/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>Try to learn Japanese
>Try Duolinguo
>Genuinely awful, I feel like I am not making any progress at all, it's slow, dull and patronizing at best.
>Try a course on youtube
>It's quite bad... like, i don't know how I know, but trying his logic on music lyrics I have fails terribly.
>Still not much progress... Well, I at least know both my kanas and some basic kanjis

>Finally find a good grammar course.
>But it's hard to follow, since the teacher can go on tangents and gives few examples for each grammar points.
>"Well, at least I know how the particles work now"
>Try to learn vocabulary
>It feels as if even 4 billion words wouldn't be enough to understand everything
>Every time I study actual content, I struggle at the most basic of sentences, let's not even talk about the more complicated ones...
>Kanji feel impossible, vocabulary too, even with radicals, and all the tricks in the bag.

I feel like there's something wrong with me. I am such a faggot to struggle against something so trivial as vocabulary ?