/fa/ - Fashion

Intp.

So far, I'm not doing bad, but I feel myself succumbing to depression. I have been living off $60 a week for the past month, and it's driving me insane, I don't have any money for luxuries, and the money I did get just the other day, was spent on vidya.

I do work for the dole, and in my spare time, I'm either with pals, or playing vidya, or just laying in bed, not really knowing what to do with myself.

The pals that I do have, are all but drifting away. One of my best friends is pregnant, and has become obsessed with that, she has stopped talking TO me, she has begun talking AT me. My other best friend, is in rehab for a meth addiction. I feel myself pushing away the one person I like, because I realize now he is a waste of time, and my two other pals are busy with their girlfriends, work and class.

I feel so alone.

I live with my mother, I'm 20 years old, and we all live in poverty. The house is falling apart, and we're struggling to get food on the table.

On a side note, don't speak to my father anymore, and I resent the bitter and cynical creature my brother has become.

/fa/, I feel so alienated. I feel so isolated and there is nothing but routine to help me pass the days.