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>As an idol she couldn't make anyone worry, but that only made people worry more. She kept leaving performances halfway - due to her poor health. Her body felt heavy and she had to stop performing. Her heart hurt and simply raising her hands up left her breathless.
>She felt guilty about missing so many appearances and the thought of what the other members and fans must think about her left her in a bad place mentally. This constant worrying sucked the enjoyment out of handshake events and performances.
>She thanks her fans who truly supported her during this period. Some people said some things that hurt her, but many people were encouraging and it left her wanting to continue as a member to make them happy.
>She apologizes for letting this drag her down by herself and that being one of the reasons for her graduation, but she feels that at this point the entertainment industry is just not for her.

my poor little baby isshiki ..

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shes so frail i want to take care of her