/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>15997582
this meme pose to "charge energy" i suppose

I've never enjoyed working once in my life. Going through school was a huge pain, even gradeschool, and I never wanted to do anything with my life or aspired to be anything in particular because I never gained the confidence. I've never been very smart, and I only got a dose of what it was like to be happy and smart for several years when I was prescribed amphetamines to help me with school, and I actually started to enjoy it. Sadly I can't take them anymore because they were affecting my health in a way that doesnt affect most people. Now I have severe daily chronic pain but no real mental illness, got tested for autism but it came back negative so I can't claim autism bucks and I havent worked for years and my parents dont have much longer to live. I'm nearing the end of my rope /jp/.
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>>12755962
I like the music, only the first half.

I turned into a normalfag for a few months, it was okay but too tiring having to deal with people, nowadays I just go to work , home and pc and repeat.

I enjoy being on my PC more than outside.

>What would you be doing right now if you never discovered touhou or VN?
Videogames/semi-normal.
The thing that got me into all of this shit in the first place was me playing RuneScape years ago. Things escalated fast after that.

I've been hearing that for about eight months now. I would really take any job at this point, but i've had zero luck finding one.

I read a while ago about a /jp/ that did at-home transcription work. It seemed something I wouldn't mind doing but I can't find any good infromation on it.

I just want some money /jp/ '~'

I've kind of been getting into chess commentary despite knowing almost nothing about the game. It's exciting but I think it's very lewd since they are always saying about how one player mated another!

I had a badass milling/magical thorn deck on my gba yugioh game

My little brother is mad at me because I told his clients to fuck off when they were looking for him today.

It's all his fault because he wasn't at home and didn't tell me anything before going to work.
I was just doing my job as home security guard!

I legitimately just had mine 4 days ago. It was ok. I asked a cute girl and we went and slow danced. The DJ sucked ass, otherwise we sat out of the fast dances together halfway through the night and layed around the rest of the time. Probably not worth the money I put into it but overall i and her enjoyed ourselves.

>>10849781
This

my body type is that where I am not toned enough to be considered tone or skinny nor am i fat enough to be considered fat or flabby

I like the amount of skinniness I have but I wish I was a bit more tones is all. I hear that doing cardio is the best way to get yourself tones the most but I cant be asked an I am terrible with keeping up a schedule

>>10797977
We both took 45, and gave the guy who provided us with fecal matter 10$.

When I was 16, I was offered the equivalent of 100$ to smear shit and write slogans in shit all over local mayor's house. All of this happened right before the local elections.
I told this to a friend which I had at the time, and that day we went to the location and found an easy way to enter his yard by sneaking through a small hole in the hedge.
My friend managed to acquire about 5kg of feces from a farm in the vicinity of his house, and bring it to the location at about 1am. We dressed in dark clothes, I brought some surgical gloves with me, we barged in and proceeded to smear the feces all over the front side of the house. Everything went super smoothly and we managed to get away unnoticed.
That was the only money I've earned so far, but I must admit, it felt bittersweet.

I did actually get hugged by a girl once, she was my elementary school friend who came to visit me some 13-14 years after she moved to a different country. It felt really nice, never had I felt such warmth before, she and my heart was racing some good 20-30 minutes after it ended.
It did kind of made things a bit more awkward afterwards, but in total it was really a good experience.

My whole school life has been mostly the same.

Elementary school - I had fun, I was a kid, but I was also a huge autist about everything. I seriously showed multiple symptoms of autism back then, though I wasn't autistic.
Middle school - Boring shit, not many friends, just sat around alone at home most of the time, or with my family.
High school - More friends, anxiety crisis early on, still would rather sit at home and do nothing.

I never did drugs nor drank. My life is just how I like it.

>>10472438
I'm more than enough attractive to get a girlfriend, and I've had numerous flirts throughout my childhood.

Things started to go bad when I got into the whole anime/VN and 4chan business. After that I bought a fuckton of merchandise and other crap, and now It's pretty much impossible to find someone that wouldn't think I'm fucked in the head and abandon me within a week.

Not like I care anyways. I have my heroines in my eroge either way.

A friend of mine I haven't seen in a while and ran into at a weekend-long magic the gathering pre-release offered to smoke with me. I'm not sure if I should, I've never smoked in my life.

I just used half of this year's entertainment budget and ordered an English translation of ROTK.

My sister is actually washing my clothes including my cum-ridden pants right now.

>>10122772
I agree the fans are shit but the art and music is good.

>>10005988
Why are you talking about your mom?

>>10005960
Counter sage.

Corpse Party.