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8543417 No.8543417 [Reply] [Original]

That feel when you've never identified with any character as much as you did with Takuma before his "growing up".

>> No.8543429
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8543429

No, I don't know that feel.

>> No.8543452 [DELETED] 
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8543452

No one is equal and life isn't fair, that's fucking life. No one who has anything worth having has ever had it handed to them. You and he have never had girlfriends because you're fat, ugly, shut-in, neckbeards and you're too fucking lazy to make your shitty selves any better and to resort to crying WOE IS ME IT'S EVERYONE ELSE'S FAULT BAWWWW like little prepubescent children.

>> No.8543455
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8543455

No one is equal and life isn't fair, that's fucking life. No one who has anything worth having has ever had it handed to them. You and he have never had girlfriends because you're fat, ugly, shut-in, neckbeards and you're too fucking lazy to make your shitty selves any better and to resort to crying WOE IS ME IT'S EVERYONE ELSE'S FAULT BAWWWW like little prepubescent children.

>> No.8543459

So what vn is this? I may want to feel that feel but there are far too many Takumas out there.

>> No.8543464

>>8543455

suck my cock nerd

>> No.8543465
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>>8543455
>>8543452
But I still get treated like shit for how I look even when I take care of myself.

>>8543459
Swan Song

>> No.8543494

>>8543465
I mean I posted the pic just because it was the only related one I have, there were some parts which hit home much harder, I can post some if you want.

>> No.8543541

>>8543465
Maybe it's your personality.

>> No.8543543

>>8543417

Give name, please.

>> No.8543546

>>8543541
I meant mostly by people, who don't know me, like random people on the street. Those who do, don't treat me that bad because they mostly either like me or pity me.

>>8543543
>>8543465

>> No.8543585

The fairness is given in the form of opportunity to get a girlfriend. Easy come, easy go. Good things always require effort.

>> No.8543594

>>8543465

Soundtracks for the Blind > White Light From the Mouth of Infinity > Swans Are Dead > Children of God > The Great Annihilator > My Father Will Guide Me up a Rope to the Sky > Love of Life > The Burning World > Filth > Cop > Greed > Holy Money > Young God

>> No.8543606

>>8543594
That's actually a really good ranking. Actually, pretty much the only things, I would change are that I would put WLftMoI much lower and pre-CoG albums higher.

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>>8543455
Back to >>>/soc/, your vagina is showing.

>> No.8543611

>>8543585
Horseshit, the internet is good and free, 0 effort is needed to experience it.

>> No.8543633

>>8543611
You still need to pay, in some form or another, to access it. Requires earning money, getting a job, holding said job, etc. Hence effort.

>> No.8543642

>>8543455
You gotta grow up sometime and realize that good people who do good things sometimes really don't get what they deserve in the end. They might get nothing.

You should still work hard towards the things you want, but it's also bad to plain out assume things about people period.

>> No.8543679

>>8543607
somebody disagrees with me they must be a girl lol dumb girls 0/10 git out of /jp/ no girls allowed xP

>>/a/

>> No.8543706

>>8543679
Please learn how to type if you want to be taken seriously.

Reported for stupidity.

>> No.8543708

>>8543679
So he was right. Reported.

>> No.8543709

>>8543465
>>8543594
OMG, I too love Swans. You guys have last.fm?

>> No.8543713

>>8543709
Check out this nerd trying to troll.
Go back to >>>/v/
Come back when you're in the big leagues.

>> No.8543716

>>8543642

>good people
>implying "good" isn't completely subjective
>retard doesn't understand everyone thinks they're "good people"and they deserve something for it even though they really haven't done shit to actually work for it
>telling other people to grow up

Retarded 12 year old detected.

>> No.8543717

>>8543709
I do, but I have a shitty username and I don't really like the thought of posting it here. What's yours?

>>8543713
Or am I really getting trolled?

>> No.8543718

I too had the same feel as OP when listening to Takuma's drunken speech.

that was also the feel I had when I realized that takuma is more of a self-insert to the person playing the game than the actual "MC" tsukasa.

>> No.8543723

>>8543607

>OMG HE POINTED HOW RETARDED AND IMMATURE I AM! I'LL JUST TELL HIM TO GET OUT OF MY SEKRET CLUB XD

Your asspain is showing, go back >>>/buttdevastation/

>> No.8543738

>>8543718
What probably hit me the hardest was this part:

I happily started to pass by her when I realized it. Wouldn't a normal guy help her or ask her if she's all right?

I pondered.

Asking her if she's all right is simple courtesy. Even I know that. So I wanted to do that, but normal girls would hate it, much less be thankful, if a guy like me spoke to them. It's happened before. The girl ignored me and asked me with her eyes, "Who the hell are you?" I wish I could reply, "I'm me, what about it?", but I normally just put on a smile. I'm only trying to be kind, but I end up feeling miserable.

I think it's because my attitude, appearance, clothing, and communication skills are considerably bad. I guess I'm too soft.

This doesn't happen if I'm writing by myself or if I'm chatting over a computer, but I just can't do it in front of a girl. I realize this, but I just can't do anything about it. I look at myself from another person's perspective and get angry or embarrassed when I'm doing something disgraceful. I'm ugly, and being ugly is a crime. Then that means that I'm committing a sin just by existing.

It's just going to be uncomfortable for the other person even if a guy like me is nice. I know how it works. I know, but it's painful for me when people do terrible things to me. It's not something I can get used to. It's always painful.

When I do something kind, the woman becomes unhappy and I get sad. So in cases like these, it's best to pretend that I didn't see anything. I have to pass unnoticed like the air, and hide in the darkness when I have to. That's my responsibility for having been born as I am. I want to become human someday.

>>8543642
>>8543716
Great posts.

>> No.8543759

>>8543717
Nah, I'm not trolling. Add me, leave a shout, etc.
http://www.last.fm/user/StreamHeaven

>> No.8543781

>>8543716
Who are you quoting? Other people's sense of entitlement is irrelevant; I'm talking about how you view other people.

Yes, you will eventually run into people who you personally feel that are "good" but never seem to have anything go right for them. We don't live in Disneyland unfortunately.

>> No.8543815

>>8543781

Cool backtracking bro ... and it still doesn't change the fact "good" is completely subjective. Being "good" means you should have everything handed to you right? Are you 5? If you actually put some effort into achieving a realistic goal there's no reason you can't achieve it. But you wouldn't know anything about as you're too busy being good little butthurt child bitching about how the world is against you.

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>>8543417


you've just convinced me to finish swan song op

be back in several hours

>> No.8543831

>>8543825

EVERYONE DIES

>> No.8543870

>>8543759
last.fm thread? ^__^
http://www.last.fm/user/iPaet

>> No.8543879

>>8543831
Nope.

>> No.8543890

>>8543815
You don't visit this board too often, do you?

>> No.8543925

>>8543759
>>8543870
Did I get trolled into adding random people?

>> No.8543933

>>8543925
Yes. Run while you still can.

>> No.8544128

>>8543925
You're too paranoid, you think that everyone is trolling you.

>> No.8544132

>>8544128
Exactly. Really I just want his personal information so I can mock him and tell his innermost secrets to people he knows in real life.

>> No.8544147

>>8544128
It just seemed weird to me to post your last.fm and then disappear. I'm definitely a paranoid fuck though.

>> No.8544179

>>8543455
sauce?

>> No.8544180

I am enraged that I should know that feel.
Nearly all of you lack order and discipline. Thank gott I had a father with presence in my home to keep me in line. 22, fit, and about to finish my M.Eng.
However, this has made me all the more unreachable at the standards of others. What woman would be a suitable partner to me? I have climbed high and this area knapp in population.

>> No.8544187

>>8544180
Reimu.

>> No.8544197

>>8544180
I know how you feel.
I earn $120k/year before tax, smart, 5' 10, 70kg, has got a car and house. I look down on real girls and the only girls that appeal to me are stuck behind my LCD monitor.

>> No.8544195

>>8544180
You're alpha as fuck, bro. Them bitches anit worth your cock. You gotta fuck and duck man, fuck and duck. And that's just straight gangsta real talk. If you don't like the way Debo lays it down, then maybe you just want some bitch that's gonna suck too much of yo money and not enough of yo cock.

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>>8543417

dat infantile sense of entitlement

'I want a girlfriend, and one won't show up magically, the world's unfair'

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8544220

I identified with Anthy from Utena

>> No.8544231

>>8544195
>fuck and duck
A practice widely used by brown people. I'd never stoop so low.

>>8544197
I've dreamed of spending vacation in Polen and meeting a wife. Finnland girls might be too tall even though I'm you're height too.
Pure does not exist in reality the same way it does in 2D...

>> No.8544227

>>8544180
Why are you posting here? If you want to go wave your dick about how much of a normalfag you are, you need to fuck off back to /r9k/.

>>8544197
You too. This board is NEET only, and we don't want your kind here.

>> No.8544238

>>8544210
Now, now, he is from a VN. Other guys get girls who fall out of outer space, come from the future, congeal from the ethers of the multiverse, or are made by the earth itself, just for the purpose of being fucked by the MC, and this guy can't even get a date.

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8546137

>implying I couldn't identify more with HOUOUIN KYOUMA

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>>8544195

Enjoy your syphilis! By the way those growths will be on your face and inside your skull affecting your brain as well, no probs....

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I love my computer. She always in the mood. Every waking hour and every lonely night. It's never been quite so easy... IT'S NEVER BEEN QUITE SO OBVIOUuOuUSS!

>> No.8547181

If I'm a worm, I wish they'd told me earlier. The adults should have all known, right? Then why did you lie to me that I could do it if I tried? The only thing teachers taught me was that teachers don't teach anything. It's too bad a joke. You should've told me that it's meaningless to try. That's something you should teach during ethics. Tell me that it's useless for me to try......

Oh, I realize. I've realized. I didn't want them to tell me that I'm not a piece of trash or that I can do it if I try. I didn't want them to lie, but to tell me that I'm trash, but that it's still okay for me to live. Yeah, that's right. I just realized it right now. I realized it. That's amazing. It's amazing. Isn't it amazing? So I'm going to live on! It's okay for me to live!

>> No.8547212

I think this is all a lie. First of all, it's like my whole life is a lie. Such a terrible life shouldn't exist. It's a bad American joke, or maybe a Jewish joke. It's that irrational lonely feeling you get when everyone else is laughing when you don't get the joke. I'm scared of everyone's laughter. I'm pitiful for meaninglessly smiling.

I want to die, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die...

The voice is repeating in my head. It can't be helped. I don't try to stop it and leave it alone.

>> No.8547214

I really identified with Rin from Katawa Shoujo, then I got upset because she always made perfect sense to me and it seemed like the entire route was "OH NO I CANT UNDERSTAND HER WHAT DO I DO."

>> No.8547249

>>8544210
Yes life is shit, we are reminded of it daily.

How infantile of you to deride others as a means of raising your no doubt pitiful self-esteem.

>> No.8547270

I manage to creep out of the room. I make it down the stairs when I feel the urge to vomit. I can't bear it, but they'll notice it when they come back if I throw up here. The two will probably continue after this.

She'll say things like these.

"Ahh!" "Ahh!" "Ahh!" "Ahhhhh!" "Move!" "Harder!" "Ahhhhh!" "It feels good!" "Ahhhh!" "Come inside me!" "Lots of it!" "Dirty me with your cum!"

Wow, that sounds fun. I've never done it before, but I hear it is.


They'll be filled with happiness and satisfaction after everything, then find my vomit. "It was good." "You're the best." They feel great when they find my vomit. Selfishly being there without anybody's permission. That's like me myself. A disgraceful sight that's out of place. Ugly desperateness without meaning. That's my vomit.

>> No.8547693

December 24th was Christmas Eve. Those on their computers on such a day are more violent than usual or are hopeless and approaching enlightenment. I'm more of the latter. It's because getting angry at such a time would only tire me out. It's not like getting angry would get me a girl. I just enjoyed the special items the game master had prepared for Christmas Eve, such as santa costumes and fireworks. So it was fun for me.

Even though it's a game, these kind of games are more like chatting. I moved my character to the gathering spot and talked with the usual members.

"We're hopeless, huh? lol"
My classmate messaged me in the game.

"We're just getting started!"
I answered. But is this really how I feel? I do think that it's all over for us. I was in front of the computer by myself and typing jokes on Christmas Eve, after all.

I may be like this until I die.
That's highly likely. But I do have hopes and dreams. I have to have them. That's when she started to come up in my mind, but I quickly erased her from my head. It's too early for me.

"I'm going to bed (^_^)/"

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