/lit/ - Literature

AND HERE CAME THE BEE AGAIN emptybasketed back in the hive in a buzz across the lawn from another thicket of lilacs for more nectar till at last when hard times came he'd have not the faintest notion if he'd pollinated this or that stigma in this frenzied hum of survival serving neither himself nor even his own kind but another vast kingdom, a different order entirely, that CIA glow in the dark nigger, nature . . .

OP the real answer is that you wouldn't want to read anything by an actual schizo. being a schizo is, as terry davis put it, like walking in the clouds. you live in a reality entirely incongruent with everybody else, even other schizos. you are in perpetual confusion, and nothing you say is built off of a wholly discernible logic (even tho schizos do tend to share delusional themes like mind control). you wouldn't really get anything out of it. people who romanticize schizos on this board are a lot like pedophiles, in a sense. i think a lot of pedophiles wouldn't be pedos if they had a chance growing up to actually babysit children and see how disgusting they really are. similarly, i think if the people that desire schizophrenia on this board had a genuine psychotic break they would understand that it is not something to be desired, and it's not really all that interesting either. it's just sad, and fucked.

here's a book by an academically widely PUBLISHED schizo with a PhD from an ivy league university,
>https://www.amazon.co.uk/Invisible-Enterprise-Organized-Stalking-Assaults/dp/1466486511