/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Well guys. Those tall boys I broke down and bought turned into a few tall boys and a bottle of wine. Missed my 2nd job interview this week.

Really really thinking about killing myself. Life is bullshit. Alcohol should be illegal. Don't drink. Ever.

I'm really fucking dreading thanksgiving.

I think I'm just going to skip it and get drunk at home, I can't even drink If I go to my parents house...Because I have to drive back home. It's a fucking waste of a holiday that I could be spending getting shitfaced and doing dabs

something something alcohol something something cancer

>>9731315
I'm probably going to skip it because I feel like such an embarassment to my family even though they love me.

>>9731331
>I feel like such an embarassment to my family even though they love me.
extremely relatable

didnt turn up to work today because spewing bile all morning after non stop weekend binge and not eating.. managed a walk to get some fresh air, 7pm and only on my 4th beer, made a nice healthy veg stir fry for dinner.. just really hoping to stave off the withdrawals so i can at least sort some shit out 2mo ... shaky feels bros

>store out of all small heavy liquor bottles
Great how will I hide my drinking from my parents now

>>9731427
I'm sure you'll figure out something. Just fill up random containers with booze. I.e. vodka in a water bottle (or mixed with anything). Get a plastic bottle of coke, get rid of half of it, fill it up with your booze of choice.

>>9731427
>buy handle of vodka
>put in empty water bottles
>throw away handle before you get home
>walk to your bedroom
>??????
>profit

I'm entering into a boozier realm where I start to drink as much wine (mostly) as I can to relieve me from anxiety and emptiness. Started to drink at work since there is no one to monitor me. I only feel link drinking wine and shitposting after work if my best isn't around, and even if she is I feel the need for some booze to be able to express myself and not be an awkward wreck. It keep me from thinking and crying when everything seems so fucking grim and tasteless as of now.

Pills keep me away from gout crisis, but as soon as I'll have to go to see the doctor again I want to ask for something less harmful than alcohol to handle that. I given up and accept being a frail little shit, but I fear I won't have the balls to talk to the doctor about my anxiety and lack of well-being and keeping relying on alcohol, putting my already fucked up livers at risk. Reading stories on here to keep my at safe distant from being too dependent on alcohol. I don't romanticize that shit, it's just a tool for me.

Red wine is my beverage of choice. It warms and relax me, it's cheap and potent enough for a bottle to last a night and half a day.

Sorry if it feels blogposty.

>>9731493
>it's cheap and potent enough for a bottle to last a night and half a day.

You are not an alcoholic by any stretch of the imagination, You probably are just a boring woman who enjoys the attention of going to AA meetings or pretending you have alcohol problems and are edgy.

No alcoholic on earth only drinks a bottle of wine every 2 days and has a drinking problem.

>no silhouette
>one fuckin job
Will newfags please refrain from starting threads?

>>9731296
>tfw moderate drinking succesfully
>still get nothing done
it's all so tiresome

>>9731505
Some people weigh 90 pounds and cry themselves to sleep on 2 beers. Some people can't live without those 2 beers. They might not have seizures, but watch them suffer when you take those 2 beers away.

>>9731315
>going to spend wednesday, thanksgiving, and the day after with friends getting drunk and high and playing video games

looking forward to it

>>9731505
people handle amounts of alcohol differently my dude

not just built up tolerance but physical size too

These AA meetings are filled with youngsters who think they are drunks because they drink a beer after dinner although its not the weekend yet. Kids. Thats what these are filld with.

Bitch cunts it takes years and years to get dependent on alcohol. Twenty five years of drinking and youve earned the title alcoholic. Keep posting le beer so hangover lol fuck family dinners crap over and over and over like a bunch of absolute shit stains. Or quit with this bullshit and do something real. These threads are the worst

can you fagots just put "al/ck/" in the OP and not just the title? this thread slipped past my filter.
thanks.

>>9731601
I'll show you who the drunk is!

*chugs*

>tfw starting a water fast today
>know I'll want a reward beer when I go back to eating, even though it's a terrible idea

I'm nearly 25 and have drank just about every night since I turned 21. Thank god I'm not withdrawing, but the psychological aspect will fuck me up I'm sure.

>>9731505
That will be up to 6 bottles until friday, and my goals don't include being shitfaced and pissing myself into my sleep. I could handle the whole bottle for this night and still stand without troubles, but what would be the point?

>moved to new state
>weed is illegal
>tfw no weed dealer
>have only been able to quit drinking by smoking

Welp, i guess I'm back in the gang lads. Only a matter of time before beer doesn't cut it and I'm back on the vodka

sorry for the bad op
i dont think i should have ate lunch because it all just came back up anyway
shitting and vomitting it up

>>9731296
>Getting things done and sobering up edition
I wish.

thought i was doing well to kick the daily vodka habit by moving down again on to strong beers and cider, but a) the stack of bottles are a gigantic pain in the fucking ass to dispose of and b) extra sugar, carbs and hops are making me fat as fuck. dammit. also reading loads of people saying they piss themselves in their sleep, never even in the worst of my years of 1L-vodka-a-day stupors have i ever pissed myself in my sleep, seems odd. not somewhere i ever want to be.

>>9731723
just wait till you shit yourself in your sleep
not full on shitting but some diarrhea for sure

>>9731723
Pissed myself in bed 3 times

I blamed my dog for it, and I live alone with my dog. I know it was me but I still punished him. Im a mess.

I've just fallen off the wagon and it feels wonderful.
I feel blessed.
I feel like I can feel again.

>>9731743
where do you live?
I wish to report you to animal protection services

>>9731749
1600 Pennslyvania Ave.

also for a bit of thread interactivity, how did your al/ck/ problem start?

I got my first job at 18 in an off-license (liquor store for burgers). turns out free booze, staff discount booze, having the keys to access booze 24/7 plus being surrounded by booze for hours at a time and being able to drink at work don't make for the development of healthy life habits.

>>9731723
wierd i never seem to wet the bed on beer.. went on a rum blackout a couple months ago and wet my mates new bed, she was not happy, especially as she had just got it because she had broken up with her ex who had a problem with the bed wetting... gah i hate being a degenerate loser

>>9731768

>be 16 never really cared for booze just used to smoke weed
>start getting crippling panic attacks not rly sure why
>end up hardly being able to leave my mums side
>start going to the pub with her in the evenings
>rural pub so they serve me if i am sitting with my folks
>manage to hold down job but slowly building up tolerance
>eventually lose job and go full al/cky
>been in detox and hospital a few times now
>havent held a job down for more than a month tops
>currently waiting to go into a 3 month rehab program
> 32 now by the way

ask away, i have way to many storys to tell

>>9731828
ever suck dick for booze

>>9731829
na. i quite often steal though. no idea how i have got away with lifting so much booze and not been busted

>>9731845
Got a free 6 pack at kroger the other day because they forgot to scan it and put it in the bag anyways. I was pumped, but felt like a nigger walking out of the store. But I mean hey, I didn't even steal it. They clearly gave it to me.

>>9731723
current conclusion is that strong cider drunk is more comfy than strong IPA drunk. hops flavour is fucking gross after a few, bloats you up like shit and all the estrogenic side affects of hops turn you in to a fucking faggot over time

Anyone else wake in severe pain pretty much all over? I spend about 15 mins uncontrollably moaning in agony every morning. It slowly fades, but until it does I can’t even get out of bed

>>9731869
the beauty of britbong land at christmas time is they pile crate after crate of it in the doorway, actually they do it in summer for the football aswell. dont even have to walk inside just grab as much as i could carry and walk off.. my other fave is grab a crate an walk over to get some smokes from the little kiosk in store, put crate on floor, they automatically think i have paid for booze, pay for smokes and walk out.
only time i have ever been busted is when i got lazy and hit the same store for like 2 weeks in a row.. fat security guard collars me and says come with him, i say ok and hand him the 2 crates, then bolted because he now has his hands full + fatty so no chance catching me, yea im not the brightest really am i

>>9731912
Do they have Kroger’s in brigbongia? Am a burger and it’s strictly a northern thing.
I got paid to shoplift once.
>18
>buying trashbags with my last $7
>woman approaches me in uniform
>”sir would you mind trying to steal something?”
>literally reply “I’m not fucking falling for that.”
>”no, really I’m a manager and we are trying to see if our self checkout employee is paying attention. We’ll give you a $10.00 gift card if you make it past him.”
>”so what, like you want me to try and steal these garbage bags, or like a pack of gum”?
>she replies “how about a six pack of beer?”
>hard mode
>dude isn’t paying attention for shit
>bretend to scan
>walk past
>make eye contact the entire time
>leave store
>drop trash bags on the floor and spin around in “victory circles” for 30 secs in front of cameras
I got free trash bags that day. Sadly, they took the beer back. It was 6.99, so I just opted for the gift card instead of running with permission.

>>9732065
Theres kroger in Kentucky

>>9732068
Yeah that’s still northern for me. I’m a soflo faggot and I cry about Publix when I see a Kroger.

>>9732065

haha sounds pretty fun..

erm na no krogers... but we have a place called asda (which i know has been bought out by walmart) most supermarkets are pretty generic around here though

i went through a stage of putting ink cartridges in mushroom bags (which are all brown) and weighing them on the self service tills, often used to get out with £70 worth for like 30p then sell them on ebay.. hit 3 stores a day and you are on £200..

but like i said i got lazy / dont give a flying fuck anymore so just tend to walk in and take whatever booze i want.. wish rehab would hurry up before i get arrested..

>be me
>6’3” with gf, house, and pets
>know how to use an oxford comma
>blonde, blue eyed, and told that I’m handsome throughout life
>strong jaw
>don’t even go out to fuck grils because gf
>still succumb to this fucking life
What the fuck even is the point of anything. I’ve got all anyone ever complains about, and still fucking do this to myself.

>>9732148
Having"everything" doesn't guarantee happiness, anon. You have to look deeper. Happiness comes from diwn inside. Also, one of the great fallacies of human kind is believing that we should all be happy most of the time. Happiness is fairly elusive and comes in small bursts, not extensive periods of time. If you feel like you have it all, outwardly, then it's time to dig deeper.

>about to drive to McDonald’s and just fucking lean into today before I’m too drunk for fast food
>checkers send me coupon for free mozz sticks
>they have walk up windows open till 3am
‘Bout to get crazy drunk and go spend $12 at checkers later, thanks for deciding my destiny, world.

>>9732148

doesn't make a fucking difference son. I somehow still work a $150k a year job despite being a rabid al/ck/ in my 'downtime'. Surprised I haven't been fired yet but it's been about 4 years so not looking any worse than the norm at this point. Stuff and money doesn't make you happy

>>9732147
good luck with rehab anon
it helped me a fair bit, i do quite well in a structured environment
then i left and fell off the wagon and here i am vomiting and shitting again

>>9731768
>be 14
>be European, so start drinking with friends
>pretty quickly binge drinking
>have always had mild social anxiety, so drinking makes me feel so much more comfortable
>at some point (16/17) also start drinking alone once in while
>start drinking alone more often
>move to different city to study, not really any friends, drink alone regularly
>tragedy happens, drink to cope with depression
>drink daily, studies are down the gutter
>have no idea what I really should do with my life
right now I'm doing a bit better, but it comes and goes

more like not getting things done and alcying up

haha...

cleaned my room and car today.
feels good boys

>>9731296
I wonder what it is that separates a moderate drinker from an alcoholic? I drink to alleviate some of my problems, but I can go a week without alcool easily. Same goes for the myriad other drugs I indulge in daily, barring a few withdrawals here and there. I have tragedy enough in my life that it coild warrant drinking to excess, and yet I rarely ever drink myself into a coma to forget the pain. Is it a genetic factor? A specific reaction in the brain to alcohol? Or is it a simple lack of ample tragedy? Are my problems simply not bad enough? What makes and breaks a man?

>>9732294
Moderate drinkers don’t drink in the morning
>solved

>>9732294
>Is it a genetic factor? A specific reaction in the brain to alcohol? Or is it a simple lack of ample tragedy? Are my problems simply not bad enough?
Some of it is epigenetics, some of it is character, some of it is who the fuck knows and some of it is denial. I don't know what your situation is, but it sounds like you do like to have a certain drug induced crutch to help you get along. I think it's stupid to judge a person by that, we're all here for our reasons and equal in our degeneracy, dunno.

>>9732283
started out that way this morning
quickly turned into the same

>>9732148
>know how to use an oxford comma
Immediately fucks up on the next line

>>9731427
Switch to xanax. Easier to conceal, doesn't smell like anything, and is basically the same thing. Plus. you might be able to get a prescription for it.

>>9732744
>tfw have a bunch of klonopin and some ativan but they never seem to do much for me
alcohol always hits me hard though

>>9731493
This isn't your blog, and you aren't an alcoholic
>muh pills
>muh red wine
>muh able to afford a doctor

You should actually take this advice
>>9732744
because you'll probably mix the xans with the wine, black out at some shitty indie show, "get raped" by a numale, and then cry about it on your blog.

>>9732753
You gotta take a whole bunch and then drink on top of them. One beer magically becomes a six pack. Just don't try this with hard liquor.

>>9732771
yeah i took a kpin after running out of booze and not being drunk enough
passed right out

>>9731302
>scored new job with great benefits
>was before and still am drinking wine everyday

Trump was right. Don't smoke drink or do drugs

>>9731296
I just buried my cat. I had her for almost half of my life. I got her when I was 18, and she died when she was 17. I'm drinking a 12 pack of Bell's winter white.

I thought a 12 pack of beer would be sufficient to deal with the sadness of this night, but I'm close to finishing it and idk.

>>9732850
Trump is /pol/ was right again: the person

>>9732680
no, he used an oxford comma on the next line....

>>9732148
>I'm tall and probably fat and ugly bu my mom told me I'm handsome
>I have everything

>>9732869
when my cat big ramona died, i was fucked up for years
she was my bestie, no kidding
good luck

>>9732869
Damn RIP dude, I love cats

>>9732680
How fucking stupid are you, brobe?

>closest liquor store not only has alarm tags, but alarm tops on their bottles that go off if you try to fuck with it
jesus
guess their was alot of natives just saying fuck it and chugging bottles in the store

>>9731296
4 months sober after 12 years and my apartment is starting to look like a home!

>>9731331
>they love me
you should go, not everyone has that

I can feel the anxiety coming on strong, gonna be a long sober night

Heeeeeeere weeee goooooo

>>9731296
>Spirit free since 30th of October
>Beer free since 13th of November

Bored out of my fucking mind

>>9732869
I still miss my cat who was born in my house and lived for nearly 20 years. She was there from when I was in elementary school all the way to my first career job after college. I feel for you anon

Picked up some Kerrygold and instant coffee on discount.
What are you drinking tonight, al/ck/?

>>9731601
0% of this post is true

Has anybody heard from the jello guy in the other thread? What about the suicidal guy?

Did they died?

three weeks brehs. outlook slightly better than after two.

>>9734423
Nice going. Every hair on my body hurts. My teeth hurt. I've vomited 6 times from anxiety. I'm short of breathe.

12 hours into being sober. I better fucking last longer than 48 hours this time.

>>9734425
Do you brush your teeth or just let 'em bleed?

>>9734430
Brushing teeth is a scam. Toothpaste fucks with the PH balance in your mouth and makes it easier for plaque to grow.

>>9734352
congrats, it's really such a toxic lifestyle when you're home is absolutely trashed

really hard to get into a positive mindset at all

and the mess just builds up more and more

t. currently cleaning my absolutely trashed house slowly step by step

>no silhouette
Abandon thread.

>>9732648

>>9732648

>>9734740
why are people so pedantic and petty about who creates threads

>>9734470
keep it up anon I'm rooting for you

>>9731315

I usually don't get drunk on holidays when I'm spending time with family. Not out of shame or anything like that but I actually love them and they make feel comfortable so I don't feel the urge to drink to relax around them.

>>9731427

Damn, you're already at the point where you clean out their weekly stock all by yourself?

>>9731493

Get a good therapist to work through the anxiety. Ideally they won't immediately put you on drugs.

>>9732148

Cheer up lad, I know that realizing you are not part of the Bavaryan master race is devastating but you gotta make do.

>>9734470
I used to always feel like I'd get a new lease on life when I took empties in for recycling, but lately I've discovered that one grocery store has bags with the handles on the ends, not the sides, of the bag, which makes them almost perfectly square when they're full of cans, which makes them stack
so not sure I'll be making any changes until they reach the roof this time

day 2 no booze...

im an emotional fucking wreck i cant leave my bed and i cant stop crying and i cant stop thinking about suicide this is horrible

I shit the bed last night.
this is a new low.
Stella always gives me the shits but I can't stop drinking it.

where does this magical mystery tour end?

maybe I should just eat more fibre

>>9737159
I use "grounding2 techniques.
name 5 things you can see, 5 things you can hear, 5 things you can physically feel, what you can smell, what you can taste....then 4 things you can see, 4 things you can hear etc etc.

then i do breath following excersises.
notice the feelings of air being drawn through your nose, how it fills up your diaphgram and how it feels when you exhale.
When I feel settled I read a nice book. I'm on gulivers travels at the moment

>>9731890
You may have bigger issues than alcohol

>>9733371
LOL

So instead of going back to school (college, before anyone says some shit) the last two days I just drank and ate garbage and watched anime or read VNs. Idk why I just receded so much. I guess I'm trying to hide from reality and responsibilities. College isn't even hard. Idk what I am thinking.

I don't recommend going on sprees with coolers. Hard to down a lot of them, they're so sweet. But I wanted to try something new.

bump

>woke up at like 9
>basically immediately opened a 40
>its almost done
i thought itd last longer. should i get more? i think i should get more

>>9734470
idk man for the past couple months ive been all kinds of depressed, and i tried cleaning my room and kitchen in a moment of manic clarity, and i didnt feel better after. worse yet, the kitchen was instantly ruined as soon as my roommate touched it, and now there are cockroaches somehow.

i even rebuilt my bed the other day and im not sleeping any better.

>>9733371
fucking abbos dude
not even twice

>binge for a week
>run out of booze money
>also out of ativan

What is crippling anxiety, Alex?

>>9734767
Because most people are garbage, and autistic, because they've been brought up by the internet which tells them they are never wrong and anything out of their ordinary is evil.

>>9738269
I'm rounding the corner and on my way out of the anxiety hell pit

6 hours ago I was you.... I hope I'm just not getting manic right now... ugh... probably

>>9731601
idk what meetings you are going to but i was an 8 drink weekday/15+ a day on weekends and i was a lightweight to most of them.

I told myself last night I wouldn't go on a 5 day drinking binge but I already failed. I'm going to set out and stop drinking on Sunday.

>>9738547
You can quit right now. Pour it out and take a shower.

>>9738547
so what's gonna happen when you buy more booze on tuesday? will you pledge to re-stop drinking next friday?

>>9738553
it's only beers but still. I know I have a problem. Some nights I can't sleep and taking SSRI's while drinking alcohol is terrible. The past couple of weeks I've slept for 4-5 hours a night and constantly worrying about my drinking and wanting to quit.

>>9738572
I'm only a weekend drinker starting on Friday. When a holiday lands on Monday I'd drink on that day too.

>>9738588
It's not "only beer".

It's your life. Your thought process changes on the first beer.

>>9738590
I understand that. It's hard when your family is surrounded with alcohol, especially my stepfather. He retired 2 years ago and all he does is watch the news, drink, and sleep. This should be a clear indication to stop but this year was hard when my real father passed away. I can't blame him for the drinking when I drink every weekend. I don't go one weekend without getting drunk and I've been playing it in my mind to stop recently. I need to set myself goals going into next year. More cardio/no drinking. I regularly workout so lifting weights isn't a problem. If I can get past one weekend without drinking I think I could go several more.

>>9738635
The booze are like handcuffs and each drink the handcuffs get tighter. You are reprogramming your brain as we speak. Each drink is more shit to reprogram.

>>9738643
It's even harder to reprogram when you're on anti depressants and on top of that I'm mixing it with CBD and to be fair the CBD is actually relaxing and comforting. I started taking CBD's mid calendar year but I think next year I'm going to replace the alcoholic weekends with a bunch of CBD oil.

>>9738659
Get off the jew meds that's legit worse than being a 5th a day drinker

>>9738679
Yeah, how about we don't take medical advice from anyone on 4chan

Have been moderate for a month now. Two bottles of wine a week at most.

I’m hopeful as long as I stick to wine.

>>9738751
.t jew

>>9738820
t.norman

>>9732744
This man is the devil and will actually get you killed.

>state has highest spirit taxes in the union and it isn't close
fuck my shit up

I was starting to develop a drinking habit recently, and it was getting pretty inconvenient. I'd binge all night and then have a hangover, and get no studying done. I went to work a few times probably smelling like whiskey and looking like shit. Fortunately, I wasn't addicted, just developing a habit. I broke the cycle a few ways:
1. I stopped fapping while drunk. I decided to fap before drinking. Just think of this, if you jack off while drinking that must increase the pleasure your brain associates with alcohol at least threefold. You will get more excited thinking of alcohol and associate it with sex. This will greatly reinforce a habit or addiction.
2. This could be bullshit but I have a weird feeling about beer and wine. I think that the other chemicals and ingredients, or perhaps the increased amount of drinking you have to do of more impure drinks must increase addictiveness somehow. Vodka, white rum, or similar more distilled drinks just don't keep me "coming back for more" the way beer does.

>>9739288
>live in Kentucky
>the booze is made here
>buy 1 gallon of 80% peach flavored moonshine from the boys down the road for $10 once a month

w-w-what are taxes?

>>9731296
Turning 21 this Friday, dudes
Hit me up with some hot recommendations

>>9739350
are you sure you're in the right thread, buddy? this is for alcoholics, not alcohol.

regardless, i will toss you some suggestions if you can specify beer or liquor, price range, and examples of things you've had in the past that you enjoy or at least tolerate.

>>9739356
I figured you guys would know best

As far as budget goes, I could probably drop 40 bucks or so.

I've had a fair amount of the low end beers (PBR, Coors, Michelob, Bud and friends, Leinenkugel's Summer Shandy, Guinness, a couple wheat beers, nothing crazy) along with some non-beer stuff (Mike's and similar stuff, Angry Orchard). It's fine. I liked hard cider and summer shandy the most, but the cheap light beers were tolerable. I wasn't a huge fan of the Guinness; it had a really heavy caramelized onion/soy sauce kinda taste to me.

The only liquor I've ever really enjoyed was flavored stuff. I've had some decent brandy and whiskey before, and I think I drank it correctly, but I wasn't a big fan. I don't really like the "liquor flavor," even in like tequila sunrises or margaritas, the exception being vodka, which I can tolerate mixed in whatever is on hand.

>>9739295
i rarely if ever fap when drinking

but that's because all my senses are numbed it's just not enjoyable

sometimes I'll still be keen for a wank if i've only had one or two drinks but 99% of the time I'll never fap when drunk

>>9739414
Now try sobering up, while watching seven super girls on youtube. Rip benis

>>9739443
don't get me wrong I fap all the time

just not when im drinking

>>9739457
I’m the same, that’s what I’m saying. My libido goes into fucking orbit every time I cease the sauce

>>9739477
oh your'e not this poster?:>>9739295

>ITT

https://youtu.be/Z9COLaIu0YU?t=28s

>24 beers in 2 days

Heh

>>9739503
a guy posted about getting drunk with jello he didnt know was spiked in the last thread and he said he was picking up two 24 packs and he hasnt posted since

>>9739503
you looking for a medal faggot?

>>9739506
Lmao.

>>9739508
Yes

>>9739503

literally nothing

>>9739410
i'd have to know where you're located to possibly give cider advice. i'm from the PNW, which is the apple capital of the country, so i'm spoiled in that regard. my favorites square mile hopped apple cider (the green one, not the red, it sucks) and seattle cider co.'s semi-sweet.

because i don't know where in the world you are, here are some pale wheat ales/IPAs that are nationally available in the US
>stone IPA
>grapefruit sculpin IPA
>green flash west coast IPA
>lagunitas little sumpin' sumpin' ale

those are all super popular ales that are fruity/citrusy (hence why i recommended them for you, inb4 IPA fag posing as alcoholic) and that you should be able to find. i can give you better suggestions based on where you live, but it's also 5 AM here and i'll be hitting the hay soon. i don't drink vodka. i enjoy whisky, especially rye and scotch when i can afford them, but i'm not going to tell you to drop your $30-40 on one fifth of liquor that you may very well not even like. get some beer and cider, default to comparing beeradvocate review scores on your phone in the store if all else fails.

>>9739541
Thanks for the advice, anon. I live pretty close to St Louis, if it makes any difference.

>>9739541
you goddamned useless fucking hipster i hope you die a horrible death

>>9739559
relax, have a drink. i'm just giving him entry-level IPA suggestions, it's what he wants and what he'll like

>>9739541
Reddit: The Post

>>9739572
IPA drinking should be punishable by death they taste so goddamn offensively bad and sit horribly in your stomach

also I'm not drinkin' shit that devil aint gettin me again

>>9739541

typical soyim

>>9739541
lmao at this post

That’s my Christmas shopping done.

Have you lot carefully planned, measured and acquired the appropriate amount of alcohol to last through the holidays? I once ran out of alcohol, weed and cigarettes on Christmas Eve, I was in hell until 3 days later when the supply was reconnected, not doing that again

I've been drinking since 3pm yesterday, It's now 640am.


Guess I'm skipping thnakgiving this year again

>>9739692
requires one days preperation literally

how can you be so fucking dumb

>>9739719
no, hes just a substance addict

>>9739719
You sound like a brat.
People complain in nearly every thread that they’ve run out and everything is closed or they’ve run out of money. Over holiday periods it’s ten times harder.

what i've realised is that alcoholism is about your mindset and not about the alcohol itself

there does come a point where you're body has become so dependant on alcohol that you have severe physical addiction but I believe that it's a choice to let yourself get to this state

The idea that alcohol controls my life is ridiculous

And the idea that I need to completely stop drinking to overcome the lifestyle choices which led to this is not true

I have the self discipline to drink alcohol without letting it get out of control, and if it does get out of control that is because of my own decision it's not the alcohol controlling my life


i tried sobriety and all it made me realise is that alcohol never had control over me even at my worst

it was my own personal decisions that led to my life spiralling downwards so badly

i can drink alcohol and continue my life, it is my choice to what degree that will effect me

/blogpost

>>9739779
Ok, stop drinking then. Most alchies don’t, it’s a life or death situation and they know it, but still don’t stop. That’s a pretty damn good definition of having had no choice.

>>9739790
>Ok, stop drinking then.
way to miss the whole point

>>9739779
You've gotten pretty good at rataionilizing the alcohol controlling your life.

>>9739834
if you disagree with me I'd gladly listen to why, and what you have to say about my perspective

>>9739857
I mean, do you need me to explain how your post sounds like a desperate alcoholic who's trying to fool himself into thinking he still has a semblence of control over his life when the alcohol has fucked up things so much and has really taken a hold of him?

I've heard it from my father, I've heard from friends, hell, it's really comparable to my friend who was popping Xanax and Oxy talking about how he could stop anytime and he was the one in control. He did stop actually, he just had to die first. I pray for you man.

>>9739874
The simple fact that AA does not work for people unless they want to get sober says a lot.

You think it's impossible to regain control of your life without stopping cold turkey?

everyone has differing levels of self discipline

>>9739197
Half of this general preys on dying
other half is dead inside

>>9739974
>tfw imagining a bunch of guys with bottles in hand stalking a scared grim reaper

>>9739989
>scared grim reaper
More like
>please just fucking kill me already
>nahhhh

>>9739989
lol

How long before a non-reply to an e-mail becomes offensive? Talking about friends not colleagues

>>9740032
I waited over a year once. Even after all that she only replied to tell me she’d got married. That was months ago. Still waiting for another reply. Thank god for divorce statistics or I might have begun to give up hope.

>>9740058
I'm talking about male friends.

>>9740032
depends on the context of the email

I'd say a week is almost pushing it

>>9740113
I'm at 24 hrs. Xmas travel plans

>>9740120
anything more than a week would definitely be rude

https://youtu.be/k1cF3NwI6rA

Thread is kil. I blame the lack of silhouette.

New thread
>>9741539

>>9731296
i made soupballs from 50/50 pork/beef meat. and i simmered down the water i cooked them in and put it in the fridge.
am i retarded or can i actually use this stuff for something?

>Spend $50 or more per day on alcohol
>Eat canned beans and hot dogs on Thanksgiving

>>9732065
We have kroger in the south. In GA it's kroger vs publix.

Anyone else get subtle withdrawal symptoms after just four or five drinks?

So this is the power of kindling.

>>9739692
Since my state forbids the regular sale of alc after 10 pm, I'm pretty good at planning ahead and usually have enough to last