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Al/ck/ Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:49:38 2018 No.10488565 [Reply] [Original]

Al/ck/, rules for newfags edition:

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2: Only start a new thread when the old one hits page 8+
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4: Don't be a dick.
5: ???

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:51:03 2018 No.10488569 Pathetic lmao >have sympathy fowr mwee I cant stop dwinking alcohooool

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:54:31 2018 No.10488579 I dont obey your rules maaaaaaaaaaaan

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:56:15 2018 No.10488585 >>10488565 Anyone else think this looks like Ewan McGregor?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:57:42 2018 No.10488589

>>10488565
I detoxed last August. Since then I've been taking naltrexone regularly but I had to stop because I recently had another surgery and naltrexone blocks the opioid receptors in the brain. Which means my oxys wouldn't work. Anyway. I'm not convinced I'm an alcoholic. I've only drank a few times since August and never got drunk. Ok, once. But still. I'm sober now with no intention on drinking tonight. I don't know if I'm an alcy

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 18:58:36 2018 No.10488590

>>10487720
For me it's visions of disease. Spiders and snakes don't bother me. You'll just end up seeing whatever scares you personally the most. I mean it's as close to a personalised hell on earth as I can imagine. Still to this day can't talk in detail about that stuff. Life-changing, the feeling never fully leaves you.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:02:07 2018 No.10488602

>>10488589
it's pretty much impossible to define alcoholism. it's more about psychological issues than it is about physical addiction. everyone is too different for there to be a clear line drawn where normie drinking ends and alcoholism begins. what i will say though is that i'd be surprised if there are many alcoholics who while cringing, vomiting, feeling suicidal, physically falling to pieces and generally completely ruining their entire lives from the foundations up, have to question whether drinking is causing them problems.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:03:10 2018 No.10488606 File: 1.03 MB, 2256x1496, pemmican.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488565 What's al/ck/'s favorite snack to eat while drinking? Sliced pemmican for me.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:04:23 2018 No.10488610 >>10488606 >pemmican Are you from the 1700s?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:10:42 2018 No.10488622

>>10488602
It is an arbitrary definition. Of course drinking has caused me problems and I come from a family of heavy drinkers. But the addiction does not seem physical so much. Since I've been on antidepressants and started using pot ptlretty regular, my anxiety has decreased and I just haven't been AS interested in ruining myself.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:16:12 2018 No.10488639 >>10488610 Pemmican and grog for me, mate.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:19:45 2018 No.10488649 File: 60 KB, 852x480, 995LLV_Elisabeth_Shue_045.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >she won't be there to comfort you as you die

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:52:14 2018 No.10488753 I managed to quit for a bit and now I just drink two bottles of wine a day on the weekend. It’s comfy with the sunshine and the hand rolled cigarettes on the porch.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 19:54:53 2018 No.10488766 >>10488606 The fuck are you a fur trader with the Hudson's Bay Company 300 years ago?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:00:45 2018 No.10488781
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Haven't had a drink in almost a week
>sleep schedule back on track
>wake up at 6:45am and fall asleep easily, can actually dream now
>started riding my bike
>started studying more
>no longer depressed
>feel energetic and motivated in the morning.

I feel so much better

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:05:20 2018 No.10488801 >>10488622 >replacing your alcohol addiction with weed addiction still using a substance bud

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:08:33 2018 No.10488814 legitimately broke and going through heavy withdrawals. i don't want to risk stealing, i've done it before but know that it will come back to bite me in the ass if i make a habit of it. >>10488801 apples and oranges are both fruit

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:09:47 2018 No.10488820

>>10488801
excessive booze vs excessive weed is like comparing excessive serial killing to excessive knitting. almost all the horrific shit alcoholism does to you simply ceases to happen if you smoke instead. not saying it'd work for everyone, but i'd definitely encourage everyone to smoke weed instead of drinking if that's possible for them.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:13:19 2018 No.10488842 >>10488606 Where did you get it?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:19:25 2018 No.10488878 >general This is a joke thread, correct?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:22:28 2018 No.10488894 >>10488569 It's nothing about sympathy it's just a designated place for alcoholics to talk about being alcoholics with one another you fuckin brainlet asshole piece of shit retard.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:24:08 2018 No.10488899 >>10488878 literally huh?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:24:36 2018 No.10488901 File: 38 KB, 727x480, 1520452503147.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488894 LMAO

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:25:14 2018 No.10488903 I unironically want to die but I'm scared of pain.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:32:14 2018 No.10488935 >>10488781 Enjoy >>10488814 Withdrawals are such a pain in the ass. miserable. Hope you find a way to ease it up a little.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:35:16 2018 No.10488953 >>10488814 at least if you get caught stealing you will go to jail and theyll detox you with meds.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:44:47 2018 No.10488991 File: 325 KB, 1188x1067, 1522546727612.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488842 kind of looks like shit tho https://grasslandbeef.com/osearch?q=pemmican

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:45:18 2018 No.10488994 >>10488953 not in my experience. only thing i was ever given was paracetamol. big help after 14 hours in withdrawal with a fucking migraine in a cell.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:49:17 2018 No.10489007 File: 36 KB, 778x512, 1505803152482.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488991

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:50:23 2018 No.10489012 >>10488953 >theyll detox you with meds Lol no

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:55:38 2018 No.10489030

>>10488565
How to taper if you're not a liquor drinker who gets shakes? I don't get shakes when I stop cold turkey but I do notice my heart racing and it's kind of fucked up. I've stopped cold turkey many times and thought I was just being strong, now I realize I was being a retard.

Let's say you drink 12 beers a night for 3 months, do you taper by having just 2 or 3 beers for a few nights and stopping? Is it possible to taper off in only a few days and be okay? I don't want to keep tempting myself forever and I already feel well buzzed off just two beers which I imagine is bad...

Why is everything so perilous reeeeeeee
I just want to beat the fear and also not hurt my heart any further

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:58:03 2018 No.10489043 >>10489030 Don't taper just go cold turkey. At your pace you'd be fine in 3 days.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 20:58:51 2018 No.10489051

>>10488565
>>10488590
I want to hear more about scary dreams and hallucinations. A couple months back I had a broken arm and posted about some scary female creature in bed grabbing my arm and squeezing it, I could feel my bones clicking in the dream, I woke up to see my hand cramped grasping my cast (the part that wraps across the palm). Shit was scary.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:01:15 2018 No.10489059 >>10489043 B-but my heart. And tapering is more fun sip

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:01:25 2018 No.10489060

>>10489030
my preferred method of tapering is to just buy a shitload of cans of 8%, and if things become unbearable i'll drink one. simple as that. calculating exactly how much i can have leaves me craving and uncomfortable. as long as i don't drink to feel good, just to not feel unbearably bad, in a week or so i can get sober without needing taper schedules, benzos or hospital.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:01:33 2018 No.10489062 >>10489030 Taper is taper. Doesn't matter if you get the shakes or not. Let's say you've been drinking 12 beers a night. Next couple nights you have 10. Then 8. Then 6. and so on. Tapering means slowly reducing the amount you're drinking.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:06:22 2018 No.10489082 Does anyone else have problems with dry lips? I think its because of drinking

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:08:39 2018 No.10489093
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>drink alcolol
>still to inhibited to approach girl
whats the point?
I dance the same, i talk the same, i act the same as if i didnt drink and i never did any crazy stuff.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:10:49 2018 No.10489099 >>10489093 *too

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:10:51 2018 No.10489100

omfg man. it used to be that every few years i'd feel drinking damage me more. then every few binges. then every binge. i feel now like it's every time i drink. every single time it makes me feel worse than the last. plus i can only drink if i've got diazepam to take simultaneously, otherwise the damn fear hits before i even sober up. i wish i could go back to how i felt drinking as a teenager. i didn't even get hangovers for like the first year.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:14:23 2018 No.10489120 I was having a few drinks last night playing music and my neighbor ended up coming over for a beer, we fooled around a bit and I let him penetrate me. He's outside now mowing my lawn, lol.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:15:33 2018 No.10489123 File: 72 KB, 888x1024, spaghetti.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10489120

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:15:40 2018 No.10489125 >>10489100 The fear is death lurking. Waiting to claim us. Sometimes it makes you sense the devil, the Lord of this world, making his presence palpable.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:18:15 2018 No.10489140 >>10489120 >>10489123 I'm so glad no amount of any substance would make me do gay shit. The things I've learned about people who were my friends or people I thought were straight makes me ill.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:20:28 2018 No.10489153 >>10489082 It's because you're dehydrated. Drink water and use plain Vaseline lip therapy.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:22:16 2018 No.10489165 File: 43 KB, 1000x750, 1524274491481.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i feel like a coffee but i dont know if my heart can take it

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:23:54 2018 No.10489172 File: 24 KB, 500x500, 1524222395906.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw homebrew Made a Kolsch, an IPA and a raspberry beer. What should I try next?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:24:32 2018 No.10489177 >>10489165 Consider eating some cheese on bread?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:25:39 2018 No.10489185 >>10489172 Ginger beer

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:35:08 2018 No.10489249 >>10489153 Trust me I've been doing that for years. Nothing helps.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:37:13 2018 No.10489262 >>10489249 How bad are your lips? I had a major cut down the middle of my lower lip and I couldn't smile or laugh because of the pain and blood at one point.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:37:45 2018 No.10489265 is there anyone here who isn't trying to/doesn't want to stop? i can't imagine it's possible. a couple of relatively fun hours per day aside, alcoholism is invariably horrific and something from which everyone who experiences it wants to escape.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:41:19 2018 No.10489285 >>10488991 That's a titty fuck just looking to happen desu...

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:41:54 2018 No.10489286 >>10489262 Mine used to be that bad. Now they are just always dry and feel prickly, if that makes sense. It bothers me because a girl told me they were dry whilst she had her nose turned up.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:44:11 2018 No.10489297 File: 38 KB, 450x450, 81ElPQm8orL._SY450_.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10489286 And you've tried this stuff? It worked wonders for me.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:47:54 2018 No.10489318

>>10489265
Tons of anons post about giving up hope. I'm not there yet because I've gotten on the wagon so many times before, sometimes for nearly a year.

Now that I'm older I realize why recovering addicts talk about one day at a time and never say they are cured or will never drink or smoke again even if they've been sober for years. Gotta recognize the reality to avoid being a sucker. It's like saying
>what are you going to do stab me?
To someone holding a knife at you, just don't do it. Be humble.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:48:17 2018 No.10489321 >>10489297 I've literally tried everything even steroid cream, nothing works

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:51:00 2018 No.10489341 >>10489321 Ummm perhaps a humidifier in your room?

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 21:53:59 2018 No.10489361
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At the store I noticed something about the tiki heads on all the Mike's harder drinks. They're all depictions of the devil. Not standard tiki at all. That and the tabs have a lightning bolt in them.
Oh Satan you and your synagog of drink peddlers are such rascals.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:13:52 2018 No.10489487 File: 94 KB, 702x486, hjg.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I want a gf. I've decided. That'll surely change my life sufficiently that I'll be able to sort myself out.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:21:18 2018 No.10489514 >>10489361 That... Looks amazing. Like some sort of forbidden nectar of the Gods.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:29:51 2018 No.10489558 no

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:41:57 2018 No.10489606 File: 54 KB, 793x786, 1523255185952.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10489487 I feel the same way. Just the companionship will help

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:43:21 2018 No.10489613 >>10489487 Why not a girlfriend(male)?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:44:36 2018 No.10489618 Progressing through a 750 ml of vodka after 8 days of sobriety. The buzz is good; I'm starting to feel good. About halfway through the bottle. What about you, guys?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:45:09 2018 No.10489622 >>10489613 because i'm straight...

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:46:04 2018 No.10489629 skipping an old friend's housewarming party tonight because i'm a skittish, WDing mess right now. i've had worse WDs, i know i can get through the night without drinking... i just really, REALLY don't want to

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:46:28 2018 No.10489631 >>10489618 3.45am, apparently relapsed in the morning, passed out and woke at 10pm, now sitting here feeling like absolute death, trying to get enough weed and painkillers in me that i actually want to be alive.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:48:53 2018 No.10489641 having my first withdrawals right now not fun tremors nausea

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:50:08 2018 No.10489647 >>10489622 Traps aren't gay

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:50:45 2018 No.10489649 >drinking scotch >watching Meals on Wheels anyone else /comfy/

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:51:43 2018 No.10489654 >>10489647 please don't bring that crap here.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:51:52 2018 No.10489655 >>10489649 >>watching Meals on Wheels what the fuck is that what channel

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:52:33 2018 No.10489661 >>10489654 What's the problem dude, just giving you advice

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:56:56 2018 No.10489678 File: 27 KB, 422x437, mad_pepe.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I fucking hate going to bed sober. Hardly any sleeping actually going on How long off the sauce do I have to be before I can sleep normally again?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:58:43 2018 No.10489693 >>10489678 3 months here and i'm still not sleeping properly. I end up falling asleep for a couple of hours during the daytime every day because i'm always, always tired. Awful.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 22:58:57 2018 No.10489695 >>10489678 You just gotta get your sleep schedule back on track. Force yourself to wake up at 7am

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:01:24 2018 No.10489705 >>10488801 Yeah? How about everybody in this thread do the same thing and call it a night huh?

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:02:57 2018 No.10489714 File: 48 KB, 770x720, 1512065975775.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10489606 yeah it does. http://www.health.com/alcoholism/marriage-a-buffer-against-drinking-problems

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:04:16 2018 No.10489722 >>10489678 >>10489693 >>10489695 yeah getting a regular schedule helps also do something during the day other than sitting in front of the computer helps

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:05:58 2018 No.10489735 >>10489487 You'll be the same useless piece of shit, you'll just be making 2 people miserable instead of 1.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:07:02 2018 No.10489741

I'm out of meth. Drinking c heap cider.

Buddy said he found some meth but he's taking forever to come over.

Should be a good night once I'm drunk and he gets here.

I'm making bad life decisions, I just got out of the hospital 2 days ago for meth overdose. But I'm an addict and I can't help myself.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:09:01 2018 No.10489754 >>10489722 Yeah this. Like go for a long walk or ride a bike. Do pushups or something

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:11:31 2018 No.10489763

>>10489741
i can't imagine being addicted to the stuff. it'd absolutely savage me. i went completely fucking crazy after a year and a half smoking crack, but to me, i was the sane one and everything/everyone else was somehow a threat. took over a year off it for me to realise how far gone i was.
can't you just drink instead? i think even alcoholism is probably less dodgy than meth addiction.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:16:11 2018 No.10489779 >24 >already having tremors it's all downhill from here boys

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:18:15 2018 No.10489784 I really want a drink, but I'm at my parent's house recovering from an alcohol related accident and I know it won't go over well... It's just so goddamn boring not drinking, and once I get the idea to drink the boredom away it nags me for hours.

Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:18:55 2018 No.10489787
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>ran out of alcohol last night
>woke up really late today
>"eh whatever, it's not worth it to go all the way to the liquor store"
It's 11 PM and I'm climbing the fucking walls why do I keep thinking I can do this

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:20:24 2018 No.10489791 >>10489787 nothing worse than making the decision not to drink then immediately wanting to drink the minute the liquor store closes

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:22:12 2018 No.10489795 >>10489784 yeah, every time it nags, you have fewer psychological defences/barriers against it and have made more excuses for doing it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:25:19 2018 No.10489804 >>10489791 >trying to get sober >liquor stores are open until 2am >try to sleep but keep looking at the clock and its only midnight

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:26:35 2018 No.10489807 >>10489763 I don't know man, I quit 10 years ago and just made 2 friends who do it and I got back into it. It's just so much fun but calling 911 at 3 am after being awake for 3 days is pretty shitty. I hope that never happens again.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:26:59 2018 No.10489809 How the fuck do you deal with withdrawls? I was day drinking all week and finally stopped today, I'm shaking and feel like puking

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:27:52 2018 No.10489814 >>10489809 drink more or take benzos. there's no other way to escape.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:29:43 2018 No.10489824 >>10489807 why did you call, think you were having a heart attack? i was convinced about 50 times that i was having a heart attack after meth stopped me from sleeping from days on fucking end.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:32:22 2018 No.10489834 >>10489824 Yeah but they took it seriously they kept me for 12 hours and loaded me with ativan and blood pressure medication. I did a gram to myself in 3 days, most of it on the 3rd day I just said "Screw it" and dumped out the rest and did it all.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:36:27 2018 No.10489846 >>10489824 >Not having benzos on hand to take after doing stims Fucking peak amateur hour over here yeesh

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:37:48 2018 No.10489853 >>10489834 Paramedic lectured me about making better life decisions too.

>>	Anonymous Sat Apr 21 23:38:43 2018 No.10489858 >getting my ritalin script refilled tomorrow feels good

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:02:57 2018 No.10489920

>>10489487
>>10489606
Hahahahahahaha
It's funny because so many guys actually think like that. If you're not 100% a woman can give you great sex and instead of it amping you up it will drain you. And instead of companionship you will end up with an enemy close enough to you do really hurt you. And instead of something that improves youre life you'll really only be improving HER life, everything happy and positive and good in your personality and your life will become a chore that you have to keep up.

Me, I'm staying away from girls until I have enough in the tank to spare, and if that day never comes oh well. Anything is better than feeling less than what the girl you're with really wants or thought you were when you initially charmed her. It's exhausting and drains the soul.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:03:21 2018 No.10489924 I'm so miserable not even alcohol is helping me anymore.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:06:59 2018 No.10489936

>>10488753
good job so far. dont let it get you back in its clutches if possible
>>10489618
one day is fine. two days and more in a row is playing with fire. good luck.
>>10489629
why torture yourself like that. get some shitty low abv beers for a taper down. one every 2-3 hours or more if you can stick it out
>>10489641
get some beers in you. find a way. taxi? taper down.
>>10489809
taper down. it still sucks because you deal with anxiety, but you stop sweating and shaking. it lasts about 3 days in my experience. an ever decreasing number of beers.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:07:53 2018 No.10489943 File: 124 KB, 358x272, 1453946999761.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488565 >explaining the rules to newfags instead of just telling them to fuck off and lurk more

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:08:47 2018 No.10489947

>>10489678
You have to exercise, even if you're not healthy enough, at least go for a long walk. Then drink chamomile tea or something gay, I don't know. Melatonin. Nyquil. Knock yourself out. Don't feel bad if you end up staying up all night anyway because being tired just feels like being buzzed and causes you to seek fun instead of sleep, that's normal. The alc did that to you, but it also lead you to pass out with your clothes on on top of the blanket. Can't have that now, but that's a good thing.

Don't listen to me though I'm just talking shit. Told myself to be asleep by midnight last night, sober, and was up until 5 am. Probably going to do it again but this time i had a couple.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:09:51 2018 No.10489953

Anyone else get the bad, bad dreams when they drink habitually?

I'm putting down most of a fifth of bourbon a night, and my dreams are all about my time in Iraq, or other horribly fucked up things. The other night I dreamed I was able to read minds, but only of serial killers, and so I was vicariously living their crimes...

Guess I'm a walking stereotype.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:10:12 2018 No.10489954 >>10489678 Just take meth and stay up for 3 or 4 days, you will be wildly psychotic but you'll be able to sleep pretty quick after that

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:12:18 2018 No.10489960 >>10489953 THat's PTSD bro. Talk to a therapist. Meds don't help btw.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:12:36 2018 No.10489962 >>10489804 I fucking hate getting started late. Feel all excited to have a good time, get the drinks in, boom fall asleep before could really even enjoy it. Reeeee

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:14:07 2018 No.10489969 >>10489807 Those aren't friends those are puppets on the strings of demons coming into your life to dance you into hell. RIP tweaker, only God can save you now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:15:55 2018 No.10489980 >>10489846 You're suicidal, this thread is for drunks not piece of shit tweakers. Fuck off faggot.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:17:03 2018 No.10489985 >>10489924 >I'm depressed and this depressant isn't making me less depressed Crazy right?

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:17:55 2018 No.10489991

>>10489960
Yeah man could be. I'm not down for the SSRIs.

Tried to see a therapist a few months back but she was very uncomfortable when I brought up my war experiences and didn't want to talk about them (despite the fact that I listed it as the major thing I was concerned about on my initial questionnaire). She gave me a scrip for some anti-depressant and made it clear I wasn't welcome anymore.

To be clear, I'm well educated and well off, I'm not living on the streets or ranting and raving. She was just very put off when I said that I killed people and it bothers me to think about it. I was honest with her because I thought that was what I was supposed to do.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:19:08 2018 No.10489999 >>10489980 >implying i have even done meth and wasn't just breaking his balls You talk like a fag and your shits all retarded

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:19:46 2018 No.10490002 >>10489953 I dream about some things I'm not even sure was a dream, like sending emails or something, then I have to wonder if I really did and it's a drunk memory or just a dream. It's annoying.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:21:31 2018 No.10490010 >>10489999 Misquoted. >>10489834 You're suicidal, this thread is for drunks not piece of shit tweakers. Fuck off faggot.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:21:39 2018 No.10490011 >>10490002 I get those too. Sometimes I wake up a little panicked and need a second to figure out where I am and what's happening. Starting to scare me (I say as I take another drink).

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:22:45 2018 No.10490017

>>10489991
not the person you were talking to, but that's a very bad therapist. they are trained to empathize and help figure out all the pieces and how it all relates, not pass personal judgements.

definitely hit a bad mark on your first try. try again man, ive never heard of any therapist being so bad at their job.

also i take lexapro, an ssri, and it covers a lot of crap with this thin grey shield of neither good nor bad emotion. its worth a shot in the meanwhile.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:24:08 2018 No.10490021

>>10489991
Therapists are evil dude. Try mentioning God and see how they react. Say the wrong thing and they'll literally put you on a list or call the cops on you. Their one job is to plug you into the mind control matrix, which you've already done by enlisting, this makes you wary and a hard mark so they want nothing to do with you.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:25:34 2018 No.10490028

>>10490017
Thank you for the advice. I think that having a veneer of "nothingness" over my life like that would be kind of scary though. Although I guess the booze does that to me anyhow.

I've thought about going to the VA or the VFW to find somebody to talk to that did the same stuff I did, but I always feel weird about it. Other guys had it worse, so why am I all fucked up, kind of a thing...

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:26:06 2018 No.10490030 My roommate downed a bottle of vodka today. I think he's out for the night.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:26:42 2018 No.10490034 >>10489985 It used to help every other time I was depressed.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:29:15 2018 No.10490052

>>10490011
Indeed. Sometimes I post on my phone instead of computer (okay all the time) and I fucking hate having my browsing activity show up on the house router where roommate can see so I use mobile data. But I swear to God my phone updates and puts itself back on wireless and it joined some asshole neighbors router with no password, I noticed it while nearly passing out and turned it off, don't think I browsed or shitposted too much. Next morning couldn't decide if that actually happened or not, and I can't confirm it because I don't remember what the router name was.
Goddamn snitch bricks, that's what these phones really are.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:29:30 2018 No.10490057 >>10490030 draw some magic marker dicks on his face it's the right thing to do in a situation like that

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:30:21 2018 No.10490058 >>10490017 >I take the mind control drugs >most therapists are okay friend trust me Fucking spook.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:33:01 2018 No.10490076 >>10490052 >snitch bricks Yeah man pretty much. Wanna get real paranoid? Google "mylife.com" Companies are building background data on us all the time, with or without our consent.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:33:56 2018 No.10490082 can this be our anthem? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEvQOPUHGH8

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:36:35 2018 No.10490094 Fucking despise tweakers. If you're doing uppers and meth youre not one of us just because you also drink. How is that so hard to understand? Take your black hole demon infested heart and jump off a cliff you nonhumans.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:42:28 2018 No.10490119

>>10490076
Doesn't seem to have me, feels good. Doesn't matter much though since the nsa, Israel and Google have been watching me shitpost for the past decade. They know everything. And now with China owning our telecommunication infrastructure even the Chinese can watch me drink and fap on my phone and through my smart tv.
Future! WWWEEEEEE

All I really care about is keeping my phone off my workplace and roommates router. Nosey cunts.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:43:57 2018 No.10490127 >>10490082 No this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Y7Ni80z_i0&index=8&list=PLvg_fwOEES-oWYX8c7aEh3FghUrG0NF3w

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:44:22 2018 No.10490129 >>10489991 I have ptsd that's why I drink and do drugs. WOrks for me i guess. Except when I get psychosis from stims. THat sometimes brings visions of ptsd moments.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:51:21 2018 No.10490151 I'm guttered lads. Woke up a bit drunk, had a few Guinness thinking it would be enough...it wasn't. I have no beer, no money, and I'm ever so close away from been drunk. I need to be drunk. Fml. This is going to be rough.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:53:14 2018 No.10490160 >>10490151 Where you at? Pretty damn early in Britbong land isn't it?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:55:25 2018 No.10490173 >>10488589 what does naltrexone feel like. it's something I was told to ask my doctor about

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 00:58:03 2018 No.10490187 >>10490057 I should. He was being an unnecessary dick tonight. He stumbled up to his room rambling some shit when I got back from the store. Usually we party together but I've got to be up early

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:01:00 2018 No.10490198

>>10490173
Naltrexone is a mixed bag. On one hand it blocks opiate receptors so you dont crave or get rewarded by drinking. You dont get the buzz or the euphoria. And those receptors seem to go to sleep when naltrexone is on them, so you really dont even feel that urge to drink.

HOWEVER, by that same mechanism of action, daily stuff like exercise or smoking a cigarette also reward you less. so its like nothing is that enjoyable. Pretty fucking weird. Double edged sword to be sure, but the medication has definiately saved my ass.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:04:25 2018 No.10490214 >>10490160 Yeah. It was about 5:50am but I'm the sort of alcoholic who wakes up early. The more I drink the night before, the earlier I wake up. I've never once been able to sleep in from an alcohol session.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:06:25 2018 No.10490221

>>10490151
I remember being unemployed and only being able to afford a couple tall cans not enough to get the job done. Those days really were hell. Feels good to be employed again. This post won't make you feel better but your post made me feel better. Get a job ya bum.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:07:26 2018 No.10490225 >>10490214 Where does your income come from my man? If you're out of cash this early in the month you might be in trouble.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:09:40 2018 No.10490230

>>10490221
I can get my old job which paid well, but when I'm working I seem to just drink more, and more often than not incorporate drugs into the cocktail.
>>10490225
I'm definitely in trouble, I get paid in 6 days and have 2.50 to my name. Im on esa, British benefits for fucked up people.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:10:11 2018 No.10490231 >>10490198 thanks for the info. I might give it a shot. I heard antabuse can be a nightmare if you slip up. shit makes me think of clockwork orange

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:12:16 2018 No.10490240

>>10490230
Ever think about moving back in with your folks so you can straighten out?

I was pretty messed up when I came back from the war, moving back to the same town as my mom helped, as pathetic as that is I suppose. Got a job as a tradie, then started going to university. Still drink too much, but it helps having people around.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:13:16 2018 No.10490246 >>10490225 I spent my last 80 bucks on meth and cider lol I'm on disability. Your tax dollars going to work.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:14:17 2018 No.10490251

>>10488565
You guys ever known someone who drove drunk and fucked up? In highschool I had two friends pass out at the wheel and roll their cars and survive. Scary shit. One told me he remembered his last thoughts as he closed his eyes were "ahh this feels so good". Amazing. Horrifying. When I drive home late at night (I don't drive drunk) I'm always wondering if approaching vehicles are some retarded teen getting ready to pass out the same way. This world is so dangerous and insane when you think about it. Everyone travels the highway here, 70 or 75mph. Even backroads are 55 mph. It's insane.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:15:47 2018 No.10490257 >>10490246 >the tweaker lashes out as he takes from you Kys

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:16:56 2018 No.10490261 >>10490240 My folks are dead mate. My mum died when I was 8, my dad when I was 22. I'll take your words of advice on board though, respect to you for fighting for your country though.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:18:03 2018 No.10490262

>>10490021
This is a sad reply because a therapist can be a saviour. My problem drinking is handled. I drink once a month now. Down from a fifth a day, went through light withdrawls. I needed someone to talk to and listen to me. Didnt push pills, didnt want them. Having someone to talk to, that you know is a third party and is confidential BY LAW. They cant tell anyone what happens in that room unless its related to crime being commited. Reach out, talk to someone.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:18:29 2018 No.10490263 >>10490231 yea good analogy. antabuse is strictly punishment.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:19:02 2018 No.10490264 >>10490261 I'm real sorry to hear that. Not trying to grill you but how are you going to make it until payday? Are you going to be alright?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:20:45 2018 No.10490269 >>10490264 Probably not mate. Think I'm going to water fast until then. I can get a bag of chips (fries) and a loaf of bread for 2.50 so I'll probably do that. But I know when I get paid I'm gonna do the same again. Vicious cycle I guess.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:22:04 2018 No.10490279 >>10490251 i got 3 DWIS. never hurt anyone or caused property damage. did over a week in jail tho. drunk driving is a good way to end up in the pen.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:23:50 2018 No.10490290

>>10490262
They're government agents who are programmed to turn you away from God and spirituality or anything that might help you outside of the pharmacy. They will snitch on you for anything that can tangentially be related to crimes. You wanna be a mark? Nobody's stopping you.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:24:21 2018 No.10490292

>>10490269
Do they have food pantries where you live at?

Usually you can just walk in and take what you need, within reason. Might get you through. Lots of churches do soup kitchens too.

I figure you've already thought of all this, but I'm the worrying type.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:25:53 2018 No.10490299 >>10490292 Thought of this, I have to travel 15 mile to go get a "ticket" which I can hand in to my local food bank, and I can't afford the bus fair to travel as its 4 pound. Don't worry mate I'll still be here, just a very unpleasant month.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:27:08 2018 No.10490307 Sometimes I really can't tell when I'm feeling The Fear vs when all my coworkers hate me and think poorly of me. I hate my life :(

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:28:13 2018 No.10490315 >>10490299 Fair enough. Wish you the best man. Hell, spend that last 2.50 on some pork, lay it on a mosque. You'll get 3 squares and a bed for the rest of your life.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:30:30 2018 No.10490327 >>10490315 Top kek mate. But I have no intention of going to prison, I just wish I could get more beer.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:41:05 2018 No.10490375

>>10490307
At least you have coworkers. That means you have at least some inkling of purpose in your life. Also feeling like an ostracized piece of shit goes hand in hand with the fear. Just remember normies are garbage, what they think doesn't matter to anyone, why should it matter to you? They only pretend to care what eachother thinks.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:54:35 2018 No.10490436 Getting that time of night when instead of 3 posts a minute it's 3 per hour. You predictable old grannies.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 01:57:07 2018 No.10490455 >>10490436 IF there was a tweaker thread it would be active all hours of the day

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 02:07:21 2018 No.10490497 >>10490455 Like a hive of goblins. Bad juju for a relaxed gentlemen's board like /ck/.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 02:13:48 2018 No.10490519 >>10490231 I'm the guy you first asked and not him with whom you were speaking, but I agree completely with what he said. I basically don't crave alcohol and I'm guessing it's not just because I changed my mind.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 02:44:28 2018 No.10490595 >>10488585 no

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 02:47:09 2018 No.10490604

Thought about grabbing some more beer on the way home but ehh... just felt like a niggerish thing to do. If I wanted i could grab some shots or beer downstairs but... eh

Feels good to resist the inner nigger for a change.

Now the real question is will I be an extra good boy and go to church tomorrow like I know I should?
Probably not.
Baby steps. Let's see if I can be sober for a week, then church. Startiiiiiiing
Now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 04:08:28 2018 No.10490766 so my "Friend" sold me bunk dope and then bolted... the shit doesn't do anything. Wtf. I guess we aren't friends anymore. Back to drinking.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 04:36:48 2018 No.10490833

>>10489858

Tell me more mate. I've been on Prozac for 2 years for depression and it helped in some ways, but I'm still having an awful time to focus on important tasks. It creates anxiety which in turn becomes depression. I think Prozac has helped me care less, but it hasn't changed my behavior towards uni in particular. I've taken Elvanse the other day thanks to a buddy of mine, in order to work on a project and it made me look into it. My psychiatrist mentioned that I could be ADHD but I dismissed it instantly. I probably shouldn't have. Anyway, we're having a chat on Tuesday and I'm gonna ask to give it a try.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 05:42:56 2018 No.10491008

>>10490151
>Britbong desperate for money
wait by self-serve petrol stations, use your card to buy someone petrol in exchange for them giving you cash. the card will work at tesco and asda even if there's zero in your bank account.
find a 'the money shop' or similar on the high street, take out an extreme interest, instant cash loan. even unemployed alchies aren't turned down.
walk around a supermarket filling a trolley, drink some of the booze while walking around, leave trolley, walk out without paying.
order some booze from a takeaway near you which sells alcohol. pay online using paypal's 'pay after delivery' option, which won't bill you for 2 weeks.
and when you've got money, spend 50 quid on a second hand metal detector. no matter how skint you are, using it in the future you'll find enough for at least a can.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 06:04:53 2018 No.10491034 >>10490766 Your friend probably knew you od'd and sold you shit so cut that it might barely get you there. Do you shoot it or smoke it?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 06:37:35 2018 No.10491103 Chipotle should open at 7am because thats optimal burritotard time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 07:04:32 2018 No.10491152 >>10490833 Ever think that maybe you have to put some effort into not feeling like shit, and just waiting for some magical chemical fix is a pathetic way for a man to live? Probably not.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 07:55:47 2018 No.10491277 >>10489991 What a shot therapist. If I was the snitching type I'd say report her. There isn't any wartime specialists near you? I've heard the V.A. ducks but can't they at least refer you?

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 08:01:19 2018 No.10491290

>>10489991
That's the problem with the mental health professions, they attract people (mostly women) who think studying brain problems will help them fix their own

They find out it doesn't, and they use their learnings to make other people miserable

In that sense mental health careers are like the gun hobby. The people who are the most enthusiastic about them are the people who really shouldn't be involved with them at all. The people who really should be involved end up getting into other things

Sad really

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 08:18:37 2018 No.10491337

>>10490299
What a fucked up system. Here a state food bank distributes the food to shelters and churches then you go once a month and go through a quick registration process-like 10 minutes-and get a lot of food. And they have a different one every week,like at a different location. Basically it's set up so a different place will have one every week and you just make the circuit so you're never without food. Mostly canned good and potatoes and a pack of smoked sausage. Plus EBT benefits. And you can walk to al of them though the bus driver will let you on free if you're broke and carrying a big crate of obvious government food.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 09:27:17 2018 No.10491501 >>10490307 It took me many years but I've come to accept the fact that I'm a weirdo and normies dislike me. It's liberating when you don't give a shit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 09:28:23 2018 No.10491504 >>10491152 You say this in a general for alcoholics.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 09:32:15 2018 No.10491517 >>10488781 It won't last.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 10:37:25 2018 No.10491694 >>10490082 Oh man this guy's from Vancouver Island, he's like a four hour drive north of my city. I don't really dig the folk-punk oogle crusty thing but it's funny seeing a local posted here.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:03:18 2018 No.10491778 Woop, just ruined my 5 days of not drinking. Just had cravings and send of impending doom when it was 20 minutes before the supermarkets closed so I rushed out and bought beer. Beer is an improvement over Wine and Vodka though, right guys?

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:29:32 2018 No.10491879

i drink too much
done so since my late teens and its made me say and do so much stupid shit that i'm just sick to death of it by now. going to strictly limit myself to the equivalent of 500ml of vodka on any occasion/day/night whatever, after half a litre of vodka is where things start getting dumb

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:33:21 2018 No.10491897 Y'all should try coke. Makes every thread on /ck/ completely repulsive though.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:37:38 2018 No.10491911 >>10491897 wut

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:47:23 2018 No.10491935 File: 15 KB, 315x315, 60F90F4D-6FEB-4862-A04B-CB050AA515B9.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488894 SEETHING LMAO KEK SOYBOY

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:53:02 2018 No.10491966 File: 32 KB, 248x189, 8F7E38A9-EC95-4076-8782-0DC0A0FCBBCA.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10489943 fuck off redditor

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 11:54:34 2018 No.10491974 >>10491517 Yeah but if he fucks up it doesn't mean what he accomplished counts for nothing. Hardly anyone does it the 1st time they try but it sounds like he's done.Fucking up is part of it anyway.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:00:38 2018 No.10491999 the weekends just seem to go by in a depression flash and it feels impossible for to appreciate them, its like they dont even really happen

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:01:07 2018 No.10492003 >>10491897 No way, dude. Many boozers/downer addicts are most attracted to the "coming up" part of the high. People like that tend to OD when they switch to drugs which are easier to OD.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:05:38 2018 No.10492020 >>10491974 Cheers to that. Took me 5 years to make it one year. My first year has led to a solid 3 though. Life's better than it was bros, hang in there and don't die before the miracle happens.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:13:56 2018 No.10492054

>>10488953
Hahaha jail doesn’t give a fuck if you are detoxing unless you legit have to go to the ER. They won’t give you meds, that is absolutely ridiculous. It sucks that you are broke, le I would suggest continuing to drink until you can’t get a prescription for Valium or the like from your doctor. If that’s not an option at all, you are fucked. Nothing can take away the withdrawal except booze, pills, or suffering the time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:24:56 2018 No.10492084 >>10489172 doppelbock

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:46:24 2018 No.10492173

>>10489991
What the fuck is with shitty, entitled therapists?

My last therapist didn't even react when I told him I have a problem picking the skin off my fingertips to the point of bleeding. I was young so didn't persist but now I'm almost 30 and still have this problem. He was the worst doctor I've had.

Fuck therapists, man.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:46:57 2018 No.10492179 File: 3 KB, 126x45, firefox_2018-04-22_11-46-40.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Came here to gloat

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 12:55:17 2018 No.10492221 >>10492173 >problem picking the skin off my fingertips to the point of bleeding I do this to my foot when I'm nervous. There's an area about the size of a 20p with no skin at all. No idea why i do it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:06:58 2018 No.10492259 odds I throw these cans away. evens i buy more.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:09:39 2018 No.10492271

>>10488565
Anyone else have a bad night last night?
>drinking with friends having a great time
>remember that I apparently got in a “fight” last week with a girl I really like don’t remember cuz I blacked out
>just figure i was joking around and shadowboxing or whatever
>ask her about and it turns out I actually punched her pretty hard - sais it hurt

Fuck me - is this how alcoholics beat up their wives? I mean what the fuck what could be lower than this

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:12:17 2018 No.10492279

>>10492271
She’s still really friendly and smiles and laughs or whatever, like it never even happened

I can’t even imagine how I could have hit her, I’m guessing I was playing around too rough? I’d never get angry let alone try to punch a girl

Definitely going to stick with beer here on out

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:14:29 2018 No.10492286 >>10488820 Eh I’d probably get high and then get drunk. Hard to say no to a beer when you’re under the influence. Kind of like why a lot of ex junkies don’t drink anymore

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:17:04 2018 No.10492296 >>10492286 not me. booze feels like a pollutant which fucks with my weed high.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:27:14 2018 No.10492333 >>10488565 You faggots still asleep or too hungover to type? Going to hit the gym today and finally get started on work. Waking up and not being drunk from last night is the greatest gift in the world - time to make some fucking changes

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:29:53 2018 No.10492348 >>10492286 >>10492296 It's also a no for me. Not because it fucks with my high but because I'm more mindful of what I'm trying to do with my life when I'm blazing instead of pounding booze.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:30:14 2018 No.10492350 >>10492259 ...odds, m9. Did u bin them?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:31:13 2018 No.10492355 File: 70 KB, 692x692, ! 1513333208518.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10488565

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:32:46 2018 No.10492361 >>10492350 y-yes... yyy-eeeeaahhh.... um, about that

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:42:32 2018 No.10492409 >>10492271 >>10492279 Does anybody know what I should do? I apologized yesterday but I was kind of drunk Should I do it again or just try to avoid her and the situation all together?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:42:47 2018 No.10492411 owoo o o o

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:44:43 2018 No.10492423 Who /breddycomfyhere/?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:44:52 2018 No.10492427 >>10492409 maybe show her this thread.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:45:55 2018 No.10492431 >>10492423 i'm great tonight. booze, benzos, weed and opiates all at once. even have some food somewhere i think. tomorrow though, i'll have nothing left, and i can't really afford more for 12 fucking days.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:48:22 2018 No.10492445 >>10492431 You should stagger it. Get pisses tonight, take the benzos tomorrow to help with the hangover, opiates to deal with coming down, and the weed to finish it off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:53:02 2018 No.10492466 >>10492179 based though

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:53:20 2018 No.10492469 >>10492445 already taken them all. i'm stressed as hell so i decided to go all out. tomorrow will be extremely unpleasant, but most of my fucking life is, yet tonight won't be.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 13:57:20 2018 No.10492490 File: 31 KB, 500x500, 002210000074 (1).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] It's amazing. Truly amazing. For me, it's Pabst!

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 14:02:37 2018 No.10492525 >munches popcorn should probably get some work done and check back on this bathtub of lathering self justification later... stay frosty, al/ck/anons

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 14:11:02 2018 No.10492562 >>10488814 Lemon extract

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 14:16:40 2018 No.10492587

got hooked on RC benzos. After 6 months, finally started getting interdose WDs, which affected my work and sleep, so that was startling.

So I got a large amount of a much longer acting benzo to taper with. It's working well--feel fine during the day and sleeping fine, and I've read a million success stories about using it to taper from xanax or etiz addiction, but I wish it didn't have to be so gradual. It's gonna take at least 3-4 months, whereas you could taper off alc in what, 2-3 weeks? At least it wasn't a 10mg/day for 2 years habit, which I've read horror stories about.

As an aside, stopping my moderate alc consumption entirely has also made me feel better.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 14:53:17 2018 No.10492755

>>10492587
>At least it wasn't a 10mg/day for 2 years habit, which I've read horror stories about.
i took valium for 14 years, anything from 5-200mg daily. i remember a vid of a dude on youtube who vlogged his withdrawal from 400mg. honestly i didn't find it that hard to quit, i just had to embrace the new and permanent anxiety it left me with when i stopped. it's nowhere near as intense as alcohol withdrawal, it just goes on literally forever.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 14:59:51 2018 No.10492794 Ok guys, afther a few months i finally bought some rum and whiskey. Feeling fucking fan-tas-tic. I should do this more.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:00:30 2018 No.10492800 >>10491966 >this level of projection >lecryinglaughpepe.bmp Okay newfag

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:07:47 2018 No.10492849

>>10492755
>i just had to embrace the new and permanent anxiety it left me with when i stopped
I've read the anxiety lasts 2-3 weeks if you don't do a proper taper, not "forever." Although I don't have GAD--I just used recreationally, so I don't expect that.

I agree a lot of the benzo WD anxiety is controllable if you're mentally/emotionally healthy otherwise, which I basically am. The stuff I'm using to taper with I've read makes it "painless" so I'm hopefully not going to have what you experienced. Gonna get down to 0.2mg-0.1mg for a while before jumping. Seems pretty doable.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:10:04 2018 No.10492864 Tfw havnt smoked all day and now I find myself fantasizing about hard liquor.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:10:32 2018 No.10492866

>>10492849
I don't know a great deal about the things either, just that i was prescribed up to 35mg/day for a decade and a half, and bought on the streets on top of that. it makes alcoholism a thousand times more comfortable. assuming it doesn't kill you.
my doc did tell me that having had them for so long, i might need to be on them for life. then got pissed off with me for "valium seeking" so cut me off completely and put a mark on my medical records, indicating that i shouldn't ever be given something addictive. i.e that when i die i do so in agony.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:12:02 2018 No.10492877 File: 123 KB, 1920x1080, 942A8062-4648-4F3D-A401-BDED88F1D3C8.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10492800 i don‘t care what you “4channers“ think since i got good company with my reddit bros. enjoy your sinking ship xD

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:15:17 2018 No.10492891 Decided to switch from whiskey to rum this weekend and I forgot how strong this one rum is. It's good but hard to blow through, definitely a sipping rum.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:16:22 2018 No.10492900 >>10491008 Disgusting.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:17:28 2018 No.10492908 >>10491152 He's a pharmacuck. Once these fags move to pills they never turn back.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:19:51 2018 No.10492918 >>10491504 Alcohol is an ancient and well known substance, pills are modern abominations. Fuck off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:22:54 2018 No.10492936 >>10492900 >>10492908 >>10492918 A few (You)'s for your troubles. I've been physically addicted to pills then dropped them without a second thought. As do most people. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ao8L-0nSYzg

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:24:39 2018 No.10492947

>>10492173
>My last therapist didn't even react when I told him I have a problem picking the skin off my fingertips to the point of bleeding.
They're on drugs, dude. There is an entire network of "professionals" undergoing addiction counseling because they get high on their own supply, it's an epidemic. I know because I've worked for the recovery networks.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:33:51 2018 No.10493001

>>10492866
Docs are so tired of people like you, they basically want you to kill yourself. Are they wrong to be exhausted with pill heads? I don't think so.

When I broke my arm they offered me painkillers and I turned it down. Doc looked at me like I was baby Jesus. So used to scummers hitting them up for pills.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:38:31 2018 No.10493025

>>10493001
>exhausted with pill heads?
I don't imagine it was substantially exhausting, I had a repeat prescription written once, and proceeded to collect it every month for a decade and a half.
i was only flagged because i asked for some nitrazepam to help me sleep, then when she said no as expected, i didn't argue, which seemed to confuse and worry her. she put me on some fucking list because i already knew she'd say no. i legit wanted them for the reason i explained to her. that's in its entirety, their involvement.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:51:24 2018 No.10493076 >>10493025 No you imbecile. It wasnt that your specific instance was exhausting. Rather it's the constant and massive number of people who hit up docs for pills on a regular basis. She probably saw a dozen or more patients that day looking for pills.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 15:55:49 2018 No.10493096 >>10493076 She can't impose restrictions on all of us, but I was apparently a suitable candidate. Ironic. I legit wanted some nitrazepam to sleep. Also fuck you.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:05:18 2018 No.10493143

honestly i'm at the stage that i hear all these sober comeback stories and i just dont care. what is there to life other than being drunk and passing the time? yeah I want to kill myself, but it comes in waves. I don't feel that way rn, maybe because I've bene traveling. But even traveling doesn't help as much as i'd like. I still feel like i NEED to get drunk to sleep or function as myself. And it sucks because I met a boy who is the boy of my dreams. And he's at the age where he does stuff like quitting drinking and cutting sugar out of his diet and is a vegetarian. And i'm just sitting here. 20, somehow allowed to be an alcoholic besides the rules of the government, getting bored and reaching for the bottle. only to wake up and feel like shit but still striving for that boy. Alcohol has taken away my appetite and all of my calories just come from booze. I don't want anything else. I can feel my body absolutely degrading but if I've made it this far (4 months) then I guess I was just a fat slob back then that needed this weight lost.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:05:30 2018 No.10493145 My side hurts. I need help.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:23:50 2018 No.10493232 >>10491517 Still haven't had a drink yet. Thought about it today but have remained strong.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:24:13 2018 No.10493237

>>10488820
This is the most retarded thing ive read. Substance abuse is abuse. Weed, alcohol, pills, whatever, it's going to fuck you over the all the same in the long run. There are plenty of successful addicts but even more failed ones. Better to keep whatever you do in moderation, and if you can't do that, it's best to just abstain.

t. Failed human being.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:26:02 2018 No.10493250

>>10492866
Sounds like a shitty doc. Docs shouldn't prescribe benzos so much, because they often increase anxiety long term.

After binging on them for a few days and experienceing real insomnia and interdose WDs, I'm just glad to have a longer acting benzo to get it under control. I do plan to take etiz recreationally again after getting clean. It's just too much fun. It turns your game with women up X10, and otherwise just have fun doing whatever you're doing, rather than simply relaxing you. I'll just have to keep it to a 1/week thing....

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:26:38 2018 No.10493257 >>10493237 >Weed, alcohol, pills, whatever, it's going to fuck you over the all the same in the long run. they're completely different. zero chance of weed having a comparable effect to that of alcohol or opiates.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:28:19 2018 No.10493266

>>10493237

not that guy but you can't really believe this can you m9? Granted it's not impossible to ruin your life totally smoking weed but if you look at the average stoner vs the average crackhead or even alcoholic it's obviously not as dangerous. Stoners are fucking boring but they don't wake up every day thinking 'well shit did I finally hit the bottom?'

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:43:55 2018 No.10493355 File: 70 KB, 852x944, adept.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10493145 i have lots of pains too and i can't stop throwing up. my body and mind are on their last legs. plus there is no rock bottom. merely fresh relapses.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:50:00 2018 No.10493401

>>10493025
>I've been taking pills for 10 years is it so much to ask that you give me more pills?
It's really sad how you don't see how doctors view this. It disgusts them (if they aren't pill heads themselves). You might think it's because you asked incorrectly or triggered them somehow but you don't see it for the utterly pathetic display it is in general, to be dependent on pills like this and asking for new scripts. Even though they work for big pharma and probably steal drugs for themselves on innately human level it still disgusts them and they want you to get a grip. Like super obese people.

No offense. Not even sure how this thread devolved to you pill poppers. Youre just such a needy fucking demographic altogether.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:51:43 2018 No.10493412 >>10490082 yup

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 16:55:21 2018 No.10493435

>>10493401
>>I've been taking pills for 10 years is it so much to ask that you give me more pills?
>It's really sad how you don't see how doctors view this. It disgusts them
lol, they got me addicted to the fuckers, it's themselves they're disgusting. i didn't ask for them, i didn't know what they were decades ago, i just took them, and as it turns out, after a decade and a half they're still a pain in my ass. your anger seems to be plotting indecipherable routes through its network of 'people who are to be blamed' for whatever ails you.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:02:06 2018 No.10493489

>>10493435
Yep, blame everyone around your for your problems.

Man, opiate addicts are the worst human beings. The amount of entitlement coupled with the utter lack of any personal responsibility the seems to exist in all these people is fucking staggering.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:03:28 2018 No.10493502 >>10493435 I think you're just getting rused lad. nobody is that dense

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:04:02 2018 No.10493507

>when you realise you've reached the point of being uncomfortably drunk, memory and mind feel like cotton wool, throat is dry, thirsty to the core, irrational anger rising, grab bottle regardless.
i've had some lorazepam too. gonna get me some of that not-at-all-precarious blackout time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:05:32 2018 No.10493517 >>10493435 It's not your fault you didn't know how the drug dealer dynamic works. Drug dealers despise their buyers. This is true on both the street level and clinical environment.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:07:31 2018 No.10493531 >>10493517 Ah shit. This kid is gonna lecture me on the "drug dealer dynamic". >pours a double

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:07:51 2018 No.10493536

>>10493401
Uhh doctors are the biggest part of benzo abuse. They simply overprescribe them like Adderall with ADD. Docs should be prescribing less abusable treatments for most people's anxiety.

I have a close family member who had one doctor refuse to prescribed, so he just went to a different doctor who did. They're committing malpractice to some degree a lot of the time

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:13:23 2018 No.10493577

>>10493536
>doctors are the biggest part of benzo abuse
imo, conflicting interests cause the problems. It's fairly safe to just start taking benzos and never stop, like a bazillion soccer moms do, it's only when someone else interferes and asserts that they're lethal that problems begin. benzos are still finding their balance between poison and usefulness. we witness the highs and the lows.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:13:53 2018 No.10493581 >>10493531 this post is wearing fingerless gloves and a fedora, smoking a cigar

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:16:30 2018 No.10493599 i'm on the precipice of hell, balancing comfortably on my cloud of artificial benzo, booze, weed and opiate happiness for now, but as i get more thirsty, my head hurts more and i get closer to fever and vomiting, the inevitable descent looms. >salutes

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:17:43 2018 No.10493608 >>10493599 Hope it was worth it, you useless slab of flesh.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:20:28 2018 No.10493622 >>10493608 it was nice. it's adorable that you think you could make me feel any worse.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:23:53 2018 No.10493640 File: 52 KB, 1024x708, 1520478391800.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I know al/ck/ isn't for shitting up with music videos but just this once: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6WSIu7cSYQ

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:27:02 2018 No.10493655 >>10493622 Gotta feel smug about something when you're that low, you're welcome :)

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:28:03 2018 No.10493661

>>10492409
apologise once then leave it. otherwise you'll just build an uncomfortable undertone to whole situation. shrug it off. and if you've near-enough any concern that you might do something similar in the future, kill yourself.
i've been there, will never forgive myself, won't let it happen twice.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:28:40 2018 No.10493667

>>10492423
I'm feeling accomplished, I cleaned the bathroom yesterday and didn't drink, cleaned the shit out of my room today. Gave away a good chunk of my books to a local book drive, reorganized everything that was left over, filled a couple garbage bags with useless stuff, swept and wiped off the layer of dust that had settled over every surface over the past couple years. My rooms still pretty cluttered with books and comics and stuff but it's a lot more organized and feels way less claustrophobic.

Relaxing with some ciders now and listening to some kind of Indian music on the radio. It's only 2:30 in the afternoon and I feel pretty accomplished, gonna try to cruise into the evening without getting too shittered as I work tomorrow morning.

pretty comfy sunday

/blogpost

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:42:24 2018 No.10493741 >>10493667 >listening to indian music on the radio Do you live in the UK.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:48:00 2018 No.10493766

>>10493741
>2:30 in the afternoon

lol no Canada, it's a local university station so it's community radio and there's lots of 'multicultural' stuff and you never know what you're gonna get. I like it. Lots of local music, punk and weird shit too. It just so happens to be Punjabi music hour right now I guess.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:48:47 2018 No.10493772 >>10493741 nobody lives in the uk, we merely survive.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 17:54:41 2018 No.10493802 when the only reason you eat is to be able to get more drunk

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 18:40:02 2018 No.10494089 >>10488565 anyone here drink to (feel)? only drunk I can fool myself that I'm feeling something https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ouZSLckCvgQ and again again

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 18:44:52 2018 No.10494112 File: 292 KB, 490x361, 1492173646884.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10494089 sorry, wrong video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnoVL8s-HhA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=abZlWqVeLzg))

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 18:50:03 2018 No.10494139 >>10488649 Jesus I know dude, it's horrible.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 18:51:24 2018 No.10494145 Disregard that play this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SKJXAIl8Kw4

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:05:46 2018 No.10494209 >>10494145 >>10494112 >>10494089 lol I hate your taste in music but your feels are valid. This is the kind of shit I'm listening to right now so feel free to judge https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1d4r9awjKE

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:07:34 2018 No.10494219

>>10494089
I'm entering a stage like that. Sober, nothing interests me and I don't feel any kind of way about anything. Some emotion comes back after I drink a lot but in the end it's just an unsustainable illusion. I still keep drinking every day though. I don't really know what else I've got. Don't live near any friends anymore at all and don't meet new people or even want to really.
I've been in the doldrums like this for like a year and a half.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:10:06 2018 No.10494238 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H9694K85Xc8 this is one of the last songs my ex and I listened to together before we broke up a year and a half ago strange feels my dudes. I don't know why eighties music makes me feel things so strongly.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:11:14 2018 No.10494241 >>10493802 >when the only way you have an appetite is by getting drunk first

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:14:16 2018 No.10494255 >>10494209 lol, 20 seconds in and I'm positive you're a faggot. useless piece of wank. apply yourself. grow a taste you weak cumstain. why do I bother

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:14:45 2018 No.10494258

>>10494238
There was a sense of emotional honesty in a way. The music was highly melodic. It was like pursuing a sense of romance instead of being mired in a culture of irony or post irony and nihilism. To me that's what makes a lot of old music good. I really like all kinds of 20th century music. I'm just not keen on hip hop and especially the new rap today. I can enjoy some of it surely, but it's just not my thing.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:15:51 2018 No.10494270 File: 11 KB, 299x168, 127ECD58-8443-4061-B7B4-B1309D8E06DD.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I made it all weekend without buying whisky and just drinking cheap beer instead. I feel like a god. Thanks for being there anon

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:16:59 2018 No.10494275 >>10494112 >>10494209 >>10494255 Dude guys don't do this. Just for the record I like both of your kinds of music.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:20:42 2018 No.10494296 >>10494275 paste your shit bro, I feel you https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OJLf1ZxC1SQ

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:21:35 2018 No.10494303 >>10494255 oops, looks like I triggered something. Sorry anon, I didn't mean anything nasty, taste is taste, mine is faggy and I'm okay with that. LIstening to gross old dudes mumble about girls isn't my cup of tea, have a great day.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:26:19 2018 No.10494341

>>10494258
Yeah I think it's the sincerity that gets me. Emotional honesty is a great way to put it. I like a lot of contemporary stuff as well, though I was a teenager in the 2000s so lots of that shit hits me pretty hard, and I guess the fact that my parents were in their twenties in the eighties has given me a sort of connection with that decade.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:29:27 2018 No.10494361 I've lost track of how many times I've cried this week.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:32:38 2018 No.10494377 >>10494361 well then you may as well count it 0 and cheer up

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:33:29 2018 No.10494386 I'm gonna head out to my local, there's an open jam and it should be fun last song of the evening from a faggy Canadian eighties-fan https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1n72aCdwdU

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:34:20 2018 No.10494390 >>10494361 You're still young and you don't drink that much. It's just a phase. Try to dance https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQlZsxF9GMA on your headphones and don't interrupt real alko talk

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:36:05 2018 No.10494406 >>10494361 If I drank as heavily as I used to, I could probably cry every day. I well up a couple times a week I think. I don't really know though, crying isn't like some kind of special event to me that I keep track of.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:38:58 2018 No.10494417

>>10494361
crying is good. being honest with your emotions is preferable to bottling everything up and expressing it as aggression. There've been times when I've wanted to cry but haven't been able to. It's a great cathartic experience. Please don't be ashamed of crying.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:40:10 2018 No.10494427

>>10493577
>It's fairly safe to just start taking benzos and never stop
theoretically true, but many people take their scripts too quickly, then end up WDing or supplanting with street drugs or alc.

They aren't damaging to the body when used in moderation/occasionally/as prescribed, but people are just too prone to abuse to be able to handle benzos, so doctors really should prescribe them less.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 19:52:43 2018 No.10494495

>>10492936
>I've been physically addicted to pills then dropped them without a second thought. As do most people.
Could you elaborate? You mean if you didn't take them, you'd go into WD and feel horrible, yet it was still easy for you to stop them?

I agree drug addiction is largely emotional, and that if you're happy and have a good life, you stand a much better chance of beating an addiction, but you seem like you mean physical addiction doesn't exist, since you "dropped them without a second thought"

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 20:24:30 2018 No.10494644 I'm back. And I am caught up on al/ck/'s afternoon. Now I am ready for moar stories, thanx.

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 20:42:41 2018 No.10494757

>everyone likes me only when i'm drunk to the point when i am sober they think something is wrong
>even if they knew/met me sober, when i am drunk they often comment about how i'm not 'down today' and praise me about how good of a friend i am, how caring, how supportive i am and how they've never been able to open up to other people like they do me
>have been asked out more times during on/off 2-6 months of daily drunk than i have my entire life
>have singlehandedly mended my estranged family together while drunk and everyone has been doing amazing, just without me when sober

Th'fuck am I suppose to do with this? I got my job because I was buzzed at my interview and my boss thought I was great. What might be worse is that I've gotten away with it completely, and people are surprised to find out I drink at all. When I sober up for a few weeks or months, everyone just floats away from me despite still trying to be in their life. I'm just not talkative or opinionated enough sober.

I'm not even sad while sober. I just don't really have any thoughts, am apparently really stoic and I just like doing my normal boring every day shit. Been on/off seeing a psyche and occasionally a therapist for years but nothing has come close to booze in terms of socializing, getting shit done and genuinely passionate about shit.

I feel disgusting how safe or comforting someone can feel with me and look to me for advice while I'm drunk but it's just not there for them when they need it while I'm sober. It's not that I'm reluctant or scared either, just none of that shit crosses my mind and I just end up nodding and yes'ing them to death. I feel like I've genuinely helped some of my friends and family, have rejected every romantic advance someone has given me because I don't want to lead them on, am up front about how I'm busy/work a lot/am not a very 'available' person even if it's just to chat but I don't know if I'm just damaging them more in the long run.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 20:49:33 2018 No.10494802 >>10488565 Anyone else here smell their own alc farts and think to themselves, man my insides really must be rotting for this smell to come out of me?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 21:03:29 2018 No.10494874 >>10494757 How long have you been sober though? Normally whne you get sober you either get social or anti-social.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 21:10:16 2018 No.10494909 >>10494802 When the smell of my post-booze diarrhea hits my nose it really feels like there's some sort of gangrene in my insides.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 21:55:14 2018 No.10495180 >>10494757 Other people don't matter. Stop desiring to be a great person in their eyes. Be comfortable with being quiet and angry and withdrawn because that is the default state of a sober man who isn't a cuck. What are you a clown?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 21:55:47 2018 No.10495183 Why is gin so disgusting? It tastes like 9V battery

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:04:48 2018 No.10495237 File: 48 KB, 558x541, Untitled (13).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tuesday, 10 bottles of 5% IPA >friday, 700ml bottle of 40% whisky >sunday, 4 568ml 4.8% cans, 4 500ml 5.4% cans How am I doing?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:05:05 2018 No.10495241 >>10495183 Have you ever had 9v battery?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:07:42 2018 No.10495254 >>10495241 Not him, but kekked af hahahahahhaha

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:10:31 2018 No.10495271 >>10495180 >Be comfortable with being quiet and angry and withdrawn because that is the default state of a sober man who isn't a cuck. hmmm

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:12:24 2018 No.10495281 >>10494361 >>10494406 post tits

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:12:42 2018 No.10495283 It's 4am in the morning where I live. Work starts at 8am. Can't sleep, sippin on my last beer. Tomorrow will be a nightmare.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:13:58 2018 No.10495289 File: 490 KB, 526x523, 1524352389089.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I cant stop shakin lads, any tips for this? nearly knocked my water over trying to put it down. not even detoxing, just fucking shaking.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:15:22 2018 No.10495296 >>10495289 Ure in deeper shit than I am. Can't you sip slowly something?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:17:32 2018 No.10495306 File: 186 KB, 400x335, 1493060288474.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10495296 im sippin can mist and water cuz im fiucking thirsty, what do you mean slowly? im fucking havin trouble typing this. fuck

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:20:30 2018 No.10495324

>>10495180
>>Be comfortable with being quiet and angry and withdrawn because that is the default state of a sober man who isn't a cuck.

Not him, but you just described my personality when sober. Don't need any shit from anyone except when it's a beautifull girl with a beautifull pussy. the rest can fuck off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:32:28 2018 No.10495387 >>10495306 Sip slowly, like I do. Won't sleep for work so I sip slowly, and so should you. Drink just to keep the shakes at Bay. I'm dieing.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:37:08 2018 No.10495411 >>10495289 If you're withdrawing that bad while still drinking, you should probably go to hospital.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:40:03 2018 No.10495427 File: 39 KB, 438x437, 1517790540383.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10495387 peh, same. but with how i drink it doesnt matter. cutting soda n chips doesnt mean much i still go through a bottle a night >>10495411 if i dont do i get to die?

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:44:49 2018 No.10495455 >>10495427 it would be extremely painful

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 22:50:00 2018 No.10495482 >>10489735 This is true. :(

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:08:50 2018 No.10495570 WHY AM I FCKING GETTING THE HICKKUPS??!! I COULD KILL A MAN RIGHT NOW!!

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:11:58 2018 No.10495584 >>10495570 never mind, i just vomited. i'm cool now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:13:18 2018 No.10495590 >>10489735 plot twist: the girl will be miserable and unsatisfied no matter who she's with

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:16:56 2018 No.10495607 >>10488585 No

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:21:05 2018 No.10495628 >>10495570 >>10495584 yeah that always seems to solve it for me too good times shoving your finger down your throat, really makes me feel like one of those eating disorder types

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:22:20 2018 No.10495633

>>10495324
Right. People are emotionally needy these days and expect us as younger men to take their shit and smile and act happy and be understanding, but they don't respect any of that. They respect you when you talk less and care more about yourself than their feelings and that is our natural state outside of societal brainwashing we went through in school systems. We thought being quiet or different from normies was our fault or a bad thing, partying and drinking or doing drugs is an easy fix for that, but it was never something we needed to fix. We were only becoming men.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:23:44 2018 No.10495640 >friends and family concerned that i'm an alchy >eventually start to question, maybe I am >go to this thread expecting fun mixing ideas, drunk stories, good natured shitposting >it's just completely depressing Guess i'm not, literally not even close.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:24:53 2018 No.10495645 File: 283 KB, 496x446, Screenshot (2).png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw no gf >tfw always will be mediocre to below average in everything >tfw no passions >tfw why even continue

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:25:16 2018 No.10495648 File: 1.81 MB, 199x236, 1522888308112.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10495640 see you in a year

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:29:06 2018 No.10495672 >>10495640 I feel the same desu. I drink 1-3 times a week, have a great job, etc. I just drink too much when I do and mix it in with a bunch of cocaine. I don't think I have it in me to become a legitimate alcholic

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:33:11 2018 No.10495692

>>10495640
College kids are alcoholics who aren't yet physically dying, but still alcoholics. They think drinking with others means drinking every night is okay. For them it's still fun and games. They're too busy fucking sluts or taking themself super serious to post on 4chan though. Otherwise they would be here complaining about getting arrested because they blacked out or getting stds because they fucked some girl without thinking.

I know because I lived in party houses. Some of those kids become suicidal and literally kill themself.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:34:43 2018 No.10495698 >>10495648 One of my favorite gifs. Living the dream.

>>	Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:35:45 2018 No.10495706 >>10495672 addiction is defined by consequences, yknow continued use in spite of increasing consequences a lot of us here have had quite the consequences, if you just do a ton but it doesn't really have negative consequences, then whatever

Anonymous Sun Apr 22 23:47:28 2018 No.10495756

>>10495648
Doubt it, don't get the whole "sad drunk" thing

>>10495672
This but no cocaine

>>10495692
Graduated from trade school, working already in a non-customer service job.

>drinking two days in a row is fun
>fucking sluts

I'm not either extreme. I like to drink high volume but low frequency.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:02:15 2018 No.10495818 >>10495648 It's like looking in the mirror. Only less fat.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:02:22 2018 No.10495819 >>10495706 Even if do something little like act like a retard at a bar I will stop for at least a week. I can't handle the anxiety and get afraid to drink again for a little bit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:07:50 2018 No.10495834 >>10495819 yeah if you don't have a problem then you don't have a problem, simple as that being said every alcoholic starts out loving it, if it was as bad as the last drunk i had i would have never started at all

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:09:58 2018 No.10495839 >>10495756 you cant drink and not be sad. if you think you can, you dont understand why you drink.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:12:47 2018 No.10495845 >>10495834 I can see myself becoming one though. I'm only 23. It also apparently runs in my family. We'll see I guess.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:13:47 2018 No.10495846 >tfw weekend goes by too fast >tfw work in 10 hours I like having money but REEEEE

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:15:39 2018 No.10495855 >>10495845 yeah be careufl there bud or at least enjoy it while you can i guess kek

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:26:21 2018 No.10495889 >>10495839 Because it feels nice? I don't jack off because i'm sad. I don't get my nicotine through my fagotron 300 vape pen because i'm sad. I don't eat nice food because i'm sad. I don't drink coffee because i'm sad.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:27:08 2018 No.10495893

>>10495839
Not that guy but it is totally possible to be an alcoholic who's not depressed. You can be hedonistic and still functional, focused and not crying yourself to sleep every night while still hurting yourself through excessive drinking. that said the average alckie is a chronic sadcunt who just hasnt made the leap to hedonism/nihilism yet

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:30:52 2018 No.10495898
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>>10495889
You misunderstand. You do the things you do because you need to. Food you need. But dont lie to yourself. You do not poison yourself because you like being you. You dont remove your own perception with chemicals because you enjoy your own perception. if you really liked being you, you wouldnt betray yourself. But you do. You alter your perception to feel nice. Because you dont feel nice enough on your own. And thats plenty sad.
>>10495893
Real depression is different then sadness. Then self hate. Real depression is a mental illness that kills. Being sad causes us to self destruct in lesser ways.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:36:27 2018 No.10495923 >>10495855 i just need a gf man. That would make everything perfect. Dated my high school sweet heart for 4 years and am now socially retarded with women.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:36:54 2018 No.10495926

>>10495898
Sometimes it takes a journey to appreciate your warm little hobbit hole that is your own life.

Drunk me isn't a better life, it's life adjacent. As a thinker/more artsy person, my psychedelic drug days, while unhealthy to keep up, has helped me immensely. Drinking has given me a taste of normal social interaction, and now that I know it's fun but ultimately as shallow as anime and vidya, I now have no forbidden fruit I secretly lust after, I just am.

But it's the same with "healthy" activities like travel or camping. Trying something different is fun.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:40:28 2018 No.10495934 File: 53 KB, 790x672, 1514128423943.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10495926 Then youre a tourist. Why act like you have any clue what youre talking about?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:41:27 2018 No.10495939 >>10495934 I don't. Hence: >>10495640

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:43:51 2018 No.10495944 File: 2.73 MB, 240x135, 1515880867009.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10495939 Like I said, see you in a year.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:44:24 2018 No.10495945 >>10495923 >i just need a gf man. That would make everything perfect. Pfffffhahahahahahahaha Normie.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:48:03 2018 No.10495962 >>10495923 dude, how could you /not/ learn from dating your hs gf?

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 00:49:51 2018 No.10495973

>>10495923
Been there, got two, one was the wild and crazy girl, passionate love, sneaking out of our houses to run around outside and fuck by the lake.

Other was the good girl, the down to earth girl, we lived together for almost two years, we were basically married.

It's not the life changing miracle it's cracked up to be, if anything else, it's hardmode. Sex is nice though.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:06:24 2018 No.10496046
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>>10495962
not learn what?
>>10495973
yeah, sex, companionship no matter how superficial would be nice. I'm not necessarily trying to change my life, I'm pretty happy where I'm at. About to graduate with a BS in math and econ and have a good job lined up, better than a lot of people can say. I'm just lonely and drink too much I suppose and I'm super addicted to weed.

That's probably when I'll become full al/ck/, when I inevitably have to stop smoking weed.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:12:25 2018 No.10496074 >>10496046 You can probably find a stoner chick to boink pretty easily, college is where you should have done it but barring that, get that tinder game going.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:14:13 2018 No.10496084

>>10496046
I don't have a FB because I inevitably get too drunk and post fucked up shit that makes me look like an alcoholic sperg. Like I said, I dated my HS sweetheart for 4 years, majority of this was in college and I've had sex 4 other times. As feminine as it sounds, I'm really not into sex unless I really can connect with a girl. I guess I should eventually get on tinder

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:15:16 2018 No.10496092 >>10496074 wrong >> >>10496084 oops

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:16:23 2018 No.10496097 >unironically capable of using tinder Normies leave.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:17:26 2018 No.10496104 >>10496084 >5 girls If you're under 35 you're doing fine

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:17:44 2018 No.10496105 >>10496097 don't worry, I only use it ironically

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:18:28 2018 No.10496109 >>10496097 >drinking alchohol Congrats, ur a normie.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:19:17 2018 No.10496112 >>10496046 that all first relationships are shit...yet you idolise yours?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:21:10 2018 No.10496122 >>10496104 Yeah, no thanks, I wouldn't date a 35yo if I knew he'd only had sex with five women. That's way too low.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:22:46 2018 No.10496129 >>10496122 Even after you factor in the +7 rule?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:24:19 2018 No.10496136 >>10496122 and you're a woman? WTF? This is why I want to meet someone in church. I'm only 23 btw

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:24:29 2018 No.10496137 >>10496129 what does that have to do with the number of people a man has slept with?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:25:46 2018 No.10496144 >>10496112 I don't think I idolize the relationship so much as I romanticize the feelings I had being in that state at the time. I hate my ex. Fucking bitch. Mentally ill barista bringing me down

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:26:36 2018 No.10496147 >>10494361 me too. my antidepressants made it so i can't feel but i always mess up my schedule when i start binge drinking. i can't stop crying but i think it's because i'm "off" my ADs. feels good. feels bad.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:27:45 2018 No.10496155 >>10496137 If pressured he's coming at you with "12"

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:29:39 2018 No.10496166 File: 37 KB, 616x462, IMG_6997.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10496122 For me, it's Roast beef.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:31:56 2018 No.10496173

>>10496136
>I wouldn't want a man that didn't have a GF in highschool and obviously wouldn't want a man that stayed with their highschool GF. (0-2)
>In college I would hope that he practised pulling, so maybe (3-4) chicks at parties/study groups, otherwise he's an antisocial fag that didn't get the "college experience"
>25-30 having sex for fun (5-8)
>30-35 should be actually dated, figuring out what he wants (9-12)

If a man has a number ~4 that means he hasn't learned how to pull chicks and that he is probably settling for some chick because he thinks anyone that has sex with him is the best he can get/worth marrying

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:37:07 2018 No.10496191 >>10496173 it's always about intrasexual competition with women, insecure as hell. This is why I find confidence in chastity and modesty so hot. I'm going to get a virgin Catholic qt gf at Theology on Tap

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:41:37 2018 No.10496211 >>10496191 >sexual aggression/confidence is an attractive trait in men. don't hate da player, hate da game

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:41:48 2018 No.10496212 File: 17 KB, 500x416, 1523781176757.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >already halfway through my 30 pack should I keep going boys?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:44:40 2018 No.10496222 >>10496211 For now, but it's in flux, 10 years from now the roast will be cut, and you'll be an unhappy cat lady.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:45:58 2018 No.10496225 >>10496104 ~5 for man is the same as ~ 30 for a female

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:48:33 2018 No.10496240

>>10496222
you think the next ten years can undo thousands of years? men should sleep with more partners than women. in modern day, unless a man sleeps with at least 5 people by 25ish, he's worthless.

women have stayed the same...if they've slept with 5 then they should be stoned to death

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:48:38 2018 No.10496241 >>10496212 Don't kill yourself. Frat boys die of poisoning because they assume if they aren't blacked out they can keep drinking beers safely. If you feel drunk, stop. You'll probably be asleep soon.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:50:40 2018 No.10496248 >>10496241 can you really kill yourself via beer?

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:51:09 2018 No.10496250 >>10496241 Thanks for your concern but i'm a seasoned drinker and know my limits. Once I start spinning I know I should stop

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:51:13 2018 No.10496251 >>10496248 Fuck yes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:52:56 2018 No.10496262 >>10496251 prove it

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:53:00 2018 No.10496264 >>10496211 I can still be sexually aggressive and confident with someone I actually want to mate with and not random whores to prove this

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:53:22 2018 No.10496267

Just got back from a medieval fair and drinked a lot of beer and some random mead. In 5 hours I'll have to work, but instead I'm breaking up in a cold sweat and taking a vulcanic lava shit in my toilet. Anyone been here before? Thinking about just putting myself inside the toilet and pulling the flush.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:54:17 2018 No.10496273 >>10496191 I vet girls hard now. If I suspect or know they have been with too many guys I shame them and stop talking to them. It always surprises them too like they think nobody should have standards. Fucking whores.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:55:38 2018 No.10496282 >>10496267 Thats the worst having to be at work in under 8 hours and still awake and trashed.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:56:43 2018 No.10496289 >>10496212 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9uZvrsAoyE I'm drinking 11.5% abv double dog IPA. Just having a 6 pack huehue

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:57:50 2018 No.10496296 >>10496273 it used to be that sluts were rare, now they are every where and the good girls are rare. Rapid decline, sexual hedonism and decadence.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:58:41 2018 No.10496301 >>10496264 "he only has sex with someone he loves" - beta fagget

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 01:58:57 2018 No.10496303 File: 45 KB, 600x495, 470.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10496267 gl dude

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:00:55 2018 No.10496311 File: 397 KB, 939x575, vH3NrH4.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10496301 I didn't say only, I said that was ideal. >calling someone beta on a 4chan thread for alcoholics

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:02:07 2018 No.10496315

>>10496296
Yep. All that matters now is respecting ourselves and letting the sluts fall to the wayside. You can see them visibly realizing they're going to end up alone or with a beta cuck as you question them and look them in the eye. "Really? You gave your friend a blowjob and you think that's okay?"
"Y-yes... anon I feel like youre judging me :("
Then she tries to hug or kiss and I'm like "hey I gotta go, had plans today :) "
Bahahahaha.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:07:44 2018 No.10496343 >>10496311 >posting a pic from reddit as your response complaining that i posted to 4chan

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:09:13 2018 No.10496353 File: 9 KB, 277x182, download.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10496315 i feel like you made all that up or it's from an anime

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:10:29 2018 No.10496360 >>10496343 what are you drinking faggot?

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:14:21 2018 No.10496371

>>10496353
Sadly it's true to life. Took me about 5 minutes to get that story from her in the morning and 5 minutes to say goodbye. She knew she dun goofed. Trick is to make them think you're cool with their past no matter what then they show their hand in all kinds of ways. Then you can pry stories out of them. Not gf material means cya later ignore all calls and texts. Hope you didn't catch anything.
Because you see you can only get the truth after fucking them that's the catch. It's dangerous.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:17:40 2018 No.10496382 >>10496371 damn thats fucked up lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:19:49 2018 No.10496392 >>10496382 Imagine the things she didn't tell me. Women/girls are a horrifying closet full of skeletons.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:28:51 2018 No.10496415 >>10496392 ik man, that's why I'm on catholic match dot com. Gonna get a virgin certified by the father of the family

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:30:00 2018 No.10496423 who else /going home to lay with Jesus since I've laid my burdens down/ and enjoys old blues Americana when having a cold one in the good ol US of A https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXEtNknolKY

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:41:06 2018 No.10496475 plz respond

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:48:14 2018 No.10496503

>>10496423
I find the story of Robert Johnson having sold his soul to be fascinating as fuck. By all accounts it appears to be legit, he really did come back to his town being able to play when everyone knew he couldn't and there was no explanation of him learning or being taught to play, he invented the blues out of nowhere and said the devil taught him. Then you look into the history of rock and roll and how many artists also said and showed signs that they made pacts with the devil, this was back when saying such things should have made America hate them, but the music was just too good. If the devil is real, then so is God. Though it is said Satan is the god of this world, given dominion by God when he was cast down from the heavenly dimensions to this one.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 02:58:20 2018 No.10496537

>>10494495
>Could you elaborate? You mean if you didn't take them, you'd go into WD and feel horrible, yet it was still easy for you to stop them?
I didn't like heroin, tramadol, codeine, oxy, any of that stuff. there was no psychological addiction. acute physical addiction can be conquered in a long weekend if you truly don't give a shit about the drug. booze on the other hand, the instant i'm off it i crave it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:04:06 2018 No.10496561 >sky news: "babbies of alchies are 3 x more likely to an hero" fug

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:10:53 2018 No.10496582 >tfw I've lost a shit ton of weight this year feels good knowing no matter how drunk I wake up I'm not a fucking fatty anymore

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:11:54 2018 No.10496584 tfw no gf

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:30:30 2018 No.10496655 >>10496582 yeah, without trying at all, without a second of exercise, i'm losing 10lbs a month since stopping.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:39:13 2018 No.10496683 crunch time lads, am I getting some more drinks in or quitting and going to bed? I called off everything today so all I have to lose is my pride

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 03:50:20 2018 No.10496731 >>10496561 Imagine being permanently ugly and stupid because your mom drank when pregnant with you. People with FAS are definitely the majority of that stat.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 04:01:03 2018 No.10496765 https://youtu.be/sUEHNRAXjD4

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 04:12:05 2018 No.10496792 of all films why can't I watch watership down without crying? literally every time no matter what mood I'm in to start with

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 05:49:15 2018 No.10496987 >>10496792 try watching plague dogs :^)

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 07:25:31 2018 No.10497167 >try to relapse >instantly get feverish, throw up every molecule three times over three months this has happened. it's fucking awesome.

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 08:25:04 2018 No.10497272

>>10496240
all of you men are straight up impotent piss babies. I'm a chick, 20 y/o, graduating early from university as valedictorian and i've had about 30 dicks. hardly enough. if you're a dude and can't get that much pussy stay away from me because you probably couldn't keep up

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 08:26:06 2018 No.10497277 >>10496264 >uses the term mate beta faggot

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 09:02:50 2018 No.10497351 >>10495306 Use a straw

Anonymous Mon Apr 23 09:15:50 2018 No.10497382

>>10496537
oh that's not exactly what I was talking about. The physical addiction to benzos lasts 2-3, rather than opiates being more like 3-7 days. I haven't heard a lot of stories about people "just getting over" a physical addiction to benzos. Opiates are easier to CT.

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 12:39:33 2018 No.10497962 >>10496561 >Imagine being permanently ugly Haha that would just be the worst

>>	Anonymous Mon Apr 23 13:27:11 2018 No.10498126 >>10496584 I don't want a gf, my life is a mess. I'd pay to not have a great anymore if I had a gf

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