/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4923256
Thec lonesome road continues. Thanks for the hope though, anon.

I can't seem to grasp any artistic concepts and I don't seem to improve. It feels like I can only generate garbage and when I consider the massive amount of years I absolutely wasted, I'm plagued by feeling like it is way too late to ever make it. Paired with the fact that I feel like this is what I've always wanted to do and having failed in every other aspect of my life, both what I have to do and what I want to do, I'm constantly tempted to just an hero and hope there's some infinite afterlife to work on.

I shouldn't have quit when I was 15, idk what the fuck I was thinking. It's really getting old how I cant do anything right and the one thing that used to bring catharsus now stresses me out existentially.