/lit/ - Literature

I just shit myself an hour ago just before i was heading out for a ciggie. Walked into the bathroom, took a proper shit and a shower and washed my boxers. That wasn't that much out of the ordinary as this is semi annual occurance(propably related to the feast of mangoes i had yesterday). What was and has been out of the ordinary is my reaction towards the incidence. I tend to overreact to every single adversity i face, be it small or great and have a hard time coming up with things going wrong that i can deal with in a smooth manner. There is one exception. When i shit myself it's like the spirit of Buddha overtakes me, and my inner voice turns calmer than bob ross. Despite having liquid fart in my pants it feels as if I have all the time in the world to walk to the bathroom. I find this disparity stupidly fun and confusing so i chuckled to myself for the whole 15 minute shower. My day got better and i didn't end up shitting myself in public. I did aquire some trust issues when it comes to farts. Still got some mangoes left. Life is good.

>>17229941
Coping and projecting are universal obviously, but my personal experience on how much it affected my postions in seemingly unrelated philosophical questions was kinda eye opening. Once I realized this happening to one subject it cascaded into most of my adamant philosophical postions and ponderings . They might have been right but the source of my conviction and passion for them rose from something else than curiosity and truth seeking, and were mostly a way of dealing with life problems by proxy. This might seem like stating the obvious for most anons but i'm pretty sure most people know about those concepts as curious trivia rather than fundamental psychological phenomena. This of course affects people on differing scales but god forbid how much i just seem to cope.

For example i had an obsession on AI systems mostly from subjective aspect for years and i went to drunken tirades about it just to went about my moms failed brain surgery situation by proxy.

>>16825856
Antinatalism an Efilism themselves seem to be at a same time a projection and a cause of a lot of suffering and existential dread on the individual himself. This suffering leads to fuck awful life with it's only redeeming quality from both perspectives being the lack of procreation. And then those individuals take pride in not reaching climax inside a woman leading to procreation as a sort of upmost moral virtue that justifies their overall lack of contribution to the sessation of suffering. When in reality they're just a sad bunch of people who are too lazy to step out of the theoretical. If the philosophy you have against suffering only leads to more suffering and fantastical dreams of vaccoom decay how shitty is that philosophy? If you feel itchy for a genocide why not start with tropical paracites and other shitty beings which only contribute to suffering but lack recognized cognition and thus ability to concent or abject to said genocide? Why does the position of AN/efilism have to be global just fuck the bugs and all the gay animals who suffer at first lmao.