/lit/ - Literature

Be for Man the memory of Earth and Origin. Remember this Earth. Never forget her, but- never come back.” Zerchi’s voice went hoarse and low. “If you ever come back, you might meet the Archangel at the east end of Earth, guarding her passes with a sword of flame. I feel it.

So hence why why i am shitposting, but i have to do it! The need to share is overwhelming at this point, last few days i have been going down a spiral of rage and sadness, worst thing is that i am ashamed of the reason being a woman. We have been together for a couple of months now, at first i didn't want to get involved beyond a certain point that things get serious because of her nature, it was known to me beforehand that she had plenty of lovers. So at first i managed to keep my composure, not caring that much about anything besides having fun,problem is, in the course of time i started having all those selfish feelings towards her that have nothing to do with love, thoughts of her having a threesome haunt me and that's when i go down that awful spiral, i hate her and that leads to me hating myself even more. Yet talking with her, seeing her and listening to her laughter is the only thing that soothes me. Do i have to end it? That feels like the act of a coward. Should i overcome my selfish feelings and enjoy the ride while it lasts? How? What am i missing here /lit/, i have to be missing something. Is it something simple that can be summed in the word moron?

>tfw you'll never hear your grandpa reading you stories for children again.
He's been gone for 12 years and I still miss him.

>>11448587
Would lie in bed holding hands together hearing the rain hit the window for hours/10

>>11306937
My diary desu

>>11014343
please no, corn father

>>10785818