/jp/ - Otaku Culture

had some dreams with a very illusory feeling, I even smoked a hypnagogic phantom cigarette before properly falling asleep(I thought, why the hell am I smoking in my bed with my eyemask on? and was heading out of bed to go outside before the smell tainted my room before realising the illusion), they mostly took place in a dingy white-carpeted hotel, had that hypnagogic daze as I had entered someone else's room on a different floor from mind, a beautiful girl comes in and I was excusing myself before thinking I might have a shot and turned and showed myself off to her and she said "leave" so I did, descending some stairs when a girl hands me a high fantasy novel with a white dragon on the cover and I ask "is this dragon you?" and she says yes and turned into it and attacked me as I refrained from fighting back because she was beautiful, later I'm on one of the top floors and it turns into a superjail! episode and a giant castle appears from afar and falls over towards us with the warden near its top, he disappeared in a poof before the crash then reappeared near us, some stuff happened with literal shit getting thrown around and I thought it was disgusting so I left, I hang out with a guy who was showing off cool tricks with a gun, sadly only remember him throwing a bullet at me and it managing to load itself in the magazine in my hand, he asked me if my dad wasn't there for me, I said that he was and that he was "good" and he says ah yes, "good", finally I'm in a room on the ground floor and someone brought in this female therapist and she sat with me trying to get me to lower my guard, she had me pat a little white ferret and that did ease me up a little, seiga appeared at the door and she had a black cat that scratched at me, I leave the hotel for a bit and was thinking over what's happened and thought this was probably a dream and jumped as high as I could until I realised it was, I returned to the building and just outside encounter seiga and her cat who's now friendly, we fight the therapist together, seiga and her were holding a lanterns with odd bright flames that represented they were exorcists/shamans/whatever, I killed the white cat, then corner the therapist and tell her "why don't you...DIE" and she reflects the death curse back at me, I reflect it back, she reflects it back and runs out of energy, I reflect it back and she disappears, leaving behind only a white hand mirror, my hand wanders between a couple pairs of scissors, one ordinary pink(its one that I have in my actual room) and one ornate and white, seiga seems to want me to pick up the latter but I think on one dream where izanami appeared wearing a pink kimono and I grab the pink scissors and stab the mirror into little fragments with no regard for "7 years bad luck"