to AA at all. I've limited my drinking to the weekends, but thats still 3000+ calories of alcohol, and I have to eat a lot during and the day after to not feeling like absolute shit.

>>9511156
Why don't you have like three beers on the weekend rather than fifteen?

>>9511161
Because 3 beers doesn't get anyone drunk?

>>9511161
230 isn't that fat for a normal height human so he must be a manlet and need it to get drunk

>>9511164
Three beers is enough to give a non alcohol a bit of a buzz, which is all people in control want.

>>9511166
That was my assumption also. When will manlets learn?

>>9511166
>>9511181
6'0" ya dinguses. 230 is enough to be kinda soft all over, and people readily identify you as kinda fat.

>>9501805
Once you lose all that fat you'll gain another 3 inches you stupid fuck

>>9511183
230 is extremely fat for 6'. It's not overweight, it's literally obese you retard.

>>9511183
And how much of that is muscle?, I'm willing to bet zero and you're obese

>>9499646
>>9499626
>>9499587
i want to stop eating but im afraid of dying?

>>9511272
You won't die the 30 day thing is a myth, just drink lots of water until you experience true hunger then you're done, the worse you get is a craving for cheesey pasta

>>9511166
> 230 isn't that fat for a normal height human
>>9511196
>>9511202
> 230 is morbidly obese

Alright skeletor, make up your mind.

>>9511377
It really depends on your fitness level. How much do you bench kid?

>>9511377
You are quoting different people. I'm the one saying you are obese, provided you aren't an athlete - which considering you drink fifteen beers on a friday and have a diet of pizza and bread, is unlikely.

>>9511377
>230 isn't that fat assuming they go to the gym
There, foolishly I assumed most men did now, I forgot about beta cucks

>>9511406
160lbs at 6'00" is auschwitz mode.

>>9511429
>Americans

>>9511429
Wow spotted the american!

>>9511429
No, fatty

>>9511272
Don't be.
I mean, it'll almost definitely kill you at some point, but you shouldn't be AFRAID of it.

>>9507496
Are you a grill

>>9501902
Which will be in 2 months

>>9501920
>toxic
Overused word

>>9501805
That fuckin' sucks dude. People have come back from worse though, so if you find yourself with a little bit of will to change one day, a great first step might be just reaching out to anyone else for help. People aren't wired to go through shit alone, and I think you'd be surprised at the difference it would make in your willpower and results.

If you have a supportive family, I'd encourage you to reach out to them first and tell them you're really fucked up in your head and need help. If you can't rely on your family, I'd scrape together some money and go see a therapist. If you can't afford regular appointments, then at least go once. They may know of means to make it more affordable and if not, just good steps you can take outside of therapy.

Oh and get off 4chan. If this place constitutes a major part of your exposure to other people and the world at large, it will fuck up your entire worldview.

>>9511492
>If this place constitutes a major part of your exposure to other people and the world at large, it will fuck up your entire worldview.
Not that anon, but what if it's my only exposure?

>>9511502
Well I guess the question is, how's that working out for you? Because 4chan encourages neurotic behaviors and extremist views that make it harder to have a real social life. So if you're generally happy with your life, then you don't need to change anything, but if you're unhappy, then I don't think you can really fix that without unplugging from here and unlearning some of the insane shit you pick up here.

>>9501805
Well if shit gets out of hand, make sure you have a home for the birdo lined up.

About 1 out of 20 parrots that come to my rescue are from owners the ended themselves.

>>9511502
If /pol/ or /r9k/ are on that list then you definitely need to stop

>>9511534
Honestly, since 2016, pretty much all of 4chan is /pol/- and /r9k/-tier. I mean look at the replies the 400lb guy got.

>>9511522
I don't really think about it much.

>>9511534
I browse /o/, /ck/, and /int/ mostly. /r9k/ barely has any robots anymore, it's a normie fest. I'm a 31 year old wizard, /ck/ has more wizards than /r9k/ now. I'm also not a bitter-bot. I don't blame women for me failing with them or any of that shit so /r9k/ feels less and less like home.

>>9511541
Fair enough, I'm just advising against going to cancer ground-zero

>>9509424
How do I prepare for cooking something yummy that is calorific?

I dunno if you can consider it a disorder but I always clean my plate even if it means stomach pains for the next couple of hours. My portion size exacerbates this. Probably from growing up poor and only eating like one large meal a day and getting fussed at for wasting any food so I'm kind of neurotic about food waste.

>>9501960
I got diverticuliosis myself. As long as I take my fiber supplements/eat a big bowl of bran or prunes every other day or so I have no issues but I've found that leafy greens can trigger an diverticulitis attack. Pretty painful and I have to be on antibiotics for a couple of weeks. If I don't get treatments or it gets really bad my colon can rupture and send me into septic shock. But like I said, as long as I keep things moving with fiber and don't eat a lot of things that can get trapped like greens or hard nuts, it's not an issue.

>>9509424
I feel you girl, bulimic here.

I've ravaged my insides with my non stop throwing up, and I can't stand the thought of having food inside of me anymore.
BMI is 17 though, so not nearly as bad as you.

Wish you a lots of strenght

>>9511533
>About 1 out of 20 parrots that come to my rescue
What the fuck are you doing to yourself that you apparently have tons of parrots rescuing you?

i guess everybody has some form ed imo its so easy to overeat

I had a problem with adderall when i was prescribed it as a teen. I went from 150 to 90/95 pounds, they ended up taking me off and i continued to have an eating disorder. i eventually ended up recovering and stayed at about 130 pounds up until recently (7 years later) and now i am afraid of food again, past two weeks of restricting i've gotten down to almost 115.

the only difference now though is that last time i actually made the effort to choose not to eat, but now i just can't bring myself to eat after a small breakfast. my hands will not grab the food.

>>9507496
my brother. I think rarely I have felt like I deserved to eat, and that was truly something else. Maybe try eating whatever you want today, and see how you feel. And do it once a week.

>>9505811
Are you my ex?

>>9499482
Working on getting bulimia, currently binge/purge about once a week.

i only eat one meal a day. I developed IBS constipation after a back injury and i weigh 120 pounds... used to be at 180.

It really fucking sucks and i come on here and look at foods i cant eat because it is soothing for some reason.

in before your life sucks kys... i have already tried and i am again working on that.

>>9511612

what are symptoms of this diverticuliosis

i have to drink 2 glasses of water, a cup of tea, and take kratom to take a shit every morning.

i really want to fucking die.

>>9512365
yea doesn't sound like you should kys, maybe just work on managing the IBS constipation somehow

>>9503001

Who's the semen demon in this pic and why the hell is she holding this things

>>9501582
I understand your problem with chronic nausea. I thought I had it under control because they said it was gastritis and they prescribed me a proton pump inhibitor, but recently I've just been nauseous again and not very hungry. Stomach feels swollen. I don't want to keep taking medicine.

And now I can't even have alcohol because it hurts my stomach after just one drink. It's just a pretty miserable feeling a lot of the time.

>>9512402
Lauren Southern, everyone's favorite alt-right BBC addicted Jew whore.

>>9512365
Yeah don't kys but just try to get your IBS in check. Go to a GI and see what you can do about it. I heard peppermint tea may be good for that, try eating differently. I understand your pain, though.

No matter how much I eat, I cannot gain weight except through excercsing. I can't afford more food.

i was barely eating, but i think i had cholera our something.

>>9512377
If you're having an actual itis attack, pain in your lower left abdomen and a fever. You'd barely be able to walk. If it's not acting up everything is normal so I doubt you have it. Sounds like you could do with a colonoscopy anyway though.

>>9499482
as a child i never ate alot since i was picky and i still am

>>9501818
nice silkies!

So are anorexics addicted to not eating or something? I mean don’t they have the common sense to understand the concept of a healthy weight that isn’t underweight or overweight?

>>9511487

Why?

>>9514313
Anorexics are people who have high disgust sensitivity and are neurotic about getting rid of as much of the offending fat on their bodies as possible. To them the fatness is like a disease or parasite that must be purged

I was anorexic in high school (5'8, 96lb) until my mom forced me into therapy/recovery my senior year. Since I'm a guy I got away with a lot for a long time.

I wasn't restricting as hard as a typical anorexic because of my advantages of being tall, teenage and male; like 1200-1500 calories, depending on what I had to eat and what I could hide/get out of.

>>9514349
Lol you weren’t anorexic. Anorexics eat a maximum of about 600-700 calories a day.

>>9514349
>being tall
>5'8

Anorexia.

>>9499482
Bulimia for 10 years or so. It's calmed down since I fixed my diet and started going to the gym.

>>9514313
That's not how it starts, but that's how it ends up. I get a buzz from feeling "empty". I've heard this referred to as a "ketone high" on /fit/ which was interesting, I never knew what it was.

When I skip a meal:
Get to keep my buzz
Feel better empty
Tummy looks flatter empty
Feel good about not eating the calories

When I eat a meal:
Lose my "ketone" high
Feel full in a bad way
Tummy doesn't look as good
Guilty about eating the calories

Last night I went to dinner with some people and ate a bunch. It tasted good but today I feel really guilty about it and I felt like shit after. I had dessert and my body is really not used to all that sugar which made things worse.

>>9514370
Depends on the person. You can eat more and be anorexic. Or you might eat 700 one day and then 1400 the other. When your TDEE is like 1200-1400, when you eat 700 every day you lose weight really fast and end up in treatment. /thinspo4lyfe/ you manage it a bit better so you can sustain being a lower weight for a very long time.

>>9512432
antifa pls leave

>>9499482
I had a stint of intense panic attacks these past few months and I ended up dropping a ton of weight from not eating.

>>9511784

>>9499482
I'm just fat. I dunno.

>>9499646
Just drink alot of water with or without ice when you are hungry. If you are going for long periods drink a bit of salt so you don't cramp up.

Thoughts on Joey?

>>9500327
>dude weed
some of us have jobs where we could be drug tested. I havent been able to "safely" smoke weed in 13 years. either been in the military or had jobs where they test my fucking hair folicles. What kind of job do you have where you think smoking weed for a replacement for booze is a sound idea?

Yes I'm a big fat dynamo!

>>9517369
kek

>>9511430
>>9511431
>>9511432
>these faggots dont lift

>>9517337
Not for long. I hear Ralphie May just died, Joey seems like he might be a bit older than Ralphie was. Joey looks to be 102 in fat people years.

>>9515126
Whenever I'm fasting I experience the "ketone high" you've just described.

I'm not anorexic or bulimic, but I have extreme eating habits in which I see-saw between 19 and 25 BMI very quickly and constantly:
>eat nothing everyday, get thin
>be proud of my body, reward myself with a tasty one day
>slippery slope
>start eating everything, get fat
>be disgusted with myself, eat nothing one day, experience ketone high
>slippery slope
>rinse and repeat

I'm a fantastic home cook and find true pleasure in cooking and eating, but I also love fasting and the control it gives me over my body when everything else in my life is falling to shit

I eat only once a day in order to lose weight.

drink plenty of water tho

is that eating disordery?

>>9499482
>be 120 pounds
>lift while eating more
>cannot gain muscle fast enough
>train like a competitive eater to be able to stuff more food in me
>Drink LOTS of water after stuffing myself to expand stomach lining
>After doing this for months I can eat HUGE amounts of food
>bring casserole tupperware full of brown rice/chicken/fish/petabread/hummas/veggies at work each day
>eat ALL of it + qt of whole milk and 4 scoops of protien powder
>Get strong as FUCK in the gym
>start dirty bulking
>buy two pizzas and a qt of milk sometimes after gym eat junk-food all the time (box of FAMILY sized tendies)
>eat all in one meal easilly
>realize that after doing this for a few months I am getting fat and cloudy
>fuching go from 120-207 in 1 in a half years
>try to cut......
>always hungry due to stomach lining being stretched from competitive eating training
>lose shit ton of muscle after cut fucken Typhus mode

I did this a few years back and have found a way of eating that works tho. I just eat one huge meal a day and stay paleo with no sugar. Made all muscle gains back w/o fat coming back. Don't ever dirty bulk.

I have a insanely high metabolism that causes me to have stomach problems if I eat too much or too little but I have to eat a lot or I lose weight really fast

>>9519248
Fatass

>>9499999
nyce

>love food
>love being thin
it's a difficult life. I'm always struggling and feeling guilty.

>>9520425
You look fine desu. As long as you maintain that weight you’ll be good.

>>9520425
Fuck off you worthless roastie

>>9520619
>>9520625
>1503972723188.jpg
>you

>>9520619
>>9520625
That's not me you retards

>>9520425
i know the struggle

>>9520639
>Sushi AND noodles
It's like she wants to get fat

>>9520646
Yeah I don't really get into sweets much, but I miss sushi and noodles. Sushi is such a let down because it doesn't fill me up at all.

>>9520639
She is creepy and unnatural-looking. Is she a robot?

>>9499482
I've always struggled with my weight my entire life. I don't think I have a disorder per say, but I eventually noticed that I often turn to food for an emotional boost. I've been working on sorting myself out and fixing that.

>>9520962
kinashen on insta. It's her makeup, contacts, and a healthy dose of post processing in her "candids" to make her more doll-like I imagine. She's very pretty though.

Not sure if it counts as an eating disorder but I have trouble swallowing most kinds of food. Choking as a kid triggered it and its just never gone away, I think about choking pretty much whenever I'm eating. The doc says it's probably caused by anxiety so there isn't much they can do.

It fucking sucks getting a big tasty burger or something like steak, biting into it, then realising I'm either not going to finish it or I'm going to spend so much time eating it that half of it will be cold by the time I get to it. Even stuff like a sandwich can take well over 10 mind to get through.

I ate an entire box of cereal and like half a loaf of bread the other day. Felt bad but also impressed with myself afterwards

>>9520962
No she is too much makeup and photoshop blur

>>9499482
does binge eating disorder count?

>>9499587
teach me

>>9500327
>smoke pot instead
gives me anxiety attacks, doesn't relax me and make me happy like alcohol does

>>9508086
what are the teeth made of?

>>9523351
it's a fake plastic skeleton for halloween the ham is just covering it, it's not a meat sculpture

>>9523351
teeth

>>9522941
>teach me
Just stop eating, buy sparkling water
15 days

>>9522942
Then suffer without the booze

>>9499482
No, but whenever I see pics like that I think of Kafka's Hunger Artist. You must have a pathological hatred for life itself to voluntarily stop eating. I honestly don't buy into shit like >>9506010 and think it's just plain old bitter spite.

>>9518758
What you described is exactly bulimia and anorexia. Please be careful about that, don't let weight rule your emotions

>>9524761
>bulimia

I don't throw up though. When I'm in my "eat everything" mode, I ingest about 1700 cal/day. My BMR is 1100cal (I'm under 5'0''). It's hard to maintain that when you're both good at cooking and enjoy eating. A proper, well-cooked meal averages between 400 and 600 cal. When I'm trying to maintain my weight and not see-saw is when I'm the most miserable because I'll be eating, but not with the foods I enjoy. I figure if I can stay in the medically acceptable weight range for my height no one I know can really call me out on my fucked eating habits

i guess
>wake up either starving or feeling like i'm going to throw up
>sometimes can't eat more than a few bites
>sometimes eat 3000 calories in one sitting
>sometimes forget to eat all day
>sometimes can't think about anything other than eating
it's entirely mental, i'm a crazy NEET

not fat though

I lost 50 lbs from calorie restriction and now I think I have hypoglycemia

>>9525111
I'm the same way but thats cause I drink to much.

>>9525313
i don't drink or do any drugs, but i drink tons of water because i get dehydrated easily

>>9499626
Congratulations on falling for a literal /pol/ meme. Even if you lose the weight you're going to relapse and balloon up bigger than you were before.

>>9526202
How do you know?

>>9525446
>>9525111
Sounds like me when I was in my late teens.

Get some bloodwork done m8. I had type one diabetes and was going into kidney failure. Worth getting it looked at assuming you live in a first-world country.

>>9526259
I probably do have diabetes. Basically grew up on junk food until i moved out and got semi healthy

hope it kills me

Good thread. Motivated me to starve again! Yeah!

Also it's October now, good weather, dark, gloomy, currently raining, and looks like it will be raining for a while. Ah, perfect time to get into self-destructive, but very fashionable, cinematographic, and ultimately positive behaviour woo!

I have a very physical job with a lot of lifting, I'm pretty thin (5'10" 135 lbs) but my arms are very toned and big compared to the rest of my body. Can I lose the muscle by starving myself or cutting out protein or do I have to wait for a new job?

>>9526366
>>9526259
actually i had bloodwork done when i tried to join the military, wouldn't they have caught that?

I have weird body image issues, I went from obese to underweight to muscular back to underweight in the past 5 years and never been happy with my body.

I look lot better than when I started sure, but I'm just not feeling the confidence I should.

>>9526417
Oh boy, cant wait to buy some cigarettes.

>>9526458
>>9526458
You know, I also have unquenchable thirst for about 2 years now, and I also suspected I have diabetes, as have people I told this about, and I did bloodwork, and I'm fine.

>>9526467
it's probably some new problem from living in a modern environment

>>9526488
I remember there was a time when I already felt this thirst sort of appearing, and also about that time I decided I will drink at least 4 liters of water a day, and I did

At one point I drank liters and liters of soda and other sweet water basically everyday and gained a shitton of weight within very small time frame. I've since stopped doing that, moved onto sparkling water, also liters upon liters, I bought 2 cases of 1.5 liter bottles a day, but also moved onto simple water, but still drink ungodly amounts of water.

>>9526546
same

I lost a shit ton of weight when i stopped drinking soda. I've never tracked how much water i drink in a day, but i have a 1 1/2 liter water bottle and i fill it up at least 2 times a day, and i'm constantly thirsty.

only thing that helps is chewing gum, but that fucks with my appetite

>>9526232
Because that's what happens 99% of the time

>>9526619
not true. there are people who are really really skinny but werent always skinny
how do you think they got there? but LE EPIC HEALTHY 500 CALORIE deficit?

ofcourse not you dumb cunt. but you dont understand the poetry of this, the poetry of life, coolness and so on. it's ok. it;s not for everyone, and I''m not talking about starving

>>9526640
>but you dont understand the poetry of this, the poetry of life, coolness and so on. it's ok. it;s not for everyone, and I''m not talking about starving
Anon I think your starvation habits have made you incoherent.

>>9526683
no you just have 0 reading comprehension lmao brainlet

>>9526687
I wish you luck on your weight loss. Treat yourself to something nice when you reach your goal.

>>9526697
pooo poooo peeee peee
all i can say to you my man haha~

>>9499482
yes i'm bulimic asf and i need to stop purging and fast honestly but here i am eating and throwing up like a whole failure lmao

>>9520639
>tomie cosplaying

>>9499494
>>9501697
you need more exercise. Less fit people cant control their farts as well as fit people.

>>9499482
Chew spitting, orthorexia and general body image issues.

Shit sucks yo.

>>9501805
How do you support yourself, if that's okay to ask? I mean, that's a lot of food every day and food cost money...

>>9499482
I'm a stress eater. Literally nothing calms me down more than eating. I could have my whole family murdered in front of me, and if you give me a slice or two of lasagna, I wouldn't care after eating.

The only thing I really have going for me is my looks and so I fear spending even a moment not feeling like I’m looking ‘my best’. I feel guilty eating more than one meal a day, maybe two or three days a week I’ll have two meals, and I have recently joined a gym where I do nothing but intense cardio followed by long sauna sessions because I like knowing I walk out of the room weighing less than when I entered. It can be argued I’ve fallen into a somewhat ‘healthy’ way of obsessing over my weight with working out but the mental processes behind it are so obviously unhealthy and neurotic that I’m worried it will deteriorate. A lot of the rationalising I’ve seen in this thread hits too close to home.
Just want to be gaunt.

I turned 21 y.o fifty seven minutes ago so no eating until bday dinner with my mum tonight. The feeling of having successfully withheld from eating is one of the only things I have to look forward to these days.

>>9525094
Bulimia isn't just throwing up. It is also when you binge and restrict a lot afterwards. I'm not trying to bring you down or anything, if anything I'm just a worried anon. But you do you I guess.

>>9528947
It's interesting how they keep broadening the definition in the DSM. You only have to do it once a week now. You don't have to purge (now that's just "severe" bulimia), you can just fast or exercise. I wonder if intermittent fasting is considered bulimia.

>>9528495
too long; didn't care, happy birthday anon!

I used to have a crazy high metabolism when I worked out and drank coffee. If I didn't eat much I would easily lose a few pounds.

Now I don't work out and take amphetamine so it events out I guess.

>>9511057
I was in a similar situation as you. Then I got my wisdom teeth removed and stopped eating almost entirely. I hate this liquid-only diet. Doesn't help that the medications need to be taken with food so I've just been feeling nauseous but not hungry.

I determined I'm a stress eater and was eating a lot during the school semester. I'd eat just to eat because of that dopamine release. You need to get control over yourself. Limit your daily intake slowly. Find recipes that are filling and healthy. Imagine yourself running into that same friend and what their reaction would be to see where you are today.

>>9520425
Same. Pretty sure I have some sort of body dysphoria due to how much I was able to eat in high school while still staying very thin. Granted I was in sports so compared to my fairly sedentary lifestyle now, my TDEE has dropped greatly. My main goal in working out again is so I can eat what I want (in moderation) with no regrats.

>>9514370
What a fucking retard. So if somebody has a BMI of 13, is continuously losing weight, obsesses over food, but restricts at 1000 calories a day, they're magically not anorexic anymore despite what any medical doctor would say?

>>9528999
Well I think that is because it is not only symptoms but a state of mind as well. If you want to cancel everything you overate -because you've starved yourself- by guilt by exercising more / starving yourself more / throwing up, it is in fact anorexia bulimia.

But intermittent fasting is another thing to me, because it's part of your diet and you're not really starving yourself if you eat what your body needs ?

>>9530351
BMI is flawed in the first place, it's for populations not individuals. Anyone who takes BMI seriously is a retard who blindly agrees with what their told without thinking for themselves
That's you by the way

>>9530404
He was talking about the flaws of using a specific calorie cut-off to diagnose anorexia, not BMI, learn to read.

>>9530419
I'm not who he was talking to, I'm telling him using BMI for individuals makes him an idiot

>>9530404
It's fine for the average person.

>>9528947
>thought you were full of shit
>looked it up
>realized my behavior and mentality perfectly matches non-purging bulimia
fug

>>9528947
Bulimia involves purging. Calorie restriction isn’t purging.

If you’re a man and you have bulimia or anorexia you’re gay.

I have an intestinal problem but I don't know what it is. Over a month ago I had a bout of diarrhea and every day since I've had problems with pooping. It fluctuates between pooping a little bit every time I go to the toilet or feeling like I have to poop, but only a bunch of mucus comes out. I can't fart anymore out of fear of sharting/ass mucus and the amount of toilet paper I'm going through every day is ridiculous.

I met with a gastrointestinal doctor but they told me to wait another month before going back, since it could have been an intestinal infection. A blood test for celiac disease came back negative so I have to deal with the shitting and abdominal pain for a few more weeks. I'm really frustrated I have to wait because my older sibling and mother have had intestinal polyps and ulcerative colitis.

>>9530404
>Anyone who thinks a BMI of 13 is a BLIND SHEEP, unlike ME, MASTER OF LOGIC

I suggest you actually go look up what a BMI of 13 equates to before sperging out over how inaccurate you consider BMI categories to be you fucking spastic.

>>9530404
>Anyone who thinks a BMI of 13 is anorexic a BLIND SHEEP, unlike ME, MASTER OF LOGIC

I suggest you actually go look up what a BMI of 13 equates to before sperging out over how inaccurate you consider BMI categories to be you fucking spastic.

Yeah... Eatin' dis order of large fries hahah

>31
>drink heavily for years
>drink so much i get the symptoms of gout a couple years ago
>finally quit the sauce early this year
>8 months sober
>wake up constantly dehydrated, with muscle soreness and joint aches

did gout fuck me up

Would you?

>>9530815
It is about cancelling out of guilt the loss of control you got by binging by purging / exercising way more / starving yourself.

>>9531032
You can have a high BMI due to muscle and be healthy, or have little muscle a low bmi and be healthy, stop acting dumb

>>9531231
That just sounds like you're developing the beetus.

>>9530110
>taking amphetamines
RIP

>>9532247
Nope.

>>9532894

I'm (((ADHD)))

>>9501805
stop hurting yourself as a substitute for hurting other people anon

>>9501805
>>9533725
what you need is power to fuck the world and you can do that even if you're 400lbs. find a way to do this and you'll be comfortable in your skin, not afraid anymore, and won't give a fuck about being 400lbs. pls find a way

I regurgitate my food