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A/ck/aholic general Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:30:38 2017 No.9725215 [Reply] [Original]

Crippling Alcoholism General.

New thread, OP botched the last one by his first post

>missed another appointment because of your drinking edition

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:32:24 2017 No.9725223 >withdrawals because you're trying to turn your life around I have an interview today and it is killing me. I need to drink.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:34:20 2017 No.9725230 I genuinely wonder what cashiers/waitresses/ retail workers think when they talk to someone at noon on a Monday and can smell alcohol on their breath.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:45:02 2017 No.9725253 >>9725230 if I cared I wouldnt be drinking at noon on a monday went into bottleshop after 750ml of vodka at 10am last monday and bought another bottle I barely remember going in, probably stumbled my way in and slurred every word

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:47:14 2017 No.9725258 >>9725253 This. Went in the moment it opened, grabbed two bottles of vodka, left. I'm sure they realize by now that I'm a drunk. I get alcohol every other day.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:47:54 2017 No.9725262

>>9725253
Is there any law where you live that you can't sell drunk people more alcohol?

In the U.S. (at least my state), A cashier won't sell you alcohol if your already obviously drunk. The few exceptions to this are middle eastern owned liquor stores that don't give a fuck what you do and rarely even ask for ID

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:50:24 2017 No.9725268 >>9725262 That isn't a law. It's a store policy. Just like how bartenders will cut you off in some places, but others won't.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:51:48 2017 No.9725270 >>9725268 Actually it is a law http://www.legislature.mi.gov/(S(3l23et1ds5xo22ajofptfbur))/mileg.aspx?page=getObject&objectName=mcl-436-1707

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:52:02 2017 No.9725271

>>9725083

welp. Pussied out and the cider is on the go along with a morning coffee to level it out and feeling loads better already. Only problem is no more booze so I guess I have to go to the store. Oh well.. r.i.p the rest of the day. I'll drink to that.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 08:54:05 2017 No.9725278 >>9725270 What a nanny state.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:10:03 2017 No.9725309 >>9725278 I know I fucking hate this state. You know to get a "small distillers" license you need a minimum of an extra 50grand of insurance on your property? Not counting the 2000 dollar permit It's fucking absurd, It's like living in Utah.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:12:18 2017 No.9725316 >>9725309 Just do it in your garage, no one is going to find out

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:12:23 2017 No.9725317 >>9725262 yeah there is but they only use it for their discretion as a cover for something else i.e someone causing a disturbance etc they dont give a fuck otherwise

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:14:57 2017 No.9725321

>>9725316
>>working with heat and flammable vapors in a closed space
That's how people blow their house up, anon.

You're right that nobody gives a shit unless you start attracting attention by selling it. But do it in your fucking backyard, not in an enclosed space.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:16:50 2017 No.9725325 >>9725321 OR just keep the garage door open a bit, you dingus.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:16:57 2017 No.9725326

>>9725316
I honestly considered it. But I can't go to jail again for something stupid, I'm too old.

All it would take is my neighbors calling the police on me for using air tools or playing loud music too late and BAM....On probation and having seizures because I can't drink. Not worth it.

It's crazy how easily people believe all the disinformation the ATF posts everywhere. Alcohol stills are actually pretty safe, Watch the mythbusters episode about them. Literally the only way they could get a still to "blow up" was to clog the worm and have alcohol spill on the open flame

It's laughable that anyone would even use an open flame in the year 2017, Let alone not notice the worm is clogged and pouring alcohol all over the top of the still...But mythbusters is a fake ass show anyway. They always to go extremes when shit doesn't work out the way they want it to and make good enough TV

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:17:41 2017 No.9725328 >>9725325 "A bit" isn't very safe. Try "all the way open with a big fan running".

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:21:12 2017 No.9725338 >>9725321 >vapors There shouldn't be any vapor at all if you are using an alcohol still correctly, Or open flame.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:26:14 2017 No.9725348

>>9725326
So don't run air tools or loud music at the same time you have your still running. This isn't hard.

>>Alcohol stills are actually pretty safe,
I agree. But I also know never to underestimate the power of stupid people.

>>It's laughable that anyone would even use an open flame in the year 2017, Let alone not notice the worm is clogged and pouring alcohol all over the top of the still
You'd be surprised. I'll give you a real-world example of a still fire that I witnessed: buddy wanted to distill his own booze from bananas, so I loan him my still and we set 'about doing it. We're using an electric hotplate, no open flame. Buddy is supposed to be monitoring the thermometer in the column and gets distracted by his phone. Still boils over in a matter of seconds, splattering distillate everywhere. Instant fire. We got it under control fast and no harm was done, but it does illustrate how a brief distraction can cause an accident.

>>They always to go extremes when shit doesn't work out the way they want it to and make good enough TV
Clearly. I'm not sure how that's relevant though. It's still dumb for people to play around with heat and flammable vapors in an enclosed space.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:27:28 2017 No.9725351

>>9725338
>There shouldn't be any vapor at all if you are using an alcohol still correctly, Or open flame.
Of course.

But given how stupid most people are either, or both, can happen. That's why it makes sense to be safe. And an electric heater can still act as a source of ignition (sparks in the relay which turns the heater on and off).

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:49:10 2017 No.9725393 Is it possible to go from 6-12 beers daily to just maybe on the weekends? Or is abstinence required to beat psychological addiction?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 09:51:07 2017 No.9725400 >>9725393 >Is it possible to go from 6-12 beers daily to just maybe on the weekends? Yes. >>Or is abstinence required to beat psychological addiction? Depends on the person.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 10:25:55 2017 No.9725534 >>9725309 >distillers licence lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 10:28:42 2017 No.9725547 I peed the bed last Saturday night, haven't had a drink since. Love you guys.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 10:40:47 2017 No.9725586

>>9725393
I do this now. It's still bad and when friday comes around I feel like I need to make up for lost time. I was about the same. 6-12.

Makes monday suck real bad. I was exhausted but couldn't sleep because of anxiety and every time I dozed off i would burst back into reality gasping.

I need to quit, but I'm in a small town for job training and they would all see me going into AA or be suspicious if I quit drinking all of a sudden.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 11:29:14 2017 No.9725713 >>9725309 Do you think the rest of us distill legally? Keke

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 11:49:25 2017 No.9725769 Woke up I bed with a shit ton of cans and a half eaten cookout tray. Shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 12:54:58 2017 No.9726002 >>9725321 You can distill with a hotplate or heating element with little to no risk. Also, a still doesn’t release vapour because all the alcohol that comes out of it is condensed. Also, you can ventilate a room.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 13:37:28 2017 No.9726146 is 375ml of vodka over 3-4 hours for a first timer a lot?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 13:39:56 2017 No.9726154 File: 103 KB, 878x814, IMG_5242.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9725215 >tfw some asshole marine fucked up drinking for every military member in Japan for the indefinite future.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 14:28:18 2017 No.9726310 I made 1 week sober today. I've lost some weight already and I feel overall pretty good.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 14:39:03 2017 No.9726365 File: 93 KB, 300x300, 1484672134340.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] When you buy 70cl of spirits, just for how many days does it last for any you?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 14:39:58 2017 No.9726368 I am way too drunk for a Monday and I want to die, how is everoyne

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 14:53:07 2017 No.9726427 >>9726365 lasted me two nights over this last weekend but I literally just started drinking.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 14:56:08 2017 No.9726439 File: 79 KB, 500x739, 7D6AED0C-1D2B-4F82-B106-7FCEA377A434.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >there are anons who posted in /ck/‘s /alc/ threads who’ve died from alcoholism Let’s have a moment of silence for those anons.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:02:50 2017 No.9726470 How bad is one 1.75L bottle a week of vodka. Sometimes it was the only thing that got me to sleep or to look forward to after work.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:05:17 2017 No.9726480

>>9726368
Not too bad but not too good.
Had to get a few cans of 4.2% beer to ease up the withdrawals after downing a liter of vodka between saturday night and monday morning.
At least I didn't do anything stupid while drunk.
Always scared I might message some old lady friend something dumb.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:08:35 2017 No.9726497

>>9725326
Ive been runnin my still on a propane gas ring like you would use for frying a turkey and have not had an accident. Just have to pay attention when youre doing cuts so you avoid overflow. I do run outside so I dont kill myself with carbon monoxide.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:10:16 2017 No.9726509 >>9726365 When in the thick of it: finished the same day with some beers thrown in. When moderate: two days to half a week.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:11:09 2017 No.9726513

>>9726480
>Always scared I might message some old lady friend something dumb.

I feel you bro, was drinking around new friends today and went into a bit about my feelings with a lady m8

Not a wise move

I know our scenario is unhealthy but there's nothing to be done, the love of my life lives across an ocean

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:22:05 2017 No.9726558

>>9726470
Not as bad as a full blown veteran alchy, but definitely potent enough to cause health issues. That's about how much I was drinking when I first got a kidney stone.

Everyone is different and I won't tell you what to do, but I'll let you know that it's pretty awful to have to walk back into the ER and explain in front of everyone that you are going into shock from pain and can't feel your hands so you need help with the suppository muscle relaxant.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:26:13 2017 No.9726577

>>9726513
I was lucky to avoid that this friday. We were left alone at the bar after our friends had left and before we went to meet up with her boyfriend.
There are no feelings like that between us at, we just trust each other with a lot of things, but it's easy to get confused.
At least I have more of a social life now then in a long time and I'm way less depressed than only a few months ago.
But the drinking has stayed and living a five minute walk from a store that is open until midnight everyday doesn't make things easier.

I should be able to do two or three weeks sober though. Done it before. Baby steps.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:30:11 2017 No.9726592 worried about what the guy at the bottle depot will think when he dumps out 6 60oz bottles in a row with some 2ls of coke thrown in i put a milk carton and a can of ice tea in the bag though also some water bottles

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:31:55 2017 No.9726604

>finish work, drink with work friends
>finish work, drink with work friends and strangers because want to drink
>finish work, just drink alone because fuck it, want to drink
>health issues
>get sober
>finish work, no drinks
>get new job
>finish new job, no drinks
>finish new job, no drinks with new friends
>finish job, drinks with friends
>finish job, just drink alone because seen how this goes, skipping even pretending to be social and just want to drink
Damn you habitual drinking

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:35:29 2017 No.9726615 >>9726513 I buy a new SIM card every couple of years if you're not in constant communication, you're gone

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:39:53 2017 No.9726632 >>9725215 Had only 1 bottle of wine yesterday. Zero day before Going for zero today and for rest of week. Wish me luck?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:41:36 2017 No.9726641 File: 208 KB, 354x534, hotarunfingers.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9726632 you can do it anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:52:41 2017 No.9726681 >>9726632 You got it, anon. Just try not to "reward" yourself on friday. I do this every week and always end up miserably sick and hungover on saturday, which leads to drinking that day and then a terrible taper on sunday.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:56:06 2017 No.9726700 >>9726592 the guy at the bottle depot really doesn't give a fuck

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:56:53 2017 No.9726706 >>9726641 >>9726681 Thanks heaps anons. I hopefully got this.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 15:58:59 2017 No.9726715 Still haven’t left my house. I’m not ready yet, idk why the anhedonia is so intense I’m still drinking as fast as I can. Cold pizza and choking down 4lokos on purpose. What’s up 4pm, let’s see how this goes. How are y’all?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:02:32 2017 No.9726732 >>9726577 >There are no feelings like that between us Makes life easier bro, my ex moved across the Atlantic 4 years ago and I'm still not over it Every so often we'll have a moment and it'll rekindle everything heck

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:03:38 2017 No.9726736 >>9726715 Watching Christmas vacation pondering whether or not I should crack a few open

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:04:26 2017 No.9726740 >>9726715 Alcoholism seems to help find 'pleasure' where there truly is none. That's why I'm an alcoholic, anyways.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:08:11 2017 No.9726757 >>9726740 >>9726736 I’m watching this “becoming Andy” thing with Jim Carrey on Netflix. It’s a doc about him really losing his shit while playing Andy Kaufman. It’s kinda dark but dude I am enjoying it and it’s resonating a lot with my love of comedy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:11:53 2017 No.9726774 >>9726757 Damn. Gotta see that. I wish I had Netflix. So much good shit on it now like vice principals and the new punisher series

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:15:15 2017 No.9726789 Only have about 4 ounces of bourbon left. Trying to convince myself that I can make do with that just for tonight and I'll buy vodka tomorrow but I'm feeling the anxiety already. Wheee.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:22:25 2017 No.9726820

>>9726774
I actually got HBO just for Vice Principals and Silicon Valley. I don’t think that vice principals is actually on Netflix, though brah. All the Marvel Universe shit is amazing, though. Luke Cage got me pumped like nothing else.
Fuck, though. SV was so good. I’m really upset that TJ Miller decided to leave. I might rewatch, some of the more subtle “total fucking dick” moments in that show had me actually pause it to laugh.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:25:08 2017 No.9726833 >>9726820 HBO subscription through amazon prime is $15/mo. Worth it, in my humble opinion especially considering I mooch someone else’s and we just split it now.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:26:43 2017 No.9726838 >>9726789 Dude as someone that’s fucked myself already if you can work up the nerve go get that vodka. You’ll be sweaty/ upset come nightfall. At least get some beer just in case you start to really hurt.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:27:02 2017 No.9726840 >>9726820 >HBO You’re right. Idk why I thought VP was on Netflix. Any other perks to having HBO? Do they let you watch the sopranos on demand or anything?

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:31:21 2017 No.9726857

>>9726840
That, GOT, and I recently tore through The Wire (actually holds up to praise for the first few seasons, at least).
I’ll give the Sopranos a try soon, though.
As I said, I have it through amazon prime so everything is on demand. I actually do not have cable.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:36:38 2017 No.9726872 >>9726840 If you have an hbo subscription you can go on hbogo and watch all the series

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:37:44 2017 No.9726878

>use water chaser mostly
>use same glass on bedside for almost a year
>pour 4loko in it so I can drink it faster
>feels like a sin
Anyone else just use the same shot glass/ cup for fucking forever? I’m not gonna die, I’m actually a little sad I have to wash my cup.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:38:55 2017 No.9726889

>drink
>fall asleep on couch
>wake up
>drink still in hand
>spill on laptop
>stops working
>have to dig out busted old laptop to shitpost

Alcohol is fucking ruining my life. This thing's screen doesn't work so I have it plugged into my tv and the fan revs like a chainsaw

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:40:13 2017 No.9726896 >>9726365 I drink a liter of rum every day.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:41:56 2017 No.9726901 >>9726889 That's dedication to both booze and shitposting. Godspeed friend.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:43:28 2017 No.9726905

>>9726889
That reminds me of when my sister broke my laptop as a teen and hdmi was the only way it worked.
It has the majority of my torrenting dls on it and I’m too technologically inept to do that shit without fear anymore so the thing serves as a tb hard drive of every adult swim show/ tv show/ movie that I truly hold dear. I’ve called it “shit top” for years, as have friends.
>”go grab shit top bro”
It sounds like you’ve got a shit top, my friend. I still use mine every once in a while, it’s nostalgic.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:45:28 2017 No.9726916 >>9726365 About half a day.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:46:53 2017 No.9726922 >>9726905 Nah, I actively used a bunch of memory sticks to move shit off this heap and onto the new one. The only reason I kept it was becaue I was too lay to bin it It's te MVP right now, but I'm going to be pissed if I can't fix my new one

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:46:53 2017 No.9726923 >>9726889 Before some other asshole makes the joke, “put it in rice lemao”.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:48:04 2017 No.9726928 >>9726923 Someone already did on /r9k/ It works, but when the screen illuminates the fucking laptop dies and I can't for the life of me understand why.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:48:35 2017 No.9726930 >>9726922 Ah. I pretty much just treat mine as a huge thumb drive with a funny name, but to each their own. Glad you had a backup to come join us in the regularly scheduled misery, haha.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:48:46 2017 No.9726931 File: 52 KB, 600x363, Russia 11.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9726928 *i can't understand why

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:50:54 2017 No.9726940

>>9726931
Fuck dude
I mean protocall is
>don’t try to turn it on
>take out battery
>actually leave in rice for as long as you’re able to
This prevents short circuiting (that’s why you NEVER try to turn wet electronics on).
That’s as helpful as I can possibly be.
And even that’s shit because you’ve already tried to turn it on.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:51:36 2017 No.9726943 >>9726940 >take out battery Therein is the dilemma because the battery is not accssible

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:52:26 2017 No.9726946 >>9726943 fuck the keyboard on this ancient PoS, which by the way is fucking nuclear explosion-tier hot

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:54:02 2017 No.9726955

>>9726889
iktf

i spilled beer on my laptop and now a few of the keys don't work.

Luckily this is one of those stupid laptops that has the gimmicky touch screen so i can use that to type out shit.

I have a work PC but I leave it at the office for fear of breaking it.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:55:27 2017 No.9726959

>>9726955
>I have a work PC but I leave it at the office for fear of breaking it.

That makes no sense. If you don't keep it at home, how do you pretend to be sick but avoid taking sick days by periodically checking email

Haven't been into the office for thee consecutive days in almost a year

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Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:56:34 2017 No.9726964
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Anyone here tried this stuff?

>claims to be 36.25% Alc/Vol (72.5 proof)
>is $5 cheaper than 70 proof Admiral Nelson's

I think they're lying about the alcohol content. Last night was the second time I've downed a half a handle of this stuff in a six hour time span. There's no way I could do that with my usual Nelson. The handle also came with a pair of sunglasses.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:56:55 2017 No.9726966 >>9726946 One of the most beautiful parts of shit top was a Bluetooth mouse a tech savvy roommate put on it. We used the on screen keyboard SO FUCKING MUCH. Sorry you have to touch the fucking thing.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:57:53 2017 No.9726972 >>9726964 Do they sell it in the EU? We can't lie about alcohol content, if they sell it here and it says 36.25 then that's what it is

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 16:59:03 2017 No.9726976
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>>9726943
Just forget it, it’s dead. I got so stressed breaking laptops and phones over the last two years. Trying to chase warranty/insurance/whatever is impossible if you’re properly ill because of booze. I haven’t broken any in a while, but I’ve gone through something like 5 phones and 4 laptops in 24 months. I bought a brand new thinkpad and sleep-pissed it to death within a week, and an iPhone 6s which I had something like 3 days before it stopped charging. I’ve got a cupboard full of dead tech that I’ve ruined because I’m always hopelessly smashed. I’ve got thousands worth of stuff to fix though should I ever sober up.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:00:29 2017 No.9726982 >>9726959 New job that I'm currently training for, so no room for that stuff yet. I guess I'm what you would call "functional" to the outside world but I sure don't feel like it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:00:34 2017 No.9726983 >>9726976 If I unscrew everything and remove the battery can it be salvaged? I have stuff on there I need

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:01:29 2017 No.9726987 >>9726982 Man I miss functional. Ever since I started SSRIs I've been drinking every night instead of just nights when I wasn't working thenext day

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:02:05 2017 No.9726990 >>9726983 Something is obviously rekt already. The longer the battery stays in, the more likely it is that more will become kil.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:02:22 2017 No.9726993 >>9726878 >Anyone else just use the same shot glass/ cup for fucking forever? Yeah, but I broke it on Saturday, and to add insult to injury stepped on the shards and got to pull them out. RIP favourite glass

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:03:31 2017 No.9726996 >>9726990 poo

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:05:16 2017 No.9727006 >>9726996 You might be able to retrieve some stuff from the hard drive if you take it out now then connect it to a different pc.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:06:34 2017 No.9727010

>>9726993
Man, fuck. I would feel bad for you, but you decided to spell favorite with that unnecessary “u”.
RIP in pieces your shot glass, bud. The holidays are coming around, either go pick a new chariot out right now or ask someone without shit taste for one.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:08:34 2017 No.9727017

>>9726993
Although holy fuck, about a month ago I got out of bed and stepped on an empty pint glass that was knocked over, I have NO IDEA how that didn’t turn into the bloodiest mess of my life. I remained unscathed and I have carpet so that would’ve made a day out of that fuck up.
Tybg^

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:09:56 2017 No.9727025 >>9726878 >Anyone else just use the same shot glass/ cup for fucking forever? yes but I'm pretty emotionless when it comes to replacing them I'm in a cycle of just replacing like-for-like with 2L steins from amazon now

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:11:44 2017 No.9727032 >>9727025 I have the same 2l stein on my nightstand too, but I use it as a trusty bile cup when dry heaving/wanna stay comfy. I know there will literally never be that much liquid in me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:13:05 2017 No.9727038 File: 2.21 MB, 4032x3024, 32BAF8F8-36C8-4491-A5E9-AF1050927729.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >open 3rd 4loko >notice higher abv than the first two I feel betrayed, but things are looking up, dudes.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:14:20 2017 No.9727045 >>9727038 >4loko why anon?

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:15:13 2017 No.9727050

>>9726987
im terrified of those and any other psych meds.

i already drink like shit, i really fear something like those or benzos would push me ovee the edge?

unrelated but does anyone else here have depersonalization/derealization? i fucking hate feeling this way

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:15:34 2017 No.9727053 >>9726154 Just Japan? I was in Yoko when a couple Navy reservists raped a local in Okinawa and all of 7th Fleet was on curfew.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:17:20 2017 No.9727059 Have the shakes pretty bad today, I hate that shit.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:17:28 2017 No.9727061 >>9727050 to be clear, I'm only on 50mg sertraline, which is babby's first antidepressant. Which I'm only on to clear some anxiety and depression, not a proper mental illness like disassociation disorder.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:17:48 2017 No.9727062

>>9727045
I explained this last thread, but I was on the road until very late driving home (around 4am) and I realized that by the time I got home that shops would be closed.
Liquor laws prohibited sale after 12 in the current county, and it was like 1:45, so I settled for the highest ABV malt I could (still available until 2am).
I’ve been stuck with them and my anhedonia is so fucking hard on me that I’ve actually resorted to drinking these.
I’ll go get more vodka when I’m through.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:18:35 2017 No.9727064 >>9727062 >I’ll go get more vodka when I’m through. RIP Smirnoff bro

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:24:16 2017 No.9727086 >>9727061 ive never been offiicially diagnosed, but alot of the time i feel like i dont exist. feel like i cant see or feel, everything will feel foreign. it was terrible last night.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:30:25 2017 No.9727102

>>9727010
Well the thing about it was, that I used to drink from cocktail glasses or whatever I had around, but would regularly knock them over, so I decided to use a shorter glass with a wide base and low center of gravity, and suddenly I wasn't destroying keyboards and staining bedding anymore. I think this time around I'll get an Erlenmeyer-flask or something.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:43:20 2017 No.9727151 >>9726872 >>9726857 Nice

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:45:13 2017 No.9727162 >>9726889 I poured beer on my MacBook a few months ago and the screen immediately went black. Still hurts. FML

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:48:56 2017 No.9727178 >>9727064 Did SB kick the bucket? :( Stopped coming here for the past 6-7 weeks.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:49:18 2017 No.9727180 >>9727162 Alcohol should be made illegal, it ruins so any lives

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:49:52 2017 No.9727184 >>9727178 he died at new yeas or something

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:51:07 2017 No.9727191 >headset dead >only have shitty earbuds >sober for 3 days and considering going to get some beer just to make everything right with the world >but have to meet dad on wednesday and will be useless if i drink FUCKFUCKFUCKUFKFUKC

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:51:08 2017 No.9727192 >>9727178 I’m not even sure on the backstory. Something about >hospital >stabbed >jail I’m just glad to have had the few direct interactions with such a legend as possible. RIP in pieces if he’s actually gone :(

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:52:10 2017 No.9727195 >>9727184 >New Years Where the fuck do you live, dude?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:52:53 2017 No.9727197 >>9725215 How drunk is too drunk to drive? I'm out of booze but I feel like I could make it to the grocery store and back no problem.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:53:12 2017 No.9727199 >>9727195 my first /alc/ was dedicated to dearly departed SB I live in London

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:53:27 2017 No.9727201 Gnome free for at least two months. It is all better lads.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:54:04 2017 No.9727203 >>9727197 >How drunk is too drunk to drive? Use Uber-eats and ask them to pick you up a bottle of vodka

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:57:17 2017 No.9727220 >>9727201 How did you get rid of them?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 17:59:23 2017 No.9727229 >>9727203 Hold the fuck on Does this work

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:00:34 2017 No.9727234 >>9727229 I think I only have like bitesquad, or something shitty around here. But has anyone tried this with ANY delivery service? Apart from >Uber to liquor store and back yourself

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:03:22 2017 No.9727248 >>9727197 I've driven while at blacking out levels and I'm still here. You just need to test your limits I guess.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:04:30 2017 No.9727256 >>9727191 You get along alright with your father? Is it a special visit or just the usual holiday scripted shit?

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:04:54 2017 No.9727257

>>9727197
This varies from state to state in the us. If you ask anyone here, they’ll shit on your chest and yell at you to never do it and take all the inner al/ck/ on yourself and not put anyone else at risk.
Realistically, anything under .08 is fine. Some states even have open container permitted in cars, that tickles me when I go to visit friends.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:05:11 2017 No.9727259

>>9727234
There are a few 24hr booze delivery services in the UK, but they’re like 4 times the price. I’ve paid a few cab drivers to get booze/smokes.
Most people don’t need to, because there’s always booze for sale everywhere here.
What we need is delivery drones. Tap your phone, a drone flies through your window and drops a clinking load.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:07:51 2017 No.9727273 >>9727256 last visit before he goes to arizona for like 6 months

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:09:00 2017 No.9727282 >>9727220 I quit drinking and doing drugs. Well I dont drink nearly as much.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:09:37 2017 No.9727285

>>9727259
Fuck dude, you just reminded me how badly I’d like a cigarette. I haven’t had one in nearly three days, and have them readily available but no true desire unless I’m hammered. I’m gonna have to fight that, later...
For some reason my neighbor has been grinding tile for nearly ten fucking hours now, I have no idea what the fucker is up to but it’s driving me up the wall.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:25:23 2017 No.9727344 >>9727197 Just Uber. spending a few dollars for an Uber is better than risking a DUI that’ll cost you $5,000-$12,000

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:25:49 2017 No.9727346 >>9727201 Good to hear m8

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:27:35 2017 No.9727354

>>9727285
>noise disturbances
Ugh, there was a pub right near my house which got knocked down and turned into flats. 2 months of being woken at 7am every morning, by power tools which sounded like a thousand cannon-flying witches, all screaming into my eardrum at once, for another fun day of listening to it from 7-5, while vomiting so hard I’m convinced I’d turn inside-out.
It got so bad when my idiot neighbour bought an insane rescue dog, that I practically lived in a coffin just to get some sleep. I created a large box to go over my bed, and lined with like a foot of noise-proofing materials. Worked well aside from barely being able to breathe, constantly cracking my head on the thing while drunk, and the chore of having to get in/out of a coffin every time I fancied a drunken coma. Did decide to stop using it some time ago however, as I had a hooker coming over and didn’t want her to think I was a necrophiliac. Now I use earplugs.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:29:16 2017 No.9727360 >>9727184 Nah, he was hospitalized in the winter. People thought he took a dirt nap but he came back to the threads. Myself haven’t been here really since summertime, so that’s why asked.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:30:48 2017 No.9727368 >>9727248 No you fucking do not. Don't drive drunk, asshat.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:39:11 2017 No.9727396 >>9727354 >Now I use earplugs. why didn't you just do that from the start....

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:41:10 2017 No.9727406

>>9727354
This is funny as fuck to me (my room is full of light at 6am), and I thought me sleeping by pulling a shirt inside out over my head/ twisting it was bad enough.
Holy shit, do you have pictures/ what was it constructed of? I’m mentally torn between a bunch of laundry/cardboard or a real fucking coffin.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WIcgDxDZJs0
Please watch that, :50 of your life and is the best ever scene from that show/ how I would imagine waking if I had roommates.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:42:40 2017 No.9727415 >>9727396 Idk, because he couldn’t affford them because of priorities? That’s why I’m wondering how Africanized Engineered this coffin was, exactly...

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:46:55 2017 No.9727433 >>9727257 case >>9727248 >in >>9727257 >point >>9727368

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:48:32 2017 No.9727443 >>9727433 I really fucked that post up. Fuck mobile posting, hard. Read first, second, skip third, then fourth and pretend the “case” was in gt. :)

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:50:00 2017 No.9727448 >>9727354 >>9727406 >>9727396 >>9727415 Pls respond

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 18:55:33 2017 No.9727474

>>9727406
Lol nah, it was just a wooden frame which first I put a king size duvet over, then shitloads of foam, then another duvet, then a sheet of wood as a lid, and sheets of wood on all but one side (one had to be left so I could get in/out.)
It was kinda like a mini 4poster bed structure, just with shitloads of foam.
Totally blocked out all noise and light, plus no monsters could get me even if my feet dangled over the end of the bed. I was unconditionally safe in my cosy coma pod.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 19:30:15 2017 No.9727598 >>9727474 Heard, innovative today the least.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 19:34:36 2017 No.9727629 >>9725215 Troll. Alcoholism is not alcohol. Alcohol is not food or cooking. This is not the "war on drugs" forum. So why are you trolling here ?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 19:43:48 2017 No.9727670 >>9727248 I gave myself a couple hours then went and did it, got home safe, though I'm pretty sure I'm over the legal limit. Next time I'll make sure to stock up before I start drinking.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 19:47:12 2017 No.9727689 >>9727178 nah he just went AWOL for a while, I saw him post last week I think

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 19:52:41 2017 No.9727721

>>9727670
I always keep enough emergency booze to stop the shakes at any given time, it saves me from this (drunk driving) a lot.
pizza and 4loko anon here
>about to
>shower for the first time in a couple of days
>buy dog food
>get fast food while out
>then throw in some laundry
I can’t wait to have real booze again and feed my doggo. I’ll tackle dishes and buying lightbulbs tomorrow.
Who’s up to what?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:00:34 2017 No.9727772 >>9727053 They're saying Japan. Seems to not really be on a MAJCOM or wing level, more of a base to base. However from what I hear it's every base in country

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:02:13 2017 No.9727785 I love you guys

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:11:11 2017 No.9727831

>>9726365
2 days if i just want to sleep/pass out, but there will also be a few beers involved.
If i want to get a good drunk then i'd get a litre bottle, 2-3 litres of beer, and that way i could still have some liquor when i woke up.
Alternatively if i mix with energy drinks a 70cl will be enough, but sometimes it just starts a cycle of finish bottle buy more booze, drink that pass out, buy more booze, finish buy more, pass out, repeat.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:20:15 2017 No.9727886 >>9727721 i picked up a 24 of crapanee while i was out hoping drinking beer will stop me from overdrinking

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:20:38 2017 No.9727887 Just swinging by to say that Old Crow is garbage bourbon considering that Evan Williams is only a dollar more. I may be a drunk but I'm clinging to SOME standard goddammit.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:25:52 2017 No.9727910

>>9727887
I used to drink Evan Williams all the time as a young man, I really can’t even stand the taste of any sour mash anymore.
Old Crow is maximum tier garbage, though.
Thinking about that shit reminds me of bonfires, carports, and asking people to buy me cigarettes while they’re already getting me booze because I still couldn’t get either.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:30:25 2017 No.9727930 Just feel off the wagon of 3 months. Feels bad man

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:36:32 2017 No.9727958

>Parents got my brothers credit cards and debit cards despite them being in their mid 20's and paid for their apartments, literally gave them tens of thousands of dollars, bought them cars, etc.
>I worked my ass off to buy my own car, still working a shitty wageslave job
>ask my mother for gas money to go visit my goddaughter
>NO IM NOT GIVING YOU ANY MONEY AND YOUR BROTHERS ARE OF NO CONCERN TO YOU YOU'RE CLEARLY JUST ANGRY DONT BE SO ANGRY LOL. LEARN TO TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER LOL.

You fucking cunt, I'm going to throw you in the shittiest retirement home I can find the second I'm able to.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:37:03 2017 No.9727963 >>9727910 I still like EW a lot and bourbon in general, but I get that certain drinks can carry memories. Not that I've got a lot of great ones currently but vodka in particular definitely ups the "cool I've fucked up my life" feeling.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:43:53 2017 No.9727995 >>9727958 You sound like an ungrateful brat

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:46:29 2017 No.9728009 >>9727772 Ahh ok. I'm moving back out that way soon but not Japan.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:46:57 2017 No.9728015 >>9726146 yes.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:49:25 2017 No.9728022

>>9727958
>>9727995
Seconding this
Grew up broke as fuck, saw siblings get more opportunities than I, especially as years go on and I’m only happy for them and hope my whole family does well. It doesn’t matter which way it goes, stop being such a cunt, or just hate yourself instead like everyone else here.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:52:26 2017 No.9728033 >>9725230 "lol ew" then they stop thinking about you at all

>>	chop Mon Nov 20 20:53:37 2017 No.9728039 >>9728033 This. You only exist in their mind for one minute. They have their own worries.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 20:58:02 2017 No.9728058

>>9728039
more like 3-4 seconds
if a girl is thinking about you for a whole minute you left some major impression on her, probably one that draws her to your dick. Girls dont think about unattractive men at all in the same way we dont think about morbidly obese women at all (except to laugh at them)

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 21:15:31 2017 No.9728143

>>9728022
>>9727995
I'm ungrateful? Shut the fuck up, they kicked me out the day I turned 18 and I was homeless for a year and a half. I clawed my way up from fucking nothing and I have a job, a car and a life and nobody helped me at any point with any of it. I fixed my own life, I have nothing to be ungrateful for.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 21:25:38 2017 No.9728183 > sober i'm a passive aggressive cunt > drunk all i do is recommend people music and hug them i seriously just drink to not be litttle bitch is thatso wrong

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 21:42:45 2017 No.9728276

>>9728143
Dude I left my home at 15 and did the exact same. I’ve since had to swallow some pride and make amends to feel the way that I do, but it doesn’t sound like you have much to be ungrateful about at all. Enjoy what you have, and be fortunate that you’ve found this community of folks who share your plight as long as you aren’t being rude about it.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 21:48:49 2017 No.9728299
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>made it back alive
>fed all my pets
>got some sweet sweet 80 proof vodka in my system and then walked my doggo
>realized my leg is still really fucked up, I just haven’t been moving much lately
>read this is missed appointment edition
>missed my mris because I lost my mind and went on a bender last week
>lel’d
Such is life. I’m happy to be home, happy to have my vodka, and wish to
>thanks to the anon who suggested/asked about the sopranos
I’ve started it and am enjoying it so far except I fucking hate edie falco’s face after nurse jackie.
Everybody ok/ still shitposting?

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:01:15 2017 No.9728343

So I've made it around 110 days without a drink, go to a couple meetings a week, etc.

Never had cravings even with my fifth to a liter a day habit. But out of nowhere I've been thinking about buying a fifth for the past couple of days. Pretty sure I'm gonna relapse soon, gang.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:04:59 2017 No.9728356

>>9728343
Dude, don’t. Do not.
I remember every single time I used to think about drinking when sober, I would have a horribly negative thought, and then one day I finally didn’t. I was eight months sober and I decided “fuck it, if I genuinely feel positive about it, it’s a good idea”.
It’s not. It’s really not.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:22:12 2017 No.9728401 File: 106 KB, 350x409, 1507092461075.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >8:20pm >only on my 5th beer

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:23:14 2017 No.9728405 >>9728343 maybe you should talk to your sponsor anon

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:25:42 2017 No.9728412

Welp

I'm so close to quitting drinking

Drank 3 beers yesturday, missed the job interview today because of the anxiety of sobering up

Fighting the heavy anxiety urges to buy 2 tall boys right now and chug them as fast as possible

another job interview tomorrow

I was drinking a 12 pack a day until about 2 weeks ago

my brain tells me i can drink those 2 tall boys and go to the interview tomorrow but it sure wasnt true with the 3 beers yesturday

STOP LYING TO ME ALCOHOL STOP LYING TO MEEEEE

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:26:28 2017 No.9728419 >>9728299 >thanks to the anon who suggested/asked about the sopranos Np. Paulie walnuts is the best character

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:29:44 2017 No.9728431 how do people manage to be alcoholics and be employed the anxiety is so fucking debilitating i cant even leave my house and being sick as fuck from booze at work is horrible

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:39:26 2017 No.9728469 had a heavy bender this weekend and now i feel detatched and depersonalized as fuck. why do we do this to ourselves?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:41:48 2017 No.9728478 is it wrong that id rather die than take anxiety meds but i have no problem nearly dying every night with alcohol to cope with that same anxiety? how do i surpass this because im very paranoid and never successfully taken medication for over a week

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:42:17 2017 No.9728480 >>9727629 hahaha guys the squid just beefed it

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:47:20 2017 No.9728494

>>9728469
>why do we do this to ourselves?
we hate ourselves and love the feeling alcohol gives us because we fucked our brains up

>>9728478
>is it wrong that id rather die than take anxiety meds but i have no problem nearly dying every night with alcohol to cope with that same anxiety?
probably but im the same so i can't judge

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 22:52:17 2017 No.9728508

>>9728494
Not him but I’ve had so much recreational fun, and a very exstensive knowledge to the point that when I go see a professional, I get SUPER pissy when they don’t give me what I think I need, and then end up just turning back to the bottle. I don’t trust much else, but that’s definitely fucked.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:06:57 2017 No.9728556 Does /alk/ constitute a support group? 'cause it's functioning as one for me

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:13:08 2017 No.9728579 >>9728431 lots of water and multiple alarm clocks

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:15:11 2017 No.9728590 >>9725223 Howd it go?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:17:03 2017 No.9728599 >>9726889 i have smashed 3 laptops out of anger. one desktop computer, and ruined two laptops with drink on keyboard

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:17:09 2017 No.9728600 >>9728478 >how do i surpass this heavy lifting, meditation and abstaining from alcohol and masturbation. aka doing things that raise your test

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:18:31 2017 No.9728604 >>9726964 I feel like Admiral Nelsons is low enough, if you catch my drift.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:24:35 2017 No.9728623 >>9728143 You sound upset

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:26:24 2017 No.9728632 >>9727197 Its so tempting, i know. I have 3 DWIs. People get caught all the time. You are not immune.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:27:16 2017 No.9728633 >>9727234 Favor might. I know they pick up anything else. Not sure about their alcohol policy.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:28:26 2017 No.9728640 well guys, i got 3 tall boys instead of 2 pre-emptively apologizing to the rest of my life sorry, rest of my life

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:28:58 2017 No.9728641

>>9728599
I don’t ever get “angry drunk”. I get clumsy and insistent I should stay drinking, fall, and then break shit, but I never just break my own/someone else’s stuff out of rage.
Anyone else experience this?
Mostly I’m cheery or I’ll endlessly talk shit but I rarely ever get violent, and if I do, it is always regarded in passing as warranted (the other guy starts it).

Why’re you out here breaking your own shit, anon?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:29:33 2017 No.9728643 >>9728556 if the posts were faster, maybe, my addiction posts in my brain faster than you guys post in the thread so guess who wins

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:30:00 2017 No.9728645 >>9728604 Second

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:31:50 2017 No.9728655 >>9728632 Everyone says that they’re SO MUCH EASIER to get once you get your first. Everyone thinks they’re immune, either learns the first time, or loses their license. Sorry you were the latter, anon.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:32:04 2017 No.9728656 >>9728412 12 beers a day isnt the worst kind of withdrawal. you. are you still sweating or anything?

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:32:10 2017 No.9728657

ive driven drunk over 1000 times in my life, and when i mean drunk i dont mean 2 beers, i mean double or triple the legal limit drunk. never gotten a ticket in my life. with that said, ive destroyed 2 cars and upwards of 25 mailboxes

why is driving drunk so fun

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:34:03 2017 No.9728661

>>9728656
I never don't sweat. Don't have bad alcohol withdrawls at all. I was born with gut wrenching anxiety. Why God would play such a silly joke is beyond me. "hey im gonna give this guy fucking every above average thing in the world but also make him comatose in fear for absolutely no reason at all".

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:34:17 2017 No.9728662 >>9728641 i only get happy/clumsy drunk. My theory is that dudes who get angry drunk have absurdly high testosterone levels and are the same dudes fucking the cheerleaders when they were 15 and have 3 kids by 22

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:35:27 2017 No.9728667

>>9728556
We’re all friendly here, and trying to help save others from our own poor choices.
Some of us just come to talk.
I wouldn’t recommend it as a support group, but it’s a little different than traditional chins where someone just says “just take a drink, faggot” just to say “faggot”.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:36:53 2017 No.9728676 >>9728641 I almost have OCD when it comes to products like electronics, and if it so much as lags, and I happen to be drunk, I sometimes flip out at it being a piece of trash and just destroy it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:38:20 2017 No.9728684 >>9725393 Man, my personal experience, no. Also if you have to ask, i would say no.

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:39:33 2017 No.9728690

>>9728662
I actually have high test, not quite chad, but tested. Although, most dudes I see that lost their minds/ or called for domestic violence actually seem like they’re overcompensating for something. I think it’s actually more mental than hormonal, that’s why you usually see a traditional “cheery drunk” fucking lay some dick out every once in a while. More often than I see the instigator win, for sure.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:39:41 2017 No.9728693 >>9728661 Bummer, dude. I hope you have a doctor who is working with you on that.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:40:03 2017 No.9728694 >>9726310 Congrats me man. All the best

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:41:10 2017 No.9728697 >>9728676 Worst case scenario (inanimate object) I seethe with rage and then contain it, shake the fucking thing tops, sorry about your condition anon.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:41:45 2017 No.9728700 >>9728693 as i said, id rather die than go to a doctor or get on medications my brain is illogical and it will be the death of me

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:43:36 2017 No.9728707 >>9726632 Good luck friendo

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:47:34 2017 No.9728724 Anyone here? Drinkin smirnoff. Broke a week of sobriety. Fuck me i dont like it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:49:19 2017 No.9728732 >>9728724 broke 12 hours of sobriety here, not regretting it yet but I know I will in about 6 hours

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:49:30 2017 No.9728734

3 weeks sober and it's not been very easy, though pretty smooth I guess

last night I smoked a joint for the first time in months (have weed sitting around at home) and I felt great

haven't thought of alcohol since and also no feelings of wanting to smoke more weed atm even though it's right there

I know for some people it's different but weed truly is so much better than alcohol, just got to make sure I don't end up 24/7 stoned out of boredom that's not good

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:49:40 2017 No.9728737 >>9728724 Drinking Smirnoff and ice water. Sorry about your week break, so long as you taper and don’t actually brain damage yourself you’ll be OK. How old u @, anon?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:50:20 2017 No.9728740 >>9728697 Its not a condition. I feel like a brand new boy after demolishing those things. It costs me some money, but oh well.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:52:02 2017 No.9728746 >>9728734 It's not like you can't become dependent on weed, but at least if you have to stop for some reason, you won't experience any physical withdrawal.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:53:15 2017 No.9728751 >>9728734 Good luck anon. Weed increases my anxiety but i use it to detox. Go figure. All the best

Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:53:19 2017 No.9728753

>>9728690
hmm i think it's high test + impulsiveness and getting tired of women's shit. You dont see low test beta orbiters beating women
>>9728734
it's also significantly harder to ruin your life on weed than alcohol. I wish someone with half an iota of life experience taught this shit in school instead of the dare dipshits. im still buttflustered at the things they didnt teach in school

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:53:41 2017 No.9728756 >>9728740 As long as you’ve got money, homie. That was the only thing, I yell because I find it so cathartic, so I understand that. I only do it when alone, but something about it just sticks. Just don’t ever hit a woman, dude.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:54:58 2017 No.9728759 Is it okay to just not be a sober human? Is it okay to just be insane and drunk and unable to do anything but beg on a street corner? Some days I feel like it's either that or suicide. I can't cope with the world around me.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:55:09 2017 No.9728761 >>9728756 How far into your drinking career are you, anyway?

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:56:00 2017 No.9728766 >>9728753 TONS of low test beta losers beat women. Women are the only creatures they're tougher than.

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:56:55 2017 No.9728770 >>9728737 37. I know better... but. Notice my mind is slipping. I thought it was age but i think i am doing damage cold turkeyin it

>>	Anonymous Mon Nov 20 23:59:00 2017 No.9728774 >>9728761 Six and a half years. I took an eight month break, prior to this. I’ve a year and a half straight at 1.75l a day of eighty proof spirits.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:00:01 2017 No.9728778 >be teenager >all drugs should be legal >a decade of drinking later >how the fuck is alcohol legal anyone honestly wish the damn stuff was illegal? God man, I had no idea before I became a drunk.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:00:48 2017 No.9728784 >>9728761 Why do you ask?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:03:48 2017 No.9728794 >>9728759 Being homeless isnt a walk in the park, either. If you have questions about the life, I have plenty of answers.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:04:15 2017 No.9728796
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>>9728766
im sure there are some, but for every one beta that beats women i bet there are 10 high test studly motherfuckers that wifebeat. Submissive men generally bow to women
pic related: he's probably not slapping the shit out of his woman for buying the wrong beer for him at the store

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:04:19 2017 No.9728798

>>9728759
>Is it okay to just be insane and drunk and unable to do anything but beg on a street corner?
I know the source of this kind of question because I have felt it, so I know that the answer doesn't really matter because it will never make sense anyway. But by and large, the answer is yes. There are people like that, and even though many others hate them, even though they are often mistreated and pushed around by the law, they are essentially allowed to exist. Even criminals are allowed to exist. Unless you do something that merits the death penalty, you have to conclude that society does not abhor you enough to demand that you stop living.

I know it doesn't make any fucking sense.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:04:20 2017 No.9728797 >>9728784 Just curious. Not sure if I was talking to some mikes hard lemonade college kid.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:07:36 2017 No.9728813 >>9728778 people are going to drink and do drugs regardless of laws. the question is, to what extent do you want to incriminate people who drink and do drugs the same argument goes for age of consent laws and gun ownership laws

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:08:16 2017 No.9728816 >>9728797 >>9728774 Whelp, I’m college aged now, but definitely seasoned. Pussies would call it from a broken home, I’ll just refer to it as an early start. I was fortunate to have the friends I did when younger.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:14:32 2017 No.9728833 Hello anons. When did you know? When did you realise you're an al/ck/ie? 28 me.37 now.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:14:52 2017 No.9728835 >>9728813 I'm enough of a drunk that I'd be very thankful to be in jail.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:15:54 2017 No.9728838 >>9728833 22 years old. 34 now. Been drinking since I was 13.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:18:51 2017 No.9728849 >>9728816 Everyone grows up at different rates, its all good.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:27:42 2017 No.9728875 >>9728833 kinda knew about 19-20, drinking since late 17 now 27 not a fun life anons

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:28:12 2017 No.9728878

>>9728833
I started at 16, but it was combined with the entire culture around me. I actually knew at 19, after talking to coworkers and putting them under the table.
I tired to stop because I was living with my brother and he realized as I did, he inhibited my consumption because he was mostly the only other option than “hey mustering” (he still asks if I’m a [vodka fuled wrecking ball], and I lived with him for a year and a half). He really did his best, it been almost more than a year. 21 now, he’s since moved across the country to his dream job and I am just fucking wallowing. At 21 I’ve started developing shakes, and wds. I’m dat boi with a 1.75L habit per day, and

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:33:01 2017 No.9728892

>>9728878
I’m just happy for him at this point, and am always drunk as fuck. We’re almost equally across country from family, and when I type it actually/ always had seemed more articulate than him, so I’m surviving.
I call my brother every week, I’m the only member of my family that feels horrible about myself, surprisingly.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:36:12 2017 No.9728906

>>9728798
not the anon that you're replying to, but that actually makes a lot of sense. When you think about it, it's pretty hard to do something so despicable that the powers that be decide you need to die for it, and even then its a long, drawn-out process.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:36:49 2017 No.9728907 >>9728835 Break the law then. They give alcoholics a week's worth of librium to taper off. Easier detox ever.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:38:04 2017 No.9728912 >>9728907 I've never been to jail but I went to military school for degenerates so I have a pretty good idea what it's like. I'll love it there for sure, but I don't think I can purposefully put myself there.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:42:15 2017 No.9728929

>>9728912
Jail isnt anything like military school. you get a couple periods of 1-2 hours daily to walk around the small jail floor. You can also walk around outside in the covered basketball court. The rest of the time (at least 12 hours per 24 hours) is spent in your tiny cell shared with at least one other person. Mine was about 4 feet wide by 9 feet long and i had to share it with another guy. for a week. shitting and everything. but being on librium that entire time made it easy.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:45:37 2017 No.9728934 >>9728833 Sorry, binge drinking began at 18.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:46:06 2017 No.9728935

>>9728929
No. It wasn't "military school" like you think of. It was the place where people spent 6 months there to serve their time or spent 6 months of their future prison term at. About half the guys there had 15 more years to do they were just doing the first 6 months there. You were treated as such.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:46:49 2017 No.9728940 >>9728935 OH shit, you were at one of those boot camps? Ive seen those on Lockup, etc. They look difficult.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:48:56 2017 No.9728944 >>9728940 Was the best and worst time of my life. I miss it and hate it. All I know is jail would be too fun for me and I'd probably end up never leaving. Which is why I don't want to go there on purpose. I know it'll be game over for my party.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:51:40 2017 No.9728951 >>9728944 sounds like the mental ward best and worst wish i could go back and then leave as soon as possible

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:51:54 2017 No.9728952

>>9728746
I'm well aware people can become dependant on weed

But I think it's quite clear from my post that it doesn't have even remotely anywhere near the control alcohol does over me

I've had half an ounce sitting around the house for over 5 months and this is the first time I've smoked any, I can't have alcohol around without drinking it and if I do I immediately want more

>>9728751
thanks

>>9728753
society needs to rely less on school and more on the parents

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:52:22 2017 No.9728954 >>9728944 I personally think that type of training is great. Teach peopel to stop being pussies. "ohhh, i need a candy bar better shoplift it" that kind of shit would stop real quick.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:54:43 2017 No.9728963

>>9728954
I firmly believe there should be a competency test that issues parent licenses to people. If you can't pass, your kid gets raised by the military. My 6 months on Ft.Knox has made me think this is truly the only solution to inner city gangbangers.
>>9728951
It is slightly similar but they solve peoples mental problems by making them workout until they collapse in their own vomit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:56:31 2017 No.9728968 >>9728952 I just wanted a (you). Thanks freindo

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:56:44 2017 No.9728972 Sort yourselves out.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 00:58:57 2017 No.9728984 >>9725215 >general

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:01:26 2017 No.9729001 >>9728984 one does not simply stop being an alcoholic

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:07:05 2017 No.9729027 Trèeèéereeeéeèeeeeeeeéèeeeéeee

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:08:18 2017 No.9729031

>>9728972
Alcoholism is a disease. People have been using alcohol for many, many generations, and due to this alcohol has imprinted our DNA. Many people come from lines of people that have used alcohol in place of regular water (beer, wine) as a sanitary beverage. Not only for celebration, but as a way of survival.

It's not hard to understand how those who adapted to alcohol's presence now have an issue with it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:12:23 2017 No.9729050 >>9728734 High CBD strains are good and don't make you paranoid or lazy. I take CBD tintures I get from my caregiver and I'm currently in the process of completely cutting out alcohol and replacing it with CBD. It's turely a miracle medicine.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:13:55 2017 No.9729054 >>9729050 >tfw anxiety ridden but a huge desire to hallucinate so I pick to trippiest weed I can get I get upset when I smoke weed and dont lose my grip on reality

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:18:50 2017 No.9729075 >>9729054 people who dont smoke sativas are doing it wrong

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:19:56 2017 No.9729078 >>9729050 I prefer bush weed

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:24:34 2017 No.9729095 File: 95 KB, 353x500, 1340347525391.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw your dick still works

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 01:31:10 2017 No.9729116 Anyone here tried any medications to prevent relapse? Each relapse and withdrawal gets worse and worse, and I’ve realized if I want to live a good life I can’t continue to do this. My doc is trying to talk me into Naltrexone.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:22:34 2017 No.9729323 My teeth hurt and my arms hurt and my anus hurts.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:29:44 2017 No.9729356 >>9729323 Practise playing with the balls, no need to exhaust your hand, mouth and ass like that

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:33:03 2017 No.9729362 >>9729356 Just hemorrhoids, gayboy.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:34:05 2017 No.9729367
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>>9725215
hopefully not an alcoholic but probably a binge drinker. finish pic related over 3 days of drinking by myself. every week friday-sunday. should i be worrying?
its great, i can get it for $11/1.75L.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:37:28 2017 No.9729380 >>9729362 If you’re getting haemorrhoids on your teeth you should stop drinking.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:38:47 2017 No.9729387 >>9729380 lol

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:40:01 2017 No.9729390 Got Pham coming over this Xmas. I’m buying cognac, madeira, ale and wine for recipes. Wonder how many dozens of times I’ll have to replace them before Christmas dinner.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:40:50 2017 No.9729397

>>9725309
>>9725321
Do it right, distill sober, check your pot for leaks and you won't have ANY vapor. There are extremely simply ways to do this and if you're serious about it and spend a reasonable amount of time researching it you will have close to zero alcohol vapor emissions. Pay attention during the process and there should be zero risk of boiling over; the emission you want from the still is a fast drip or stream thinner than a pencil lead. Keep the worm cold and you'll be in good hands.

t. distilling day is tomorrow.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:47:47 2017 No.9729412 >>9727963 for me, it's seagram's gin... worst drinking experience of my life on that shit, couldn't look at a bottle of it for a year without gagging. i'm pretty much turned off of gin altogether nowadays.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:49:14 2017 No.9729421
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Walking a week sober as I head to the store to buy dinner, an old friend calls out from the cornor bar I head in for !one! drink. 50$ later we're trying to find coke. Thankfully the guy is out. Do I have to move out of the neighborhood? I don't know how else to avoid my triggers (FRIENDS)

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 02:52:24 2017 No.9729434 >>9728431 i'm with you, buddy. i don't get how some people itt are holding down jobs at >20 drinks a day, i couldn't hold down a skilled labor job for more than 3 months at 8-14.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:04:05 2017 No.9729481 >>9729421 learn to deal with it not avoid it

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:14:14 2017 No.9729528

>>9729116
Tried Antabuse and Vivitrol injections. You can just stop taking any pills if you feel like drinking, which you will if you can't stop relapsing in the first place. The injection I just got a handle of vodka and drank until it knocked the opioid blockers off and I managed to get drunk. I think I got ~30 days sober that time. Go ahead and take them, but that was my experience.

The only thing that has gotten me more than 90 days is AA. Currently at 279 days and I'm more content than I've ever been, and that's not because of any material changes in my life. Still single, still living paycheck to paycheck, but through building a social network with other sober people and meditation I'm doing really well. Currently rediscovering my love of chess.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:18:23 2017 No.9729541 >finally manage to drag self into shower >no longer a green cloud trailing, no more doges eyes watering as I walk past, no pressurised fizzing noise when undoing jeans B-but muh characteristics

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:25:34 2017 No.9729571 >>9729541 >no pressurised fizzing noise when undoing jeans not worth it then

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:28:34 2017 No.9729581

>>9725268
I'm a bartender and I can tell you that it varies state by state and there is a huge grey area. You are right that stores and bars are not allowed to sell alcohol to obviously intoxicated people, but if they do they rarely get in trouble for it because the fault is on the person getting themselves drunk not on the person serving them, however, exceptions can be made depending on if there was some horrific outcome results from the alcohol.

I remember when I worked at Olive Garden when I was in school and a girl got fired for not serving a person with cerebral palsy because she thought they were drunk because of some training video they made us all watch, so it definitely can go both ways. Now that I have been bartending for a while, I only cut off people that make my job harder and if you just want to get loaded and aren't disturbing the peace, have at it.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:33:02 2017 No.9729594

>>9729367
At about 13 drinks a day, 3 days a week, you're on the upper end of normie-tier binge drinking. A half gallon a week isn't really shit by the standards of the good folks of al/ck/, but to a medical professional it would absolutely be reason for concern. Consider the following

>Can you go a two weeks without the typical weekend binges and not miss it?
>Is it interfering with work or school? Friendships or relationships?
>Do you notice yourself filling the gap between binges with occasional drinks?
>Do you use alcohol to cope/forget, or is it mostly just for recreation?

Coming from someone whose drinking ramped up from that sort of binging to full-blown alcoholism, it would be wise to keep an eye on your habit.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:35:57 2017 No.9729603 >want to cook italian food >not the same without the red/white wine Fuck I know I can't buy any without drinking it

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:38:45 2017 No.9729613

>>9729603
I'm on the fence about my self control here

I'm 90% sure I can buy a bottle of wine for cooking and not drink it but not sure if that 10% is worth the risk

i do really love cooking and dont want to limit myself to not cooking my favourite food

arrgghhh fuck this

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:41:27 2017 No.9729623 >>9729116 naltrexone has worked for me a lot. it stops the cravings. it binds to opiate receptors and basically shuts them off. when that happens i dont even think about alcohol. when i stop taking it a really, really think about alcohol again.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:51:40 2017 No.9729658 holy shit steel reserve tastes TERRIBLE even compared to other cheap beers/malt liquors like it'd be more pleasant to sip the equivalent amount of straight vodka i'm pretty sure olde english is alright though i'm drunk as shit

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:54:12 2017 No.9729667

>>9725230
A major related concern for me is how do I deal with the stores and their cashiers/waitresses to hide that I have a problem with alcohol.

Given the fact there are about 3 stores that sell bottles in the surroundings, I find myself doing fancy calculations about how I should set my routines to their shops in order to avoid being spotted as a heavy consumer. Also I don't speak or only with lips to hide the smell.

Am I the only one? Or have you reached the stage where this "social shame" becomes inactive and you don't give a fuck about the glance of others or your smell.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:56:00 2017 No.9729676 >>9729658 211 is drinkable, but you have to build yourself up to it. My favorite malt is King Cobra for the decent abv and low carbs. Any other of you shit beer drinkers have problems with your joints because of drinking?

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:57:18 2017 No.9729681

>>9729658
Try Milwaukee's best ice 42s, they've been extremely drinkable these days, I won't go near steel reserve because what even the fuck is that taste? Hops? Gross.

42s Good
40s plastic gross
40s glass barely tolerable
25oz cans ABSOLUTELY NOT
24oz cans good fucking luck
12oz cans pretty nasty
12oz Bottles, almost always good

Just a general reference sheet, no specific brands. A 25oz steel tastes like death.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 03:58:47 2017 No.9729689

>>9729676
from what i've heard colt 45 is actually quite drinkable, but i don't see it at local convenience stores. i've been meaning to try various malt liquors for a while and went to 7-11 tonight and picked up two 24oz cans of oe/steel reserve for $4 total after tax

i don't think they have king cobra either but maybe i'm just not looking for it.

>>9729681
i like hoppy beers when i'm not just being a degenerate and trying to get fucking wasted but steel reserve tasted like a sour/gose in the worst possible way

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:03:31 2017 No.9729704
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>>9729689
Drink the 800 first and drink the 211 second, but put it in the freezer while you are working on the 800.

If you drink alot of malt you will probably want to go low carb which means King Cobra or Natty ice.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:04:50 2017 No.9729709

>>9729667
I'm all over the shit dude it's fuckong aggravating being judged for consuming 100% legal taxable items that pay for people's schools and roads.

In fact I'm whipping that one out of my ass next time. The cashiers don't say shit and aren't allowed to, but everyone else I get near has something to fucking say.
I just don't care any more. I'll stay alone and have no one bother me.

If you ever comment about a man's drinking or smell, be prepared to get punched in the jaw because it's absolutely none of your business what a grown man does with his money and his time. You are fucking scum and you are only causing more social pressure adding to the amount of alcohol that person will drink, objectively retarded to shame people over this.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:05:23 2017 No.9729714 >>9729603 >>9729613 gonna cook some grilled chicken instead not worth the risk of the relapse I look forward to the day I can buy wine for cooking with 100% certainty I won't relapse into full blown drinking

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:06:18 2017 No.9729717

>>9729667
I couldn’t give a shit. Stopped caring years ago, now openly joke about it. Not like you have a chance in hell of hiding it anyway. Shopkeepers facial expressions went from awkward to amused as soon as I stopped trying to conceal it. They do home deliveries for me now, im drunkenly lewd to the grils without consequence and even have a section of their store room dedicated to my crates of bottles.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:15:50 2017 No.9729753 >>9729717 things that didn't happen

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:22:12 2017 No.9729765 >>9729717 >They do home deliveries for me now, im drunkenly lewd to the grils without consequence and even have a section of their store room dedicated to my crates of bottles. You're fucking kidding me anon

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:26:48 2017 No.9729776

>>9729765
Nah. I’ve knocked shit over, run out of the queue to throw up, had to ask them to get bottles down because I’ve been shaking too much, been unable to speak, unable to type my pin, blah etc. Given that I used to be there at 8am every day, sometimes covered in vomit-soaked pyjamas and always clearly in a state, it became farcical trying to hide the fact that I drink constantly. They’re seconds walk from me, so now they just bring booze round.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 04:27:44 2017 No.9729778 >>9729709 You sound insecure about your drinking. I love you, anon, the solution is out there when you want it.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 05:03:23 2017 No.9729863

>>9729594
Thank you for your thoughtful response. I'm definitely not al/ck/ yet. Boozing has caused me problems, so I'm seriously reconsidering my habits. I'll take a break this Thanksgiving holiday and see where I'm at.

>>9729667
Hah, I used to do the same thing. One day I hit up one store, the next another. But please don't drive drunk. That isn't worth it. Wet reckless here.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 05:28:18 2017 No.9729916 BBBBBBOOOORRRREEEEDDDDDOOOOMMMMMM. What the fuck is the point of being alive if you’re sober? Wtf do people do?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 05:30:54 2017 No.9729922 >>9729916 something rewarding that gives you purpose, if only temporarily. like playing a really hard videogame or learning a valuable/artistic skill

>>	ADirtyWop !m0Qr3Wnyeg Tue Nov 21 05:49:36 2017 No.9729977 I'm a broke alcky and all I have is mint schnapps and creme de menthe. And I gotta says it's not bad. Tastes like I just brushed my teeth. Not drunk yet though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 05:52:33 2017 No.9729984 >>9729778 Only because people think my personal life is something they can harass me about. Scourge. Really makes me drink harder.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 05:56:06 2017 No.9729996 >5:55 am Fuck I either have to drink heavily or sleep all day tomorrow

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 06:04:15 2017 No.9730010 >>9729977 That hangover tho

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 06:08:47 2017 No.9730025 >>9729977 Eh >>9730010 I was in the same situation with cinnamon schnapps last night and couldn’t catch a hangover to save my life, I doubt he can even try had enough.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 06:27:25 2017 No.9730067 >>9729977 If you're broke why are you buying fancy stuff? Fuck off tripshit

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 06:53:53 2017 No.9730120 >>9729984 It is something they can harass you about

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 06:56:08 2017 No.9730122

>9728431
>>9728431
You don't really have a choice previously i was unemployed for 4 years and dropped out of uni.
My future wife had to leave the country again because i couldn't sponsor her, i was a depressive wreck.
Forced to live in an attic at my parents house, long ago abandoned by friends and only comfort was gettiñg blackout drunk.
So I applied like a madman for any job, went to interview hungover, got job at 10% less than advertised salary for lack of experience.
I had nothing, not used to fulltime work, and working way too hard, for too little pay and too much stress at a dead end job.
I either got black out drunk, or drank whiskey and brown ale until 4am, passed out at 5am, woke up at 7.20am to drive to work, half the time I'd still be pissed at work.
If I didn't have the job as a way out I don't think I would of survived another 6 months.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 07:35:47 2017 No.9730185 What do you lads think about milk stouts?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 07:38:21 2017 No.9730187 >>9728343 Nao anon. Dont. I broke about 12 hours ago. Yep it is as bad/worse as i remember. There isn't a positive to this.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 07:42:27 2017 No.9730197 >>9730187 Drink moar

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 07:47:47 2017 No.9730215 >>9730197 Yeah lol us alckys. Dont drink anon. When i still got half a litre of voddy under the bed

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:00:43 2017 No.9730246

Do you think the stigmatism against alcohol and the idea that you need to quit outright adds to the effect of alcoholism?

I mean people do a lot of bad and destructive shit in life

I'm sober now but talking about being an alcoholic or thinking of being sober for ___ days almost enables me into that mindset and makes me think I have to completely abstain from alcohol to continue my life

just rambling thoughts

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:03:41 2017 No.9730250 >>9730246 enables me into that mindset that alcohol will destroy my life and that is has all control over me*

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:04:42 2017 No.9730251 >>9730246 Nope. A drink is a drink. No fancy words can mitigate it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:12:56 2017 No.9730263 >>9726757 I watched that this weekend. Really interesting. He was such an asshole when channeling Tony Clifton.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:18:32 2017 No.9730277

Thank you anons. Went to the store at noon (Germany) to buy my daily boose (10-15 daily drinker here) I had every intention to start drinking my day away as usual but started reading this thread.

You guys always give me the will to taper off, which I have successfully done in the past, and I will start again today. Thanks anons and wish me luck!

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 08:59:55 2017 No.9730366 >>9730251 then why can some drink heavily and quit with ease while others struggle what if those people that can quit with ease fall into a mindset of alcoholism and play into it as they self actuate it

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:00:41 2017 No.9730368 >>9730277 guten luck

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:01:08 2017 No.9730369 >>9728590 Got the job, don't think I can keep it though. Already getting bad anxiety. 4 hours until my shift starts.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:04:04 2017 No.9730373

>>9730366
>then why can some drink heavily and quit with ease while others struggle
I'm not the guy you're replying to, but:
a) different people have different levels of physical dependance
b) different people have differing support from friends/family, different amounts of willpower, and different situations which led to them drinking.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:20:22 2017 No.9730402 File: 626 KB, 1080x1920, 1510932521859[1].png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >roy

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:22:36 2017 No.9730404 File: 665 KB, 1080x1920, 1510936906875[1].png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >fcking hell, roy

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:27:26 2017 No.9730415 >wake up at 6am and cant fall back asleep >start drinking beer wewwwwwwww

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:29:01 2017 No.9730420 >>9730402 >>9730404 Who is that chinless cancer patient soyboy looking motherfucker?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:33:01 2017 No.9730428 >>9730373 exactly, so a drink isn't just a drink

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 09:34:26 2017 No.9730432 File: 33 KB, 720x670, 1511141927808[1].jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>9730420 katzenberg

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 10:09:59 2017 No.9730509 >>9730402 Holy shit that is genuinely the stuff of nightmares. Fuck.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 13:16:03 2017 No.9731223 gonna go pick up a 40 once im done my beer but NOT going to touch it until dindins

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 13:28:23 2017 No.9731286 I got a lot done today and didn't drink though any of it. >did pads and rotors on my moms suv >fixed my dryer >got my Russian lawn mower running for the season >cleaned my entire house Time for some reward beers

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 13:30:47 2017 No.9731297 >>9731296 did a new btw since we're at 320

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 14:47:45 2017 No.9731645 >>9730215 Look at this rich faggot with a bed frame

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 14:57:05 2017 No.9731682

>>9730263
He really got into it. I never knew that about the dude, and when the Lester the wrestler dude described Andy as “polite, and mild mannered, he always called me Mr.”, that sunk in a LOT that homeboy was living in the/ another character (Jim as Andy that whole time) that was just an idea of Andy’s, just like Lester.
>Also lol’d hard at the
>wearing paper bag w/ eye cutouts and bumping that wall with a convertible repeatedly
>while drinking a 375 of jack yelling “I got this, I got this!”.
He was a total asshole throughout, but the dude had dedication. What’s fucking strange is the way he talks about living, entertaining himself, and staying relevant. Especially after burying his dad and having more than ten mil in his pocket. I would have no reason to try that hard, I would’ve stayed in Malibu.
Maybe that’s why I’m here, drunk.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 14:58:09 2017 No.9731685 >>9731682 *Andy’s, just like Tony. I fucked that up.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 16:44:01 2017 No.9732101 >>9730369 Good luck

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 16:48:24 2017 No.9732120 >>9730509 I nearly did the same thing boiling eggs. Put eggs on to boil, pass out, wake up. House is full of thick smelly smoke. Check eggs, no water in pot just black stinky eggs. Smoking. Took about a week to get rid of smell.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 16:52:20 2017 No.9732149 >>9731645 Lol. Took me a while. Used to live on a alkie abused mattress on the floor. Bought a bed ( lol they're cheap ) now i live on a alkie abused mattress off the floor. Every alkie should have a bed just to air their mattress out.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 16:56:51 2017 No.9732170 File: 135 KB, 736x550, 1507799424281.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Fu /ck/ really we lost bump status?

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 17:04:35 2017 No.9732202 >>9732170 Wow 4chan nods are fags.

Anonymous Tue Nov 21 17:51:10 2017 No.9732365

>>9728833
29 now, first realized I had a problem around 25, became hardcore alchy during 25th/26th year. I think my first big realization was when my girlfriend at the time went away for a weekend, as well as my roommate, and I went through 2 liters of rum in one weekend. Just drink after drink after drink.

>>	Anonymous Tue Nov 21 18:25:12 2017 No.9732485 I just buried my cat. I had her for almost half of my life. I got her when I was 18 in college. Drinking a 12 pack of Bell's winter white.

>>	y Tue Nov 21 19:04:39 2017 No.9732673 >>9732170 >>9732202 how new

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