/lit/ - Literature

I've set a date.
There's nothing left for me to do on this planet. Nothing seems worthwhile. I'll never be someone, rather than noone, so why bother? Fuck living a mediocre life. Being dead is much preferable to that.
My mental capacities have already begun to deteriorate. I'll never be able to think as sharply again as I did when I was nineteen, or so.
It's funny: Somehow I was happier as a literal drug addict than I am now, working an office job.

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I'm a STEMfag. Against my will, that is. My parents forced me to drop my music studies degree, and take a job as a code monkey. I'm thinking about going back to uni, but it's financially risky. I hate programming. All I ever wanted to do is to be an academic in a humanities subject. Maybe it's too late now.
>40 years until retirement
>40 years until retirement
>40 years until retirement
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