/jp/ - Otaku Culture

My dummy just got her gamer card
>>46307247
Ds3, she said she was going to yesterday but not immediately after elden

I said she'd do it within the hour, I knew she wouldn't let us down.

>>46223841
>Final guest
>You

She's too considerate for us

Happy birthday, Peko!

>>32856715

>Continuing from the "The explanation"
She then answers an unspoken question as to why she made it a member stream in the first place and the reason is that she was worried about potentially ending up crying or coming off as complaining during her explanation and she felt that would be far too embarrassing for a public stream, therefore she limited it to members on the off-chance that it would happen, and well everyone saw how that went. And it was also because she was a sobbing mess for the entire stream she figured she needed to rest until she got her feelings under control so it wouldn't affect her regular streams.
It was also after this that she saw people being very worried about her going on an official break, and worrying other members as well as management which she is sorry for, also during this time she spoke a lot with management about various things as well as receiving a lot of support from various members which in the end allowed her to make this happy "return"(I put citation marks over this because she herself doesn't want to call it a "comeback" considering she was only gone for a couple of days and never considered it an official break, she even says 復活という "So-called return").

She goes on to say that she received a lot of concern from various members making her think that Hololive really is a supportive place and that despite her being bad at chatting she still has colleagues who'll happily help her out and it made her realize that she is not alone in all this and that there are members, management, and listeners out there that will support her during times like these, and so when she returned to her senses she now thinks her reaction was childish and that she was able to find a lot of things about herself to reflect upon.
This thing she wanted to do was something she really wanted to do and the reason she reacted in the way she did was because it felt personal for her as she could see others doing it and it made her think in the way of; "Why can't I do it? Why is it bad if I do it?" with these excessive thoughts she eventually ended up tipping over and crying.
To round off with some positivity she asks if everyone has noticed that her voice has recovered and she says it is because she hasn't spoken at all during her time away.

>What did you do and Okayu
She gets the question what she did during her time away and she says for the most part she just laid in her bed, reading manga. As for which manga she says she was reading One Piece, Jigokuraku, Bakuman, and re-reading Death note. Okayu pops in and asks what she ate last evening and Pekora can't even remember that until a bit of awkward laughter and thinking she remembers that she ate つみれ汁(Fishball soup)

>Dragon Quest Builders 2
On this Saturday at 13JST she'll be playing Dragon Quest Builders 2. Judging from the tweets she has had with a staff member from Squeenix this seems to be a special case permission to play the game so no mention of full scale permissions.

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