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Why are the feelings of love I lost after Miko's forced vacation not coming back?
It feels as if I am empty and can't feel any emotion connected to her and the only thing I can still feel is the feeling of betrayal during her absence.
I didn't ask for this. I want to go back to the past...

>>24001721
The first time I felt love it made me go almost crazy to the point I learned to completely ignore this feeling.
I didn't think I was still able to feel love, but I could recognize this feeling during Miko's latest 3D costume reveal stream.

I can't imagine it because vtubers are at their best when they are doing what they like and I can't imagine some of them having a family life.
They are more like a positive force, an online friend, trying to give me some motivation in life.