/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I've been trying off and on for four or five years now. I still haven't made much progress as I can't even read manga like Yotsuba. When studying I can't get a grasp on when I should move on to the next page, or if I actually understood what I read. Like, I kind of wonder how other anons study and how they practice. I know some people write down sentences about things they like, but I have zero creative drive and I spend a while even trying to figure out what I want to write. It's kind of sad seeing other people quickly grasping things while I'm still stuck at grammar. ;_;

That ADHD feeling.