/lit/ - Literature

>>23113639

My mother was a PsyD. Even though this is probably a shitpost I can corroborate that no parent can mess you up quite like a Doctor of Psychology. She injected (illegally obtained, mind you, she was a psychologist not a psychiatrist) Risperdal right into the muscle when she was particularly pissed at me. Not that I was an angel or martyr as a child but I wouldn't wish any atypical antipsychotic on my worst enemy. She also had me circumcised and sexually abused me quite a bit. I ended up graduating high school early and getting emancipated because I absolutely had to leave. She tried to claim that I was mentally incompetent but this ended up working against her since I was able to get on paper that not only do I not meet the diagnostic criteria for any of the disorders she threw around but I did have brain damage from habitual abuse of medications that no junkie would touch even if they were suicidal. I'm in my early 30s now, married and financially stable, and overall doing a lot better these days but it was definitely an uphill battle and I'm going to carry the shit she did till I die.

>>23007298

Long philosophical yet surprisingly lucid ranting? Wojaks? You're not narrowing it down very much, anon.

>>22832390


>TransHyper-Traditionalism ,or "Walpurgisnacht-φρόνησς" is the only logical step forward.
>The premise in surmise is trascendence-towards-the-nadir where we take all the traditionalist's principles and iconography and put them through the blender of a fully unleashed embrace of all contemporary depravity, trusting that the deliberate exertion of our Will is sufficient to maintain a connection with the Transcendent. while thus evading any diametric opposition to the demos of our age (in a quasi-Taoist maneuver of simultaneously identifying and refraining from identifying ) this will also make for the maximally robust and reliable framework of incessant synthesis i.e. establishes a genuine, practical participation with the Ideal which is no longer an abstract but becomes something we can finally sink our teeth into. By cultivating such an intense understanding of the vertical aspects of Being you are able to properly coordinate your activity along any assumed horizontal plane of immanence. As a result you always have a transcendental vantage which establishes a resilient correspondent dimension of meaning that grounds the contingent and "reveals" it along the lines of Heideggerian ἀλήθεια. The Absolute thus permeates the non-absolute through our acts of savage, improvised theurgy and we escape the "vulgar" dialectic that functions accorording to the telluric "demos" which conditions most psyches as well as the vapid nihilistic "wasteland" whose growth Nietzsche warned of.
>And so the fundamental nature and texture of your relation with modern life becomes charged with a significance that redeems the personal unconditionally in the suprapersonal rhythms and norms of Absolute Being. This also opens up basically infinite outlets for the potential activity you can now undertake since you will always be "above" it, so to speak. A truly liberated trans-Self now develops who is capable of acting out in all directions since all contingent topography (finite space and time) have been bathed in the sanctifying fires of a Dionysian crucifixion which continually transfers and transcends and so transfixes this prefix of "trans" to all things. This is the ethos which grounds me as I go on to explore the extremes of the whole "trans" thing in regards to sex since I see it as the cutting edge of the forces that are driving the world, and an opportinity to investigate the plasticity of the grosser self as well as the concreteness of my theory. At night I wear a be-glittered silver wig and squeeze myself into the sluttiest dress my emaciated figure can slip into. I immerse myself in the technological grime and orgasmic joys of utter hypermodern degeneration and witness all of these gutted souls pulverized by the Kali Yuga. And during the day I pop HRT while perusing Men Among the Ruins and The Reign of Quantity and watching HMV.
>Thoughts?

>>22630980

>People don't read for fun. Reading is not fun.

>>22499602

Agreed, as someone who's been diagnosed several times with SPD, I ask that they don't conflate schizophrenic with schizoid. Schizoid has been used as a synonym and adjacent term to various disorders, but in a contemporary sense schizoid people are the ones who're attracted to beliefs, communications, and practices defined by alogia as well as just general nonconformist asocial ideologies. They're more likely to be the kind of person who's obsessed with artsy indie games especially JRPGs, VNs and Eurojank. Anime tends to be popular because melodrama and surrealism are more common in Neo-Confucian cultures with much less irony poisoning. Horror is also popular since it's able to at least force unease and bits of adrenaline.

>>22499696
>>22499719


If you see the Buddha, kill the Buddha. But whatever you do, don't stick your dick in the enlightened.

>>22499702

Psychiatric medication can be hell and I mean truly hellish in a way that's worse than the disease. A lot of antipsychotics mess you up so bad you can't even read/dial a phone number because the glyphs won't stop jumping around. I once dated a girl who got a lot of Risperdal injected right into the muscle when she did a stint in a psych unit. Even months after she was taken off it she had what the neuro docs call, "essential tremors." Basically means your body shakes even if you're not anxious or tired, the shaking just starts and you can't stop. Her tremors were so violent they'd keep her up at night for hours. Even for normie stuff like Celexa you build up a dependence and if you don't keep up with your doses you fall into a worse depression than you had beforehand.

Just because they're crazy doesn't mean they're wrong.

>>22385336

Surprisingly wholesome for a relatively recent thread. I think it's kind of funny but I see a lot of myself in that anon. It's like a med student developing hypochondria after a long study session, except numinous. Pedagogy which is connected to heartfelt narratives is long lasting and alive.

>>22129052

My theory is that the Irish boomer lady in question and picrel know each other, if not are each other.

been a while since I saw this

>>20018465

Eastern traditions are worth understanding, particularly the Daoist higher sense of actionality, action and inaction, doing and non-doing (wei wu wei) coinciding with one another: this is when non-doing becomes an act, and doing takes its place in the calm manner of non-doing. Nonetheless, a lot of people just use them as an excuse to live life passively and amorphously rather than using this incarnation to overcome the ego and illusions which are imposed on them from without. It's still important to not get too attached to ideology, but live a noble life above all else and the precise opportunities you have to embody nobility depend on the context of your situation and may be counterintuitive. Picrel but there are many other cutting edges of this time and place in Time. There are many ways to fight a transcendent and omnidimensional war against darkness.

>>19925375

Evola's worth reading but there's plenty of stuff that's essentially just him making conjecture based on the metapolitics of his day and his own cultural upbringing. He's still one of the more lucid political thinkers and the sheer schizoid nature of his work prevents him from being appropriated by Modernity, just like he intended.

>>19838613

What is it with you guys and coming up with elaborate ways to justify acting like a girl within the context of masculinity?

>pic related

>>19830537

It's the second best strain of anarchism which isn't saying much since anarchism is essentially the political theology of liberal individualism taken to its logical yet overly Utopian conclusion. The first best strain is anarcho-primitivism since it recognizes the need to abolish civilization to realize anarchy in any meaningful sense of the word.

This is coming from someone who'd be considered radically libertarian and anti-capitalist. My politics aren't too far from Tolkien's. If I had to put a label on it it'd be post-right traditionalist, essentially post-left anarchism except focusing on embodying an eminently traditional mindset, not content to be egoist, rather transcending ego.

Pic related except I don't use traditionalism to justify that kind of debauchery but in a sense I can admire that kind of attitude.