al/ck/ thread #13982812101

[Anonymous No.8961273]

Look into a drug called Naltrexone edition.

Started it a few days ago. Only had 1/3rd of a beer. Not even craving alcohol.

Backstory: been to detox and ER twice in 2017.
I'm a real alcoholic. May have found something here, lads.

[Anonymous No.8961292]

>>8961273
I'll check it out. I'm only a beer drinker, but I'm kinda over it but at the mercy of the physical addiction.

[Anonymous No.8961306]

>>8961273
Hey, so you guys enjoy drinking? or do you drink to make the pain go away?

[Anonymous No.8961309]

>>8961306
Pain/Depressed, numbed senses need extra dopamine

[Anonymous No.8961311]

>>8961306
Bout to start my night.
Yes I love drinking.
I drink and I enjoy my movies, video games, and pretty much everything better.
I initially drank to make the pain go away, but when the pain left, I was addicted.
So now I drink for fun.

[Anonymous No.8961317]

>>8961306
I drink because I have a problem in my brain that wont leave me alone until I take a drink. It's no different than an obese person downing a gallon of ice cream in one sitting. It's a mental disorder.

At first it was fun, sure, but after many bad times I should have stopped. But just found it impossible to.

[Anonymous No.8961320]

>>8961273

Naltrexone causes your body to reject alcohol, meaning if you chug booze, you'll almost immediately barf it up. It doesn't do anything for cravings, Xanax does though.

[Anonymous No.8961322]

>>8961309
>>8961311
>>8961317

Well, I started drinking after a bunch of stuff happened that fucked me up, now that I'm a bit better (Everything is still shit, I just adjusted) I have found myself enjoying new mixes and alcohol in a whole new level, even started a bartending course.

So tell me, is there a cocktail that you really enjoy? I would like to know, something that you actually enjoy drinking,

[Anonymous No.8961338]

>>8961322
Mojito. It's the only hard liquor I can drink, white rum.

Fight me.

[Anonymous No.8961341]

>>8961338
The Mojito is fucking god tier desu, altough I prefer to drink it with Coconut rum these days, they are both really good though

[Anonymous No.8961352]

>>8961322
Can't say I really like cocktails.
If I had to pick, it'd be rum and coke or a Screwdriver.

Are you that guy I redirected from /v/?

[Anonymous No.8961361]

>>8961320
According to what I've read it does in fact diminish cravings for some, but not all who take it. It's basically the luck of the draw. I can speak only for me but it's working like a charm so far. This is day 4 and I've only had 1/3rd of a beer. I feel liberated. Hope it lasts.

[Anonymous No.8961367]

>>8961352
Yeah, I'll be hanging around here more often.

Do you prefer stronger drinks? or do you prefer more simple stuff

[Anonymous No.8961368]

>>8961320
You're thinking of antabuse btw.

[Anonymous No.8961382]

>>8961322
Not much experience with cocktails. I remember trying an old-fashioned. didn't blow me away then again I'm more of a straight-shooter when it comes to mixed drinks (screwdrivers, jack and coke)

https://www.crownroyal.com/whisky-cocktails/old-fashioned/

[Anonymous No.8961394]

>>8961382
The Old Fashioned is a pretty straightforward drink, but it's really good, the New York Sour is godly, and it's made with Whiskey too, maybe you will like it, if you like strong stuff, the Negroni is another great choice

[Anonymous No.8961403]

>>8961367
I'm not a mixed drinks guy, but I know the shit girls like.

They like Queluudes, Trash Cans, Tequila Sunrinse, Adios Mother Fucker, and there are others I'm missing cuz I'm kinda buzzed right now.
Why do you ask?
Are you trying to up your mixed drink game or something you wanna drink yourself?

[Anonymous No.8961406]

>>8961394
How do people even come up with these drinks.

[Anonymous No.8961418]

>>8961406
Buying shitloads of drinks in your home and trying different combinations, there are some people that actually study this shit, its really fun actually.

>>8961403
I know plenty, I'm trying to get to know the guys that hang around this general, share and recieve drinks, recipes, and knowledge.

[Anonymous No.8961426]

>>8961418
Oh.
Well personally I'm a hard liquor guy.
I drink vodka out the bottle, chase it with whatever around the house from water to soda to tea.
Burns my fucking throat and it hurts my chest.
How about you, fellow Anon?

[Anonymous No.8961428]

Ive been drinking gin and mio for the past two hours and staring at a muted tv playing Twilight Zone. Sgit's crazy man

[Anonymous No.8961434]

>>8961428
Oh yeah, and Ibe also been pkaying bust a move on my ps2

Shit is so cash

[Anonymous No.8961444]

>>8961273
made me think of this song op
https://youtu.be/8koS9tHo2i4
good on you getting sober if that's what you want, just remember there was a reason besides being addicted that you drank. you need to figure out what it was and deal with it or you'll go back to drinking or some other destructive behavior

[Anonymous No.8961451]

>>8961426
Tbh I drink pretty much everything, I'm always finding new cocktails to try out. from sweet to really strong, If I had to choose a favorite, it would be the Negroni.

>1 oz London Dry Gin
>1 oz Campari
>1 oz Sweet Vermouth
>Ice
>Orange peel

It's strong and delicious, every time I visit a bar I drink one at least

[Anonymous No.8961474]

>>8961444
What's your story then?

[Anonymous No.8961481]

>>8961474
sever depression, at one point because of it I was homeless for several years. I'm on head meds now and only drink ocasionaly, like once maybe twice a month

[Anonymous No.8961485]

>>8961451
Seconding the Negroni. Delicious drink.

[Anonymous No.8961506]

>>8961481
Man, several years would be rough and hard to come from. People tend to go feral. I have around 9 months total of homelessness under my belt. I stayed in the shelters, never camped out. Dunno about you?

But beyond that, it's good to hear you got your life stabilized. That seems to be the goal for a lot of us in these threads.

[Anonymous No.8961511]

>>8961451
Never heard of that one.
So what do you do when you drink?

[Anonymous No.8961519]

RE4 bro here.
I haven't played in a week.
Anyone want me to play and upload images of my progress like I used to?

[Anonymous No.8961525]

>>8961506
I avoided shelters and other homeless like the plague. I was doing day labor at the time. it gave me enough money every day to get something to eat and hang out at a bar for several hours. I'd just sleep outside wherever I could find a spot

[Anonymous No.8961531]

>>8961511
When I'm drinking at home, I just blast some music (Pink Floyd for example) and I relax watching the stars or sitting by the pool.

When I go to a bar, since I've been to pretty much every single one of the bars in my city, I just chat with the bartender

[Anonymous No.8961542]

>>8961525
Day labor centers survive off guys just like us. Sweet memories.

[Anonymous No.8961579]

Does anyone else get way worse hangovers when they drink every other day as opposed to every day?

[Anonymous No.8961581]

>>8961531
Do you think bartenders ever get tired of chatting with people? That's basically their job, not to hand off a bottle of beer to someone, but to listen to their story and reply to it. I know one thing, bartenders who aren't into talking get shitty tips.

[Anonymous No.8961589]

>>8961581
Tbh I've always been careful about that, I think I did a great job because those bartenders gave me their number and we've been to some parties and such, so when we chat it's quite friendly.
>>8961579
I stopped having hangovers after I discovered the Bloody Mary, I really suggest you try it out

[Anonymous No.8961605]

>>8961519
>tfw too much of an ammo Jew to reload my weapons

Just now I killed the chainsaw guy with my knife because I didn't want to reload any guns.

>drunkenly swinging a knife at a guy with a chainsaw

Good to know I still got it.

[Anonymous No.8961700]

>>8961605
2 EL GIGANTES?

Whoa, oh well, beat them both with no damage taken.
Got past them and the bugs and beat the chapter.
I swear, how fucking long does it take to fight fucking Salazar, I forgot all these parts.
Probably doesn't help my head hurts and can't think because I'm partially drunk.

[Anonymous No.8961716]

>>8961700
what game is that

[Anonymous No.8961763]

Hardcore alky here, I'm looking into microdosing on psylocibin, anybody have any advice? My liver and stomach is fucked, need and want to stop. I've had good experiences with small amounts of mushrooms

[Anonymous No.8961768]

>>8961716
Resident Evil 4

My favorite game ever, beat it dozens of times when I was younger.
Pic related I remember scaring the shit out of me as a kid.
Two chainsaw guys (Dr. Salvador) and they're so easy to kill.
They're slow and if you wear headphones like me, you can literally hear where they are.

I was uploading my progress last week but I ran out of booze.
But I'm stocked up now and drinking and ready to finish this damn game.

[Anonymous No.8961809]

>>8961768
Done.
I think Salazar is next.
I have a loaded Broken Butterfly and it should only take me 2/3 shots to skip this entire boss battle.
And with that, I still have 3 more rounds to save for the big alien guy in the caverns.
After then I finally get to the Island, I think, and the bullshit begins.

Well, time for another shot.

[Anonymous No.8961819]

>>8961809
Son of a bitch.
I completely forgot about this part.
I fucking resent it.
I think I crank some shit while getting attacked, then the statue chases me.
THEN I think I fight Salazar.
Fuck my life.

I know I just took a shot, but here's another to deal with this bullshit.

[Anonymous No.8961838]

>>8961341
>mojito drinkers
REEEEEE
all I want from the bartender is a fucking beer or a shot and you motherfuckers have the poor barslave pounding away at mint and shit for whole entire MINUTES
Minutes during which I could be DRINKING MY BEER REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Anonymous No.8961848]

>>8961819
And I run and PLEASE FUCKING PLEASE let me shove my fucking Broken Butterfly down Salazar's throat.
I been itching an entire week to stuff those magnum rounds into his fucking face.

Man, I'm getting so drunk, I don't know how much longer I can last after Salazar.

>5 more hours

lol, okay

[Anonymous No.8961901]

>>8961848
This is it bros.
Finally the Salazar fight.
I been ACHING for this fight for days.
Two or three shots from my Broken Butterfly should easily take him down.
Let's do this.

If I can defeat him under 4 rounds of the Broken Butterfly, I'll do two shots of vodka.

[Anonymous No.8961910]

>>8961901
It took me 6 Broken Butterfly shots to his head and one extra from my Semi-Auto Rifle to kill him.
:(
Well I took a shot of vodka.
Still, at least I'm out of ammo in the Broken Butterfly which means I can upgrade it's capacity for free ammo.

[Anonymous No.8961950]

>>8961910
So I upgraded almost everything.
Most guns have perks now.
Red9 and Shotgun have perks.
Broken Butterfly I'm till waiting til I run out of ammo again.
I'm almost done with the game.
Just the fucking Island, and I hate the Island.

[Anonymous No.8961953]

>>8961950
forgot pic...

[Anonymous No.8961957]

What the fuck is the gay poetry in the last few posts? You're not the next Bukowski, so you can stop doing whatever the fuck you're doing in this destitute pseudo AA thread.

[Anonymous No.8961964]

i'll quit drinking when i can smoke weed again

until then i'm /fifthofvodkaperday/

[Anonymous No.8961965]

>>8961957
Only person posting is me playing a game?
The hell are you talking about poetry?

[Anonymous No.8962285]

>>8961838
Kek don't blame us, blame them for making it an option

[Anonymous No.8962298]

>>8961965
It's single phrases sentenced-off, not like I'm gonna actually read that shit.

[Anonymous No.8962335]

RIP proper silhouette usage

[Anonymous No.8962342]

>>8962335
This, but at least the image is black so it's still somewhat visible.

[Anonymous No.8962346]

>Noon
>Already drinking
>Doing sudokus and listening to this glorious playlist of tunes
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSgiXGELjbc&index=2&list=PLFC4EE4355ADEBDB1

[Anonymous No.8962348]

I take naltrexone in low doses for recovery from opiate use and for overall health. I don't drink alcohol


Anyways you should know taking 50mg of naltrexone a day will suppress your immune system and block your endorphins and make you feel depressed and achy. The reason is works is it blocks the euphoria from drugs.

Once you get your drinking under control I would reccomend switching to 1.5-4.5mg a day, preferably before bed. It will actually strengthen your immune system as well as promote anti inflammatory processes.

There's just too much downside to the full dose to stay on it long term. Even 1.5mg makes me depressed at times so I can't imagine 50mg. I can literally emulate a minor heroin withdrawal by taking it at a certain time. The health benefits of low doses are substantial. It has been shown in multiple studies to boost NK cell activity (has been shown to help shrink tumours) as well as boost beta-endorphin (helps long term recovery from opiate abuse) and calm glial activity (very important for MS sufferers as well as fibro).

[Anonymous No.8962425]

>>8962348
so you feel bored and like shit forever? fuck that noise

[Anonymous No.8962506]

>>8961763
Microdoesing psylocibin is great. Not sure if it could help you get over alcohol addiction. Iv done it for about 5 years, Ill maybe take 1 gram every 1 or 2 weeks and I just end up feeling so happy and at peace with everything. Not to mention colors get a little more vivid which is cool. Nothing to serious like a full trip though, 1 gram is a nice amount to micro dose at.

[Anonymous No.8962518]

>>8962348
Will look into what you wrote

[Anonymous No.8962804]

Thing about drinking, I get like 3 hours of sleep and wake up.
and I'm still drinking.
Fuck.

[Anonymous No.8962933]

>>8962804
Yep. Time to get medical help if you want to get through withdrawals. A few days of lithium feom your doctor gets it done. Then from there it's back to square one.

[Anonymous No.8962936]

>>8962933
Librium. Goddamn autocorrected. Who the fuck even takes lithium these days.

[Anonymous No.8962938]

>>8962936
I won't seek help.
Trust me, my parents and friends know I'm an alcoholic.

[Anonymous No.8962947]

>>8962938
Has nothing to do with who knows what. You sounded like you are miserable waking up requiring more booze after just 3 hours sleep. Why WOULDNT a person seek help in that situation.

[Anonymous No.8962950]

>>8962947
Well it does suck, I'm always tired.
And when I'm up this early, I want more alcohol.
It's not even noon and I'm already 6 shots in.

[Anonymous No.8962952]

>>8962950
Yeah, one never gets actual rest. You don't sleep you just pass out and wake up tired. Day after day after day.

[Anonymous No.8962958]

>>8962952
True.
Even if I manage some real sleep, I still wake up tired.
I'm so tired and drunk I'm watching the Mr. Rodgers marathon on Twitch.

[Anonymous No.8963122]

>Keep rubbing hands
>Look down
>Shit loads of skin ripped off
>Don't feel anything

well, that's new

[Anonymous No.8963129]

>>8963122
Similar when I rub my head.
I look down and I have tons of hair falling out.

[Anonymous No.8963131]

>>8963122
That happens to me when I've been binge drinking regularly and not drinking enough water until after I get dehydrated. Skin gets all dead and flakey.

[Anonymous No.8963177]

>Get drunk
>Suddenly want to talk to people with voice
>Nobody to talk to

[Anonymous No.8963205]

>>8963177
I typically wake to 5+ tabs with searches like "crisis helpline" or "suicide hotline". Once while delirious I made an appointment to see my local MP and tried to call the queen. Fucked if I know why. A couple of weeks ago I tried to call Amy's baking company. Zero clue why I did it.
Oh god, and the texts to ex gfs. Just make me be kil.
>chug

[Anonymous No.8963506]

I'm turning 21 soon and don't know what to buy

What flavored vodka would you recommend?

[Anonymous No.8963515]

>>8963506
Absolutely none. Flavour it yourself if you want to, but flavoured booze is, imo, filth.

[Anonymous No.8963589]

>>8963506
I don't think you get the point of this thread, son.

[Anonymous No.8964096]

>>8963506
flavored anything is shit

[Anonymous No.8964100]

>>8963506
>Flavored vodka

[Anonymous No.8964136]

I'm drunk, guys.
I think.
What do now?

[Anonymous No.8964140]

>>8964136
>I think.
better drink more to make sure
alternatively stop drinking or watch some dumb shit or play vidya

[Anonymous No.8964142]

>>8964140
Well I'm watching Mr. Rodgers on Twitch.
And I'm still drinking.
I might play more vidya but I don't think anyone cares when I post RE4.

[Anonymous No.8964180]

Can you drink Hot Sex straight? I just saw it's a cocktail mixer and wondered if it's gonna suck without being mixed with other shit.

[Anonymous No.8964185]

>>8964136
Watch clips of tv/movie I like while I'm able to feel emotions
And music

[Anonymous No.8964190]

>tfw drinking my last can of Magic Magic
Goddamnit it's such a good beer, but it's a limited release and an AIPA. I want more!

[Anonymous No.8964191]

>>8964185
Recommend me some vids.

I usually watch Utada Hikaru.

[Anonymous No.8964192]

First drink in 4 days.
I can feel it taking effect in the first sip
God it's good

Proud how easy those last few days were.

[Anonymous No.8964205]

>>8964191
Can't recommend you too much since what triggers your emotions varies

But I've been enjoying some Fleetwood Mac and Soundgarden since Cornell died

[Anonymous No.8964207]

>>8961306
I drink because it feels good. Then I embarass myself drunk and decide to get drunk again to make that go away. etc.

[Anonymous No.8964208]

>>8964205
I'm in a pleasant mood.
I'm not angry or sad.
I don't mind shifting to a darker tone.

[Anonymous No.8964229]

>>8961273
Drank two sixers of sixteen ounce cans sometimes more every night for nearly ten years been sober for 19 days just by going to one AA meeting a day every day that shit nearly ruined my life and marriage

[Anonymous No.8964243]

>>8964229
Heh, I lost my girlfriend who I was gonna marry 7 years ago.
Every since I been single and I still drink.
Her and I talk maybe once a year?
She thinks I need help.

[Anonymous No.8964248]

>>8964229
You can do it, man. We're all pulling for you

Have you thought about trying the gym? You may be surprised what your sober body is capable of.

[Anonymous No.8964250]

I drink and neglect my teeth.

The gums have lowered and the bottom near the gum feels sharp? Am I losing my teeth already? I'm only 27

[Anonymous No.8964255]

>>8964229
hope you continue to do whats working

[Anonymous No.8964256]

>>8964250
Same age and same worry
I don't think we're losing our teeth, per se, but it's definitely hastening it

I hate looking in the mirror and seeing the gums hang off my teeth like loosely tied scarves.

[Anonymous No.8964258]

>>8964250
I'm 27 too and I'm not nagging you.
You should at least spend one time of the day to brush your teeth.
I hate brushing too, but I don't wanna lose my teeth so I take 2 minutes to brush.
The way I look at it, I reward myself with a shot if I do it.

[Anonymous No.8964266]

>>8964258
Brushing isn't enough
I'm the guy right above you
Always brush. Every day. Sometimes twice

But I haven't been to a dentist in almost 10 years
You need to do that.

[Anonymous No.8964272]

>>8964266
I brush once a day before I begin drinking.
Sometimes early if I have to do something.

[Anonymous No.8964274]

>>8964272
Ditto
Still shamed about my teeth

Need to see a dentist, but I keep thinking the nurse will look at me with second hand shame.

[Anonymous No.8964280]

>>8964274
Man I take care of my teeth.
Guess what happened?
I fell down the stairs and broke my arm.
Upon covering my face before slamming it on the ground, my front right tooth just scratched the floor.
After 6 months of healing my arm, my tooth is still scratched.
I hate it.

[Anonymous No.8964282]

>>8963205
My father just sent me a photo from about year ago where I got super drunk, heated up chili and then passed out on the couch, spilling it everywhere.

There was another where I heated up the oven to reheat dip and left it on all night and could have killed us in our sleep.

Luckily I don't text or call when drunk. I usually make my phone hard to find just to make sure

[Anonymous No.8964287]

>>8964248
Thanks man it's the longest I've gone without a beer since 2003

[Anonymous No.8964291]

>puking before I can even get drunk
:(
Hopefully i can drink normally now.

[Anonymous No.8964295]

>>8964291
How do you guys end up like this?
I drank for 7 straight years and I never puke.

[Anonymous No.8964297]

>>8964250
Yeah that's periodontitis I believe and if not corrected it will fuck you bad. Lead to gingivitis which increases chance of heart disease and such. You truly should take care of your teeth.

I now brush twice a day every day for 3 minutes and my teeth look and feel so great. I even floss now. I had slight periodontitis but reversed it. Electric tooth brush made huge difference too. I have oral b black series and it has this timer thing so you know you brushed long enough.

Good luck anon

[Anonymous No.8964300]

>>8964280
A scratch isn't much
You're still good

I had a friend who had was missing one her front teeth
Loosened it at party years back and it had it waggling around for years
She got it replaced with a bridge a little while back
She didn't give a shit at any point
Newfs don't have shame

[Anonymous No.8964307]

>>8964295
I only puke if I drink too fast
Like if I ever feel "Jeez, I need to catch up"

That's a dangerous thought

[Anonymous No.8964312]

>>8961306
Drinking is fun when you're just getting into other stuff you shouldn't, it keeps you from ripping open those demons and letting yourself turn into something that don't want to be. I used to be addicted to hard stuff. I'm talking quinky levels of hard.

[Anonymous No.8964314]

Who /jeopardy/ here?

[Anonymous No.8964322]

>>8964295
I go on benders where I drink wayyyy too much instead of steadily drinking everyday. I quit drinking for weeks at a time and go full throttle with a 15 pack per night for 3 nights. It ends with me being very sick for days.

I used to drink daily but it was terrible because my tolerance was so high that 15 beers didn't even get me drunk so I had to switch to vodka and I hate vodka.

[Anonymous No.8964327]

I never puke anymore....but I'm used to doing about a 5th of Jack straight just like no ice in a solo cup a day. Down to a 6er of higher abv beer a day. So eh I guess progress is progress

[Anonymous No.8964332]

I'm so glad there is an active community today.
I spent all night posting by myself :(.
I'm 8 shots of vodka in and I'm ready to start my night now.

[Anonymous No.8964363]

>>8964327
That's good shit man
Cheaper at least, right?

[Anonymous No.8964369]

>>8964332
Posts like this remind me that I'm not too far in.

8 shots in wouldn't lay me out, but I wouldn't be ready to start anything other than sitting in a couch

[Anonymous No.8964395]

>>8964369
>sitting in a couch
dude....

[Anonymous No.8964397]

welp, fagged it up again and blacked out all weekend and it's monday... ready to sit through shit withdrawals and rip my dick apart trying to feel good for fleeting moments

>iwanttogetoffmrboneswildride

[Anonymous No.8964408]

>>8964397
Ah so it isn't just me who feels extremely horny when hungover.

Also try coconut water
Potassium nigger. It's what plants crave

[Anonymous No.8964410]

>>8961317
>I have a problem in my brain
It's called addiction, or alcoholism.

>>8961320
It's the exact opposite. You're confusing with antabuse (it can kill if you drink too much on it, not very popular among doctors.)

Xanax is benzodiazepine.
It stops DTs when stopping alcohol (they gave me valium in rehab, another benzo)
If taken too long and often, benzos gives TDs when withdrawing.
It's, like alcohol, anxiolytic when taken in moderation. So if craving and anxiety are mixing up, it works. But it sucks : it's as addictive as booze, and we know we have addiction problems.

>>8961382
>Sorry, your age or location does not permit you to enter at this time.
*French snug*
The ingredients are conveniently on the side of the overlay.

>>8963205
Install a call recorder on your phone.
At least you'll know why you wanted to talk to the queen.

>>8964180
You can drink everything straight. Or on the rocks.
I have no idea what this Hot Sex drink is, but I can assure you anything contained in a bottle with these words printed will suck, no matter how and what you mix it with.

>>8964243
I think you need help too Anon.
Get help, OK? See a doctor.

>>8964250
>>8964256
>>8964297
Yeah this. You are loosing the bone that's holding your teeth, and they'll fall eventually. Classic alkie disease, due to not brushing, not booze.
Drink water and keep your mouth wet of saliva.
Electric brush, use daily. It'll stop bleeding and/or making you puke after a week. Gargle baking soda and water against acidity. Also interdental brushes and a water floss thingy.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Periodontitis

>>8964274
>shame
The medical field don't usually give these kind of fucks. They literally only see people with medical problems, you have gingivitis and/or periodontitis, I'm a trichophiliac with pancreatitis, people show up daily in the emergency room with stuff stuck up their butts.
Please brush before the appointment, it's politeness.

[Anonymous No.8964411]

>>8964397
LOL. i lay in bed playing with my dick during withdrawals also. its the strangest thing.

[Anonymous No.8964416]

>>8964395
What?

[Anonymous No.8964423]

>>8964410
>The medical field don't usually give these kind of fucks. They literally only see people with medical problems, you have gingivitis and/or periodontitis, I'm a trichophiliac with pancreatitis, people show up daily in the emergency room with stuff stuck up their butts.

I know, but it's more like the illusion of "Haha, those freaks right? I'm not like one of them"

But I am one of those freaks. I just wear better clothes and manage to have good hygiene
That look when someone sees what you really are.
I hate that more than everything.

If they look at my teeth, I know they'll be ok treating me, but the "person to person" thing will be gone. It'll be "person to freak". Something lesser.

[Anonymous No.8964463]

What you guys doing today?
I'm drunk and I'm gonna play some video games.

[Anonymous No.8964475]

>>8964463
The same thing I do every night, Pinkie

Get drunk, watch a movie, jerk off while intermittently watching a TNG episode .

[Anonymous No.8964502]

>>8964463
Drinking and watching Angel (the buffy spin off)

[Anonymous No.8964508]

>>8964502
Is Buffy/Angel any good?
I've only been recommended by tumblr-esque women.
They absolutely love the show
It always felt too much like Dr Who for me to jump in

[Anonymous No.8964521]

>>8964508
I love it.

I'm a devout catholic conservative type.

Watch buffy till season 3 and then start angel, then finish buffy after you're done angel. Early buffy is the best, angel is second best and season 4-7 of buffy is kind of crappy but worth it if you're invested by then.

It's a fun monster of the week kind of thing. The way TV used to be before it became all serial (I hate serials). If you like Star Trek you'll probably like Buffy/Angel

[Anonymous No.8964532]

>>8964521
Shiiit I love Star Trek. I'll give it a go, eventually.

Are you really Catholic?

[Anonymous No.8964536]

>>8964423
>Don't flush daily and is born with aggressive buccal bacterial flora
>Is a freak
OK...

[Anonymous No.8964540]

Any you guys got Steam?

[Anonymous No.8964542]

>>8964532
Yup. I have schizophrenia and praying to Jesus made the demons go away. So I converted from atheism. I was atheist for over a decade. I find Catholicism gives life more meaning. I drink less than I did now too.

[Anonymous No.8964559]

>>8964542

[Anonymous No.8964568]

>>8964542
I totally get that, even if your troll factor is 80/20 here.
A third of my family is schizo and I get hallucinations sometimes.
I totally get it.
The allure of religion is very strong.

[Anonymous No.8964820]

Well al/ck/,

Two days ago I got accepted into my major specific college of choice in university. Today I got a call from a company I interviewed for saying I got the job. My life is going the direction I had hoped, yet why do I still feel so empty?

Currently drinking some cheap whiskey, the best drink for to kill the ego.

[Anonymous No.8964826]

>>8964820
It fills with emptiness because you're a drunk
You can't feel properly

Stop drinking and accept what you've got
And it'll feel amazing

[Anonymous No.8964829]

I got slam hammered today, and yet mom wanted to visit her.
I tried so hard to be sober, but I think she knew I was drunk.

[Anonymous No.8964837]

>>8964820
people have been trying to find ways to fill "the emptiness" since people existed. trying to give meaning to our lives, to love, to be happy. nobody has the secret recipe yet.

[Anonymous No.8964839]

>vodka breakfast
>drink all day
>black out
>wake. 1.45am
>sober, everything closed, twitchy and uncomfortable, WD imminent, hours until shops open
Send help

[Anonymous No.8964842]

>>8964829
Was she just checking to make sure you arent walking around your apartment on your own shit?

[Anonymous No.8964850]

>>8964842
No she wanted to ask me if I would go with her in the morning to see Beauty and the Beast starring Emma Watson with her.
Of course I love my mom so I said I'll go with her, then I went home.

[Anonymous No.8964856]

>>8964839
>running out of alcohol before shops open

classic mistake. just classic.

[Anonymous No.8964858]

>>8964839
Don't drink during the day
You can be an alchie without being so desperate

[Anonymous No.8964861]

>>8964850
How old are you? Not trying to make fun just curious.

[Anonymous No.8964864]

>>8964837
Then why do I see happy people with way shittier lives than me? What do they have that I don't? My life is great right now. I have good family relationships, I have a solid group of friends, everything seems to be working out. I just don't feel happy.

[Anonymous No.8964867]

>>8964861
27, almost 28.
I'm close to my parents.
I don't really have any friends.

[Anonymous No.8964878]

>>8964864
>>8964864
Jesus? Maybe...

[Anonymous No.8964880]

>>8964864
Stupid people tend to be happier, in general. Easily pleased. Things life sex, food, relationships are all it takes to fulfill them. More intelligent people aren't quite satisfied by all that. My two cents.

[Anonymous No.8964885]

Drunk enough to want another drink
Sober enough to want not to

[Anonymous No.8964887]

>>8964867
Thats cute. Really. The fact that you went to that movie with your mom just because you love her. Reminds me of a time my mom took me to see a movie when I was around 12 years old. We went to the mall. I said I was going to the restroom and went to the video arcade instead. Came back at the end of the movie. I felt really bad about that in later years, imagining her just sitting there knowing I didn't give a shit.

[Anonymous No.8964896]

>>8964887
at least you know you were an asshole

[Anonymous No.8964898]

anxiety has gotten too crazy for me the day after drinking. a hangover used to mean a killer headache, nausea, and generally feeling like shit. now all of that is nothing compared to the EXTREME anxiety. I'm just a weekend drinker too, but I think I'm gonna not drink alone anymore, and with friends I'm gonna try to take it easy. how do you true alkies deal with the anxiety? or am I just unlucky?

[Anonymous No.8964905]

>>8964898
No you're right on the money
Anxiety is total shit
I freak out a bunch on my designated hangover days
But I calm myself by telling myself that it's just the chemical reactions in my head. Nothing more

My drunk-self (aka me) knows how I will feel tomorrow
So he/I don't do anything that will make that anxiety worse. No social media. No non-anonymous posting.

[Anonymous No.8964906]

>>8964898
Drink clear liquor rather than dark. Gives less hangovers. wine is known to give bad hangovers due to sugar. Better yet, dont drink as much in general. Easy to say yes, but that's your choice now.

[Anonymous No.8964917]

Does anyone have particularly vivid dreams when sober for a while?
I've had some bad ones last night.
They make me uncomfortable

[Anonymous No.8964922]

>>8964917
yes. usually they are particularly disturbing. i.e. lots of drama, fear, anger, very vivid. you wake up feeling wiped out emotionally, right?

[Anonymous No.8964925]

>>8964917
I think I know what you mean, explain.

[Anonymous No.8964936]

>>8964922
>>8964925
They were about my sister tempting me with things that are illegal (NOT incest, faggots) but I wanted but didn't want.

It was harrowing because I rejected it all during the dream. But I woke up wanting it and rejecting it.

And I don't know what to feel about my subconscious. That I wanted that stuff, or that my dream-self was strong enough to reject that temptation.

Am I bad person for wanting bad things at all? Am I good person for rejecting it anyways?

[Anonymous No.8964939]

I've gone through pill addiction (both stimulants and opiates) heroin addiction, and alcohol addiction, and I can honestly say that excluding all social issues, alcohol dependency was easily the worst on my mind and body.

I think it sure sucks how alcoholism and addiction are viewed in society, but just know I'm rooting for all you guys struggling right now. It gets better.

Also Daquiris and Mojitos. White rum best rum.

[Anonymous No.8964943]

>>8964936
Alcohol withdrawal dreams are famous among alcoholics for being extra screwed up.

As to your morality question, thats up to you.

[Anonymous No.8964947]

>>8964939
you sober now i take it?

[Anonymous No.8964958]

>>8964939
Rum is my fucking monkey
I'm drunk on it now
Going to have another drink. One too far on the road to "too many".

While I know that alcohol addiction is the worst to go through, is being drunk really better than opiate high?

I know a guy who used to be an opiate abuser.
He said that once you shot up, the world didn't matter in the least. Like, if you had a cig in your mouth, it'd fall and burn through your shirt and your chest.
You wouldn't even feel it.
All his shirts had burn marks from fallen cigs.
That's how good the high was.

Given how I feel about being drunk, I'll never EVER do opiates. That's a path I don't think I can pretend to be "functioning" on

[Anonymous No.8964963]

I spent all my money on cam girls.....
I hate my drunk self.

[Anonymous No.8964966]

>>8964963
Anyone I'd know?

[Anonymous No.8964968]

>>8964898
OH FUCK ANON, read this shit right here.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kindling_(sedative–hypnotic_withdrawal)

Dude, this shit happened to me and basically turned me from a weekend drinker to an every-waking-hour drinker. It sucks because it was, in my experience, not reversible. From what you are describing, you are experiencing withdrawals after just one night of drinking. If your experience is like mine, you basically are going to have to quit altogether or stay drunk, because this shit will get worse and worse until one day you're in full-blown DT's after three days of partying. It's unfair and it sucks, but it happens.

[Anonymous No.8964970]

>>8964966
If I told you, you would find out who I really am.

[Anonymous No.8964979]

I have hypnagogic hallucinations when I'm sober
Is that because I'm an alchie or because of my schizo family heritage?

Does anyone else have them?
Because I have a dying need to chat about that shit

[Anonymous No.8964986]

>>8964958
It all depends on how each person reacts to a drug. Different people like different drugs. I prefer opiates over alcohol by far, but alcohol is an easier addiction and its not too hard to give up opiates and switch to alcohol. Which is what I did years ago. Overall opiates are a lot less hard on your body, the withdrawals wont kill you either. The problem these days is with all the impure dope people are using and overdosing on. Its a bad time to be a junkie.

[Anonymous No.8964991]

>>8964968
Yep. That definitely occurs. If you've had withdrawals in opiates before the same thing happens. Go for months sober, then get high one night and BAM withdrawals when it wears off.

[Anonymous No.8964994]

>>8964963
Used to pay a camgril with bitcoin 2011-2014. Current value of the coins I sent her: ~$2,000,000.

[Anonymous No.8964995]

>>8964979
Oh shit, yes. I have them just about every night. Usually I see weird light fixtures on the walls for some reason. Really detailed, too. Another common one is wisps of thick fog above me or red/blue lightning bolts going down the wall.

The hallucinations usually don't freak me out, except for one: every now and then I'll get one of a centipede-like creature or chains dancing right in front of my face. That one sometimes startles me enough to swipe at it.

[Anonymous No.8964999]

>>8964995
It's always spiders for me
Always fucking spiders

If I ever open my eyes in bed, the black spots that you naturally see sprout legs and start walking.
They're often red too
If I'm awake/sober enough, I can control them.
But every so often I'll forget what they are and jump out of bed before remembering they're not real

[Anonymous No.8965001]

>>8964994
Jesus Man

that's a lotta booze

[Anonymous No.8965011]

Just went to the store and bought 2 40s and a tallboy. Nervous about going back to college tommorow, hopefully I do good. What's everyone drinking tonight?

[Anonymous No.8965018]

>>8965011
I'm on my 10th shot of rum now
Quite very drunk

Don't be nervous about college
I'm not belittling your tribulations, but it's a very simple part of your life.
You are given your goals. All you have to do is what you're told

[Anonymous No.8965021]

>>8965001
that was prob 20 dollars in real money at t he time. you gotta remember bitcoins spiked hugely when they got normie media coverage

[Anonymous No.8965033]

>>8965001
>>8965021
Don't blame yourself about Bitcoin bullshit

No one can predict that autist shit

The reason why it's worth so much since is because no one sells it
If people sold like rational people it wouldn't be worth a tenth what it is

If people sold now it'd devalue so fast that you can't say that having X amount of Coins is worth anything

[Anonymous No.8965037]

>>8964999
Whoa, I can't control my stuff. The chains and centipedes seem to dance around the room if I swipe at them, making me follow them with my eyes in order to keep up. It's strange, you'd think they'd be visible wherever I happen to be looking at. Makes it that much creepier.

[Anonymous No.8965048]

>>8965033
>autist shit
no, it was jew shit
some real autist chronicled the advertising and online """journalism""" surrounding the big bitcoin spike. all the normie hype and "news" stories about bitcoins/crypto as a whole were all engineered by one mega jew company. they single handedly drove the price of bitcoins up and made a huge profit off of it

[Anonymous No.8965051]

>buy 8 dollar handle of vodka
>it tastes like windex
>"it tastes like shit, surely i wont drink all of this in one day. i bet it will last a week"
>next day
>out of alcohol

aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Anonymous No.8965054]

>>8964991
My (hopefully) last drunk:
>drink four days in a row
>withdraw NINE days

[Anonymous No.8965056]

>Skin literally peeling off at multiple places

fucks sake

[Anonymous No.8965062]

>>8965054
holy crap, man. check the original post. im the naltrexone guy. 4 days now with no desire to drink. ive taken up cigarettes as a way to pass the time. gonna have to find something healthier before long, though.

anyway, you probably ought to ask your doctor for a prescription. naltrexone 50mg pills, one per day. lasts 24 hours. check the reviews on drugs.com:

https://www.drugs.com/comments/naltrexone/

[Anonymous No.8965063]

I'm gonna subscribe to a camgirl

Stop me.

[Anonymous No.8965066]

>>8965063
look at porn and beat off
save your money for a real irl whore instead of a virtual one

[Anonymous No.8965067]

>>8965037
Mine don't move fast
But you're right where they don't exist until I'm looking at them
Like my mind remembers where they formed and if I don't look at that place they're not there.

But when they are, they have long legs and they creep along the ceiling.

When I'm in the right mind, I can watch the legs spread out from the natural spot in my vision.
I know they're not real, but they still evoke fear

I had my first "sleep paralysis" the other night.
I was in the twilight of my sleep, where the spiders happen, and I dreamed of some sort of animal crawling on my back and trying to hump my head with it's fucking red rocket penis.
I was angry and tried to swat it off.
I couldn't. I was paralyzed.
Then I woke up

I realize that's the same as sleep paralysis.
Hypnagogic people are on the edge of that type of sleep disorder.
Thank god for me it was just a monkey fucking my head and not some demon or shit

[Anonymous No.8965071]

>>8965063
Go to empornium and download all her shit

[Anonymous No.8965074]

Thinking about getting prostitute's tonight. Is it worth risking the chance of getting a dui?

[Anonymous No.8965077]

>>8965074
>dui
you mean STD?

[Anonymous No.8965078]

>>8965074
Are you a virgin?
You'll regret it if you are

If it's par for the course, do it
STD's are free to cure

[Anonymous No.8965081]

>>8965074
DUIs fucking SUCK. one of these times you WILL get pulled over and your car towed and taken to jail. the court fees, the possible loss of job, the criminal record... all of it makes your life so much harder. But when you are drunk none of that enters the picture, i know. I have 3 DUIs on my record. thats basically like being a felon (different states thankfully) as far as employers are concerned.

[Anonymous No.8965088]

>>8965078
>STD's are free to cure
some are.

There are some STD's that are with you for life, medicine can help, but they will be with you for life.

[Anonymous No.8965090]

>>8965074
Never gotten one from a pro. But the ones I use cost $300-$500

[Anonymous No.8965096]

>>8965078
Yes, I am a 25 year old kissless virgin. I'm tired of being sexually frustrated.

[Anonymous No.8965106]

Finally hit day five hundred in a row of more than 4 beers a day and a pack of smokes and still going strong! Just got my performance review and they said I'm the hardest worker they ever had even though I show up with my eyes bloodshot as shit and reeking of booze, but I guess that's the fun of being a computer janitor. Gonna celebrate by slamming 6 IPAs at the bar in 10.

[Anonymous No.8965111]

whats the most economical drug?
i spend 10 bucks on a day or two of being drunk. is there any other drug that will get me high for that cost?

[Anonymous No.8965118]

>>8965106
IPAs make your sweat absolutely nauseating btw

[Anonymous No.8965121]

>>8965118
So does fucking, you pissbaby virgin. Live a little.

[Anonymous No.8965123]

>>8965111
poor people in 3rd world countries huff gasoline and glue. but for your purposes probably bottom-shelf vodka like fleischmans or mccormicks would be it.

[Anonymous No.8965127]

So how's everyone doing tonight?

I've heard enough of this depressing shit for one day. Currently half a bottle deep and listening to the new death grips that dropped. Feeling alright.

[Anonymous No.8965128]

>>8965106
How are your lungs holding up? You cough up lots of stuff every morning?

[Anonymous No.8965131]

>>8965128
No coughing, no fits. I haven't missed a day of work from any sort of illness. I haven't been to the doctor in 9 years.

[Anonymous No.8965132]

>>8965131
Does not compute.

[Anonymous No.8965133]

Lately my salivary glands at the back of my jaw under my earshave been stinging while I drink. Like it's minor pain but it's still annoying

[Anonymous No.8965136]

>>8965127
I'm shipping out to the military in a month
Enjoying this shit while I can.

Running out of mixer for this night
Feeling sad about that

[Anonymous No.8965139]

>>8965132
I think I'll probably die of a heart attack in a few years though.

I don't eat breakfast because it sounds disgusting after a night of boozing. I probably drink 5-6 cups of coffee a day. I usually have mcdonalds for lunch, but no french fries. I'll usually cook up some hotdogs and saurkraut for dinner most nights.

I probably should see a professional, but at this point I really don't give a shit.

[Anonymous No.8965141]

>>8965133
you sure your not talking about your tosils?

[Anonymous No.8965144]

>>8965141
Nah it's not in my throat it's like in my jaw. But it's exactly where my salivary glands are.

[Anonymous No.8965145]

>>8965133
its cancer
you're going to die

[Anonymous No.8965150]

>>8965139
Oh yeah. You're definitely headed for an early grave. I know where you're coming from. Enjoy yourself. We all die, right?

[Anonymous No.8965152]

>>8965145
Shit. Oh well

[Anonymous No.8965155]

>>8965131
strange

I chain smoked half a pack in one night just drinking with the lads and my throat felt like shit and I had coughing fits the entire next day after.

[Anonymous No.8965179]

>>8965150
>Enjoy yourself.

You know it man, that's why I'm slamming down beer at the bar and destroying a pack of spirit menthols.

[Anonymous No.8965180]

>>8965123
>fleischmans or mccormicks
never heqard of that
around here we got crown russ, gilbeys and vitali. all of em sell for 8.99 for 1.75L. are yours cheaper?

[Anonymous No.8965197]

>>8965180
>10 bucks for 1.75l
jesus the cheapest you can get one of those in canuckland is 40 bucks probably a bit more

[Anonymous No.8965199]

>>8965155
Stop smoking your cigarettes like it's weed. Find a pack you like the flavor of and smoke them sort of like a cigar.

[Anonymous No.8965201]

>>8965180
Nah. 8.99 for 1.75 is about as low as it gets anywhere I would imagine.

Just do some online research about which bottom-shelf vodka gives the least hangovers. They are not all equal. Example: Burnetts vodka gives monster headaches, often within 30 minutes of drinking it. Doesn't even have the decency to wait til next morning. While other brands for less or the same price really don't.

If you really want to be a dedicated cheap drunk you can buy a Brita or Pur water pitcher and run vodka through it once or twice. that will take out the impurities.

[Anonymous No.8965204]

>>8965197
That's probably because you fags need lots of money to support the immigrants.

[Anonymous No.8965216]

>>8965199
so... don't inhale?

doesn't that defeat the purpose, and negates any sort of buzz you would get?

[Anonymous No.8965225]

>>8965197
whats the conversion rate for leafs? i honestlyt cant believe 40 dollars ist he minimum for gutter quality liquors

>>8965201
i have transcenexded hyumanity an d no longer get hangovedrs. i brew my own beer somtimes and drink the layer of yeast on the bottom with 0 stomache prbolmes

[Anonymous No.8965228]

>>8965225
Congratulations, I'm glad to hear things are working out for you.

[Anonymous No.8965230]

>>8965225
1 usd is about 0.75 cad, google for true conversion
and it's all in taxes they add, like how cigarettes are so expensive people smuggle them from the us to resell

[Anonymous No.8965245]

>>8961382
Your problem is you're using crown royal. For the best old fashioned use a wheaty bourbon. My go to is Bullitt because it's cheap but any one (four roses small batch, woodford reserve) will do. Now, add a small scoop of sugar (theoretically you should use a cube but why bother) and soak it with angostra. Add a splash of water and the pop it in the microwave for five seconds, not more since we don't want to cancerify the angostra. Spin until mixed. Add three ice cubes and two shots of bourbon. Peel a strip of an orange, avoiding the rind. Then flame it and twist it's oils on the edges of your cup. Throw the orange peel in and mix with a spoon. Enjoy!

[Anonymous No.8965296]

>>8965245
I would rather just watch you do all that prep work for me then drink it myself.

[Anonymous No.8965310]

>>8964880
Fag

[Anonymous No.8965856]

>>8964864
Depression. That's what you have and they don't.

>>8965062
Vape. Walk into an electronic cigarettes shop with 80$ and talk with a seller.
Order from fasttech if you're poor.

[Anonymous No.8965952]

>>8964508

> Only been recommended by tumblr-esque women

it's objectively one of the top 3 tv series ever made, most critics will agree on that

[Anonymous No.8965957]

I drank all day and everyone hates me...

[Anonymous No.8965971]

>>8965957
Level up

[Anonymous No.8965975]

>>8965971
I leveld up nigh and no one gave a shit.

[Anonymous No.8966143]

How the fuck do you guys hide the smell of alcohol, wife has a nose like a fucking bloodhound. Any cocktails or mixers that can drown out the smell of vodka?

[Anonymous No.8966241]

omfg please, please make it stop

[Anonymous No.8966244]

>>8966143
Time to grow up and address your problem with alcohol.

[Anonymous No.8966263]

woke up craving booze, help me lads

[Anonymous No.8966335]

Been awake 6hrs, now starting my third bottle of vodka. Surely my bod can't take much more of this. Fucking hell. Why can't I stop?

[Anonymous No.8966358]

I woke up with pain in both kidneys two days ago and it's gotten a little bit better but still it's painful when I stretch or touch them. Did I break my fucking kidneys? I typically drink around 18 beers a day starting soon after I wake up

[Anonymous No.8966366]

>>8966335
Addiction. Physical and mental. Get to a hospital if you want detox meds, then think about medication to control cravings. You have to take action.

[Anonymous No.8966427]

>>8966358
Probably. I've been pissing blood for years, and my kidneys (and spleen, and liver, lungs, eyes, head, hands, feet, spine, neck, intestine) hurt pretty much 24/7.

[Anonymous No.8966442]

>>8966427
is it that dark orange piss? is that how you know youre pissing blood?

[Anonymous No.8966466]

>>8966442
Nah, it's not visible, but every time I have a piss test for whatever reason, docs always tell me there's blood present.

[Anonymous No.8966611]

i thought i was going to be a free fucking bird tomorrow and boss of course called me and asked if i can work tomorrow.

Ive already bought enough beer and vodka for two days..

Of course i said yes to work extra since im a wagecuck and i need the money

i will just nip a bit on the vodka..

[Anonymous No.8966641]

>>8966241
>>8966263
you can do it anons

[Anonymous No.8966748]

Man my head is pounding.
I fell asleep for maybe 3 hours and wake up and drank for another 3 hours and passed out.
So I'm like double hangover, cuz I'm feeling it from both times of drinkin.
Like seriously I'm physically in pain.
The bad part is I wanna drink still.

[Anonymous No.8966820]

>>8966748

only way to endure the pain is to drink more

IM THE JOKAH BABY

[Anonymous No.8966848]

>>8966820
Yeah I just swigged some vodka.
Soothed me over.
But now I wanna keep drinking.

[Anonymous No.8966855]

>>8966848

if you dont have a baby screaming for food in the background or work in 3 hours.

Just keep drinking for this day

[Anonymous No.8966857]

>>8966855
I'm single.
My ex left me 7 years ago.

SHE CAN'T STAND ME

[Anonymous No.8966861]

>>8963506
Just drink fucking juice afterwards you burgercuckerfucker and y'all wonder what the fuck is wrong with your country lmao unless you're a woman drinking flavored vodka as anything other than appetizer is laughable. Grab yourself a bottle of whisky/rum/gin/tequila
>tfw I'm your age

[Anonymous No.8966868]

>>8966861
No shit he's still a kid.
A real man drinks straight vodka with no flavor.

[Anonymous No.8966883]

>>8966861
Wait I didn't read the last part.
You're a kid too.

What the hell?

[Anonymous No.8966901]

Welp, all vodka gone, too tired to walk, not happy that I'm not drunk enough to pass out. guess I'll just shove bottles of everclear up my ass from now on.

[Anonymous No.8966930]

>>8966901
Do it like me.
After a bender I take a break to restore my body, and when I drink again, I get drunk fast again.
When you keep drinking you need more booze to get drunk.

[Anonymous No.8966931]

>>8966857

top kek

cheers mate, enjoy your day, finishing my vodka now and heading for sleep

[Anonymous No.8966950]

>>8966931
cheers, big ears

[Anonymous No.8966960]

>>8966930

And how long is the break? 45 minutes?

[Anonymous No.8966965]

>redeeming your mutual funds because you're running out of money

[Anonymous No.8966966]

>>8966960
Normally two or three days?
For me anyways.
I usually feel like shit so those two or three days help.
And my alcohol tolerance goes back down so I can't get drunk faster.

[Anonymous No.8966970]

>>8966966
I mean I CAN get drunk faster.

[Anonymous No.8966974]

>>8966930
B-b...b-b-b-but if I don't always drink, how will I always be drunk??
No no no no, I don't think you've thought this through at all

[Anonymous No.8966978]

>>8966974
I do but the feeling like shit part out weighs how much I wanna drink.
And the advantage is you're tolerance goes back down so when you want to drink again, it'll be quicker.

[Anonymous No.8966998]

>>8966966

sorry to sound like fucking faggot before, but i have big respect for that.

Not that i drink everyday, but one-two days and i need to get fucking drunk, my tolerance is mostly higher because im fat as fuck

and of course because if you need 50 cl vodka to feel something for 2 hours, its a bit to much

[Anonymous No.8967035]

>>8966998
Well, I'm not begging you lol.
It's what works for me.
I was just off a bender for a week, and trust me, I been hitting the bottle HARD since I got back into it.
The payoff of waiting to drink more is how fast I can get drunk.

[Anonymous No.8967072]

>>8961451
#1 cocktail for sure

[Anonymous No.8967189]

>This thread

Alcoholics don't make cocktails, you drink vodka neat out of a bottle when you wake up in the morning and try not to throw it up, then pass out at lunchtime and repeat when you wake up mid-afternoon, leaving the house only to stumble down the street to the nearest place that sells the cheapest and strongest alcohol in the area. Do 1L of spirits a day for a year or 3 and you're an alcoholic, not because you like a couple of whisky sours or a bottle of wine a day.

Managed to quit the 1L spirits a day for about a year which is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, but started drinking again for some fucking dumb reason and now back to many multiple beers a day, or a bottle of wine, plus a couple of shots. Spirits is where it all goes wrong. Probably going there again eventually, fml.

[Anonymous No.8967211]

>>8967189
>Alcoholics don't make cocktails
True I don't
>you drink vodka neat out of a bottle when you wake up in the morning and try not to throw it up
Funny you say it, because I drank Vodka the moment I woke up

I skipped the rest because I'm drunk.

[Anonymous No.8967216]

>>8961273
Anabuse is better if you really want to quit
If you try drinking on it you'll get super sick and some people have seizures
Very effective aversion therapy
Naltrex just got me pissed off when I couldn't get drunk off of my usual bottle of vodka during my relapse, but puking up my guts and then lying on the floor in pain made me not want to drink anymore

[Anonymous No.8967227]

>>8967216
Well I told my parents I'm an acoholic.
They wanted me to go to AA, but I said NO.
Then I got real drunk, showed up and begged for AA.
Then when I sobered up and when they wanted to take me, I told them to fuck off.

[Anonymous No.8967239]

I diversified. Tried wine and hit a lil bit of rum.

It's all shit, I want Smirnoff.

I also got off my dining room floor and forced myself back into my office.

It's uncomfortable. I want my floor back.

Still, on the upside, I'm drinking so much that I'll probably die soon.

Chin chin, all. Godspeed gents n' the like. Maybe one day this will all make some kind of sense.

[Anonymous No.8967266]

>>8967239
rip in peace brother... there are worse deaths

[Anonymous No.8967284]

>>8967239
LOL I woke up on the floor too.
I was like what the fuck?
Then I remembered I spent all morning connecting my Xbox to my TV and I realized, 4K televisions don't support cables!
I mean those red, yellow, and (I can't remember the third color).
I spent a good 2 hours digging out my Xbox, finding the controller, hooking it up, JUST TO FIND OUT I CANT EVEN USE IT.

[Anonymous No.8967328]

I miss her so much, fuck. Fuck.

[Anonymous No.8967333]

>>8967328
Tell us, Anon.

I missed my love too when I started drinking.

[Anonymous No.8967342]

>>8967333
I drank too much. She hated it. I hated it too. My father died, I drank a lot more, she sent me vids of her fucking another guy, to spite me.
I left her, which she (9/10, me 0/10) didn't expect, she has hated me a lot more ever since, especially since I largely ignore her though in truth I still love her.

[Anonymous No.8967344]

>>8961273
Whenever I was on naltrexone I just ended up drinking through it. I don't take it anymore. It really appeared to not have any effect on me, maybe it was the dosage.

[Anonymous No.8967348]

>>8967342
I dunno if this helps, but I found out my ex was cheating by looking her up online.
Found out she was publicly talking to someone on some social website.
I accused her and she denied it.
Then I drank, and she left me.

[Anonymous No.8967498]

I'm 9 months sober after some hardcore benders that resulted in two ER trips and psych ward / detox visits in late 2016, plus quitting my job and moving back with parents at age 29 to recover

Still get depressed and bored, still crave that shit

But I am trying really hard to build a decent fucking existence so that I'm not so miserable that I relapse

Glad I have no wife or kids or debt but shit still fucking sucks when you're an underemployed 29 yo living at home

[Anonymous No.8967511]

>>8965063
Good idea on the vaping. But how is steam satisfying to smoke

[Anonymous No.8967515]

>>8967511
Um, I think you replied to the wrong guy.

[Anonymous No.8967524]

>>8967189
Seconded on the spirits. Its like sniffing a bump of cocaine vs smoking crack and robbing a gas station, shooting everyone inside for no real reason but drug-addled hysteria

[Anonymous No.8967529]

>>8967498

Good work anon, sober is like getting your life back. Still seems boring as fuck, but it's so much better than being slave to the liquid jew. Life is pretty depressing and boring, just got ti find the things that make it less so. Simple pleasures. Just don't start hammering caffeine, that will fuck you up in a different way.

Having relapsed I feel like a piece of shit again 24/7, hate my life and know how much fucking work it is to get back to where I was.. man it's going to suck. Shit sucks the life and potential out of you like you wouldn't believe..

[Anonymous No.8967531]

>Okay take a break today
>Okay maybe just a little drink, then just smoke
>Whoops there goes the other half of that liter
DAMN IT MAN KEEP IT TOGETHER

[Anonymous No.8967532]

>>8967216
Naltrexone doesn't get rid of cravings for some percentage of ppl who take it. This is known.

You still sober I hope?

[Anonymous No.8967542]

>>8967344
From what I read it doesn't reduce cravings in everyone, but it should have reduces the pleasure you got from drinking at least

[Anonymous No.8967547]

>>8967498
9 months is awesome. I have never gone that far. Keep doing what works.

[Anonymous No.8967554]

>>8967531
Just the tip

[Anonymous No.8967597]

>>8967529
You can do it. I have relapsed after six months and after a year before

You can do it

[Anonymous No.8967605]

Guys
RIGHT NOW I'm in blackout. I forget everything every 2 mins and I only remember this post because I can read atm
Please someone call me asap, for tomorrow, for science

07477 158032

[Anonymous No.8967632]

>>8967605
Called. You are dead.

[Anonymous No.8967691]

>>8967632
Alive.
Uk num

[Anonymous No.8967719]

>>8967691
Battery life almost kil.
Don't know why I even want this.

[Anonymous No.8967752]

>>8961273
Drinking some quality margaritas now. Total wine is awesome for reasonably priced quality booze.

[Anonymous No.8967824]

>shakes are kicking in again
fuck i hate this

[Anonymous No.8967867]

>>8966143
Nothing actually works for breath. You can douse yourself in perfume to hide the smell from people around you, but breath will show your alcohol blood content.
Time to tell your wife you're an alkie. Or never breath near her nose again.

>>8966883
Yuro mocking Murican drinking age laws.
It's a bit absurd to be able to shoot porn 3 years before being allowed to have a beer, to be honest.

>>8966930
Enjoy while you still can take breaks.

>>8967227
You need a doctor idiot, not a meeting.
Also look for non-AA meetings, they're supposed to be for people who can't stand AA, but don't exist everywhere.

>>8967342
You did the right thing. Quitting her, not drinking.
You life would have been hell with a manipulative bitch like that. Not that you aren't in another hell now, but at least you can quit without hurting the kids.

>>8967511
>how is steam satisfying to smoke
I'm not sure I understand the question. The same way smoke is enjoyable to smoke I guess. A warm feeling in your throat and lungs, with a throat hit similar to the one of smoking or less throat hit and massive clouds to blow. And nicotine is nicotine, same psychoactive effects.
You won't get the exact same taste nor mouthfeel, but you can have any taste you want.

[Anonymous No.8968063]

>>8967284
>4K televisions don't support cables!
dude what
how

[Anonymous No.8968067]

>>8961273
I had a good run going until I bought a liter of Captain Morgan thinking it would last the weekend. Of course it lasted 1 night and I needed more.

Been shitting green goop and getting weird ear ringing all day.

[Anonymous No.8968158]

>>8968063
he means RCA connectors.
It sounds like he just bought a shitty TV.

[Anonymous No.8968240]

>>8961322
I like a lot of cocktails.
One favorite that comes to mind is a gin martini with St. Germain's elderflower liqueur. It's even better with a bit of lemon and a float of prosecco or any dry, crisp white wine.

I like gimlets for their relative simplicity, I like classic margaritas (tequila/cointreau/lime juice, fuck sour), I like a tequila sunrise as well. My work makes a really great cocktail with muddled grilled pineapple cubes, pineapple juice, white rum, and salted caramel syrup with a Bacardi 8-Year float. I don't even care for rum but it's really good.

[Anonymous No.8968250]

join the /ck/ discord, al/ck/y bros
https://discord.gg/q34jj
It's gonna be a tequila night tonight.

[Anonymous No.8968254]

>>8968158
You mean one produced in the last decade?
He can just buy an RCA adaptor to whatever is available on his tv off amazon, it has to be cheap.

[Anonymous No.8968261]

>>8968250
>The instant invite is invalid or has expired.
You have to make it a permanent invite damn it, I told you already.

[Anonymous No.8968282]

>>8968261
SORRY I THOUGHT I DID
https://discord.gg/c57TJyd
I was phoneposting so that's my bad. Here's a better invite.

[Anonymous No.8968287]

Well, just day 2.5 out of another 3 day fuck whole bender, only 4 750ml's this time though, so like, I guess it could be worse. had a dr.s appoint and full blood panel thurs before going down the shit again, guess I'll find out in six weeks if my liver is shot and I'm dying. Fyi, if you can, after a couple days in withdrawals, start walking or doing pushups, you'll come out of it faster, not sure why.

>Everytime I come out of a 3-4 day blackout sick
af


Gin blossoms hallucinations from PC motherboard guy, out-
>not again, FUCK

[Anonymous No.8968355]

>>8968282
Thanks.
I'll come back tomorrow, sleepy time now.

[Anonymous No.8968368]

>>8968287
If I started having hallucinations from alcohol I'd check myself into rehab, fuck that noise. If I wanna hallucinate I'll do acid.

[Anonymous No.8968411]

>>8968368
it's the weirdest shit, I only realized after ripping my speaker cables out of my pc and staring at the MB running for hours, that when my Air conditioning came on, the song got louder. fucking

[Anonymous No.8968431]

FUCK.

I was supposed to go to the movies with my mom today.
I promised her!
FUCK!
I'M SUCH A BAD SON.

[Anonymous No.8968436]

Hahaa good thread boys now don't forget to post in my thread next alright.

>>>8968228

[Anonymous No.8968445]

>>8968431
I'm not sure this is such a huge deal if you're not laying in the freeway with a gin bottle...

[Anonỿmous No.8968981]

>>8961273
so I started drinking (occasionally) about half a year ago, I've been making my way through different kinds of liquor, mostly blind
I've had some surprises but the biggest one was recently when I got some gin (nice and cheap!) and found out cheap gin tastes like pine needles
are there any other pitfalls on that level that I should know about before I blunder further into unknown territory?
also is hard cider any good?

[Anonymous No.8969587]

>>8968445
But when I make a promise, I mean it.
Fuck.
it's almost 9pm, I was supposed to see the movie 12 hours ago.
Fuck.

I'm just so sad, I lost all my friends and even my own parents are upset I drink.
Even my online friends hate me.
I just don't know what to do.

[Anonymous No.8969860]

>>8968411
Kek, you meet the guys I met in my head, and you'll never do that shit again.

[Anonymous No.8970153]

>>8969587

drink more