/lit/ - Literature

>>14947139

Why do I keep seeing such fantastic opening in my dreams? Is it because I have been off an on pondering about openings such as these, so my mind keeps them as some 'background job' while I work through my daily tasks? I know I am not the only one. Many people here have reported exquisite ideas from dreams.

I am curious at how this works exactly.

(In fact, the entire biology of creativity is mind-boggling to me. How come we have been working with this tool for years but we lack even the minimum insight of how to make it work?)

I am currently doing a study on the development of pessimism and nihilism in western thought, trying to associate historical events and paradigm shifts in the way that society organizes to the rise or the decay of these trends of thought.

You can discussing a few reflections with me.

>do you consider your life purposeful?
>do you consider the lives of those around you purposeful?
>do you think life can have a purpose?
>all suffering considered, would you have chosen to have been born?
>if yes, what events / aspects of your life have brought you enough joy that you chose to be born? If no, do you expect to feel any joy in the future that might persuade you to choose to have been born?
>has the harm you suffered been mostly systemic (you could not tell who inflicted the harm) or personal?
>who has hurt you more in your life?
>do you think justice has been done to these people for the harm they did to you?
>do you feel like you matter to others?
>do you desire to matter to others?

Now I'm in love with my crush because I cannot dissociate the idealized novel character that I've written from the actual person, as I have embebbed the character with all her mannerisms and appearance.

Have you ever done this? How do I stop myself from falling in love?

I won't be able to date this crush of mine because while I am very confident when addressing women, I already failed with her.

Has /lit/ ever done this?

>>10512086
You could mistake her for prepubescent looking at that pic I guess. She's probably under 18 at least.

don't worry, AoC is 14 in BR

>>10512097
I don't even like lolicon but I like irl mulatas.

>>10163755
Leontius Reis.