/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I went to 3d animation school and thought I was going places when I was 20. I was supposed to be somebody in the industry. That was 12 years ago.
I've spent the last 8 years doing odd jobs and drawing coom art. I don't really know how to feel, I've found that the coom art community is the most welcoming community I've ever been a part of. No job, school, or place of business has made me feel this sort of comradery among peers. Even worked on a very successful patreon pulling in 4000+ coomer bucks a month. But I still feel empty.
I would love an official position at a company doing comics or skullgirls graphics for a video game. But as I'm getting older, I feel like that feeling would just linger regardless of my position in life. I guess I'd just want to work an industry job just once to give myself closure.
Not sure if this is a vent, but I felt like saying this.