/lit/ - Literature

>>5220295
>>5220288
people love having people to make fun of yet they keep playing coy and try to shoo the tripusers away. silly boys.

>>5220295

rêve is pretty well-documented to be her own person.
i don't think feminister would sully themselves by taking on this type of syntax, tbh.

>>5220245
yeah, i love how it has you on the edge of your seat from the very beginning while it's honestly just creeping along and waving to you sadly in its prose.

>>5220258
butterfly i don't think it matters if feminister is a boy or not. people should stop making fun. i mean you liked the person for the things they said and you can stand by that.

>>5220174
hey i want to join.

>>5219995
yeah, i second dmt if you're going for visuals or hoping to warp your sense of reality. dmt tends to bring you "somewhere else" (fairly short lasting, but very powerful in every sense) while lsd is more of a metaphysical cosmic glitterfest intertwined with your personal mythos (depending on the dosage). mushrooms i feel are the most spiritual of the common three. it's much more grounded in its visuals (whole chunks of earth being ingested). generally "third eye" type. i found the visuals to be the least interesting part, though. the different levels of personal and spiritual growth you can reach is incredible.

>>5220013
salvia is one of my favorite experiences. at low doses, everything just shifts and you're in this sort of "healing" space. at least in my experiences.
at higher doses everything becomes geometric and time and stories and narrative ceases to exist. everything just is and i relished in that after being full of endless delusions for months. i was terrified that someone would know i was taking salvia once i took that first inhale. i wanted to keep it secret at all costs. i thought i was a ghost for weeks after the last time i took it. it's definitely a cosmos drug.
salvation, damnation.

>>5219836
i don't think that i'm enlightened. i've had moments of enlightenment unrelated to substances, and i am thankful for those moments. i feel that i enriched the lives of many people. i was a nuisance at times, i was a blessing at times. i was always willing to share what i had, be it money, food, drugs, a place to sleep. at times i may have just gone off on delusional tangents, but at other times i spoke things that held truth and power and love. i was charismatic and kind. i love the person i was, and i love the person i am now, though they are two very different people.

>>5219803
hey, i lived the way i lived, and i'll hold firm that it was, at the very least, the most interesting thing i've done.

the drug abuse stemmed from already being in a state of mania-induced psychosis prior to any stimulant or psychedelic use. i wasn't making rational decisions, by any means, but i appreciate the decisions that were made.

>>5219770
i didn't live anywhere at the time and i needed to make money so i generally sang for change near the library, or i created, or i prayed at the vedanta society, or i became the head of a cult-like group who worshiped me as the holy mother.

once i was cut off from all drugs ever i did the same things with the same intensity.

>>5219754
or just people who don't coat themselves in shame and self-doubt re: the internet?

>>5219748
then what did i do, mr. anonymous?

>>5219746
figures of speech fly by /lit/'s heads!

>>5219688
i didn't read tarot before or after this period in my life. i became entranced due to the numerology, symbolism, and archetypes ingrained and absorbed it all so quickly that it didn't make sense not to ~profit off my prophecies~

>>5219653
obviously i wasn't constantly tripping on shrooms as you need to reeeeeeeelax from them in between consuming. but aside from that, i was always either glowing or afterglowing on psychedelics for that period of time. when it wasn't that, it was dmt. when i couldn't get anything for free and i had zero dollars i'd just smoke top shelf sativa and get full psychedelic affects due to how wacky my brain was at the time.

i'm not saying this with any sort of motive behind it; it was just an important period of time for me and has warped my life to a huge extent, so if called out as a liar, i will combat that.

>>5219601
i don't know, my given name (first name and surname) has given me an innate sense of superiority.

names hold power and are important.

>>5219599
i saw cremaster 3 a while ago by accident. i'm not truly into that sort of thing, tbh. i mean my favorite film is festen so i guess you can extrapolate my film views from there.

>>5219561
well, i spent nearly two entire months on shrooms, half of which i was also dosing lsd near-daily. the concept of "a bit much" wasn't even something i was aware of. i managed to fund that in its entirety by doing tarot readings and energy work while tripping, and i gained quite a name for myself before being ambulanced away: rêve, princess of pentacles :cute:

~you can do anything~

>>5219501
i haven't slept in two days and i haven't written anything in a month so i guess it has to come out somewhere. :(

i watched el topo in a heat wave while eating desert food. it was a fun little wander but it didn't really grip me.
but one great thing about the holy mountain is you can take a still from any second of the film and it's a great image. you don't even need to watch it!

>>5219484
i'm sorry sir, but my book is not titled "Objective Truths on How The Holy Mountain is a Literal Manual for Living Your Life"

>>5219462
i've watched it a few times while on shrooms and, honestly, that's what got me. while your Self becomes The Holy Mountain on acid (which works), your life becomes a "the holy mountain" play by play long after the poison has dissipated (which only works if you like long-rambling quests and funding kabbalistic pedophile alchemists for the creation of ~the philosopher's stone~)

>>5219381
whoa, back up there buttercup, that sure is a thing to say.

>>5219332
and only slightly. i have a deeply rooted relationship with the mythos of the holy mountain. when i went wacky, i had a five subject notebook filled with Objective Truths on How The Holy Mountain is a Literal Manual for Living My Life.

>>5219266
and in watching the holy mountain on acid you allow for the symbolism to literally seep into your pores. watch the toads squeeze their way into your fingerprints, tonguing down your sense of self like flies. languidly remove your fingers using your teeth, you no longer need them. after your bones heal you will like flowers.

anyone who genuinely hates the holy mountain is afraid of their own enlightenment.

>>5218900
well sex isn't for everyone, anon. i don't really find sex "fun" so much as a platform to demonstrate my skills. kind of like playing a 2D fighter against someone who is genuinely trying and you beat them by buttonmashing.

>>5218840
if you start sleeping with girls who actually like you it tends to be less boring.

>>5217558
i won't move beyond my self. i am full of myself as i have had moments of a true understanding of the universe being my self. i worship the universe and the self it creates in each moment thoroughly with each pale lilac spark i inhale. the colors we exhale are the same we breathe in and in literally seeing the energy move through me unchanged i am brought back to the purity of the one cosmos that allows my being.

it's important to love yourself beyond just loving the singular self. in accepting and appreciating the perceived constraints time gives you, you open yourself up to dimensions previously believed unattainable.

i don't feel any shame in this.