/lit/ - Literature

I'm genuinely asking. Me and my girlfriend got into a fight and it got to the point where I slapped her; this isn't the first time I've hit a woman in my life either, so I think I may have a problem. Would like some lit to read about men that have gone through similar circumstances and how they've overcome or succumbed to it.
>inb4 see a therapist
I don't need another woman to tell me I have repressed anger against my mother or something. I already know that, I've hit her too.