al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10205540]

take you're protein pills edition

[Anonymous No.10205557]

REEL FEELS, REEL DEELS
>https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

[Anonymous No.10205558]

And your multivitamins

[Anonymous No.10205568]

>>10205558
I take B12 every morning as well as thiamine. Anything else I should take?

[Anonymous No.10205569]

>>10205540
>real edition
THANKYOU. Phew.

[Anonymous No.10205575]

>>10205568
penis

[Anonymous No.10205577]

>>10205568
I don't know, I just take a multivitamin.
I really do not know much of anything right now.

[Anonymous No.10205583]

>>10205575
How many nano grams do I need? Haha u fgt, rekt.

[Anonymous No.10205587]

>>10205568
I take these every day without fail, have done for years. I think it’s crucial to keep the supplementation up no matter how tedious and inconvenient it may be. Still falling to pieces, but who knows what I’d be like without them.

[Anonymous No.10205590]

>finger that froze is turning brown on the frozen half of it
grim

[Anonymous No.10205592]

>>10205587
Oops. Now with pic

[Anonymous No.10205593]

>>10205590
pics

[Anonymous No.10205607]

They are back.
This was sooner than I anticipated.

[Anonymous No.10205609]

Been drinking tequila. No hangovers. Shit is amazing. My only regret is that I didn’t drop whiskey years ago

[Anonymous No.10205613]

>>10205607
whos back?

[Anonymous No.10205614]

>>10205593
sorry doesn't really show up on phone pic
also im shaking really bad from withdrawals so its a little blurry

[Anonymous No.10205615]

>>10205607
Sober up!

[Anonymous No.10205616]

>drinkning
>hating life
>posting in al/ck/
fucking based

[Anonymous No.10205619]

Well I fucking wrecked my car in the woods and fucking whiskey still going. Oh well I guess. I want a new fucking ride, Mr. Bones. I can't wait till I'm hearing music out of fans again.

[Anonymous No.10205621]

>>10205615
You knew exactly what happened

>>10205613
I let my guard down and now it begins.

[Anonymous No.10205648]

>>10205621
For how long do they attack? And do you think it’s the booze, or the stimulants? Ever told a Doc about them?

[Anonymous No.10205654]

>>10205619
You didn’t get arrested?

[Anonymous No.10205673]

>>10205648
No stimulants around.
Never seen a doc about it.
No they are just really disappointed in me and want to kick me while I am down.

[Anonymous No.10205715]

>>10205654
Nah, I've done this wreck the car and wander away thing multiple times now. I buy a sports car, get wasted, shift wrong and end up putting it in a wall or the woods, or a curb, and walk away before anyone shows up. Go back later and get it AAA'd out and meh. I'm still drunk.

[Anonymous No.10205745]

>>10205715
I crashed four times over the limit last year and a fucking cop had me in an arm lock within 2 minutes. Don’t ever want another car. Maybe a motorbike so I can get the fuck away from cops if I am blackout fucked again and lose my mind enough to drive while wasted. Third conviction means mandatory prison.

[Anonymous No.10205748]

>>10205673
Weren’t you using speed, meth and vodka recently? I didn’t realise just how fucking insane I was while drunk and smoking crack daily until about a year after I got off the stims

[Anonymous No.10205753]

>>10205745
I ran away from one a few years ago and the cops picked me up down the street lol. They just drove me home and said I "should" be arrested.

[Anonymous No.10205756]

>>10205748
I was but that was days ago.
I think the relapse back to over a liter of liquor a day is the problem.

[Anonymous No.10205765]

Howdy boys. Got back from my friends'. ONly drank one beer there and drove home to get wasted responsibly. Go me

[Anonymous No.10205774]

>>10205765
Smart but boring

[Anonymous No.10205778]

>>10205745
>thinking you can ride a 2 wheeled vehicle while drunk
It may sound appealing but you can't. I own 3 motorcycles and can say from experience that if you try to ride on while drunk you will tip over before you get 10 yards on it. Maybe you should focus on you before you take to the road and endanger others.

[Anonymous No.10205783]

>>10205619
>hearing music out of fans

What causes this? There was like a month period in my life where I heard music, and like what sounded like a a talk show before falling asleep, from the fan in my room

[Anonymous No.10205784]

>>10205756
>litre per day
Yeah that’s not good. Moderation doesn’t work for me either, it really is all or nothing. Can’t even have alcohol in the house for recipes.

[Anonymous No.10205786]

hey guys, a simple question
how do you experience The Fear?

[Anonymous No.10205787]

>>10205778
lol look at this guy trying to stay alive, what a looser!

[Anonymous No.10205790]

>>10205783
Delirium
It happens from sleeplessness or brain-stress.

[Anonymous No.10205792]

>>10205783
It's withdrawal hallucinations for me, it takes me a minute to figure out I don't have youtube on or something and it's all in my head. Super fucked up.

[Anonymous No.10205798]

>>10205619
>>10205715
>>10205745
>>10205753
i hope you sacks wrap yourselves the next electric pole you pass

[Anonymous No.10205799]

>>10205778
I used to ride drunk daily. Fuck, before I even got my license as a teen I’d drunkenly give rides to teen grils whose gineys I wanted to impale. No helmet, a broken old crosser with no lights, public roads in a built up area, fuck knows how I didn’t lose my license before even getting it

[Anonymous No.10205801]

>>10205783
this happened to me even before i started drinking heavily

[Anonymous No.10205803]

>>10205786
It’s my own personal hell. The worst possible things I can imagine happening to me are all suddenly imminent.

[Anonymous No.10205805]

>>10205798
Oh wow never heard that before.

[Anonymous No.10205837]

>>10205787
Wrong. But I would rather end my life in comfort than behind bars. It's not worth it to ride drunk,, especially on your second strike. Maybe put down the bottle for a second a re-read what I originally wrote.

[Anonymous No.10205851]

>>10205837
You’re talking to two people. I don’t care how butthurt it makes you, heard it all before. If I drive I’m blacked out, totally out of control. I won’t even know I’ve done it until I’m released from jail and told why I was put back in.

[Anonymous No.10205856]

>>10205837
Oh and it’d be my third ‘strike’.

[Anonymous No.10205861]

>>10205798
I keep trying, but I laugh it off everytime. Come hit me with a semi like I hope for when I'm sober.

[Anonymous No.10205882]

I think I got one trapped under the sink.
My cat is guarding the sink, instructed not to move till I can find some gloves and a hammer.

[Anonymous No.10205889]

>>10205882
Are you certain it’s not a terrified postman, or neighbour’s daughter or something? Please don’t end up in a psych ward for clawhammering some loli to death

[Anonymous No.10205904]

Oh no I have made a grievous error.

[Anonymous No.10205924]

>>10205592
Good lad

[Anonymous No.10205926]

>>10205904

[Anonymous No.10205934]

I just noticed a music video had a scene shot in a diner 5 minutes down the road from me.
I used to hang out there all the time.

[Anonymous No.10205943]

>>10205614
It's fine, would be black within 12 hours if you were going to lose it so no worries m8

next time don't be stupid or whatever it was you were doing

[Anonymous No.10205947]

Does chicken blood come out of concrete?
I left it too long and It still is leaving faint stains.
Any way cover this up?

[Anonymous No.10205954]

>>10205943
got lost walking home from the liquor, wandered around for a couple hours before making it home

[Anonymous No.10205955]

>>10205947
stain it with something different dumbass

[Anonymous No.10205956]

>>10205954
This just reminded me that I keep dreaming about getting lost. Pretty sure it's a recurring dream and this is the first time I've remembered it while conscious. Shit.

[Anonymous No.10205958]

>>10205954
I have done this more than once. Lol

[Anonymous No.10205960]

>>10205955
motor oil!
Good idea, cant leave any evidence.

[Anonymous No.10205964]

>>10205956
you sure it's not a blackout? I remember shit I really did in a blackout as dreams all the time, that's why my car is wrecked in the parking lot. baka

[Anonymous No.10205967]

Who here has tried Nikka Coffey Grain Whisky?

[Anonymous No.10205968]

>>10205960
Good man.

[Anonymous No.10205982]

>>10205904
I have no idea why but this post left me in tears

[Anonymous No.10205995]

>>10205947
dilute some detergent and dump it on and let it soak in, then spray it down with water. If that doesn't work you need an enzyme detergent or something industrial from home depot

[Anonymous No.10205998]

>>10205995
Too late I stained it with motor oil.
Im in a panic here. I cannot be harming neighbors livestock anymore.
They are going to be suspicious.

[Anonymous No.10206007]

>>10205904
I think your first mistake was browsing 4chan

[Anonymous No.10206012]

>>10205998
>I cannot be harming neighbors livestock anymore.
>They are going to be suspicious.
night al/ck/ best al/ck/

[Anonymous No.10206014]

I'm alive but haven't eaten in 3 days, I need some fruit.

[Anonymous No.10206026]

>>10206014
DOn't talk about gays lik dis

[Anonymous No.10206035]

>>10206014
few days for me too
well i had an egg earlier, and about half a banana

[Anonymous No.10206047]

>>10206012
fukin' lol, ikr. but al/ck/ threads are best threads.

[Anonymous No.10206050]

>>10206035
potassium, protein, b vitamins, excellent choice sir.

[Anonymous No.10206090]

Doors are locked
Safety measures in place
Protection firmly clutched
I will attempt sleep until they leave.

[Anonymous No.10206100]

Can people really tell if you smell like liquor even if you brush your teeth and use mouthwash?

I'm wondering because people have told me even after I've done a good teeth brushin'. Does it radiate from my breath?

[Anonymous No.10206106]

>>10206100
buddy how the fuck do you think breathalyzers work?

[Anonymous No.10206111]

Can someone explain to me your day-to-day life as an alcoholic? Especially if you have a job. Like, the idea of a high to semi-functioning alcohol never really made sense to me. Do you need to be wasted or just maintain a buzz?

[Anonymous No.10206115]

>>10206106
I thought it had something to do with a specific mechanism of detecting BAC, not just some schmuck being able get a slight whiff of your breath and be able to know you've been drinking heavily

[Anonymous No.10206121]

>>10206111
It's mostly maintenance so you don't get sick. You don't want it. Fun is out the window.

[Anonymous No.10206123]

>>10205786
its not really fear its just all-encompassing anxiety. i know its just the rebound effect of my nervous system, but theres nothing that can be done about it. i just feel completely panicked. heart rate high, blood pressure high, sweating, nervous. nothing but tapering and time gets it back to normal

[Anonymous No.10206138]

>>10206121
i absolutely cannot imagine someone shooting up that much china ,or h. that photo is ridiculous.

[Anonymous No.10206140]

>>10206121
Holy shit. At least I know my life is better than someones situation...

[Anonymous No.10206161]

>>10206100
it's your breath; your lungs expelling alcohol, not your mouth.

[Anonymous No.10206163]

https://www.mdcalc.com/ciwa-ar-alcohol-withdrawal
>tfw 27

[Anonymous No.10206166]

>>10206111
>day-to-day life
Non-functional, but...Wake, drink before even opening my eyes, fall asleep. My whole life is simply an attempt to spend as much time unconscious as possible.

[Anonymous No.10206172]

who /constantbloodynose/ here?

[Anonymous No.10206182]

>>10206172
my nose is one of the few orifices from which i am not constantly sharting tsunamis of blood.

[Anonymous No.10206193]

>>10206140
>>10206138
I kinda wanna find a schizophrenic girl to fuck into oblivion and tell me about all the weird shit they hear and see... then let her kill me in my sleep.

pic relate

[Anonymous No.10206194]

>>10205715
You’re going to end up killing someone. If you want to drink yourself to death then go right ahead, but don’t put other people at risk. Do you want to wake up in prison knowing but not knowing what you did?

[Anonymous No.10206196]

>>10206194
Wouldn't be the first time

[Anonymous No.10206197]

>>10206193
VERY comfy. I think I could go out like that if that gril had a fem-peen

[Anonymous No.10206202]

>>10206100
Yes it seeps out your pores because your body doesn’t process all of it

[Anonymous No.10206208]

>>10206111
I drank heavily every night for a long time and was able to keep a job. Morning is waking up feeling groggy, never really hungover, speeding because I’m late to work. Get to work and say I’m not drinking tonight. Get out of work feeling great and head to the liquor store. Go home take a shower, chill for about an hour, then just start hammering beer. Pass out and wake up six hours later late for work. I was always an exceptional worker and people liked me so they let me slide on being late all the time. I often wondered if people knew I got shit faced every night.

[Anonymous No.10206213]

>>10206196
The first time for killing someone through DUI? Or just the first time killing in general?

[Anonymous No.10206215]

>>10206208
Yeah, this. It's like I would do really well at work to make up for being a piece of shit person otherwise.

[Anonymous No.10206216]

>>10206213
I'm not going there. Long story short, I still drink.

[Anonymous No.10206222]

>>10206215
For me I just hated everything about my life so I tried to at least be good at my job. Worked great until I got a new job in a completely different field where I fucked up everyday. Started drinking harder to cope with work mistakes, sleep schedule got all fucked up so I would drink five hours before work just so I could get some sleep before work, ended up going in drunk a few times and couldn’t even speak properly. I pulled myself out of the drinking spiral, worked hard at being better, and was able to stop drinking altogether. Looking back I wasted so much time drinking trying to feel better when all I had to do was stop drinking.

[Anonymous No.10206225]

>>10206216
Hey man whatever happened happened and you can’t change the past but you can control the future. Don’t drink and drive.

[Anonymous No.10206230]

>>10206222
>trips says all you gotta do is just not drink

I could have everything in the world.... Or I can drink. I still choose drinking. I am the dumbass, and I know it.

[Anonymous No.10206231]

>>10206216
Why won’t you tell the story though? It might do some good for some anons to hear it.

[Anonymous No.10206232]

>>10206225
Not that guy, but I can't control a damn thing if I'm blacked out, that's the point.

[Anonymous No.10206235]

>>10206230
One day you’re going to stop drinking and you’ll look back and wish you had stopped sooner.

[Anonymous No.10206240]

>>10206232
You can control the whole not getting blacked out part.

[Anonymous No.10206241]

>>10206240
I can? Been trying for years. How?

[Anonymous No.10206244]

>>10206241
ALSO WOULD LIKE TO KNOW THIS

[Anonymous No.10206246]

>>10206232
Put your phone, keys, and gun somewhere that it would be too difficult to retrieve them from when you're wasted.

[Anonymous No.10206249]

>>10206246
I'm not sure where that would be. How would I retrieve them sober if I can't while wasted?

[Anonymous No.10206252]

>>10206241
Don’t drink. But you’re probably not going to do that so don’t drink hard alcohol. But you’re probably not going to do that so only have enough in your house to get fucked, but not blacked out. Also make sure the alcohol is far away; like if you sit or lay down when drinking put it somewhere where you have to get up to get another drink. And eat a heavy meal before you start drinking. Drink a bottle of water for every two drinks you have. That’s really all I got

[Anonymous No.10206253]

>>10206252
>Just don't drink lol
>In a thread full of alcoholics
I'm not certain you've thought this through.

[Anonymous No.10206254]

>those alcoholic pisses that smell really bad
grim

[Anonymous No.10206258]

>>10206253
Motherfucker that advice is coming from an alcoholic. I most likely drank harder and longer than 95 percent of the people on here and I somehow managed to stop. Everyone builds up the idea of stopping drinking as something they can’t do, but you can do anything. Literally at any point in time you can not drink and then you just extend that not drinking time a little bit longer.

[Anonymous No.10206263]

>>10206172
Constant anus bleeding from rough shits and having to wipe a thousand times.

[Anonymous No.10206264]

>>10206258
>somehow
Awesome advice

[Anonymous No.10206273]

>>10206249
I use a metal box closed with a few combination lock chains and a couple of small padlocks. My hand eye coordination while drunk isn't good enough to get them undone before I give up, and I don't own any bolt cutters.

[Anonymous No.10206275]

>>10206264
I stopped because I was getting fat as fuck from all the empty calories. Starting eating super healthy, lean protein, tons of vegetables, tons of water, even did a bullshit full body detox from Whole Foods. Two weeks later I’m done with the cleanse and I don’t even want to drink anymore. So many of our health problems, especially mental health, are the result of an imbalance of bacteria in your gut. Fix that and you start to feel a shit ton better and can think straight. Just give it two weeks of eating healthy, drinking water. Throw some probiotic foods in there to speed up the process. I’m not even asking you to excercise.

[Anonymous No.10206276]

>>10206222
Well done.

[Anonymous No.10206279]

>>10206276
Thanks man. No one really knew about the extent of my drinking so they also don’t know how big of an achievement it is to not drink.

[Anonymous No.10206285]

>>10206275
I've eaten healthily for 17 years, and been taking Lactobacillus Acidophilus, Bifidobacterium Bifidum, Bacillus Licheniformis, Bacillus Subtilis, Lactobacillus Lactis, Lactobacillus Casei, Lactobacillus Rhamnosus and Lactobacillus Plantarum for 15 years.
Glad you managed to get clean and completely rid yourself of alcoholism within two weeks, but even with a few weeks, sometimes months here and there, after a quarter of a century I'm still battling alcoholism.

[Anonymous No.10206286]

>>10206275
Not him, but ever since i stopped drinking like a week ago i still feel like shit. Have an infection in my tooth, using ibuprofen, but still.. havn't bought a bottle. Is it okay if i buy some weed though? Or will the infection intensify?

[Anonymous No.10206287]

>>10206252
A good tip that I don't follow but it works, is having a cup of tea before your first drink, it fills you up and you don't drink so fast.
I am going to re-incorporate this rule as I have been getting a bit messy lately, got in a fight and nearly got arrested last night.
Let's see if I can put off drinking until Friday/\Saturday.
I don't know why I rarely eat before drinking, I suppose deep down I want the booze to hit harder.

[Anonymous No.10206288]

>>10206264
Not him but I went to an addiction psychiatrist and a therapist, got on meds, and I've been sober for 2 months now after a liter of vodka a day habit for 5 years. I don't plan on abstaining forever but I need to lose some weight and let my body heal a bit before I go back to even touching the stuff at all. Didn't do a taper just kind of suffered through it, took a lot of benadryl to sleep at night

[Anonymous No.10206291]

>>10206288
>went to an addiction psychiatrist and a therapist, got on meds,
Tried that and more, I'm afraid.

[Anonymous No.10206293]

>>10206286
Weed is fine. Try some saltwater gargles and look into oil pulling. See a dentist if you can.

[Anonymous No.10206296]

>>10206285
Believe in yourself and remember how much hangovers sucks. You already stopped before so you’re a seasoned vet. You know the signs of slipping back into drinking so be honest with yourself and squash that thought when it starts. Take all the money you would spend on drinking and put it in a secondary savings account. Anytime you feel like slipping check that balance.

[Anonymous No.10206298]

>>10206296
Thanks dude, I'm cured.

[Anonymous No.10206299]

>>10206287
Sometimes you just want to get knocked on your ass from empty stomach drinking. If you’re going to do the tea thing then you should look into making beet kvass. It’s healthy as fuck for you and has a alcoholic like flavor. Knock a few shots back when you’re drinking to mix it up. Super good for the liver.

[Anonymous No.10206303]

>>10206298
Fuck man just smoke weed instead.

[Anonymous No.10206306]

>>10206288
Solid attitude towards abstaining. No one has to give it up forever but a break to let your body heal is a good start.

[Anonymous No.10206311]

>>10206293
Used mouthwash and the warm water with salt a couple of times yes, thanks.

Guess i'll buy some weed today then. It's been a while. Hope i'll make myself content tonight with water and veggies. Used to really eat shitty food when i was stoned a year ago.

[Anonymous No.10206313]

>>10206303
Believe me, I'd love to. But I live in dumbshitistan where I can get up to 14 years for growing, 4 years for just smoking.

[Anonymous No.10206318]

>>10206311
Check out concentrates if they are available. They will knock you on your ass. Make some healthy food before you get high so it’s ready for you.

[Anonymous No.10206321]

>>10206313
Sucks brother. What country do you live in?

[Anonymous No.10206322]

>friend came over to do music stuff with a roommate
>left several grams of free weed
>mutual friend came over to do music stuff with another roommate
>left over half an 18 rack

blessed day

[Anonymous No.10206323]

>>10206321
One in which cannabis is "lethal" and "very very toxic", but in which everybody drinks plenty of health-giving poison.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hzMu2lzEdwE

[Anonymous No.10206326]

>>10206323
I thought people got high in England. It’s not like it’s the Middle East...

[Anonymous No.10206328]

>>10206326
They do, I used to constantly, but my criminal record is too substantial now to risk it.

[Anonymous No.10206330]

>>10206193
Dawg you gotta stop posting that waukesha mentally ill broad. it makes me feel bad for being from the same town as her

[Anonymous No.10206341]

>>10206328
You can take steps to minimize your risk. The only way to get caught is in transport or if you’re being an idiot about smoking. But hey you know what’s best for you, not some faggot across the pond.

[Anonymous No.10206596]

Relapsed after 63 days. I'm 24 and that's the longest i've gone since i was 15. Now it's 7:30 AM and I'm sipping on a fifth of gin without having even gotten out of bed. Where did it all go so wrong?

[Anonymous No.10206601]

>>10206596
How heavily were you drinking when you were 15?

[Anonymous No.10206604]

None of you actually fucking talks about alcohol as a drink

This general is pure trash

[Anonymous No.10206663]

>>10206604
how many times do we have to tell you retards this isn't the place for that, it's for alkies to discuss how to get drunk quick and cheap

[Anonymous No.10206667]

>>10206663
Then get the fuck out of a board about cooking and food
>>>/r9k/
>>>/b/
>>>/trash/

[Anonymous No.10206689]

>>10206667
you've never worked in a kitchen have you

[Anonymous No.10206698]

>>10206667
throwing a hissy fit won't make the general go away you homo

[Anonymous No.10206745]

>>10206667
>>>/pol/

[Anonymous No.10206800]

>>10206121
wow

[Anonymous No.10206812]

Looks like I got blackout drunk and pissed in my jug of vodka. Is it ok to still drink it?

[Anonymous No.10206815]

>>10206812
It depends on what level of shame is acceptable to you.
It is safe to drink.
but you will have to live with the fact that you drank it.

[Anonymous No.10206833]

>>10206812
Presumably, your drunk self knew what it was doing when it pissed into the jug
How much do you trust yourself?

[Anonymous No.10206847]

>>10206815
I'm gonna go ahead and throw it away. Cannot lie though, if for some reason I was unable to get more alcohol later I would probably drink it, and I don't feel good about that

[Anonymous No.10206974]

>go to check up on my alcholic neuropaty status
>Turns out I also got Complex Regional Pain syndrome now.
Anyone else dealt with it? The doctors who tested me weren't neuroogical experts and some rando doctor my main doctor spoke to suspected that's what I have. Why can't we live in a world where taking some sips won't bring biological suffering?

[Anonymous No.10206986]

>>10206974
how much were you drinking and for how long?

[Anonymous No.10206992]

Guys I used to post here and haven't even been on this site in a few weeks. Found a weed guy and just been smoking medical weed, went from 10+ shots of vodka a day/ cheap natty daddys/ getting drunk on swill every day to a couple tall boys a day, find a weed guy. Just my 2 cents, it helped me. I forgot this shithole even existed. Well peace, hope at least one of you gets help and stops drinking yourself retarded

[Anonymous No.10207021]

>>10206986
I drank a lot of hobo vodka for 3 years. I usualy switched between half bottles and 70 cl bottles. I mostly drank til I was tipsy and not blackout drunk.

[Anonymous No.10207102]

>>10206847
if that isn't rock bottom for you I'm not sure I want to know what is

[Anonymous No.10207106]

>>10206974
you'll probably end up on gabapentin I think

[Anonymous No.10207126]

>>10207106
>gabapentin
Forever or nah? I was told on my first checkup (about a month ago) I can get a full recovery since I'm still young, but I have my doubts stil.

[Anonymous No.10207131]

too poor for drink this week :(

[Anonymous No.10207224]

>>10205745
I'm a legitimate mess and even I find this to be completely abhorrent

[Anonymous No.10207228]

so i have come to a decision. i will stop drinking on the first of march. good bye

[Anonymous No.10207245]

>>10207126
You should be on gabapentin for your alcoholic neuropathy for at least the next 5 years assuming you stop drinking altogether tomorrow, maybe for longer. It is used to treat alcoholism for other reasons too anyways
I've never heard of CRPS being caused by alcohol, sounds like bullshit to me
t. doctor

[Anonymous No.10207306]

>>10207245
Well I do fit the bil for most of CRPS' symptoms, (swelling, redness, tenderness, hotness etc.) but I'm also wondering if it's just neuropathy being neuropathy. My affected foot can be used for walking, but it does start to act up if I walk too long or keep it on the surface for too long.

[Anonymous No.10207327]

>>10205614
Man you just dirty.
How'd you freeze it though?

[Anonymous No.10207335]

>>10205619
Take it easy on the liquor and cheeseburger parties my man.

[Anonymous No.10207347]

>>10207327
walking back from the liquor store i blacked out and wandered around outside for 2 hours before managing to come to my senses and use google maps to find my way home
think it might actually be a burn but im not sure, after all if it was frosbite why are only 3 fingers affected? the shit i do when blacked out is amazing.

[Anonymous No.10207445]

>>10207335
you can't tell me what to do lahey

[Anonymous No.10207494]

>>10206992
>weed
enjoy instant and cripplingly agonising death of yourself and your entire family.

[Anonymous No.10207504]

>>10207228
So will everyone, then start again on the 2nd, same as every day.
but really, good luck.

[Anonymous No.10207559]

Does anyone else get migraines? Fuck me, the pain is surreal. I get them if I don't sleep well for extended periods, and being 12 days sober, I'm barely sleeping at all. I've had 2 in 2 days, last one was so bad that it was a legitimate relief to think to myself a few hours into it 'I could make this all stop by killing myself'.

[Anonymous No.10207620]

finally managed to eat a piece of toast with peanut butter
quite proud really

[Anonymous No.10207687]

Can anyone describe to me their withdraw hallucinations?

I've only seen shit like ants on the corner of my ceiling and mild visual disturbances. Also some pretty wicked, almost psychedelic closed eyed visuals
I want to know what other people see

[Anonymous No.10207707]

>>10205783
Got it recently due to sleep deprivation during/after a long flight, only slept 3/48 hrs eventually went to sleep woke up right as rain

As i was drifting off to sleep at long last i could hear the fan saying in a soothing voice "go to sleep" over and over again. Had my eyes closed and just saw lots of images of people congratulating me and smiling and giving the thumbs up cos i was finally going to sleep. P bizarre luckily i have taken hallucinogens and psychadelics before so it didnt freak me out

[Anonymous No.10207719]

>>10207687
havent ever seen shit, but once thought the hospital was trying to mind control me. ended up trying to brain a cop with a fire extinguisher in my bid to escape

[Anonymous No.10207720]

>>10207687
Giant spiders in my peripheral vision.

[Anonymous No.10207724]

>>10207687

They are real and you cannot convince me they are not.


cbr

[Anonymous No.10207728]

>>10207724
redact this comment

[Anonymous No.10207731]

Explain why?

[Anonymous No.10207734]

>>10207728
>>10207731
Explain

[Anonymous No.10207745]

Can people smell vodka on your breath?

I always wondered if people (family mostly) can tell Im drunk if I'm not acting drunk like slurring. Just maintance drinking vodka.... Can you smell that on someone's breath?

I'm either a master of deception or everyone in my family smells vodka on my breath daily and are deeply concerned but don't say anything in fear of upsetting me

[Anonymous No.10207746]

https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

Gnomebro is in this chat

[Anonymous No.10207758]

>>10207687
When I'm intensely withdrawing, I see smoke coming from the bottom of my visual field

[Anonymous No.10207763]

>>10207745
Yes.

They can also smell it on your skin even if you aren't breathing. You literally smell.

[Anonymous No.10207765]

>>10207687
>>10207763
I just see expanding bubbles everywhere in low-light situations, but I'm not nearly hardcore as people here.

[Anonymous No.10207779]

>>10207745
The body expels alcohol through the lungs and pores, so if you've got a lot of alcohol in your system it can't be avoided. Just take more showers and don't exhale close to anybody's face.

[Anonymous No.10207800]

>>10207687
>withdraw hallucinations?
no, because i'll start throwing up and panicking. what i will say though is that it's nothing like psychedelic hallucinations wherein you're aware that you're hallucinating and it's just a visual thing. it's everything, it's your world, it's real to you. you see it, hear it, smell it, you're surrounded by it, you're in it, you are it. it's more a state of absolute insanity than it is of just seeing weird shit like you might on dmt or whatever.
unless you've 'broken through' on dmt, that is. that's sufficiently confusing and all-encompassing that it could be compared, albeit without the ridiculously profound fear.
i can't really describe it and i wouldn't really like to. i did once run the fuck out of hospital without taking any of my stuff or even getting dressed, just to escape whatever the fuck it was i thought was a threat, then walked in a gown miles through woodland and on beaches to get back to alcohol.

[Anonymous No.10207813]

>>10207763
You can't smell vodka on someone unless he drank pure and like an animal.

[Anonymous No.10207899]

>>10207800
I was definitely getting level 3 tier CEVs with colors and patterns, but I understand what you mean by "state of absolute insanity"

Although I've never experienced full-on delirium temens, I have had a bit of psychosis as a result of withdraw

[Anonymous No.10207915]

>try to eat soup
>shake so bad you can hardly get it into your mouth

[Anonymous No.10207917]

>>10207813
Yes you can, you just can't smell vodka on a person's breath immediately after it is swallowed. It's the same chemical and is processed the same way.

[Anonymous No.10207966]

>>10207915
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiVQcgmIi08

[Anonymous No.10208000]

I can hear my drunk upstairs neighbor retching every day, and I've been living in this apartment for almost two years.

He has a wife and a newborn, too.

[Anonymous No.10208042]

Barely got any sleep last night because I kept waking up. My entire body was itchy. I can’t tell if my kidneys/liver are the cause or just the cold weather. It usually happens after I take a shower. I use Irish springs bar of soap. Maybe I’m allergic to something in it? Anyone else extremely itchy?

[Anonymous No.10208120]

>>10205745
Just pay a taxi, its a lot cheaper

[Anonymous No.10208145]

>>10208042
>>10208042
It’s from being dehydrated from alcohol. Drink plenty of water, eat vegetables, and moisturize your skin. Make sure the water isn’t too hot when you shower.

[Anonymous No.10208152]

>>10208120
>Implying that blacked-out me is rational

[Anonymous No.10208156]

>>10207245
My feet get freezing cold out of nowhere and then it stops. Some nights I wake up and I’m drenched in sweat, but only on chest and armpits. Can you diagnose me?

[Anonymous No.10208194]

>>10207813
That’s just false. Does vodka have a smell? Yes therefore you have a smell when you drink it.

[Anonymous No.10208228]

>>10206992
Careful with the weed. Not because weed is dangerous, but after a while weed won’t get you as fucked up so you slide back into alcohol

[Anonymous No.10208255]

>>10206596
>Where did it all go so wrong?
All???? For you it went pretty well for 63 days, dude.
Any idea what alkies would give to be able to 63 days sober? Fuck.

[Anonymous No.10208263]

>>10205590
whatever bro
stuff happens you can't expect your body to be the same all the time

[Anonymous No.10208288]

>>10205783
i had about a two week period where i heard low muffled music nonstop, i literally crawled all over my floor and walls and disconnected all sources of power. i was pretty sure it was my neighbor until he left for an extended trip.
it turns out it was a lady gaga remix song i'd left on on repeat one time and my brain recreated it when in withdrawals. i happened to be listening to the cd sober afterward and when it got to the last track, where i'd never let it go sober before, i finally recognized it. it's the only reason i believe gin-blossoms-in-the-motherboard-guy

[Anonymous No.10208289]

>>10208145
If it was my liver or kidneys would it be more obvious than just itchy skin? I’m worried because when I was born I had jaundice. Maybe my kidneys are predetermined to be fucked? I might just be acting paranoid

[Anonymous No.10208293]

>>10205786
SCARED
there is no other description
it can not be put into words
if you aren't sure it happened, it hasn't happened to you yet

[Anonymous No.10208304]

>>10205786
Has a panic attack on adderall once. Laying in the floor with my hrleart rate jacked expecting to die. I imagine it’s something like that

[Anonymous No.10208311]

>>10206121
not true, you have fun for about 20 minutes before you pass out and forget all about it

[Anonymous No.10208335]

>>10208289
Honestly itchy skin could be your first noticeable symptom of kidney/liver problems. Or it could be exactly what I said. Dehydration is going to suck moisture out of your skin and make you itch. Drink water

[Anonymous No.10208365]

>>10207131
yeah I haven't been drinking cause I have no money idk if that counts as sober or not

[Anonymous No.10208399]

>>10208365
Of course it counts.

[Anonymous No.10208476]

>>10207746
Do not tell people my business

[Anonymous No.10208815]

>>10205540
wait do multi day binges cause muscle atrophy or something?
Is that my my skin tingles all over and some of my muscles feel fucky after binges?

[Anonymous No.10208818]

>>10208815
You robbed your body of hydration and necessary nutrients.

[Anonymous No.10208819]

>>10205568
>thiamine
benfotiamine and sulbutiamine are what you should be taking

[Anonymous No.10208822]

>>10205856
>>10205851
That makes you bad at alcohol. Quint now boyo.

[Anonymous No.10208858]

>>10205715
>Nah, I've done this wreck the car and wander away thing multiple times now.
were buddies!

[Anonymous No.10208865]

>>10208818
whats the prognosis?

[Anonymous No.10208891]

>>10208865
You need to pour a drink.

[Anonymous No.10208902]

115 days, no drinkie here. Wishing the best for you guys

[Anonymous No.10208913]

Just spent $230 for a ticket to see Metallica when they're in my home town later this year. Did I do good guys?

[Anonymous No.10208924]

>>10208913
that is wild, I spent 85$ to see them back in 2012
But they are coming to nashville late this year I think so I might see them there.

[Anonymous No.10208928]

>>10208924
That wasn't the cheapest ticket, but I'm drunk and said fuck it, it's a once in a lifetime experience so I got tickets right by the stage

[Anonymous No.10208932]

>>10208913
If you like them it's alright. Decent deal a little on the pricey side. I'd only pay that much for The Rolling Stones or Bob Dylan, but Dylan's guys don't squeeze you for money as bad as the Stones.
I saw Metallica about 15 years ago and my early teenage self liked it. Lars is the only cool guy left in the band.

[Anonymous No.10208955]

>>10208932
> Lars is the only cool guy left in the band.

Lars is literally the most gigantic faggot on this earth

[Anonymous No.10208959]

>>10208042
i get itches sometimes and have wondered the same things. mine usually appear as eczema (or eczema-like) patches in a few recurring locations on my body. if you've used irish spring for a while and only now notice itchiness, it's probably not that (although it wouldn't hurt to try a milder soap). have you switched detergents recently? when was the last time you changed your bedsheets? are you changing clothes regularly? just some things to consider.

for me, i think it was a combination of cold, dry weather, poor hygiene, and of course, a lot of alcohol to exacerbate dehydration and blood vessel dilation. cerave moisturizing cream provided substantial relief.

[Anonymous No.10208963]

>>10208913
well its alot of money to see an irrelevant band, but if you havent seen them yet its ok

[Anonymous No.10208965]

>tfw down to just two 1.75L handles and 3.5mg alprazolam a week

I'm making progress bros
Hopefully I'll be independent from all substances in the next 3 months
I hope I haven't raped my GABA receptors too hard

[Anonymous No.10208968]

>>10208913
Who are the opening acts?

[Anonymous No.10208975]

>>10205540
>allowed to post alcohol thread in <18 categories
>not allowed to post pornography

[Anonymous No.10208980]

>>10207559
Used to get them when I drank more heavily. Stopped since I tapered.

[Anonymous No.10208990]

>>10208968
As of now, there are no opening acts. Which is a fucking pompous move if you ask me

[Anonymous No.10208997]

>>10208965
good job anon. assuming the liquor is 80 proof, you're under 10 drinks a day now.

>>10208975
>Global Rule 2. You will immediately cease and not continue to access the site if you are under the age of 18.
there is no such thing as a "<18 category". 4chan is an 18+ website, as are all of the boards.

[Anonymous No.10208999]

>>10208990
Bulshit, when I saw them they at least had lamb of god and gojira as opening acts.
This is absurd. Get a refund.

[Anonymous No.10209003]

>>10208975
All boards are 18+ you dumbass.

[Anonymous No.10209004]

>>10208997
>>10209003
so alcoholism is allowed and safe for work?

[Anonymous No.10209006]

>>10208999
Fuck, LoG and Gojira are worth at least 2/3s of what I paid

[Anonymous No.10209010]

>>10209004
Why not its board culture.

[Anonymous No.10209011]

>>10208932
lars led a crusade on napster which resulted in our current draconian attitude on piracy
he should kill himself

[Anonymous No.10209013]

I go to the gas station from work and grab the cheapest, biggest can with the highest alcohol percentage.
that was 2 for $5 Mike's harder today

[Anonymous No.10209014]

>>10209004
as long as you can't see the nipple

[Anonymous No.10209016]

>>10209010
shitty culture imho, carry on then

[Anonymous No.10209387]

But they were and they were not
I am on the road to alcoholism
there's another "ism"
but it is probably true
I have drank every single day
Every single day
I don't remember the last night I was sober
I don't remember what it feels like to go to bed, sober
I would probably have a good night's sleep
(maybe not, the Irish call it "the fears")
when you've been drinking substantially and you
suddenly
stop
and then you get nightmares
I'VE HAD NIGHTMARES
drink induced ones, but I've never had ones sober
THEY are probably much more intense

[Anonymous No.10209399]

>>10209016
Devastating stuff. Bye

[Anonymous No.10209401]

>>10205540
Cooked up kangaroo that was 2 days past it's use by for dinner last night. Is that why my stomach feels like shit or is it just all the booze I drank?

[Anonymous No.10209408]

>>10209387
AS if I needed another deterrent (to stay sober)
HAHA
well, that's it, run out of beers now
GOING TO BED?

[Anonymous No.10209410]

>>10209401
oi cunt I say just let it pass and get a snack pack later

[Anonymous No.10209413]

I’ve been extremely irritable and irrational all year, ever since successfully managing to hugely reduce the amount I drink. Hate it. Guessing it’s lack of sleep, I’m sleeping even worse now than the poisoned coma sleep id get while drinking

[Anonymous No.10209414]

>>10209408
Yes, hang your t-shirt over the radiator (Need to get it dry for tomorrow)
HANG IT
over
the
radiator

[Anonymous No.10209419]

I gotta get up at like 8 am tommorow for some BULLSHIT at work
drink another pounder of premium malt liquor y/n

[Anonymous No.10209421]

>>10209414
OK will do
thine will be done
in Earth (as it is in Heaven?)

Give us this say OUR DAILY BREAD
and forgive us (forgive us)
our
daily
?

[Anonymous No.10209428]

>>10209421
FORGIVE US OUR TRESPASSES AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO TRESPASS AGAINST US

[Anonymous No.10209438]

>>10209410
Best option I guess. Holy fuck I feel like shit though. Feel nauseous and like I want to chuck. I didn't really drink that much either.

[Anonymous No.10209475]

>>10209428
AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPATION
BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL
FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM
THE POWER AND THE GLORY
FOREVER (AND EVER)

amen

Right, way to bed now, chat to you mad cunts later

[Anonymous No.10209579]

Haven't been able to drink for a few days. What's a decent tasting cheap beer I can buy in six packs that you guys like?

[Anonymous No.10209590]

>>10209579
i always go for pabst

[Anonymous No.10209642]

>can't drink tea or water without spewing it out 5 minutes later
not sure what kind of hangover this is supposed to be, I feel fine otherwise

[Anonymous No.10209699]

>>10209428
>trespassers
>not "debtors"

[Anonymous No.10209714]

>>10209699
idk man I was raised Catholic like whatever man

[Anonymous No.10209723]

>>10209413
Ican relate a little. Sleeping is a bitch after you stop drinking so much or all together. Try get melatonine though.

[Anonymous No.10209744]

I wasn't suppose to drink tonight
But I... Just couldn't do it.
I feel like shit because of that.
Tomorrow I have to see a movie with a friend. I made him do it. I want to do it.

I hate doing shit when I'm hungover. But now I will have to. Because I just couldn't shit at home alone for 8 hours till bed time came.
I hate myself a lot. And it's times like now that I feel like I'm justified

[Anonymous No.10209751]

>>10209579
rolling rock or pbr

[Anonymous No.10209755]

What's the biggest cringe moment of your guys lives?

I drunkenly admitted to my brother I beat off to Facebook pics of his wife

[Anonymous No.10209781]

>>10209755
Haha, man, that's hard to beat.

I asked a girl I used to know in highschool out. That was when I was first being getting addicted to alcohol. 23ish.
She actually said "Yeah let's go out".
I guess she was afraid of saying no or something because she never showed up.
I asked her for another date, but she dodged that too.
I was angry for a few years. But now I think I probably wasn't worth it then

[Anonymous No.10209796]

>>10209755
Got into a fist fight drunk then shit all over the guy's bathroom. Basically had to just end the friendships with everyone that was there out of shame.

[Anonymous No.10209804]

Awesome. Drunken indifference has passed, withdrawal horn has passed, now I’m spending every day lonely with tfwnogf foreveralone feels which feels like they’ll never pass. How the hell is this sober trainwreck ever gonna get a gf?

[Anonymous No.10209819]

>>10209804
The females of our species are elusive, but you can meet them.
I had a thing with a woman, jesus christ I can't believe it's been this long, 2 years ago.
Didn't see it coming. It just happened. I was a drunk then too.
Friend had a thing, go to this bar, so I went. Saw her, got talking. Knew her casually from tangential relationships for a few years.
It was god.
Saw the same week at another friend thing. We got it real going good.
She left the next day to move somewhere else
That hurt.

I myself moved somewhere else, lost my job, starting drinking more. But I still remember how I connected that last night. It felt something special. I hope that I may have that again sometime in my life. Maybe just once more. That's all I'd need.

Anyways, yeah, you just need to go out and meet people. It can happen even if you never expect it.

[Anonymous No.10209838]

>>10209819
Dunno man, sounds like immense effort, plus lots of pretending to give a shit about her/anything while battling PAWS. I just want to press a button and download a gf. I think maybe I’m doomed

[Anonymous No.10209845]

>>10209838
I don't know what PAWS is
But I can say that you don't need to make an effort
Going out with friends is just good

[Anonymous No.10209852]

>>10209755
was drinking with friends and playing some stripping game involving dice. apparently one of the girls tried to give me a handy but used a death grip. then i fucked a couch.

[Anonymous No.10209892]

>>10209755
Can't talk about it. The top 5 or so are so bad that it makes me feel ill for days if I even think about that stuff.

[Anonymous No.10209894]

What is something you are proud of a/ck/?

Genuine answers.


I'm proud of my mechanical abilities, I can fix just about anything besides a transmission on almost any car. Even hammered drunk....Comes in handy with family members who are not mechanically inclined. Also I fucked a ton of women between 19-25. At least 40, Closer to 55 I think...Lost count and don't remember a lot of them so it would be hard to make a list. Fucked a handful of literal 10's.

Those are the only two things that I'm really proud of

[Anonymous No.10209898]

Best value vodka /ck/? When I get paid I want to make myself a Bloody Mary.

[Anonymous No.10209910]

>>10209894
I think I'm smart? Book smart, I guess. I feel doubt now. I have a universe degree, sure. I was on a few Dean's List.
I'm good at analysis and logic, and shit like that.
But if I'm as smart as I think I am, why am I nearly thirty without a career? Answer that smart guy.

That was my thing. I'm good at reading. I can read over 100 pages of a book in a hour. I can recall facts I learned 10 years ago. I love learning.
But what the fuck is that worth?

So your real answer, mate, is that I'm proud of nothing.

[Anonymous No.10209921]

>>10209894
>>10209910
Neither one of you can even cook? What a pathetic board

[Anonymous No.10209929]

>>10209921
Of course I can cook
But I cook for myself and I cook to stretch my measly paycheck.
Give me money and I'll blow your mind. But fate has determined that I shall not access to that level of privilege

[Anonymous No.10210209]

>>10209755
Texts, Facebook, Skype. I've said too much too many times on these fucking things. (Yeah I know, normiebook, just delete them, etc.)

The number one might be some incomprehensible things I said to a crush some weeks ago. Embarrassed myself in a way that even I couldn't comprehend. Ruined everything. I was so blacked out that sober me never understood what the hell went through my mind.

[Anonymous No.10210232]

People have been under remunerated since the days of jimmy hoffa. This isn't your fault. It's the nature of human expansionism. And today its going into overdrive. No unions, no need for humanity equals universal poverty. UBI or the planet will burn.

[Anonymous No.10210248]

>>10210232
I can't speak for everyone but I need more than UBI
I've trying the military thing. They haven't said no yet, but they're taking their fucking time

[Anonymous No.10210254]

>>10210248

UBI does 2 things. Keeps you from starving and drives up nominal pay. What you need is up to you. That has nothing to do with basic income.

[Anonymous No.10210257]

PLEASE don't drink and drive people it's really not worth it

[Anonymous No.10210262]

>>10210254
>That has nothing to do with basic income.
I disagree
I feel like I need to do more, but I know I'm not the norm.
Most lower bracket people who are already living under the poverty line will take UBI and NOT CHANGE A FUCKING THING
They're already living like shit and barely working. Getting free money won't make them qualified for better work. It won't make companies suddenly say "Jeez, we've been asking our minimum wage applicants to have 30 years of experience... Maybe we should spend an extra buck to pay our managers to train the newest employees....?"

Doesn't work like that. Maximum profit, no matter if you fuck the future. Because, me being the exec, I'm not going to be around then, so I HAVE to make myself look good by maximizing my profit in the few years have

[Anonymous No.10210287]

>>10210262

No one is qualified for anything, anymore. They have language parsing AI that can understand english better than average humanity and diagnostic software that are far better at diagnosing disease than doctors.

https://www.techrepublic.com/article/microsofts-ai-can-now-understand-speech-better-than-humans/

No one 'matters' anymore. Surgical robots will be doing all the hard work in one of the most demanding jobs on the planet in a couple years.

You need to get your head around humanity not playing a part anymore.

[Anonymous No.10210293]

>>10210287
And companies will accept UBI when the world is a dead cinder
Because UBI will require higher taxes
And any CEO who accepts that would be executed by his board members.

[Anonymous No.10210299]

>>10210293

They'll be executed by their board members or burned at the stake. Shit changes when unemployment rises to 30%. Just like Weimar Germany.

[Anonymous No.10210314]

>>10209755

How did your brother react?

[Anonymous No.10210321]

fingers have become red and white splotchy
probably was frostbite

[Anonymous No.10210323]

>>10210314
He laughed. Then he stopped letting me be alone with his wife

She used to be my "drinking buddy" for awhile because she liked to go out and drink and I just liked to drink at home, My brother would worry about her being alone or hit on while she's out at bars so he would encourage me to go drink with her instead of at my house. An after I told him I had a thing for her and would beat off to her pics on facebook he stopped encouraging that lol

He still lets me come over to his house and hangout with him and he wasn't mad at me, But I noticed he stopped encouraging me to hang out with her alone.

I still drink with her, But usually only when he's home or their kids are there as well.


That was probably the most cringe moment of my entire existence.

[Anonymous No.10210423]

odds i get drunk, evens i continue sitting here so bored and depressed that it's physically painful.

[Anonymous No.10210428]

>>10210423

[Anonymous No.10210480]

>>10210323
Your brother probably married an alcoholic woman because she reminded him of you.

[Anonymous No.10210481]

>illegal to have open booze in public
This isn't fair. What's the best way to hide my morning beer?

[Anonymous No.10210487]

>>10210481
Put it in a big gulp and drop a straw in there.

[Anonymous No.10210500]

>>10210481
Not in my country. We drink beer and wine in parks all the time
Shit we have permanent install bbqs in parks just for that purpose

[Anonymous No.10210503]

Anyone else just shake their head when people say weed is the solution to alcoholism? I remember thinking that about 7 years ago, that as long as I maintained my supply of weed I wouldn't drink.
Then you realize that they are best together anyways, and the effectiveness of weed at fucking you up drops off a cliff long before alcohol does. Eventually you're just hooked on both.
Fuck. I wish it were that simple.

[Anonymous No.10210506]

>>10210500
You cook your beer and wine on barbecues?

[Anonymous No.10210508]

>>10210506
How can you BBQ without beer or wine?
It's impossible
A sober person cannot cook a steak properly. That's a fact

[Anonymous No.10210514]

>>10208156
ya m8 ur an alcohol

[Anonymous No.10210531]

>>10205540

I don't want my nephews and nieces to come to know me as "that" uncle. I hate my addiction and I hate how easily I crawl back into it. I thought that getting better would be easy. I cut off all of my drinking friends and I got a good(eh vov) job. Living alone seems like my license to die by my own vice. I'm no longer a liver-damage drinker; I'm just a same old "there's a drunk" guy, now. I hate it so much. Being alone is why I drink, and drinkking never lets me be not alone. I'm too drunk to cry, and too sad to be sober. I hate it. I've hated it for so long. I'm orry for being sad like this, but I am. I can't wait til spring hits and I can see the blue skies again. The cold wears me out. Ohio.

[Anonymous No.10210542]

>>10210481
Forget beer. Vodka in plastic water bottle is the way to go

oldest trick in the book and tried and tested by me

[Anonymous No.10210545]

>>10210514
No shit but what is the part of my body that is causing it? Haven’t drank in almost a year. Both symptoms have lessened significantly.

[Anonymous No.10210555]

>>10210545
>Haven’t drank in almost a year.
How the hell does this happen?

[Anonymous No.10210570]

>>10210555
I stopped drinking.

[Anonymous No.10210597]

>>10205540

Stopped drinking for like three weeks because I got sick and found out that I actually have elevated liver enzymes.

I'm going to start drinking again but also try to take it easy and not have as much.

[Anonymous No.10210615]

>>10210597
>I'm going to start drinking again

Please don't, for your own good. This is coming from someone who is very physically addicted to alcohol

[Anonymous No.10210624]

>>10210597
You’re already three weeks clean. Keep it going man.

[Anonymous No.10210638]

>>10210597
If you can last 3 weeks, you can go forever.
The first few days are the hardest. Once you're past that, you're in the clear

[Anonymous No.10210642]

>>10210638
Post acute withdrawals are worse, they're never-friggin-ending

[Anonymous No.10210644]

>>10210642
What are symptoms of paws?

[Anonymous No.10210655]

>>10210638

I have never had actual withdrawal though. I drank enough to be drunk every night but stopping was just a matter of choice and health. It's not like I struggled, I just feel like I would rather be having a drink.

[Anonymous No.10210660]

>>10210644
Probably best to google it, I've only ever experienced benzo and booze PAWS combined, so mine are likely to be different. But for me it's unbearable lethargy, tiredness, depression, hopelessness, paranoia, insomnia, all the good stuff. It makes it near damn impossible to stay sober. I once managed 7 months before throwing in the towel and getting wasted.

[Anonymous No.10210662]

>>10210597
>>10210615
I’m not physically addicted and I don’t think I ever was but I think I have serious health problems from it. Stop before it gets worse. What are your liver levels like? I did a bilubrin at home test that came back normal, but I’m still too scared to see a doctor.

[Anonymous No.10210675]

>>10210660
There’s so much information out there that it’s hard to figure out what’s legit and what’s not. I google my symptoms and I have five different diseases but none of them fit my actual symptoms.

[Anonymous No.10210680]

>>10210655
If you’ve never had withdrawal then stop before you get there. Life will get better and then you regret not stopping sooner.

[Anonymous No.10210683]

>>10210675
You're trying to use google to diagnose yourself? Don't bother. Google "why am i sneezing?" and it'll tell you you've got nose cancer. Use a doc for diagnosis and the net for treatment.

[Anonymous No.10210690]

>>10210683
I’m scared of seeing a doctor. It’s like Schroederings cat. Until I see a doctor I’m in perfect health.

[Anonymous No.10210702]

>>10210662

I don't know the actual levels, just that they were elevated.

[Anonymous No.10210708]

>>10210702
Did you see a doctor specifically for alcohol or it just came up during other tests?

[Anonymous No.10210739]

>Got fired a while ago from a healthcare job (wont name specifics) due to blowing some ridiculously high ABV during a rando. Was pretty sure I wouldn't be able to ever work in my field again.
>Just found another job by fabricating references and hoping it worked
>Somehow due to beauracratic oversight noone put the incident on my license.
Well shit im drinking again because i am earning money. I keep thinking that once i move in with my chick this bullshit will stop.
Fuck i hope it does

[Anonymous No.10210741]

>>10210708

Unrelated, gastritis. The levels must not have been very seriously elevated because a doctor only told me to stop drinking based on those tests when I was at a follow up appointment with a gastro doctor and mentioned that (in my opinion) I drink a lot.

[Anonymous No.10210747]

>>10210741
How long and how much do you drink?

[Anonymous No.10210758]

>>10210747

I usually start drinking some time in the evening and keep drinking until I go to bed. How much I drink varies, but it can be as many as eight beers or several large glasses of wine.

[Anonymous No.10210760]

>>10210758
How long have you been drinking like that for?

[Anonymous No.10210763]

>>10210758
Sorry for all the questions. I’m just trying to get a handle on my habit in comparison to others.

[Anonymous No.10210795]

>>10210760

Few years.

>>10210763

I don't mind. Why, how much do you figure you drink?

[Anonymous No.10210797]

>>10210795
I drank around 12 drinks every night for about eight years.

[Anonymous No.10210972]

Day 13. Going to bed sober. I feel ridiculously horrific thanks to the worst sleep of my life the entire time, but it’s still better than drinking. Join me anons

[Anonymous No.10210993]

>>10210972
n..no thanks

[Anonymous No.10210996]

>>10210763
a handle???

[Anonymous No.10211062]

New bread
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[Anonymous No.10211073]

>>10211062
thank you anon

[Anonymous No.10212326]

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