/lit/ - Literature

>Chapter 1
>Started on May 1st
>8,055 words, which feels like too fucking much and at the same time nothing at all
>Still adding and removing shit the more I read books (real books, not how to write books)
>Whenever I sit down to write, at least spend 2 hours (not even editing. just writing)
>Feels like a lot of things are happening but it's only the literal start
Am I ever going to finish writing a whole fucking story, I wonder.
Do I want to write a whole fucking story?

What do I read and what do I do if I actually want to kill my ego? I don't want to kill myself, but I want to kill my self. Become one with the wind and the earth if only for a moment. Burn the forest down so that new life may arise.

I had an extremely vivid dream last night where this girl I was friends with a while ago and I got married, it felt so real that when I woke up I had to just sit down for a couple of minutes. It makes me feel kind of pathetic for dwelling so much on things in the past like this when that girl probably doesn't even think about me anymore.

>tfw I wasted 15 years on WoW, Minecraft and 4chan that I could have spent immersing myself in literature

>>16297805
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZhJohN-ta8&list=RDMMlZhJohN-ta8&start_radio=1
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