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Sometimes I feel I'm too autistic to understand what's supposed to be sexy.
When I look through fashion sets, gravure, porn, even regular animu - it's all that same dead stare.
Maybe I just can't see the subtlety. I can't tell Blue Steel from Latigra, so their faces look bored and vapid. Maybe they just are bored and vapid. Trying really hard to hold their facial muscles still to preserve their smooth skin while staring at a point past the camera.
I don't want that. I want the full gamut of raw emotion with no airs. Someone who can be laugh and sing even if they can't carry a tune, who will play along or be a snappy bitch if they don't want to. Someone to tease and be teased by, someone who can carry a joke.
Not an empty figure, or an idealized drawing, or some projection of my wishes. Just a person, full of mundane mystery yet to be discovered.
My better half.
Thank you for reading my blog.