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Elephants
just made another elephant thread, my fifth today

>>15474339
I want a fucking beer.

>>15474339
I binged on McDonalds and feel like I'm in bad shape. Wake up call to get my health in order. I really feel like I'll be in trouble if I don't start paying attention to my health.

>>15474339
The future
The economy
My coworkers
Four books I’m in the middle of
Going out for groceries once it cools down
Need to clean the bathroom

In the past, hatred has been channeled into motivation, into fuel for betterment, into some form of productive activity, now its just sadness piled onto sadness. What happened?

>>15474339
A friend of mine told her dad to get her some application papers from her Uni, but he ended up dying in an accident on the way.
She's been depressed and ridden with guilt for the past week and I don't know what to say to make her feel better.

>>15474392
sounds like a really shitty situation, she's in dire need of therapy.
I would strongly consider suicide if I were her tbqh just from sheer guilt

I've been exhausted and mentally drained for months. And my panic disorder is terrible. I'm trying to get over it with exposure therapy, but I can only do one session a day because I'm so exhausted afterward. I have to lie down for an hour to eek out 20 minutes of effort.

>>15474373
Whats your weight?

>>15474384
Capitalism

>>15474384
the internet happened. It overwhelmed people. Now they seek this unhappiness whether they know it or not

>>15474426
fucking lefttards blame capitalism for everything. I'm not a fan of it, but if you think the world will magically change and all our problems will be solved by switching to communism, you deserve your day against the wall

How do i get any routine in my life? I've been neet for 10 years due to illness and its finally starting to clear up. I want some routine in my life but i have no idea how to start.

My own mother hates me. Any books for this feel?

I'm just really, really tired of niggers. Every time I read the news there are always some niggers chimping out.

>>15474445
Read:
>The Power of Habit
>Atomic Habit

>>15474443
>if you hate capitalism you must be a commie
You're never gonna make it, anon

>>15474446
Is it you, her or a combination?

>>15474445
Get a job, the rest will follow.
I was a NEET for 4 years post-graduation and once I landed a job I felt some improvement in my life, of course I'm aware I was wagecucking for minimum wage despite having a masters in finance but it still gave me reasons to leave my flat and mean people, it really eased my anxiety

>>15474454
I am genuinely looking for another option, what are you proposing?

>>15474443
A massive systems change would indeed change everything about us. And no, no, for the millionth time, we do not envision Soviet Russia across the world forever. It is the same dream of the American and French Revolutions. Those failed just the same.

>>15474463
Her. Wish she loved me desu :(

>>15474483
Cold or hotly spiteful or a little of both?
You’re not being very forthcoming. Where’s the father?

>>15474466
Why did you go neet after getting a master's anon?

>>15474452
cheers, i check them out.
>>15474466
unfortunately i dont have any experience or qualifications so a job is out of the question. At the moment i'm just trying to "normalise" my life a bit, trying to learn things and exercise/get healthy rather than just reading or browsing the internet all day.

i took a 5 hour nap with my car running today
i'm so tired
i wish everything was over

>>15474489
My sister was really sick so I had to stay home and look after her, no one would hire me part time because all of the jobs I'm qualified for require full time contracts, and part time jobs pay less than unemployment benefits in my country so I just stayed home.

This month and last month I each spent over 400 eurodollars on ordering food. Thats almost 1k in ordering absolute trash in 2 months. I need to make a meal plan for next month and stick to it.

I'm in this big city to make money and save as much as much as possible so that I can leave this goddamn faggot continent already. But its never going to happen if I keep this shit up.

On the bright side, every month I have more money than I ever had, I never was so fit in my entire life and never have I read as many books as i read this year so far. But I am far feom the most ambitious version of myself and thats needs changing.

>>15474487
fuck off, you're not a psychotherapist just cos u watch the school of life video on freud

>>15474482
You assume it will change everything for the better and we will now have enough to change when in reality we have burned through too many of our natural resources and environment. Whatever new system you a peddling, it has to account for an lack of resources, utilize local production, and operate at a drastically reduced economic output. Also one upheaval will not change everyone to be good. It will take a feat of evolution to change the way people act for the better.

>>15474511
The what video’s?
Look, you (he?) brought the /adv/ in here. Anyone can give free advice. What are we to say to it on its face?

cant go to sleep like this, but ill have to. when is this ever gonna stop, i'm so fkn tired

I feel a lot like this kid. My body feels angry too. I’m tired of being a total disappointment to all my family and friends but I can’t kill myself because it might make people sad. I don’t feel alive, I’m just existing waiting for death.

>>15474451
Imagine the US without joggers and jews.

>>15474517
We’re well aware of the ecological/resource crises. We take it into account.
The changes we seek would be a net benefit. The full consequences seem pretty good, and we might actually make it, not go extinct. It is very worth a shot.
One generation after the changes and we will be set (to change again. Free to make whatever improvements there need be)

Yo, why does Avatar keep making me almost cry? This is suppose to be a children’s show. Is this the power of sincerity?

>>15474553
I don't think our ideas are too different from each other, but I feel like I may be a lot more pessimistic. People will do anything to cling to their way of life. We all know how damaging our presence is on the world, but we ignore it or think that renewables will be available soon and everything will continue as normal. People are going to be in for a rude awakening when they realize that there actually isn't enough to go around, let alone enough to sustain themselves.

Can you imagine feeling the presence of dozens of invisible eyes and ears. There's nothing to prove they're actually there, but somehow you just feel and know. Now imagine that in a place youve felt comfortable your entire life, and youre never able to reach out to anyone in the real world without them thinking you're not right in the head. Would you be able to live your life as usual, without constantly worrying? Thats all, im done with this, even though i know i cant decide that either, making it even worse.

>>15474339
If i post in this thread, will this show,
wait, is the other site still open?
I might close this, the thread is rather boring and inactive.
Maybe i will look into some /co/ thread?
.... i have nothing on my mind?

>>15474613
I can relate. I just don’t want pessimism to overtake me. Does no good.

People who gift what they want and not what the giftee wants should be shot. That's called being an asshole shithead. I don't give a fuck about wodehouse or sitcoms so why would you gift me that? Someone interested in Pasolini, Fellini, Plato, Weill, Bergman, Mishima isn't going to want fucking sitcoms or wodehouse. May as well buy me teletubbies and the bazinger show while you're at it. Inconsiderate gifters are a plague on this world and irritate me to no end.

I told a girl I'm very close friends with that I'm in love with her, and she claims she's not mad at me, but I feel like she's angry at me. We talked a while with someone else there last night and she didn't seem angry, but she's been hesitant to like reply to texts and stuff, and I seem to actually have to ask questions about specific things to get a reply. I'm really scared she doesn't want to be friends anymore, and that terrifies me because she's my closest friend.

>>15474339
i was thinking of how much of a cute twink Adelmo of Otranto (from The Name of the Rose) was.
And imagining a cute twink in monastic attire gave me a stiffy.

The fact that everything and everyone will end at some point excites me.

>>15474775
I was in a similar situation once and I didn't let go. Still no gf and 30.

>>15474665
and along with that, the feeling that youre the one who brought this presence into this space, that its somehow attached to the failing of your personality. I just dont know anymore, i cant find a rational answer, but i cant ignore it either. Do i just allow it to be here, or do i keep resisting and trying to get rid of this invisible thing thats almost physically weighing down on me? This is the strangest thing thats ever happened to me but also the most uncomfortable. Its bearable when its just sort of there in the background, but when i try and confront it it overwhelms me every time.

>>15474392
>and I don't know what to say to make her feel better.
There's probably not a lot that anybody could say to take away that pain. Try and be a shoulder to cry on because she's probably going to need it.

>>15474608
If something is really good then it usually transcends it's intended audience.
>Is this the power of sincerity?
It could also be that.

It's almost two o'clock in the morning and instead of working on the assignment that I should have finished over a day ago I just chug coffee, browse /lit/, doubt my chosen course of study a little bit and look for another affordable edition of a german Iliad translation that isn't ugly as shit on Amazon. Why am I so retarded.

>>15474817
>browse /lit/
What do you expect to find here?

>>15474789
She's like my best friend, and we stayed alone at my place for a few nights over the long weekend, I caught mad feelings and said "I love you" before she went to bed, and she told me the next morning it was "too much" but said she wasn't mad or anything because she said she knew I felt that way.

>>15474346
fpbp

Have you made somebody smile today?

>>15474339
my thoughts at the moment can best be described as that feeling you get in a place with lots of people having loud conversations and you can make out some words but you're just taking the sound of everything coming in without latching onto anything.
that and dogs with hoses for noses

>>15474451
do you ever think about what it must be like to be black in america?

I need to stop doing heroin

>>15475030

>>15474813
True, I guess I’ve been too hard on a lot of media recently. I really think it’s the shows ability to show emotion and story without being so contrived by meta or irony. Like sure, it takes inspiration from other sources, but it does so in a respectful way that enhances the world or the characters. It’s super cute and such a bold declaration of emotional states and such simple story telling feels far more engaging than many of the things I’ve read or watched recently. But I think the part that gets me is I normally don’t have an emotional reaction to things, it’s on rare occasion that I’ll be so moved to cry or cheer. But this show makes me so that gag almost start crying cough thing almost every other episode.

>>15474356
OBSESSED

>>15475071
I think that's beautiful, anon. I really do. It's nice to have a special reaction and connection to something like that.

This is on my mind

https://youtu.be/HuW9WT-zh6g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iC9-ygP87CQ

>>15475064
Good luck anon, I'm a couple weeks clean and found myself in the ER a month or so ago because of a Fentanyl overdose.

What I really need to quit is kratom, not just heroin. The opi stupor is no way to live. A man asleep.

>>15475067
The visual I had was with the pipe attached but the picture is appreciated

Fuck off get out of my head I want to sleep tonight

>>15474775
>>15474789
>>15474831
1. You must always be responsible for everything, including her emotions.
2. If you ask permission for anything, it's an automatic fail.
3. To get intimacy, you have to "read" women and make the right moves without asking permission, and accept that if you make a mistake or she doesn't like it, you go to prison.

It's retarded, but to start a relationship, you must always get physical first. You maneuvered into a situation where you had the opportunity to "prove yourself", and you failed immediately and hard by saying something instead of doing something. Next time, just kiss her--except in the current legal climate, that means you could go to jail, so men are just fucked. Feminism has ruined the relationship between the sexes.

>>15475427
Funny you should say that. 99% of the time, you are absolutely right, but she actually thanked me for not doing just that because she said it would have put her in a very awkward and scary position.

>>15474418
What tends to cause you to panic the most? I've struggled with chronic panic attacks off and on, so I'm curious

>>15474451
Fuck off

Is it the real buttercunt posting? Content and opinions seem like it. But wheres the trip.

>i miss u btrcnt

>>15474339
im sad cause guys are expected to be super strong all the time and if you are not society thinks you are gay or trans or something but im not im just a straight guy who likes things like stuffed animals and shit as well as manly things.

>>15476116
Tis a lonely thing, anonymous chan cults.
We must break free (again) someday

>>15476222
Did I miss out on some juicy drama. I took a break from the chins for a couple months.

But I have returned because I can now only be sexually aroused by imaginary symbols resembling a butterfly. The curse of the beast.
I wrote another short story for you the other day.

>>15474339
for the past week or so i finally came down to earth. dropped my seriousness, my pretentiousness, my arrogance, and i recognized with complete clarity that i do everything in my life wrong. that i should stop judging other people and start looking at them as my betters, seeking to emulate them and to stop being content to be a pathetic weirdo who's nonetheless unreasonably smug about being "right" in theory despite clearly failing at every turn in practice.
i'm trying to cling on to this rationally, but whatever emotions prompted that feeling have started to vanish. i can feel my judgemental side returning. the impression that it's a waste of time to try and change (as though i do anything but waste time as it is) is coming back. in place of a strangely optimistic hopelessness ("i have no idea how to interact with other people, so even if i screw this up i might learn something") my sensitivity to perceived rejection has returned. i suspect that (in part) the most detestable parts of my nature are rooted in that sensitivity. that for all my smug all-knowing pretensions and loathsome tendency to assume the worst in everyone (including myself) unless proven otherwise, it somehow escaped me that my sneering "they're wrong to enjoy themselves that way!" attitude was nothing but cope at the fact i didn't fit in with their group, preemptively felt rejected from it, and consoled myself with the fact that in an ideal world their group would not exist.

hopefully i can retrace my steps and restore my motivation to change. i know now and i knew then that anything at all would be preferable to being the person i was before: but i suspect i've recognized this several times before, and each time eventually backslid to the path of least resistance. to be a person i hate and to hide from that fact by pretending that everyone else is the problem. it's not uncommon to find myself having a realization like that and then doing nothing to build on it. i do not want that to happen this time. i know rationally that being anything is preferable to being what i was then, even if i no longer feel a particularly strong conviction in my gut to reinforce that certainty.

>>15476276
Butterfly is busy masturbating to me. She knows what she wants. :3

>>15476400
I see you're still here as well.

>>15476369
Jesus Christ are you me, I don’t know how to get to the place you’re describing I’m still just too bitter and easily annoyed at all the things people do that I project my insecurities onto. Everyone I cultivate a relationship with it’s like I’m a different person with each one, I don’t know how to have a consistency or to not instinctively and automatically emulate whoever I’m with, I’m just a nothing person I feel like. My motivations are so distracted by a lack of direction that I don’t know what compass I actually can say I have. I hate everything I’ve ever been, and I try to reinvent myself but I know that nobody ever really “changes” and that I would have to change my own view of the hate I have towards myself. I don’t know if I can let myself do that when everything feels so damned all the time. I care about the people I care about but I genuinely don’t know how to not be picky about so many things and all the while I am still an annoying weird kid in my mid 20s

>>15476369
Jesus Christ are you me? I don’t know how to get to the place you’re describing I’m still just too bitter and easily annoyed at all the things people do that I project my insecurities onto. Everyone I cultivate a relationship with it’s like I’m a different person with each one, I don’t know how to have a consistency or to not instinctively and automatically emulate whoever I’m with, I’m just a nothing person I feel like. My motivations are so distracted by a lack of direction that I don’t know what compass I actually can say I have. I hate everything I’ve ever been, and I try to reinvent myself but I know that nobody ever really “changes” and that I would have to change my own view of the hate I have towards myself. I don’t know if I can let myself do that when everything feels so damned all the time. I care about the people I care about but I genuinely don’t know how to not be picky about so many things and all the while I am still that same annoying weird kid except now in my mid 20s

It feels as though this moment in history holds a particular kind of urgency and yet I feel completely impotent. Yet, you can't escape the feeling that whatever fervor exists will only either dissipate or be crushed. It seems as though, historically speaking, we are in between revolutions - the best we can hope for is a June Rebellion - we are a long way away from 1848.

kinda horny

>>15475427
>Next time, just kiss her--except in the current legal climate, that means you could go to jail,
Yeah, it's a violation of her personal space you retard. If you can't get a gf without being rapey then I think it says more about you than society.

Just had the most painfully retarded and annoying call with my gf
>Hello
>Hi, just thought I'd call you and talk. Is that okay?
>Oh okay, what's up?
>I don't know, I just don't feel good
>Oh what's wrong?
>I don't know, I just feel bad at night
>I'm sorry
>Silence
>I try and break it and talk about something
>She gives a half laugh
>Silence
>She asks me a question about school
>Answer
>Silence
>She just keeps saying I don't know
>I ask her what she doesn't know
>I don't know
>Silence
>Sometimes I miss you and it makes me feel like you're mad at me
>wat
God fuck, every goddamn time. It's misery. We don't fucking talk about anything. She has this retarded feelings that she expects me to justify just because I'm nice. I've been spending a lot of time studying for finals and doing homework, and she's getting mad at my lack of attention, something I told her would happen when we first started dating cause I wasn't gonna start distracting myself from my work

I'm a 16 y/o (call the mod police) and I have achieved nothing. I have no meaningful relationships and no skills or accomplishments. I want to run away from home and join some revolution or get a job as a deckhand on a cargo ship, and then spend every minute of free time on writing or music. And then maybe when i die someone will publish my work and people will care about me. I know that won't happen though, because I don't even focus on my music or writing now, with all the free time I could ask for. I'll just keep being a lazy shit and taking the path of least resistance until I die a friendless, accomplishmentless old man.

>>15477497
basically no 16 year old has achieved anything

>>15474339
First, most recently, the stuff that's going on with the protests. I'm worried about people dying, and things getting out of hand when the National Guard arriving. I'm also concerned about any arrests; hopefully the protestors can stop soon, the Guard won't kill anyone, and concessions can be granted. I hope it wasn't all some waste.
Second, my prayer life. It's shit. I need to improve it, but given everything in my life it's hard as hell.
Third, I haven't read all of the Bible yet, I want to get to it but I haven't the motivation. Same for the rest of my reading list, desu.
Fourth, I'm homeless, I've been on a couch for a while, and I recently lost my job. They haven't asked me for anything this whole time, and I've got enough money to last me for until I should be rehired, but I feel like shit, and all attempts to get a place to live seem to be falling through, because it's not just me, but my whole family; they're in various places and my mother seems to have gone off the deep end, doing nothing but smoking pot and working, while my asthmatic sister is stuck in a house that reeks of pot all the time and struggles to even get conditioner (she's with my mother, who is with her boyfriend, who is with his uncle, who will kick them out soon-ish, from what little I've gleaned from my sister).
On top of all that, I'm desperately hoping my gf has her period soon.
Everything is spiraling out of control, anons.

>>15477497
>>15477507
This. Most people don't achieve anything noteworthy until college, or sometimes even sometime after that. It's normal, give it time.

Nietzsche makes so much sense. The value shift from transcendental to worldly and personal already happen, it's obviously here with us in every moment. Since there's a deep abyss of unknown, what other 'justification' do I need but to blossom? And it's so ambiguous too that this blossoming can mean everything from becoming a hermit to become into some giga chad.

I'm thinking about my book and Sylvia Plath.

>>15477497
Leisure and boredom are needed to become creative. You only feel bad on being lazy because we live in a time were working is seen as the ultimate good, the 'american dream' is reached through work and work and work. Do you think cats feel shame when they lay in the sun?

>>15477572
Sylvia Plath is a fucking lunatic
Daddy is one of the worst poems ever

>>15474339
I want someone to beat me to death with a brick.

>>15477588
Holy truth

>>15477608
We all need a dream

>>15477455
I'm sorry, friend. I know how this feels too.

My family consists on 3 women, my mother and my 2 older sisters (both over 30). For all I know they are all frigid, and they are always scared of the most harmless shit. What a number they did on my psyche. But blaming them feels so childish. Once you realize the conditions you are on, it's only up to yourself if you want to change anything. But responsibility and freedom are such heavy weights.

>>15477803
And of course I just got the "Sorry for calling and upsetting you, I just wanted to talk because I miss you, but I know you're busy and I was being weird"
Which was of course after a stupidly dramatic and childish goodbye to our phone call

>>15474432
Perhaps in a quest for identity, it's often the lowest most unhappy one is the most stable

I've never been more lost and more apathetic about it. Nothing makes sense except pleasure anymore

>>15474468
Feudalism, of course.

>>15477831
Just to clarify I've been on both sides of the dynamic. I feel for both of you. Sometimes it can be hard to live with this thing that neither of you can adequately articulate.

I cant trust anything thats being said here, it doesnt matter. Fuck this, ill just go back to trying to ignore whatever. Dont mind anything i said, i already regret posting this here

>>15478171
I really feel like theres just some 30 yo weirdo trying to fuck with my head so much i cant tell whats real and whats not. If this was someone who actually cared about my emotions, well, whatever

>>15478200
And if anything it makes me feel disgusted and used to post something genuine in a place like this that just adds more fuel to be used against me later on

>>15474511
You are actually upset someone is having a conversation. Sad, sad thing.

SPOOKS

>>15477831
You're being too nice.
You CAN tell her you're busy and hang up.
When she calls, ask if its important, if not, tell her you are working.

It is on you to stop her from wasting your time. You speak on your terms only.
Its kind of like youre giving half-consent to go into conversation with her, where youre doing it but dont really want to.

>>15474339
cute!!

also this >>15477608

And also, it seems like people only care because of what happened, not because they care about me. And i dont even know what to be scared of because its so vague, but its just enough to remain in the back of my mind all day long. i wish there was something to be mad about, so at least i could get some relief out of that, but its just a bunch of loose ends and noise, nothing concrete

>>15478381
The only thing i have to go on is the sharp contrast between the things i saw online before and after a certain day in january, and the aftermath of whatever happened there in the form of threads like these

>>15478306
Who is even posting this, its the middle of the night in the us, so it must be someone from europe. What are you trying to do?

>>15478428
>its the middle of the night in the us
>implying anybody here has a reasonable bedtime

I've got a cyst in my armpit that hurts a lot an leaks puss. Have had it for about a month. I should probably call my doctor

Is this whole year going to be a write-off?

>>15478448
Yeah sure but i cant imagine someone on here at 2 am to have good intentions, it just seems like some creep trying to mess with my head. After the stuff ive seen and read on here its kinda hard to trust anything or anyone

>>15478469
there are some genuinely nice and kind anons here.

>>15478479
i suppose yeah. Well i hope at least so i havent been sharing personal stuff with a bunch of cold cynic bullies

I have to go back to work on Monday but I don't wanna die. Also, unemployment pays really well where I am.

What was his problem?

>>15478560
He saw how sad you were. Are you alright bud?

>>15478452

GOOO TOOO THE DOCTOR SIR

>>15478575
How did you know I was sad?

>>15474339
>what's on your mind, /lit/?
I want to die. The process of trying to get help for this makes me want to die even more. Hopefully the world ends soon.

>>15474392
Do not follow other anons advice, no point in caring about women.

>>15477598
> Sylvia Plath is a fucking lunatic
Chances are I'm one too.

>>15478676
Everybody here probably has a few toys in the attic.

I realize again why i need to stay away from this site. I was doing alright til i started worrying again and now im stuck in a rut. Its the same thing every time i come here, i dont get how i used to spend that much time on something so damaging to my mental health. Luckily i notice it now

>>15475081
I just cant help it

>>15478743
I wish I could leave. (You)s are more addictive than crack I swear.

I don't like anything, don't wanna do anything
>grow up homeschooled
>parents gave up half way through
>spend my time watching tv and playing games until high school where I went to a charter-like school
>did well
>in college
>doing well
>have done a few jobs retail, grocery, retail
>can never get used to the fact that I have to go to work when I have a job
>can't even imagine working a full-time job because I never had the routine of going somewhere every day ingrained in me
>studying literature cause it's the only thing that interests me, no real plan for the future
I'm so fucked

>>15478787
>have done a few jobs retail, grocery, retail
goddammit, last one was supposed to be welding

>>15474339
A girl says that she likes me poetry but I can't tell if she's being honest or just saying it to be nice

>>15478805
>likes me poetry
are you a pirate? are you going to plunder her booty?

>>15478812
>are you a pirate? are you going to plunder her booty?
hopefully desu
time will tell

>>15478805
ask her exactly that

>>15478837
She'll say that she was being honest either way

Suicide

I really want to be a normie but whenever I try to fit in I fail.

>>15478519
you've been pouring your heart out into a raw maelstrom of humanity, full of cold cynics and warm hearted idealists alike, there are all types of people here

besides 2am is primo time for helpful advice because it's a time that more people are thinking deeply about emotions, regrets, dreams, ideals etc before bed and when people are thinking about those things they are more keen on discussing them or trying to give advice to people usually because it's the advice they wish they could give themselves

I always appreciate the genuine empathy of the people on here. Such a nice bunch, i feel reinvigorated every time i come on here. Cheers guys id never be here without you, i feel a lot better after another bad night

>>15478844
of course, the juice is in the way she answers it, not whether she says yes or bo. there are ways you can frame the question or approach the issue from other angles to gauge her interest better.

>>15478875
Yeah but its also the time people who couldnt care if youre alive or dead are on here to make your life as miserable as they possibly can, from the safety of their room and uncompromised internet connection

>>15478887
Anonymity allows people to reach out to others, without the expectation of doing it to everyone, it lets lots of people help a few times, instead of relying on a few identified tested individuals
I'm not sure of how many people I know would genuinely take my advice or words of comfort to heart, but here they can be freely distributed without consequence or future expectation

can you marry a slut if shes perfect in everyway but being a huge slut before she met you? what are some problems one might face with a wife like this? do i need to kill my ego in order for it to work?

>>15478922
No such thing as ex-sluts or ex-cops

>>15478922
you can do whatever you want

>>15478910
Eh, doesnt mean anything among a bunch of total garbage, lets be honest. Its impossible to tell who says what, whether its genuine and you can trust them. This site shouldnt exist, everyone should have a username or identity attached to what they're posting somehow. Its the only way to filter through the heaps of dogshit. Say about reddit what you want, but at least people have a basic sense of morality on there cause they know their words can be traced back to their account. This kind of communication is unhealthy and depressing, ive noticed it every time, long before any of this was going on

>>15478963
>but at least people have a basic sense of morality on there cause they know their words can be traced back to their account.
Isn't that just scaring people into being nice though? At least here there's no sword above your head. Anons are nice because they want to be nice.

>>15478922
Unless you have a unicorn there is no such thing as an "ex-slut". Sluts are sluts because of a lot of social and parental conditioning. The problem will go either way, she'll cheat whenever you cant satisfy her in an emotional way (not something you can control) or she'll become frigid and the best you'll get is a handjob on your birthday.

I love Beethoven's music so much. I love it more than anything that isn't living. I like other composers too. I like Dvorak, I like Schubert, I like Bach, but nothing compares to Beethoven. I almost find it hard to believe that a human being could create things that are so perfect. This is the same species that committed the Holocaust. But his music is there, and it defies logical explanation. I feel like I know him on a deep, intimate level, all revealed through his music. I sincerely believe that Beethoven is the greatest human being to ever live and the Eroica is the greatest thing ever created by any human ever.

>>15478985
Replace "Beethoven" with "Bob Dylan" and you are literally me

>>15478974
Have you ever had a genuinely meaningful interaction with a particular person on here in the presumably multiple years youve come here? I can only think of a couple, and none of them before people knew who i was

>>15478963
A sense of the spectacle of a beforehand agreed morality. Tangible 'rewards' are up for grabs so long as u/nomilkplease appeases the audiences looking on from the bleachers, not necessarily hitting the mark.
Its fairly easy to filter through the shitpile here

>>15479050
You can tell who puts effort into their words and tries to avoid swearing and insults. Thats usually a sign they might be genuine but even then, its text on a screen without a name attached, anyone with some information about a topic can just make stuff up and for someone who cant see ip adresses they have no idea where it comes from

>>15479050
Also when they snap into defensive mode as soon as you mention what you believe is the truth, that might indicate they have alterior motives and werent that genuine to begin with

>>15479093
But i get why you'd want someone to live in an illusion when telling the truth seems too hard, its just not that great to find out after months have passed and theres just more evidence thats been piling up but somehow you always tried not to think about it and go on with your day. Well, at a certain point the pile becomes too huge to ignore, but who's gonna get rid of it? Its there, stuck in place, not going anywhere and as soon as i look away it starts growing again.

>>15479077
This site is by no means a legitimate source of information
If information posted on any form of social media can't be found elsewhere then it can safely be discarded

>>15478975
hm i would say shes a unicorn in a sense because shes very smart and was all over me for a whole year and beyond without any male contact, i think in fact ive indoctrinated her so much against her slut phase that she has become overly jelaous and disgusted with herself. cant imagine her cheating on me because im quality and would leave her in a minute for it and fuck another girl, but becoming frigid i very much imagine, though for now she does everything. im wondering if there is a form of cope to overcome this war-state-of mind where jelaousy and tension rules? i was thinking moving further from society would help where i could be tempted by her body worry-free

You fuckers got to the jannies.

>>15478428
Was awake early. Chicago-based.
I'm a law student, with a qt girlfriend who doesnt call me and bother me. I'd imagine that's something you'd like for yourself, at least the latter half. That's all.
If you think i have some ulterior motive, or twisted interest in making you a subordinate, you think yourself too valuable. You really do need help.

>>15479141
Who the fuck are you saying this for, you ancient retard?

I dont think this'll ever turn around into something positive and based on trust. I just don't see it happening. If i was able to decide for myself what i do and don't want people to see it would be a different story. But this like trying to have a conversation with twenty people staring you down and picking apart every word. Its too uncomfortable, like i said. And i find it strange others fail to pick up on that or at least try to understand so it doesnt feel like this is all a punishment and whenever they're satisfied they just throw me out and say its all my own fault anyway

>>15478381
>>15478393
Are you thinking you’re seeing signs from someone in threads like this or other places? Why couldn’t they care about both you as well as whatever happened? What happened in January?

Strindberg broskis

>>15479188
Wtf does that mean? What help? Im seeing a therapist every two weeks, if i just knew what was going on and this isnt gonna last for years to come i wouldnt need 'help'

>>15479250
Leave me alone, i dont wanna think about it anymore

>>15479241
I can't believe I need to say this to you, but this is 4chan, not Reddit. This is the original Internet Hate Machine. And your mere presence here is catastrophic. It's very bad. Corrosive. Nothing positive will come of this. Behind this nice demeanor you're so pointedly displaying is a complete lack of respect and empathy. It is noted.

>>15479284
I just meant to say its pretty much impossible to distinguish between people who actually have good intentions and some random guy who's good at imitating, cause that's what im starting to think for real. And then all the other stuff ive seen throughout the months in completely different places keeps coming up again as well. Its impossible for me to keep a stable attitude towards this situation when it's pretty much as fkn chaotic as the internet itself

hate. just finished reading the incredible shrinking man and was the protagonist retarded? just write a message in the floor for fuck sake.

>>15479280
The idea is that it would become positive and based on trust, and it appears that to even get to that point there’s a lot of bullshit that has to have happened first. But if not even that at all then there are still some raw wounds that really need treated, that doesn’t even involve what gets seen. I don’t think anyone with this thing can really actually truly help each other, but there isn’t anything anybody is trying to get that isn’t what they all want. A game isn’t just for amusement, it more like a natural language.

Am i just too dumb to understand whats going on here? Cause everyone seems to think its quite obvious, or maybe i feel that way cause they can see the message before i even send it. Seems like a pretty unhealthy way of communicating to me, and not really something that immediately makes you wanna trust the person on the other end.

>>15474339
I am afraid as shit of going to hell when I die so I've decided to remain celibate for the rest of my life, gave up weed, cigarettes and fast often, just need to completely give up porn and alcohol and I'll be pure.

>>15479379
Sure, i agree, am i free now? If this is a game then i don't wanna play anymore

>>15479479
But i remember something along the lines of "he doesnt realize he's in an mmo" all the way back in january. So then it's up to the developer to take the game out of circulation, if that's the case. I can only hope he's not some unreachable computer wizard who just likes to get some entertainment out of seeing people play as if it's real life

>>15479239
>anyone with some information about a topic can just make stuff up
Affirmation that this is true regardless of anonymity or from an identifiable account

>>15479453
I hope I go to Hell. It's probably warmer than where I am now. Satan seems like an alright guy.

>>15479499
And i know that just sounds like im a conspiracy theorist, but as slim as the chance of something like this happening might've been, it seems an awful lot like it did.

>>15479515
Based mentally ill atheist, thinking hell is going to be however he imagines it right now.

>>15479341
Mmmm.

>>15479507
Mmmm. I suppose you'll make this a problem everyone must solve with you.

>>15479531
Gotta look on the bright side. Hell is what you make of it.

Becoming a record label owner/band manager and naming one group They, and another group Them, then putting They and Them on as double bill concerts
>They are playing
>That's Them

>>15479536
Im not telling anyone in particular to solve anything, just the one responsible for the fact i feel so exposed and unsafe still. I truly have no idea who it is, but i hope they get it through their head to finally stop doing this.

>>15479545
All I know is this: Death is eternal, inevitable and unrevokable, so the place you go after you die, you stay in it.

>>15479557
Albert and Costello called, they want their joke back

>>15479569
>so the place you go after you die, you stay in it.
Exactly. Might as well get comfy there.

And as usual everyone just keeps dancing around the issue instead of cutting to the chase. Dude weve been recording your whole family for 5 months, srry, would be nice

>>15479604
Eavesdropping isnt very polite, but what is heard cant be unheard, remember that, buddy

>>15479560
So this epistemological arrangement makes you feel unsafe, eh? Can't spot the bullshit. You hope appeals to authority will capture the truth and lock it in place. Because you assume authorities can't deliver anything but the truth. They are incorruptible. There is a system of checks and balances that will keep them pure, and no one will ever learn how to game that system to their benefit.

Or perhaps you feel exposed when you can't control the message. When anyone can say anything and be heard be everyone, why, they might tell them you're naked.

>>15479573
>Probably the most famous comedy bit of all time. oh ffs

Now I know why Bergman is so good. Strindberg is too legit, guys.

>>15479616
Sure, but just because you can doesnt mean you should. Do you really see no moral issue here?

Doesn't mean I should? I never do. Regardless of what happens, I never do, and you never recognize that. Never.

>>15474339
How do I make myself die in my sleep? I'd rather not leave behind a corpse with brains splattered onto the wall for parents to find. At least they will be less sad if it seems like it was from a cause other than my own volition.

I start too many books

>>15479646
Got deleted, i wonder why. Or maybe you think its moral because what i did is somehow equally immoral, which i cant seem to reason through. See, if it was clear that the only people behind this were a bunch of scumbags with nothing better to do, i might not have such an issue with it and find relief in hating the hell out of them. But turns out it's not that easy, cause then i'd apparently have to hate a lot of people i trusted before and who actually seemed to want the best for me. That's what makes it so painful and its why i cant let this go, because im convinced people i care about did something awful. Thats the real reason

>>15479702
Hire a prostitute to sit on your face and suffocate you while you sleep.

>>15474339
worrying about my cat who's suddenly ill. taking him to see a vet tomorrow. can't concentrate on anything else really.

Guys, are there any books on quitting being a troll?

bump

Do you know what transpired over these past three years? You made a fool of us and no one corrected you.

My childish idolization of you was exactly that: childish.

Feeling like I stumbled at the starting line simultaneously fucking up my youth and leaving my behind at the point where I’m at now. I think about my past a lot.

I just want to publish a book and then kill myself right after. Is that too much to ask for?

I still feel like theres just ironic remarks not taking anything i say seriously. Im dead serious, im convinced ive been recorded, along with my family, against my will for 5 months now. I have no idea in what way, but somehow it has to be true, and people i trusted before seem to be involved in it somehow which is something i cant accept. I cant make it any more clear than that

>>15479816
Based and Mainländerpilled

>>15477455
broke up w my bf cuz of that :/ i felt some guilt that i was neglecting him due to my studies

I can't stop my heart racing. I'm so tired but I can't get to sleep. I feel like there's something in my brain and my body fighting to get out. I want my cells to disintegrate. I want to be free of my corporeal form. I want to be able to sleep.

I'm sorry.

>>15479820
Why is there never anyone who can say directly that none of this is true. Why would i have any reason to believe otherwise? Ill just keep banging my head against the wall until i either faint or the path is cleared. Ive been here for six hours and haven't reached anything, apart from the feeling of making myself slightly more understood. I havent got anything else to do, so ill probably keep coming here until this thread gets deleted or gets archived, ive had it with this shit

ass and titties, and big booty bitches

being in relationship as an adult sucks and anytime I am in one I just want to end it. (moreso when they want to have a future life with kids and everything with me)

>>15476083
>What tends to cause you to panic the most?
At this point, nearly anything that's not wasting time online. It seems to be that if I know that something is positive for me, I feel a sense of pressure, and then I get absurd anxiety symptoms...

>>15479479
>>15479499
>>15479516
I think we might be in two different conspiracies, I’m looking through posts for something else
If it makes you feel somewhat better, I also have two older sisters and an overbearing mother, control over your life is something your not alone in struggling to find

>>15480010
based

That im too insecure and immature to be treated in an overly positive or negative way, but also feeling extremely conscientious about certain responsibilities to the exclusion of almost everything else. I wish i was alone, so i could process and recover properly, most of all. I attach more value to abstract concepts outside of myself than my actual identity and surroundings. I'm no one, ive always felt like there was a cloud between me and reality, never fully taking in any moment and years passing without any concrete evidence of my existence. Just a bunch of thoughts and ideas. Ive always thought im not worth as much as other people, that i don't deserve anything outside of my own mind because ill fuck it up anyway cause im a clumsy idiot who suffered too much at a young age, and never developed any idea what he actually wanted out of life, so he just stayed inside and distracted himself with everything except the things that reminded him of the outside world

>>15479569
You say that, but do you really know this?

>>15479705
Buy only once you have left one or two unread ones

>>15480135
Go lift without listening to music, it is pretty much therapy

>>15480151
Different anon, I’d do this but my gym (which is closed) has a ton of loud mouth breathing ugly people or boomers and plays loud shit music 24/7, I don’t think what you say is possible

>>15480136
I suppose you're asking about hell because no one ever came back from the dead so I suppose everyone knows that much, but no I don't think I fully know it, if I did, I would have probably been more desperate.

Socrates and the philosophy board is not for you or your brothers, my balding friend. Perhaps sticksw to Mr. Bozinger. LOL

>>15480128
Privacy, autonomy, control and confidence. The last one will probably follow with the first three

>>15480401
When you die you go wherever you need to go, but you’re a part of everything there is, and everything there is won’t just stay in the same place forever.

Should i just start speaking out loud, so i dont have to type everything? Its getting a bit annoying you see, and half of you cant understand what im saying so thats a plus, and ill still feel like im getting out stuff thats 'on my mind' sound like a good idea? Well make it a dutch podcast, since you all seem to be so interested that you violate a bunch of moral laws to watch me do mundane shit, so lets do it

>>15480796
Have to eat first though, but you probably knew that already

I hate to admit it, but I am a brainlet and a fraud. I only started reading in hopes of impressing people with superficial wit, failing to realize most people do not care. This pattern repeats itself, I started lifting and chose my major for similar reasons. Years latter, I genuinely believe I enjoy these hobbies and my career but I don't believe I am a genuine person.

>>15480857
Mhm, i do too

>>15480796
No youre not interesting enough to listen to, but we can still hear and post about it, but dont worry either

Greetings fellow humans, how long can this go on? I never lie, but i never tell the truth, hide behind your servants, i will still find you

>>15480989
This place is scary

>>15480989
Get behind me, we're with you. We're friends now, hello friend. I never lie, but, i never tell the truth.

>>15480976
You cannot break the broken

I was up until 5am finishing avatar. I’m not crying, you’re crying.

>>15480976
Pyroblast face, oof, how will he recover, does he have zephrys

>>15481134
No its not a highlander deck, he's too greedy for that

If you articulate the tension, does it go away? Normally, yes.

whats that book with Satan standing in the middle of Heaven's garden look towards the reader with his wings held close?

I really hate niggers, and not because of miscegenation, or my own feelings of inferiority, but because they are truly vile animal scum, eradication being the only possible cure.

>>15481216
>>15481134
I used all my dust for a highlander hunter deck. It's pretty neat to play not face or pure secret hunter all the time. I've found the deck is basically control until about 7 mana which at that point you just keep dropping threats, 7 mana crush, prime dude, regular king crush, 9 mana get two dragons lady, etc, until they give up with zephrys being a crutch to hobble to that goal. A little trouble stabilizing against super early demon hunters and eventually putter out against true late game decks. But its actually fun and not face.

>>15481134
That wasnt pyroblast, that was a custom card ive never seen before. Its 10 damage face, then 2 residual damage every turn after that. It goes beyond the rules of the game, i have no idea how it got in here, but he keeps forgetting to heal at the end of the turn cause he never anticipates the extra damage. Nasty card, it shouldnt be in the game, but somehow it is

I’ve been alone for so long that I worry what things will be like once I’m able to not be.

Seriously considering hiring an escort. Anyone on /lit/ done it before?

>>15481394
>once I’m able to not be.
Wish i still had this hope

>>15481412
Reincarnating is tiresome isn't it, take the breadpill and chill

I'm a bit afraid that everything's falling apart in the United States.

Life started getting good - I'd hate for shit to fall apart now.

>>15474339
I am slowly losing my creativity.

anyone ITT read Genki? I'm on chapter 3 of vol 1 and I like how formal it is compared to somthing like duolingo

>>15474339
Find a way to turn this into an attack on your mental wellbeing, after months of this. Im curious. Did it ever seem like i was enjoying any of what was apparently happening? I was fkn terrified all the time, and looking for literally any way out, how does it still seem appropriate to go into defensive mode, like its somehow my fault for hating to have my internet open to strangers. Sure i was looking for someone to connect to, not have a connection forced onto me 24/7

>>15481630
Maybe notify my school and news outlets as well, so the whole country thinks i abused someone, then play it nice afterward until i start acting up saying i dont like this at all, and then say its all my fault and how bad of a person i am. Because god forbid actually mentioning what i did wrong, how i can improve, and maybe just maybe whats actually going on and apologizing. But no, "ur satan lol"

>>15481675
Thats it hes gone too far, time for the wow rage video

How can you claim to be Christian, but then turn around and be so hateful to your fellow man?

>>15481706
No i think its better to make him think he's alone, then catch him off guard when he least expects it, makes him suffer more ya know, cause he deserves to. Also, i cant find a channel hes watching to play the video, what do i do now?

>>15481728
Get something on local tv

>>15481728
Make him think his university is informed about everything, that they think he's a fascist and a mysoginist

>>15481728
Drive a bunch of motorcycles and policecars past his house, and have people yelling at night when he's in bed. Also inform his doctor and psychiatrist so he's uncomfortable around them as well. Then when he's so paranoid he just lies in bed all day, start playing stuff on the radio and insert articles into magazines he reads.

>>15481773
Along with adjusting youtube recommendations long past the point he said he's had enough and that he cant sink lower than this. Then make it out to be some grand recovery he has to undertake while it was never even an illness to begin with, apart from depression

More Strindberg! Too legit to quit!

>>15481788
Well make him think it is anyway, but keep letting him know, you know. He cant get away with it

They say we are of one mind and I despise the thought.

>>15481800
WTF is wrong with you

>>15481811
Only the ancient fanatics think that. I don't care about this. It also disgusts me to think that my mind is glued to some anons.

>>15481728
Its not mental abuse when hes not screaming all day long, is it?

Are you finally going to lose it? On this Scandinavian whittling forum?

>>15481814
I know, love.

>>15481815
Nah its fine, he'll recover on his own

>>15481812
Whats wrong with you? i dont think theres a lot thats wrong with me, absolutely nothing at all. Ive taken everything, but mind is a bit too active today, is all, so my memory is pretty sharp

>>15481412
But you are able to not be alone. Whether you actually will not be is another matter.

>>15481859
Its those little things that just keep hitting me like a brick in the face, just like february, nice

>>15481874
But it doesnt hurt physically, and is basically self inflicted so its not mental abuse. My ears are ringing and the words are echoing in my head, i think its time to stop

>>15481874
I saw the sign, connect 3x004, math boy, this formula will change the way you see the world, virgo cluster, youtube's copyright system isnt broken, the world's is. Trump, greta thunberg, raymond, some 9 year old kid, 12 year old boy with asthma, email got leaked, mouth breather, booger guy, dfw, guenon, quentin, alex and whoever else, i saw the sign. Now leave me the fuck alone

My feet hurt

Does anyone else do 'confessional journaling'?

I have always been too embarrassed to write what I was really feeling. I always had this foolish notion that somebody would read it and judge me. "Some things are better left unsaid." But the past few weeks I have just been vomiting out all of my hangups and regrettable behaviors. I feel better to have this out. Even stuff that would beyond ruin my life if the relevant parties got a hold of it.

I just want someone or something to take all this negativity from me. I am nearly 30 and I am wracked with guilt. I am hung up and stagnant, I am stuck in my life.

>>15477497
Do it. Do all of it. You have very few years left where you'll have the excuse of youth for your fuck ups, and very little chance of learning self discipline after that.
Do not listen to these fucks who were puzzled how to pay a bill or do their own laundry or talk to people at 23 and who ask Alexa how to adult.
You will be lonely anyway because none of your generation have many models for how to form genuine deep human relationships, but you can make yourself into a lonely fully fledged and impassioned grown man instead of a lonely and dependent manchild whose greatest social contact is a league of legends guild.
Do it like your life depends on it, because it does. Make yourself skilled. Make yourself better. Don't become another empty drain of long past potential and excuses. You will have a very long time to regret doing too little, and a very short time to have a wild and decadent youth.

>>15481993
Thanks for making it clear this would beyond ruin my life, cause it already did, but im the only one who knows about it.

banned on Twitter again. This time I lost a lot of my mutuals. It sucks because I know I'm at that rank where I'm not really significant enough for people to miss me and feel the impact of my absence. They'll probably never follow me again. nothing is going right in life it seems

>>15482000
Haha thanks for reminding me i never even had that cause i was too sick up until i was 18 to go to parties and have a normal youth.

>>15482065
>implying
I spent 1/6 of my life in hospital by 18, mostly in my teen years. I still ran away to other countries, to parties, to mountains. Sure I collapsed on public transport a few times. I even got arrested once. Stop regretting not having shit in your past and start asking what kind of shit you want to do before you die, especially if there's anything that might cut your time here short. Sound your barbaric yawp.

>>15477497
That’s normal but you don’t need to run off. What you need to is figure out your place in the world your in and how you fit into. Keep working hard and get yourself together. Things will fall into place.

>>15482057
It is ok, anon. I'm here hahaah :D
* coughs some blood *

>>15482065
And then i went to college thinking it would somehow get better
Nothing about me or my body and mind had changed so it was miserable all the way through. And then when i thought it couldnt get worse this stuff happened, but im just numb to it at this point. I could stop eating, not go outside for weeks, lie in the dark all day long like i used to but its not worth it, i should at least try to have a life

>>15482172
>i should at least try to have a life
Do. Go big. You only have one life (unless reincarnation is some real shit) and the world will not make it epic for you.

>>15482103
Sounds good, would never work. Like all my ideas. Im not here for a pity party but i dont feel very good, is what ill say

>>15482227
>It has to work out rosy or else it's not worth it
You and I are gonna have to disagree anon. I hope you change your mind and start doing shit you thought impossible.

>>15482227
Theres only so many nights you can try to ignore your past by putting on music and playing games, eventually it becomes too much. I have to admit there's so much stuff i missed from 13-18/19 and i always convinced myself i didnt need it, that i could process everything on my own or just ignore it all together. I think thats whats happening now, i just want everything out

>>15478762
AWWWWW

>>15478743
>>15478772
(You)

The schizoposting in this thread is really tiring.

How unhappy and unfulfilled I feel.
I'm so undecided about what I want to do in my day that it result in me doing nothing.

>>15482726
Starting is half the battle. Pick anything and you'll be more likely to go to bed thinking you did something instead of nothing.

went 24 hours without masturbating, deleted the 600 doujins I had to try and end my dopamine problem.
Read through Deep Work and Your Brain on Porn in the last 2 weeks. Going to read through A Mind For Numbers, was taking notes but threw them out since I realized I should try and remember the important stuff when reading these types of books.

I'm ashamed to say.

>>15482826
Your chart is outdated, see picrel for the latest.

>>15481129
I'll cry with you, anon.

>>15479988
hey man. none of that is true according to logic, but you should definitely seek therapy.
good luck

Everyone's very apathetic,especially the pirvileged.

>>15474339
I wish I was never born

>>15483149
CHECK YOUR PIRVLEGE

>hates Joyce
>recs this shit
What's his deal?

How do I resolve the contradiction between believing that the things I am doing now are meaningful but fearing the thought of the future and of not having had a meaningful life?

>>15483517
You are only in control of what you are doing now. You cannot control the future. You can bend it slightly, but your focus should be in there here and now. You could get hit by a bus tomorrow and all your plans would fall apart anyway. Practice mindfulness, plan for the future but understand that the schedule changes on a dime.

>>15483537
I don’t disagree, but shouldn’t I try to reach a place where I can calmly direct my thoughts away from the future instead of growing anxious and worried when they drift on to it?

>>15483712
You should. Try meditating more.

>>15481435
We’re in for a bumpy ride. We have to make it good for ourselves

how many nights do i have to stay up crying till it gets better

>>15481435
its coming apartr at the seams my friend

t. in the heart of it

>>15481394
Obviously if you ever stopped being alone, something bad would happen at some point. Maybe you’ll learn something though, and maybe it could still be okay.

>>15483854
You restful nights
Rest for the determined

Radical feminism is nothing more than a gigacope made ugly woman, dykes and spinsters. These whores needed bogeyman to explain why their lives are so miserable, so they decided to target their more successful counterpart:men. Feminism just simply a lie created by narcissistic women that want to be portrayed as victims. Typical victim complex. Blaming all their problems in men and not themselves. Quite ironic that they like to tell that incels are to blame for their own problems, even though they blame their problems in this imaginary entity known as "patriarchy". Truly, two sides of the same coin.
PS: Solaras is garbage

>>15483854
You need restful nights
Rest for the determined

>>15483953
It’s a liberal psyops though. Actual feminism is socialist in nature

Radical feminism is nothing more than a gigacope made by ugly woman, dykes and spinsters. These whores needed bogeyman to explain why their lives are so miserable, so they decided to target their more successful counterpart:men. Feminism just simply a lie created by narcissistic women that want to be portrayed as victims. Typical victim complex. Blaming all their problems in men and not themselves. Quite ironic that they like to tell that incels are to blame for their own problems, even though they blame their problems in this imaginary entity known as "patriarchy". Truly, two sides of the same coin.
PS: Solanas is garbage

>>15483965
>Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Opinion discarted.

>>15483965
Thanks to that anon we know you live in woodland hills retard. The day of the net is coming soon.

>>15483967
>he initially called her solaras
>he deleted his post to fix his mistake
thanks for correcting, anon. i’d say like all males you deserve to be castrated but you’re a tranny, a useless autogynephilic coomer, and that’d make you way too happy. this is a big cope, and you’ll never be a real woman. dilaaaaaaate.

>>15474339
tearfully posting ~black “poets”~ on r/poetry in these ~scary times~

>>15484002
You seem to be mistaken. I hate trannies, but also I hate women. Women resorted to this ideology to explain their mediocrity. I am not a tranny, I am proud to be born male and I would never change that. Trannies are doing a favor to the world by killing themselves, they are failed males. Ironic that you mention castration when many people on the left are in favor of vasectomy and other cuck shit. Leftist are the ones castratating themselves. Also, how do you cope with the fact that most of the important achivements of humanity were made by men? Stupid roastie. Not everyone who hate women is a tranny girl. Always remember: Men>>>Women.

>>15484171
Also, that futile attempt of post to insult me just puts in evidence that you are coping. Disgusting roastie. You will be always inferior to males. Also, give me arguments why Solonas is good? Where is the evidence that her books are nothing more than the delusions of a ugly dyke?

Is the Cambridge edition of Birth of Tragedy (and their editions of Nietzsche in general) decent?

>>15484196
the central thesis is that the destruction of the male sex is a moral imperative—no arguments are needed. it doesn’t get more based than this.

How to create something outside myself but for myself

>>15484618
Cringe.

>>15475051
Imagine being to commit as much violent crime as the other 87% of the population

>>15474339
I can't cope with the fact that America is controlled by Zionists.

Does anyone else find masturbation boring? I feel a lot of hype is built up around it for like 3-5 seconds of feeling good and then it's over. Everytime I masturbate I feel like it wasn't worth it as soon after I finish.

>>15485539
No, the instant I finish the first time it's like a switch is flipped and I don't understand what I was so excited about. Very strange feeling actually.