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not racist edition

>> No.10058841

>>10058834
thank you for the new thread my brother died in the holocaust

>> No.10058845

>>10058834
fuck you for spamming ck you attention whore

>> No.10058847

sorry for my drunkenness al/ck/
pls forgive
>>10058845
kys reddit babby

>> No.10058848

>>10058841
remember the 9 million

>> No.10058850

>>10058834
Youre already an alcoholic. Why not be racist? No one cares about you anymore anyways.

>> No.10058857

report all alcoholic threads, they don't belong on /ck/ if anything they belong on /adv/ for self-help and advice.

>> No.10058859 [DELETED] 

First time on /ck/ and I see this thread

Do you cu/ck/s not like the word nigger/gook/chink/spic or something?

>> No.10058861

report all non al/ck/ posts, they are reddit faggots who don't belong on 4chan

>> No.10058863

>>10058859
fuck off /pol/ we don't want you here

>> No.10058864

>>10058859
it's just one whiny little child

>> No.10058868

What's your favorite beer?

>> No.10058872

>blacked out AGAIN last night
just shrink my brain up, senpai

>> No.10058873

>>10058861
you're probably OP trying to defend yourself faggot.

>> No.10058875

>>10058868
pbr or anything over 7.0%

>> No.10058876

>>10058873
i am op stupid
how dumb are you

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>>10058868
whateer isn't this candied foot tasting shit

>> No.10058880

i'll never understand why non al/ck/s like to come into the al/ck/ thread
how desperate for (you)'s can you get?

>> No.10058882

>>10058863
see

>>10058864

>> No.10058885

>>10058882
racists are the whiny children

>> No.10058888

nobody racist here m8 dunno what you're on about

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>>10058876
(you)

>> No.10058891

>>10058868
I don't like beer, if I have to get something it will probably be guiness, boddingtons, or kirin ichiban.

>> No.10058896

cheers to yal
most of you are alright

>> No.10058897

>>10058859
Pol is a bunch of hate-filled, toxic brats. I’d rather have /b/ in here.
>>10058864
No it’s not, there are just fewer children in al/ck/ than on 4chan generally, so less of /pol/‘s toe-curling cringe.

>> No.10058906

this community is becoming dangerously toxic thanks to /pol/

>> No.10058908

>>10058863
>>10058897
Top kek I was just asking a question, apologies for causing the butthurt.

>> No.10058911

>community
it's a place for drunks you idiot

>> No.10058916

>>10058911
>community
>a group of people living in the same place or having a particular characteristic in common.

>> No.10058918

>>10058906

all of those people are suicidal autistic fuck ups. They'll die mid 20s. Don't worry about them.

>> No.10058922

sometimes i feel i might as well be posting on reddit
also
>>10058880

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>>10058847
Your dumpster fire of a board is down the hall.

>> No.10058933

I'm done with this community. Thanks a lot /p*l/ you ruined something good.

>> No.10058937

>>10058933
>>10058922
>>10058888
Not sure what I started but these are woefully underchek'd.

Cu/ck/s what in fuck are you doing?

>> No.10058941

holy fuck i knew al/ck/ got bad but i didn't realize it was this bad
reddit pls go back

>> No.10058942

>>10058933
same here fuck this. after fag OP made that pol thread I no longer want to be here.

>> No.10058945

>he browses (((/pol/)))
fuckin nu male city out there..
fuckin cucks
fuckin right wing equivalent of sjw
fuckin christfags
fuck em

>> No.10058946

didn't know there were so many alcoholic racists wtf

>> No.10058947

>>10058937
sorry this is mostly my doing, been an al/ck/ regular for a long time but didn't realize things had become so sterilized if you will
sad state of affairs really

>> No.10058949

>>10058946
many of us are just angry at themselves and take it out on others

>> No.10058951

>>10058933
I’ve felt that way too (about the whole of 4chan, after ten years here (so did moot ffs)) but they back off eventually, al/ck/ is generally un/pol/luted, and the idiots are always called out on their bullshit if they do post here. Hope you don’t leave just because of some idiot children.

>> No.10058956

>drunk anon makes a joke racist thread
>reddit sjw non-alkies get triggered
>drunk anon apologizes and makes a new thread and deletes the old one
>reddit sjw non-alkies continue to be triggered in new thread

>> No.10058957

>>10058933
Don't leave! If you leave the /pol/ shitposters will have won.

>> No.10058960

i just want to drink to oblivion and forget my ex and not worry about any whiny faggot redditors is that too much to ask?

>> No.10058964

>>10058960
I just don't want to witness holocaust denial on /ck/ is that too much to ask?

>> No.10058966

>>10058957
o well. al/ck/ is becoming boring anyway. maybe a break is needed of this matter

>> No.10058968

>>10058964
i just want to forget that i'm alive is that too much to ask?

>> No.10058970

Is this the end of al/ck/? Everything is falling apart I can't believe it.

>> No.10058973

>>10058951
>so did moot ffs
Yeah, and do you remember what happened when he deleted /new/?

Or did you just read a couple of knowyourmeme articles?

>> No.10058979

anyone still here or did everyone leave thanks to /pol/?

>> No.10058981 [DELETED] 

fuck i'm sorry guys, i'm not even racist or /pol/
just forget everything that happened i just want everyone to have nice comfy al/ck/ threads where we can all just drink ourselves to death
i love niggers and kikes
please lets just go back to normal

>> No.10058984

so this is how al/ck/ dies...

>> No.10058986

>>10058973
I’m not having this argument. He hated you, so do all, ALL rational adults, no matter how much you cry about it.

>> No.10058989

>>10058981
No you dun fucked up.

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>>10058979
/pol/ owns 4chan.
We Jews now

>> No.10058992

>>10058984
If /pol/ did kill al/ck/, they’d blame niggers.

>> No.10058993

>>10058986
>so do all, ALL rational adults
this

>> No.10058995

>tfw killed al/ck/ with one (1) drunken fueled post
what have i done
pls forgiv

>> No.10058996

abandon ship before it sinks!!

>> No.10058997

>>10058981
you killed al/ck/ wtf is wrong with you

>> No.10058999

>>10058997
i'm sorry i'm drunk and want to die

>> No.10059000

>>10058996
Yeah delete this one too ffs. The other is still nowhere near page 9.

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>breaks the tension

>> No.10059006

>>10058982
this but unironically

>> No.10059008

>waiting for the banhammer
mods pls end it all

>> No.10059016

>>10058986
The only one crying here is you, buddy.

Maybe reddit is more your speed?

>> No.10059017

I hate when i get too drunk to fap

>> No.10059028

I hate when I get too drunk to eat

>> No.10059030

bye lads, we had a good run.

>> No.10059033

it's over

>> No.10059034

>>10059016
You're disgusting. Wash your mouth out, whore.

>> No.10059035

>implying al/ck/ is going anywhere
fucking newfags i swear

>> No.10059036

>>10059030
>we had a good run.
no it was a shit run

>> No.10059038

>>10058834
What happened?

>> No.10059039

>>10059036
I meant overall before all the shit happened

>> No.10059040

>>10059038
/pol/ raided us

>> No.10059045

>>10059040
not even true just what some reddit anons would have you believe

>> No.10059048

>>10059045
you can deny it all you want but we saw it with our own eyes

>> No.10059053

>>10059048
exactly and we lost

>> No.10059054

>>10059034
Okay done. What now?
>>10059040
/pol/ IS this site, newkid. We were here before you, and we'll be here after you go back to where ever you came from.

>> No.10059055

Reddit plebs need to gtfo immediately.

Whatever OP did, he apologized. Move on.

>> night one of tapers. God fucking damn it, thought my heart was going to come out of my chest earlier.

With every WD i say “never again,” and yet i know I’ll be in this exact predicament in a few days time.

>> No.10059062

last post before i literally pass out
sorry for upsetting anyone
i love you all even the reddit fags
tomorrows another day
stay strong my brothers and sisters

>> No.10059063 [DELETED] 

>>10059055
>Move on.
The real world doesn't work that way, pal.

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>>10059055
>With every WD i say “never again,” and yet i know I’ll be in this exact predicament in a few days time.

>> No.10059067

>>10059066
choo choo

>> No.10059069

at least you have booze to taper with
i ran out and am too weak to go to the store
oh well i'd probably just drink it all and get drunk

>> No.10059071 [DELETED] 

>>10059055
How do you motherfuckers deal with the pain?

>> No.10059084

>>10059071
good question

>> No.10059097

>>10059071
Willpower, I guess.

If you’re an alc, you already know what you’re in for, so you kind of just white knuckle it and grind with it. I’m currently tapering with beers. Sucking down what my body needs to stave off the fits.

Then shitposting on here & perusing other stuff, until I can some shit sleep for maybe an hour or so and back to taper.

>> No.10059108

>>10058945
>/pol/ are rightwing sjws meme
GO
BACK
TO
REDDIT

>> No.10059117

>>10059097
I tried this and it seems I stick with beer forever. I guess it's not as bad for you as liquor, but fuck me is it expensive.

>> No.10059122 [DELETED] 

people who are against /pol/ explain yourselves. It's the same thing as reddit but instead of being left wing, it's right wing. How is that different or wrong?

>> No.10059132

just heated up some raviolis
ama

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>>10059069
are you me? laying in the floor dyinging hearing music from cpu fans again.... fucking blew another relationship with a sweet girl. I hate it.

>> No.10059135

>>10059122
Being left wing is rational.

>> No.10059140

>>10059134
no im me
at least im not hallucinating though

>> No.10059141

>>10059135
thanks for the in depth explanation

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>>10059132
can you eat without projectile vomiting? Must be nice.

>> No.10059149

>>10059142
yes mostly
i recently projectile vomited all over my computer desk

>> No.10059151

>>10059141
I could give you an in-depth explanation but you wouldn't care because the right has consistently proven that it doesn't care about facts.

>> No.10059154

>>10059151
please enlighten based reddit poster

>> No.10059159

>>10059151
You'd be surprised. I'm a registered democrat that voted for trump.

>> No.10059164

>>10059159
Well, your political system is fucking hopless anyway.

>> No.10059169

>>10059164
>hopless
GET A LOAD OF THIS FAGGOT HE CAN'T EVEN SPELL

>> No.10059176

>>10059164
Don't be a faggot and at least explain yourself. Don't be a typical reddit faggot, have a fucking backbone, and hit me with you honest reasoning for why you think you're right

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can we uhhhhh, get back to the nightmare WD's

>> No.10059185

>>10059180
who says we ain't there already?
ignore the normans

>> No.10059189

>tfw having nightmares while withdrawing
those aree the worst
i get so scared sometimes

>> No.10059195

>>10059189
it's radically realistic to you point that I've woken up thinking I"m still in the dream for like 5 minutes...

>> No.10059197

>>10059176
Besides nothing the people wants ever fucking gets through. It's because of lobbyists sitting in the senate or whatever you call it.There's always a political instance nullifying the other. It's a disgrace of a representative democracy, probably cause of the federal scale,

>> No.10059202

>>10058933

Fuck off and never come back faggot. Hope your liver packs in while you sleep and your rotting corpse remains undiscovered as no one cares enough to find out what happened to you

>> No.10059203

>>10059197
You pointed out nothing that was partisan, that is an issue on both sides of the fence anon.

>> No.10059214

>>10059203
I was just replying to your respond to my own post

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>>10059202
is that when your liver goes out? I hadn't considered sleeeping might be dangerous for the liver... just seizures. thanks for that

>> No.10059234

>>10059220
whats the deal with seizures when you sleeep anway? i always have them but have about one experiecne of having one while awake

>> No.10059238

>>10059214
Fair enough, but to put things in the simplest terms economically, left wing politics are for people that are anti-capitalist who don't know how to invest their money. I really can't explain it in a simpler way. Socially the left is a fucking disaster. The left used to fight for the blue collar, middle class family, it simply isn't true now.

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>>10059234
your body is trying to repair and whatever I guess, I know I heat up bad when I sleep, and it burns the skin on my face so I'm all crackly and shit, toxins coming out

>> No.10059247 [DELETED] 

>>10059238
I have a feeling the entire "left" in the US is a fraud.
That being said, is everyone being taught how to invest their money? No, they're not. Especially the children from a poor household.

>> No.10059254

I really don't like black people

>> No.10059263
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>>10059234
I once had a nightmare that a naked guy was seizing on the floor of my apt and I was trying to hold him down so he didn't beat his head in a wall, turns out I woke up naked on the floor covered in sweat. I'll never know how close I was to dying that night. Being outside my body in a dream and realizing it later was fucking messed up.

>> No.10059267

If i fall asleep i might die

>> No.10059273

>>10059267
afraid of this myself
not the death but how painful it would be
too much of a pussy to off myself for kinda the same reason

>> No.10059281

>>10059273
Hang in there lad

>> No.10059287

>>10059267
You really have to just accept death at that point, i've been there. After the hundredth time you don't die after feeling this way, you'll move past it.

>> No.10059289

kinda sad that this is the popular thread at night

>> No.10059292

>>10059289
No one will ever deny that

>> No.10059293

>>10059267
that's gay

>> No.10059316

>wake up yesterday
>pain in my right ball and groin
>pain in my lower right back
>tingling pain in my right thigh
>goes away after half the day
>wake up this morning
>pain is back

what did my body mean by this
have also been having trouble shitting for a little over a week desu and just feel sick in general

>> No.10059318

Can we all please agree to keep /pol/ in /pol/ from now on? More bullshit like that and al/ck/ is done for. /ck/ doesn’t deserve this.

>> No.10059323

>>10059318
What the fuck even happened?

>> No.10059324

>>10059318
While you're right, alcohol and politics have gone together since the beginning of time.

>> No.10059325

Is it possible to kill oneself by over-drinking?
Asking for a friend.

>> No.10059326

>>10059324
Are you saying no then?

>> No.10059329

>>10059326
I'm not going to encourage it, but I enjoy talking politics while drinking, and not the nasty /pol/ style either.

>> No.10059332

>>10059318
/ck/ is one of the biggest embarrassments on 4chan already if there is such a thing, so I wouldn't worry about anything changing.

>> No.10059337

>>10059332
So meta

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>>10059325
absolutely. This post is how you die. >>10059263

>> No.10059339

Best mixes with Vodka? That aren't sweet or energy drinks?

>> No.10059340

>>10059329
Well try please, because that was bullshit, it’d be horrendous if this place disappeared because of /pol/‘s fucking crap.
>>10059325
Google alcohol poisoning

>> No.10059344

anyone heard from SB?

>> No.10059347

>>10059340
>because that was bullshit
What was bullshit? I don't think I said anything too out of line.

>> No.10059348

>>10059347
No, the whole shitstorm earlier was bullshit.
General political discussion isn’t gonna rustle any jimmies, but if it’s the kind of toxic junk typically seen on pol, it just causes havoc.

>> No.10059357

>>10059339
>bleach
jk
I don't know what to tell you. because sweet is about the only flavor that goes with vodka. never heard of savory vodka drink

>> No.10059358

>>10059357
I have yet to find a better mixer than bleach.

>> No.10059361

>>10059316
last ttime my ball hurt and swelledd up like a mofo
turns out it was staph and i nearly died

>> No.10059369

>>10059361
>webmd the person

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Post the OP in the old thread you silly man.

>> No.10059390

>>10058995
m8 if it hadn't been you it'd just be something else, always is with these people

>> No.10059394

>>10059390
Uh, give an example, name anything else that al/ck/ hates enough that it could end it

>> No.10059400

>>10059390
If an al/ck/ thread wasn't ruined by people bitching at each other drunk, then I wouldn't believe there were drunk people here. The best thing to do is get in on the action.

>> No.10059410

>>10059400
There’s very little bitching here normally

>> No.10059412

>>10059400
>if you can't beat the shitposters join them

>> No.10059419

>>10059400
faggot OP was the reason it went to hell, he fucked up.

>> No.10059422

>>10059412
>>10059419
If you can't stop yourself from falling for that bait then you shouldn't be in this dumpster anyway.

>> No.10059433

>>10059422
>bait
Yeah, there are no real pol posters on 4chan

>> No.10059435

>>10059433
4chan is /pol/

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>>10059422
You're a retard.

>> No.10059441

>>10059438
i'm hooked

>> No.10059447

>>10059435
Pol is pol. 4chan wasn’t when it started, isn’t now and never will be, sorry.

>> No.10059454

>>10059325
yes, alcohol poisoning is possible but rare

its actually easier to kill yourself by drinking too much water instead

>> No.10059460

>>10059454
Could always just choke on vomiting your sleep. Booze has plenty of lethal consequences up it’s sleeve if you overdo it even once

>> No.10059481

>tfw a major douchebag while drunk
>tfw when the alcohol wears off you have panic attacks
>tfw if you quit for a while you get severely depressed
>tfw a slave to alcohol

I want off of this ride.

>> No.10059484

>>10059481
Better than being sober with all the depressing shit that entails.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B12msT-dfBs
>ywn live in an Irish folk song...
Why live?

>> No.10059490

WHO ENJOYS SELF INFLICTED LOBOTOMY?

>> No.10059499

>>10059490
>Weak cunt who can't enjoy alcohol detected

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I just puked...

>> No.10059502

>>10059499
I drink everyday faggot. I'm describing how i feel.

>> No.10059504

>>10059500
welcome to the club
wont be the first time you puke, this night even

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>>10059502
F-fuck you asshole

>> No.10059510

as a sober visitor to al/ck/ (currently day 2 of heroin WD, can i hang? this is comfiest place on 4chan) can i just say that it's transparent that it was just one or two douches posting all that racist stuff

never change al/ck/ you guys are so pure

>> No.10059525

>>10059506
HAHAHA Salud!

>> No.10059526

>>10059510
I've been sober for 8+ months and I still come to al/ck/ threads. I'll always be an addict at heart. I was one of the ~handle a day drunks until health problems. I still like talking to people that understand the nightmare.

>> No.10059532

>>10059526
I have noticed my heart will literally fucking hurt, and I am also a heavy smoker. I really need to quit drugs.

>> No.10059533

What do you guys like to drink besides water and coffee when you manage to quit? Even if just for a short period of time.

>> No.10059538

>>10059533
>water
>coffee
thats pretty much it. sparkling water is pretty good as well, but i never buy it.

>> No.10059540

>>10059538
i do find that after a night of drinking a soda makes me feel pretty good, maybe it is just the sugar? I do not know.

>> No.10059541

>>10059538
I find tea to be pretty soothing, chamomile especially. It's probably just all placebo, but it helps keep me kinda chill.

>> No.10059544

>>10059533
pepsi max. it's decent.

>> No.10059546

>>10059533
but i do not think you should take my word for it. do what you want to do

>> No.10059551

>>10059541
i may have to try some tea, are you familiar with kava?

>> No.10059555

>>10059546
Well, I wasn't necessarily looking for advice. I was more curious what other alcoholics replace alcohol with as a "drink" substitute when they don't or can't have booze in their possession.

I've read before that it's common for alcoholics/recovering alcoholics to constantly want some kind of liquid in their hand or very close by at all times because it's almost comforting.

>> No.10059567

>>10059551
I'm not actually. Does it have any benefits to it?

>> No.10059575

>>10059567
well it kind of mimics some of the effects alcohol. it is kind of like a weird mixture between alcohol, and a benzo, but way lighter in its effects. im not sure what country your in, but in the U.S. you can buy the stuff at a super market.

>> No.10059577

>>10059555
I use tobacco and diet dr pepper. I guess I always have a water jug with me too.

>> No.10059580

>>10059575
Interesting, I wasn't aware there were teas out there like that. How does it not have any adverse health effects?

>> No.10059583

>>10059567
im not sure if there are necessarily any benefits to it, and i believe the nature of its supposed adverse effects can be disputed, but thats all i know

>> No.10059590

>>10059580
If i recall correctly i think there may be cases of it fucking with your liver, but as i said im not sure if that is hard scientific data.

>> No.10059594

>>10059590
and those cases are very specific. if you do try definitely do not expect some mind blowing bullshit. its just a subtle tea that can be consumed to ease the mind.

>> No.10059603

>>10059590
>>10059594
So it's basically just some kind of herbal tea? I know I've bought herbal teas before that actually had sort of "warning" labels on them, as in consulting your doctor before consuming, or not to consume if you have X health issue.

>> No.10059629

>>10059603
i believe you could call it that, but i am not for certain. i would just research, and decide for yourself.

>> No.10059670

>>10059541
chamomile definitely isn't placebo.. it's a positive allosteric modulator of gaba receptors, same as benzos, though its affinity is quite weak.. it has a bunch of health benefits too, i drink like 4-6 cups a day

>> No.10059682

>>10059670
you know your shit

>> No.10059694

>>10059670
I guess that makes a lot of sense then. It always calms down my anxiety, even if just a bit. I'm a recovering alcoholic and I pretty much always have to have some kind of tea with me.

>> No.10059801

GET SCHLIPPED UPON GET SCHLOOPED UPON SCHLIP ON THE SCHLIP SCHLIP

>> No.10059807

>>10059670
Can you die from chamomile withdrawal?

>> No.10059816

3mg of bromazepam in the morning

>> No.10059823

I was suppose to not drink or smoke today, but I had to deal with a bunch of dumb kids at my bar tonight so I caved and had a shot and a cigarette. Closed out and found two random unopened PBRs sitting by the dumpster in the alley. Maybe it's a sign?

>> No.10059843
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>cutting back due to epilepsy
>do a good job
>someone wakes me up by dicking around in the maintenance room
Fuck life. Fuck you all. 5AM in the goddamned morning is no time to be working on pipes you fucking weirdos!

I'm working on two goddamned health problems that both need sleep!

>> No.10059848

>>10059670
>same as benzos
sold

>> No.10059849

>>10059816
Thinking if I should add a beer or two to it or just take 6mg more

Any opinions?

>> No.10059850

>>10059849
mixing alcohohl and clonazepam is dangerous

>> No.10059853

>>10059850
It's bromazepam

>> No.10059856
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>buy cognac miniature for recipe, TINY bit left - drink it, familiar taste of ethanol brings tsunami of cravings
Decided never again.
>make poached pears, needs vanilla extract, decide to taste first - LOADED with ethanol, raped by cravings
Is nowhere safe??

>> No.10059870

>>10059807
Obviously not, you nerd.

>> No.10059878

>>10059856
I would never cook a recipe that required anything but cooking wine.

>> No.10059879

>>10059856
I cook with alcohol all the time and it doesn't make me want to go back to drinking. I even have a little bottle of vodka that I used for a serious eats tempura recipe and haven't touched it.

You are trying to give yourself an excuse to relapse. Alcohol might not be done with you.

>> No.10059883

>>10059879
Excuse to relapse? Bullshit, I don’t want that at all. The familiar feeling in my mouth made me crave

>> No.10059893

>>10059883
and you knew it was going to do that

>> No.10059897

>>10059893
I didn’t. With the vanilla I didn’t even know there was ethanol in there. Why do you appear to be trying to make me feel like I’ll relapse?

>> No.10059941

That feel when sipping 4.2% beer to taper and you feel a little too buzzed and that it's not working and you are terrified of becoming drunk again and equally terrified of the panic attacks that occur if you stop.
I just want off the damn ride.

>> No.10059952

>>10059897
I'm hoping you stop acting silly and stay sober. I don't want to have to put "He never realized vanilla contained ethanol" on your grave stone.

>> No.10060033

>>10059941
Just popped some benadryl and vicodin to help with the anxiety. I felt like I saw a ghost. I'm going to start tapering today because I am terrified of ever feeling that way again. How long should I taper for to not be an emotiomal mess while trying to quit?

>> No.10060048

>went cold turkey after leaving my bartending job
>want to drink but know that I can't handle my booze the same way
>know that I'll spiral back down if alcohol passes my lips again
>meant to be going out for my friend's birthday on friday

what do I do

>> No.10060053

>>10060048
Try to get a girl’s phone number

>> No.10060055

>>10060048
drink the weakest stuff possible and only have one

>> No.10060060

>>10058857
it doesn't belong on /adv/ you nigger. they aren't looking for advice.

>> No.10060061

>>10060053
got a girlfriend already man, though I will be wingman
>>10060055
I hate the taste of piss beer and would rather drink water but I know for a fact that it's not going to slide.

>> No.10060065

Where did it all go so wrong?

>> No.10060069

>>10060061
it might make it easier to prevent a relapse if you drink beer that you dislike

>> No.10060073

>>10060060
This is the not racist edition my friend
Niggers and kikes are welcome here

>> No.10060082

>>10060073
I didn't say he wasn't welcome though. I just said he was incorrect.

>> No.10060083

>>10060069
that is true. but I'm gonna pay way more for booze than I will for cola. maybe I should just say I'm teetotal.
>>10060065
when that sweet sweet ethanol first passed your lips in the morning.

>> No.10060088

I get it girl

>> No.10060142

>>10060033
I have been an emotional mess for half a decade but I refuse to pop any pills. I don't think that will solve my problems, but then again I'm hardly an expert and I have failed to fix myself too many times by now.
Complicated when you live abroad as well cause I feel like going to a clinic could get me deported or ripped off.

Usual time is three to four days I think but it depends of course.
I have to be ok by wednesday cause I have teaching with my class.

I have to call a friend later today cause I promised cause he is worried. I hope you anons have friends like that, and if you do don't throw them away. They care.

>> No.10060216

>tfw got hammered drunk last night
>tried to pick up an ugly girl with 2 kids because I haven't been laid in 4 years
>rejected hard
>this girl was like a 3/10
>thought "fuck it" and started drinking heavy
>made an ass out of myself and literally blacked out
>no clue what happened after I started drinking heavy but I know I spent 70 dollars on pizza and liquor that is gone?

>> No.10060224

>>10060065
Being born

>> No.10060225

>>10060216
>I spent 70 dollars on pizza and liquor that is gone?
you'll find it eventually in the weirdest spot
happens to me all the time

>> No.10060261

>>10060225
Not that guy but I dunno man, I permanently lose stuff even if I don’t leave the house ffs. Like 5 wads of hundreds of pounds, phones, clothes, my mind, fuck I even once lost my damn car. I was on a bender from hell, drinking litres of vodka, using like 20 bags of crack and 5 of heroin, popping diazepam like smarties, every day for Christ knows how many months. I decided to come off the smack so spent a week in bed just drinking, then crawled out of bed a week ish later and my damn car wasn’t there. I thought maybe it was stolen but like fuck was I calling the police, so while still in a terrible state of heroin cold turkey and fucking dying from vodka withdrawal because I knew if I found it I’d have to drive home, I had to force myself to walk like 10 miles looking for the damn thing just in case I’d left/crashed it somewhere. eventually found it parked at a bar. Absolutely no memory of leaving it there.

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black people have low IQ

>> No.10060311

>tfw having withdrawal and closing your eyes gives you shroom tier visuals and you hear strange noises
>tfw you have been awake all night because it's way too distracting

>> No.10060320

>>10060311
Those closed-eyed WD visuals are horrifying. Hellish demonic shit, disease, decay, just the most horrific shit I can imagine, literally personal hell

>> No.10060357

>>10060320
That sounds really terrifying. Fortunately mine aren't usually scary but there's a lot of incoherent nonsense and random faces moving around. My heart is racing and it's impossible to relax.

>> No.10060371

is it just me or did half of al/ck/ decdie to quit in the past few days and are withdrawing?

>> No.10060379

>>10060261
Wet brain

>> No.10060386

>>10060371
There's probably a decent portion of us that are always trying and failing to quit.

>> No.10060395

>>10059339
Mix 1/3 vodka 1/3 orange liqueur (triple sec, st germaine, cointreau) and 1/3 orange juice. Top with bitters

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>>10058834

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