/lit/ - Literature

>>17584339
She lost half her weight in plastic surgery but regained it in makeup

>another what's on your mind thread with kpop bullshit

>>17584354
They don’t eat a lot of fast food over there, anon.

Browsing twitter immediately makes me feel like shit but not browsing it makes me feel like I'm sticking my head in the sand.

>>17584359
>op's pic
>kpop
oh nonononono hahahahaa

I resisting the temptation to subscribe to an only fans because I don't want to be a cooler and simp.

>>17584354
She doesn't really cake it on, and she's done at least one film sans makeup and looked better than most women in that state. Plastic surgery is news to me, can't find any info on it so I'll assume you're bullshitting.

I met a near ideal girl but she's already taken. I am going to lift until I can mog every man in my country

AAAAAAAAAAAAA LEAVE ME ALONE

>>17584396
4 u
https://youtu.be/X7m5_4or11c

>>17584339
Christianity and capitalism

I fucking hate MATLAB, and I hate my useless fucking lab partners.

There’s not much going on, just a flurry of tidiness to the days tasks. Why do people just numbly give in to this sort of lifestyle? To boot, they even have kids! It’s like, my life doesn’t suffer enough and needs some sort of meaning so I’ll just create some more of me to eventually share in the suffering. Just imagine if your parents had thought things through and figured: well, with the way things are and how we seemingly lack a great spiritual attachment to the greater whole at large, maybe we shouldn’t have kids who will have to face the nothingness in a much more powerful degree than ourselves. Gah. I hate this shit.

>>17584757
Not an ass in the room. I give those flat pancakes a 2/10.

>have massive cheerleader fetish
>download gigabytes of videos of them performing on youtube, nfl and college
>occasionally find one so beautiful I find all photos/videos of her
>end up feeling miserable because she's so beautiful and she'd find me incredibly disgusting even if I wasn't jerking off to all her pictures and fantasizing about her

>>17584791
they hold up better tho.

>>17584791
flat=/=small also your brain may have melted from porn

I wish this fucking kpop faggot would quit making these threads oh my god I do not care that your faggot gf dumped you stop fucking posting about kpop feet stop posting gay prose about sallow asian feet stop advertising the glorious beauty of retarded jaundiced clubfoot lab-created whores I was at first sad for you that you started this because your gf left you but now I see why she fucking left you I suspect it wasn't just because of your fetish like you said but rather because you are a huge fucking faggot about it you piece of shit brain-damaged wastoid STOP THE FUCKING GIMMICKPOSTING GIVE IT UP OR AT LEAST CONTAIN IT I AM SO TIRED OF YOUR GOD DAMN THREADS I AM SORRY FOR BEING MEAN ABOUT YOUR GF BUT HOLY FUCK ANON I FUCKING HATE YOU

the most /lit/ kpop group? loona of course

>>17584869
>post
>click ‘hidden’

>>17584339
I'm really enjoying this Selma Lagerlöf's The Saga of Gösta Berling.

>>17584958
Kill yourself

>>17584869
That's an AV idol, also pretty sure he was banned when mods cleaned up yesterday.
>>17584932
What does Olivia read?

>>17584359
>beautiful Asian woman
>must be Kpop becasue "arr rook same XD"

Racist incel

>>17584373
At this point in time, it's probably better to be uninformed than misinformed.

Learning about the early christian theories of atonement has probably been the most enlightening thing about the religion I've ever come across.

>theory of ransom
>mankind owed the "debt" of sin to satan which adam and eve sold to him, jesus' death was God paying in mankind's stead
>popular during roman christianity

>christus victor theory
>things like evil and death in addition to the devil are actual, non-metaphorical forces, that literally defeated by Jesus' death
>most popular theory all the way to the reformation

>penal substitution theory
>God is so incredibly pissed at original sin that it must be paid back through punishment, Jesus' death staves off God's wrath
>explains why God is all fire and brimstone in the old testament but not the new
>reformation

>moral influence
>Jesus' death represents nothing more than a vague, almost karmic, change to the force of mankind's destiny
>the earliest known theory

A lot of this gives me the impression that christianity really did borrow more than just religious dates from the pagans.

>>17584373

>>17585206
christian here

never heard of any of those, except for "Christus Victor", which is true, since it accounts for the General Resurrection and is still believed by apostolic Christians

>it's pagan!!!

you sure you aren't just whacking away at straw-men again?

>and at the end there was only the hardened ice
Someone write the first few sentences of my short poem please.

>>17585206
Pretty interesting stuff desu.
>A lot of this gives me the impression that christianity really did borrow more than just religious dates from the pagans.
I mean, the resurrection stuff is pretty standard pagan lore.

Forcing cute boy to stand barefoot on hot pavement watching them squirm and gasp

>>17585224
>you sure you aren't just whacking away at straw-men again?
Because a lot of these give the impression of background ideas that don't fit into a worldview that encompasses certain popular claims of christianity. The main thing seems to be the assumption by early christians that God is merely the most powerful force in a metaphysical universe full of them, instead of the I AM. Why would God need to bargain? Why is evil a "positive" force that needs to be defeated instead of simply being an absence of divine nature? Why would sin be the specific ownership of satan as if he were outside the scope of the I AM? These are worldviews contingent on a universe of forces that the divine is part of, not above, which is standard pagan, completely seperate from modern christianity, and seems to represent the way christianity ACTUALLY expressed itself for the majority of it's existence. Even if you don't buy the pagan part, it's still a worldview completely divorced from modern christianity. A christianity that existed before the bible was compiled.

>never heard of any of those
You should do your homework then.

>>17585206
The true idea is right there, it's just focused through different lenses. The weight of sin exists and needs be repaid to the God sinned against, and Christ took that debt and paid it. 2,000 years of apologetics honed a more focused view of the truth.
And pagans understanding certain half truths and coming near to the truth in their own way is well discussed in scripture.

>>17585239
I went for the gold, to cum in those eyes
But I'd been too bold, no she wasn't that nice
With her gaze oh so cold, and my balls in a vice
Yes truth be told, I paid a steep price
The dice were rolled, and at the end there was only the hardened ice

Title: The bitch turned my dick into ice

Just forced my Prof to let me write about Spengler the next few weeks. I love Spengler.
But what will happen with my life after the upcoming semester (graduation)?

More suicidal with every month. Academic Philosophy is pain if you don't sell out into writing these stupid ass predictable papers with no weight or meaning.

Cursed age. Civilization.

Maybe I'll quit my ambitions in the cities, return back to my family's roots and become a farmer in the mountain with my gf?

No more history --

>>17584757
what are you stuck on? anything we can help with? paste ur code snippet/problem statement if its simple anon

cowboy bebop complete is on sale on itunes for $5.

>>17584364
yet we still look more human than how they are kek

>>17585498
Post face. I bet you're a goblin-like creature.

fucking hate math so much. Probably gonna fail the class im taking this semester, its the last class i need to graduate. My gf graduated last year has been working full time and has saved up a considerable amount of money. Won't be surprised if she leaves me for an older established man.

>>17585517
brainlet

>>17585517
>My gf
fuck off normie nobody cares.

>>17585517
That's what you get for being taught common core anon. You never built a real ability to think in math and as a consequence, learn more complicated concepts easier.

>>17585547
Something you wanna talk about anon?

>>17585547
>le ebin quirky incel
>"normie" instead of "normalfag"
yeah no, you don't even belong here.
just don't forget to say goodbye to mom, yeah?

Is a happy marriage even possible?

My parents were divorced since I was a young child. Most of my relatives got divorced. Each grandparent had their partner died when I was a child so didn't have that as a model.

I have no idea how a marriage would even work. I've worked on myself to become an attractive, hardworking, and stable partner and yet I think it might all be for naught. Twenty years from now I'll be paying for my ex-wife's house while she bangs another man...

Or worst I'll still be married to her and wishing she was doing that instead.

Lets look out for each other anons

>>17584777
Get out of your own head. Also, are you aware different people have different goals, ideals, and morality systems than you?

>>17585507
nah i look good but im not gonna post myself sorry

>>17585606
what a blackened mind

4chan isn't going to admit this but I think deep inside we all reserve a small hope in our hearts that even in this hideous social climate, each of us as men can find a beautiful and loyal girl with whom we can build a profound, lasting relationship that makes the world a better place for everyone

>>17585648
This is what I desire. I don't want to have a blackened mind.

I have hope, what can I read to set me on the right path?

>>17585662
Unironically the bible

>>17585434
based srfposter
whats the vid? sternstunde phil?

>>17585498
You know how many hominids walked the earth?
We all look human, dork.

>>17585673
I'll take this advice to heart.

>>17584339
I am tired and feel alone right now, but in trade I believe I can understand a sliver of what some Saints say that suffering is a gift, and have the creeping suspicion that the proclivity with which I have found the mystic and esoteric is a kindve positive recompense for how my early childhood in poverty, sexual abuse, and autism induced pariahood has warped me now as a young man.
Such lofty matters aside, come Sunday I will be going to the land of an friend to remove some stumps manualy and I intent to remain there most of the day and make a picnic of my labor.

>>17585913
godspeed, anon

>>17585691
Start with Deuteronomy!

>>17585688
You're a fake.

>>17584339
White Male / Asian Female will soon be the norm.

>>17585675
kek. shouldn't you be sleeping, fren?
it's an "srf bi de Lüt" episode about the valley I grew up in

>>17585206
>>17585224
>>17585283
Hermeticist here,
Christ is the resurrected, complete, and Divine Alchemical Man. The myth and theme of resurrection, be it in Egyptian, Mythriac, or astrotheological mythology, is culminated and perfected in that of Christ, rather than the other way around of it being a pagan borrowing.
As for Satan as an active force, of course he is, though with the aim of spiting God by the constant temptation of His most beloved creation. Christus Victor is the utter anathema to such a campaign by the intervention of the way and the light in Jesus.
>>17585919
Bless you, friend.

In future these threads should have something non-retarded as the image... ideally something that doesn't spur autistic bickering in reference to it like we had before, maybe a nice painting...?

>woke up 4 times this night for about a minute or two for no apparent reason
am i dying?

Everything good in my life has come from a computer.

Computers saved me from being ignorant, Computers saved me from being bored,
Computers helped me find my way home.

But somethings missing, computers never gave me love and the human interaction i need to be well... human. So now im basically a weak computer.

I have start decoupling my dependency on computers and try to figure things out on my own. Maybe that way i can find happiness.

>>17584339
>Write what's on your mind
I want to see more cute asian girls

>>17586443
I have that happen to me whenever my sleep to waking hour ratio gets fucked.
Have you any audiovisual hallucinations?

>>17584757
I would give you one internet if you change the name of this gif into, ironing board sale.

>>17584932
lovelyz

>>17586521
Only visual ones like seeing patterns with closed eyes. How did you fix that?

The normies I work with are being mean about me on twitter. I wish I hadn't searched for the thing they mentioned. Now I feel bad. This is the second time this happened (last time was a long time ago). I don't know how to use twitter so it's strange to see people talk about me in a public space.

>>17586551
what happened

>>17586551
remember them all and forgive them but never trust them again

>>17586537
For me getting a normal 8 hours sleeping/16 hours awake after the botched cycle fixes it, maybe staying up for an extra 2 or 4 beforehand to ensure youre properly tired for sleep and not just deprived.
I work and study full time so every Thursday or so, the worst day, is like that for me.

I wish I was a NEET with 2 million dollars

>>17586609
cringe

>>17586551
What did they do, dude?

>>17586617
So you're saying that i might not be tired and end up forcing myself to sleep? My schedule is going to sleep around midnight and waking up at 7-8 am.

Anyone else notice that normies are psychopathic? They'll literally do anything for social approval. Spooks me desu

>>17586635
If they will do literally anything, then they are not really normies. Normies function in moderation, not extremes.

>>17586635
Normies will still adhere to the bounds of a certain moral code promoted by society and the authority structures.

>>17586633
Kindve. I think that there is a difference in the kind of sleep you get from just needing it on a cycle basis to being tired consciously and needing it. Training yourself to have a routine before bed, reading and hygiene and whatnot, that primes a reflex to prepare for sleep may help you not wake up so often, as I am fine whenever I have enough time to turn down the lights, so to speak.

this site is so boring lately i'm actually going to go read a book

>>17586551
damn bro :( hope u get to enjoy a nice warm drink like apu

>>17586654
Only because to be 'extreme' implies acting beyond the bounds of socially approved of behaviour.

Why do we never talk about the sorry state of literature or the seemingly near impossibility of quality authorship.

>>17586443
This has happened to me every night for almost a month.

3:30AM and I've been lying awake since 2. I had 2 cups of coffee and then had to take a painkiller pill that also has caffeine in it for my migraine because it's the only thing that works, but for some reason 3 doses of caffeine is the magic number that prevents me from sleeping all night that night, even if they were all early in the day and you would think it would be out of my system.

On the topic of sleep I have come to learn that sleep deprivation hallucination manifests as shadow people and hearing what I can best describe as the audio from a Bosch painting. I am in the throes of it as I type.
This feels like dying, or maybe a form of Hell.
>>17587454
You have my condolensces, I wouldnt wish migraines on my worst enemy.

>>17587539
Based shadow people tormenting fags who drink too much coffee

>>17587539
*manifests for me
Pardon me, please, the screams are distracting

>>17587544
I dont drink coffee, I just work graveyard as a grain mill administrator. My sleep is very easy to fuck up

>>17584339
I'm three exams and my thesis away from graduating from the soul sucking institution that is my stem university and i'm having a hard time sticking to my stuying, wasting my time instead browsing the same shitty threads for the n-th time and checking sellers for rare books. i am one of the last guys in my circle of friends still stuck in his bachelors' course and even though i did about 30% of my entire degree within the last 12 months i really have a hard time pretending i care for this stuff. while i dont want to miss the time i spend at uni, which is far longer that i like to admit, it is time to move on. i'm not even a bad student, i'm one of the 20% percent that didn't quit the course early, and among the those that graduate from the course i'm within average at 5 years (yeah, i know). the problem is i really dont care for my subject anymore. not a bit. i dont miss it if i dont study for it for weeks on end, i only miss a challenge then, i miss the feeling of having spent a day productively. but the subject itself has lost any and all appeal for me. and yet i have to contact several institutes and apply for a thesis, pretending i am passionate about any of this when in reality i just want it to be over. even though i still have to do a master's course (bachelors' degrees alone dont account for shit here, central europe) but i can switch to another university. at least there i can branch out to business application and management in my field, all of which i dont really care for that much either but which proved in previous to be ridiculously easy for me and at least lets me get away from engineering and get a job afterwards so i didn't waste the past years. still, it feels like i'm applying force to myself, walking further down a road i dont really care for out of rational calculation. i remember a year or two ago i had a new photo taken for my cv, and asked a friend her opinion. she said, that while it looked very professional, my eyes looked dead compared to my former cv photo. like, somewhere along the way something died inside of me. i think about this sometimes. still, i finally want to earn my own money, move out from my parents' and get on with live instead of sitting around at uni like a leftover.
thanks for reading my blog.

>>17587539
The steinerians believe that your soul communicates more with the astral plane and such when you are sleeping, there are different stages and levels of it. It could be that when you're tired but not falling asleep, some of the harmless crap from the borderlands of the sleepy plane are seeping in. I have had similar experiences and it's unpleasant but I think harmless. Definitely not good to be doing it all the time though, on a purely medical level. I hope you get some sleep soon anon.

>>17587626
Thank you, fren, its not distressing, maybe even a bit interesting. Im just tired and want to get off work. This week has just been a hard one, yknow? I hope you have a nice evening.

I unironically don't mind k-pop fags because they always post feetpics of asian women

>>17587737
What about asian men

How am I supposed to cope with feeling like there is literally nothing worth doing in this world?

>>17587787
Have you tried doing an activity that is enjoyable and provides a sense of progression and eventually satisfaction as you get better and better at it?

Currently I'm pretty annoyed that every single person that I ask to meet is unavailable for the 4th or 5th week in a row. It's like, I've dropped things almost every single time just to meet my friends when they ask me because I care about them. Obviously, I don't expect them to do the same, but can they not even offer an alternative "hey, can't today sorry, let's do it tomorrow?"

Dammit, I want to see people and I want to talk. I don't think it's a conspiracy, but I do think that maybe my expectations of friendship might be unrealistic, as low as they are. Anyway, today is this meetup of multiple people (all of whom the top paragraph is related to) and I honestly don't feel like going. It's not like they'll care if I'm gone. But on the other hand, they don't care and I do, I'd just be hurting myself. Is this just an elaborate unconscious (well, until now) need to punish myself for being stupid and believing someone cared about me? Before I was more of a loner, but now I almost regret changing that, it's just been disappointment and that's coming from someone who had no expectations or low expectations. I'd rather go back, enjoy my work in silence and not worry about other people and our mutual relationships. But in that case, I don't see the point in further entertaining any relationship.

>>17587804
I’m not even sure how to answer the question. Yes? No? The closest I can get to an answer is to say both that I don’t find anything in enjoyable and there are some things which I find enjoyable but those things are just fleeting interests, time wasters, hobbies, not at all the sort of thing that make my life feel like it’s worth having been lived. I guess I alternate between those two feelings primarily.

>>17587836
Delete all social media, stop using the internet, and find Christ.

>>17584339
I feel a sense of satisfaction in the afterglow of masturbation and it makes me feel energetic, leading to productive periods.

>>17587849
I have no social media, never have, I don’t even use the internet that much, and I’m not exactly not a Christian or something. This advice doesn’t seem helpful.

>>17587961
No, find Christ. Become born again. Drink water.

>>17584339
You think I'll be able to find myself a Japanese GF while living in Eastern Europe?
Hypothetically speaking, what would you guys do to try and achieve it?
I already know Japanese.

>>17588012
You need to be very tall and have a six-figure income.

>>17588034
My height is above average by Japanese standards and have a six-figure annual income in rubles

FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE DATED EAST ASIAN WOMEN:

are they really that materialistic? i was at the store yesterday and saw a whole bunch of weedy looking chinese guys being dragged around forced to buy sneakers and purses for their (admittedly very cute) girlfriends.

>>17588062
This is what just as many western men used to have to suffer through before the family unite became uncool.

Frankly, going shopping with your GF is still par for the course in any relationship, so idk what you are talking about. It most likely feels weird to you because you perceive them as an outgroup.

I find white men really attractive, and I feel guilty about it

So here goes.. I’m coming to terms with the fact I am insanely attracted to white men. I find all races attractive (because I am a red blooded woman!) but I find myself really drawn to them. I’m a BW and some of my BM friends have made remarks about how I don’t like my own race, and disapprovingly state that I only like white men- I’ve sadly lost friendships over this too, and have been called a race traitor as I’ve only dated white guys for the past 6 years. I feel guilty and almost bad for finally admitting this to myself but I need to get it off my chest! How do I not feel guilty and just embrace how I feel?

>>17588169
Do you consider yourself a nerd ? If you're on this site I'm guessing you're not average. My preference really changes over time, it's cyclical from white to black to asian etc.

>>17588169
I've always found smart but homely black women extremely attractive for some reason. But I'm not pursuing that attraction because, being extremely critical of the black community in general, I feel like it would lead to constant arguments and she would end up thinking that I'm racist.

>>17584339
I'm thinking about a lot. A recurring thought in my mind is that of archetypes, and how each individual is one, we pretend we aren't and criticise the people of the past, I suppose it's easier to do this when you're detached from that society. I am also thinking the journey of man towards mastery and his relationship with women along the way, artists like Picasso, writers and even Arnold Schwartznegger viewed women as fun and breaks from serious work, not something to be infatuated with or glossed over, Is that the common mistake men make today ? The need for a passion is so strong we attach it to a woman and develop oneitis ? Anyway I think what we have to do is apparent, I believe we all have the personal power to influence our lives drastically, I don't think we're Gods though, as there is only one God.

>>17588062
They are just normal.

>>17584373
Understandable, but this anon has got it >>17585043 I'd recommend checking up on the news for 5 minutes max to see what's happening every once in a while, but don't go on social media or consume (((CNN))) or (((Fox))) all the time.

This is the worst, most boring time to be alive.

>>17588319
Read one of your local papers. They are run by real people and talk about shit that actually influences your life.

>>17588324
why ?

>>17588492
Isn’t it obvious? We all live such mundane, hyper-insulated lives. The average person wakes up, has there “don’t talk to me until I’ve had my coffee” coffee, gets in the car for 30 minutes to grind it out in the cube, come home, watch television until you die. Speaking of dying, no one dies anymore. We’re not changed by that sister who died of fever in our youth. We don’t have that close encounter as young men. We don’t go off to that war. It’s all hyper mundanity moving very fast and being loud on ever side but it’s rendering us totally
Inert.

>>17588364
They’re actually not. All of them are owned by larger media conglomerates and they usually issue stories that are either pessimism fuel or propaganda pieces that can then be paraded around NPR in a month.
https://youtu.be/xwA4k0E51Oo
The irony is that all the news sources ganged up on this one who got red handed by doing the exact same thing.

>>17584373
I have had my outlook on life improve immeasurably once I stopped looking at overtly political things online. I never feel informed, just angry. It changes how you view things in your daily life. Getting your daily two minutes hate makes you a much more toxic person, with twisted, distorted views.

The stance I take is that if something that would affect my life happens, I'll here about it from other people. When you actually take stock, that list of things over the course of a year is quite short.

>>17588513
You have the power to change that, you don't have to sit at home and live a mundane life, look for opportunities to have an adventure.
Sister might not make the selfless sacrifice of dying in youth just so you can have a story, but there is always a war waiting.

>>17584339
I just want a story where a giant himbo caretakes after a small feral little man that is constantly tormented by supernatural forces. Is that too much to ask?

>>17588513
>We all live such mundane, hyper-insulated lives. The average person wakes up, has there “don’t talk to me until I’ve had my coffee” coffee, gets in the car for 30 minutes to grind it out in the cube, come home, watch television until you die. Speaking of dying, no one dies anymore. We’re not changed by that sister who died of fever in our youth. We don’t have that close encounter as young men. We don’t go off to that war. It’s all hyper mundanity moving very fast and being loud on ever side but it’s rendering us totally
Inert.

You sound like you might enjoy find club, I watched it and read the book, I enjoyed it but thought self destruction was b.s. You can seek out those adventures yourself. I know people who went to war, whose sisters died in youth, and barring a few New Years shows with family, I haven't watched television for 7 years going on 8, many people haven't. What about the story of Jordan Belfort ? how many people lived like that, or many others we don't know of. I'm glad there isn't a war, people dying left and right. It's what we've been working towards, so that you have the freedom to pursue things you want to.

>>17588513
The rabble have always lead shit, mundane, meaningless lives. That's just a feature of civilisation.

I hate my job and boss to the point where I would destroy the place if I could and yet whenever I have to speak with my boss and he uses niceities to me, I just respond in kind act friendly and happy. I am such a fucking fraud I can’t stand it. I find it impossible to wear my heart on my sleeve.

>>17588694
No, they haven’t. I specifically mentioned the event about the sister dying of fever or whatever. You can call that a shit life but my point is even the common man lived with struggle, event, something that pushed him somewhere, to do something, inspired something. We don’t even do the normal human things like they did. We don’t fall in love, lose it, dance, sing, cry, connect like they did. We do it on our phones, in private, away from everyone else. We don’t struggle physically. We exercise our fingers over a keyboard and hide our mental exhaustion. You even had exception cases like Diocletian, the common man who didn’t make the mundane uncommon but was a slave who rose through the military to become an emperor. It’s just not at all the same if you ask me. We live the most boring, mundane, low level depressed lives of any group of people to ever exist on this planet.

>just find a woman who shares your passions, bro!
>this is the key to happiness
And what if the endless beauty and diversity of the feminine IS my passion?

>>17588845
Threesomes

Test

>>17588552
I don’t see the opportunities for adventure you speak of. Where I do see anything I see adventure reduced to something gross or exclusive like the special forces soldier, who is basically an athlete, sent to kill people who have no relation to him, or the scientist sent to the Arctic, who must have a PhD, to collect ice samples and say the same thing about climate change we’ve heard for 10 years. If there’s a Conrad out there sailing with a foreign fleet in a foreign land, or a Roerich trekking the Himalayas with sherpas and monks, then by all means point them out. I just can’t help but feel whatever that sense of enchantment, that sense of adventure is totally gone from the world and I think it’s worth saying that if it were to exist, that doesn’t necessarily imply it would satiate what I’m talking about here which is a sense of life as truly worth it.

>>17588845
It’s amazing how humans lived for many thousands of years allegedly without having so much concern for things such as “passions” and “happiness” let alone finding a woman in some cafe somewhere who shared the same notions of them. Sorry, bud but I think whoever gave us this advice, just didn’t know what they were talking about. You need not brainwash yourself into being a Hallmark card just because they did.

>>17588885
All humans used to share a passion. Its name was "survival". There was no time for anything else. So a mere act of providing for each other was more than for the love to bloom.

In a world where everyone can survive on their own, people have to find new passions.

>>17588917
>All humans used to share a passion. Its name was "survival". There was no time for anything else. So a mere act of providing for each other was more than for the love to bloom.
These are just misconceptions. You’ve been deceived.

>>17588885
>>17588917
>It’s amazing how humans lived for many thousands of years allegedly without having so much concern for things such as “passions” and “happiness
>All humans used to share a passion. Its name was "survival". There was no time for anything else.
These are both misconceptions. One is too thoroughly Whiggish, the other too thoroughly traditionalist. Both are caricatures of the past.

>>17589061
You’re right. Obviously, ancient times plebes did do a bit of lurking at their local cafe for a girl to share their “passions” with so they could be “happy”...

>>17589091
Is that sarcasm?
https://kashgar.com.au/blogs/history/the-bawdy-graffiti-of-pompeii-and-herculaneu

>>17589108
wtf. ignore all the onions comments in brackets. christ

>>17589061
You’re right. Obviously, ancient times plebes did not invest their mental and physical faculties into the immediately obvious interest of survival and didn't experience feelings towards each other based on them sharing this common interest...

I feel bad for not caring about space

>>17589248
>caring about things you cannot see with naked eye

Found out my uncle has 4th stage lung cancer, doctors are not generous with estimating how long he has to live.
Rather than sad, I am panicking. We were never close, I am not close with anyone from my mom's side of the family. What worries me is the fact my mom is close to her siblings, and they already lost one, so this hits her hard, and I'm too much of a weirdo to properly comfort her, somehow I have the ability to just make things worse when I try.
I find it weird how the family had to face a string of health problems and other issues ever since my dad tripped and fell on new years' eve 2019. It's like we were too happy for too long, so now fate has to stick something on each and every one of us to balance things out.

>>17585616
>Get out of your own head.
I try, but its a symptom of years spent in solitude passing the time by myself. I didn’t have many friends growing up.

>>17588012
Move to that Russian island north of Hokkaido and seduce a tourist

>>17589408
Whats your uncle like?

Just curious about people in these threads

https://strawpoll.com/k6aq3vevd

>>17584974
So am I! I'm about 1/3 in, it's very comfy so far

>>17589475
Really friendly guy, warm personality, always ready to help, loved his late wife immensely.
We live in different cities, and I always leaned more towards my dad's side of the family in just about every way, so me and him kind of existed as two acquaintances rather than a family.

>>17588874
Well, Tim Severin only died a few months ago, maybe this is the universe calling you to fill his boots.

>>17586510
Tbh that's all I want as well, but we have to keep it to a nice respectable level so as not to upset the racists ITT.

>>17584339
Girls are nice
I like vaginas
what is the name of Melissa Nordell's killer
why can't I find a photo of him.
Kurdo Baksi is a fucktard and Steig Larsson is his homo bum dog.

>>17586510

>>17589641
The man was born in 1940. My thesis is that there is no longer dirt to tread. Ignore the boots.

>>17589108
I’m not seeing where anyone says they need a woman to share their passion with to be happy.

>>17586510

Let’s face it. A lot of us are not the kind of people who can tolerate the drudgery of a cube, meetings, coworkers, a boss. At the same time, University positions are hardly an option anymore let alone a desirable one. So what the hell are we supposed to do?

I would like to come do you guys for advice but I suspect that many of you would just belittle what I say or resort to shallow advice or even shitposts.

>>17589952
I want a blue collar job that doesn’t require running a business. Doesn't need to pay much.

>>17589952
I’m trying not to worry about that. The only reason I’m going to university is because I don’t want to have a real job yet.

>>17590014
Just don’t take on a lot of debt. If you don’t have debt, then you can pick a shitty job and lose some time but you can always leave and start over. If you have debt, you can get pretty much stuck. Don’t like your financial analyst job? Tough shit. You have $600 in monthly loan payments to make.

Feeling trapped. Graduating with a useless degree at 27 (pure math), can no longer bear not working towards a career. Praying like hell I can get something straight out of college, most of the job ads or things through college stipulate a post-grad requirement. I'm too restless and future-oriented to prolong this already extended adolescence. Not sure what the options are for someone like me. I need to switch things up, get some life experience under my belt, make some proper money for a while. I feel 5 years behind my peers and have no idea what to do about it.

>>17590034
I've gotten away with not paying a single dime on my student loans by gaming the system and lax rules around federally issued debt. It's sort of like a perverse inversion of the old investing wisdom, "hold, never sell" except its "never pay." I'm waiting for the whole disastrous system to collapse under its own weight. Already you hear, admittedly mostly empty talk, of cancelling student loan debt. Another financial crisis on top of the current pandemic will do the trick I bet. We're due for a recession as part of a normal business cycle any day now.

>>17590107
>feel 5 years behind my peers and have no idea what to do about it.
That's more or less an illusion. Nearly in this age bracket is basically "behind" by some measure.

Tu boca, I guess!

There is something deeply philosophical about a milk chocolate filled with milk chocolate dragees.

>>17590193
Yeah, cancellation will never happen. I made the unfortunate mistake of allowing myself to get pressured into $45k of high interest loans by a parent who I now realize is the last person who should ever give anyone advice about anything and now I’m stuck in a very low paying office job that makes me actually want to end it. I have no back up plans and no idea what I’m going to do but I can’t bear it anymore so I plan on quitting in June and have no plans to ever pay off these loans.

I've finally got into a good groove in the pandemic. I've managed expectations at my job so that I can get away with 1-2 hours of work a day with glowing reviews. Now I have plenty of time and energy to read moby dick (which I love, thanks for the rec guys), learn some math for fun & play some vidya

>New board added: /xs/ - Extreme Sports

They keep adding boards but no /phil/. Is it because no one on /lit/ emails moot2 to ask for it?

>>17590468
To be fair, it’s because /asp/ itself was being dominated mostly by wrestling threads, and after wrestling left they didn’t want to cripple /asp/ and didn’t want crossboarders to still keep going, so they shut down /asp/ entirely, so really you just have /asp/ re-named and a wrestling board. The Vtuber board is understandable since that’s a titanic and growing group.

The philosophy and religious posters like us are relatively stable in populations and without us, /his/ and /lit/ would be gutted/returned to a much slower level. On the other side there’s not enough of us to really give our own board enough speed to make it worthwhile for growth purposes.

>>17590541
>The philosophy and religious posters like us are relatively stable in populations and without us, /his/ and /lit/ would be gutted/returned to a much slower level
Bullshit, there are plenty of much slower boards. /lit/ has about 8,500 posts per day on average. /sci/ has less than a half at 4,000. /fa/ 3,000. /diy/ not even 1,000. /trv/ 500. (source for numbers: https://4stats.io/ )

/lit/ is big enough to split. We don't need so many shitposts and we don't depend on each other at all. Both communities are large enough to sustain their own boards.

>>17586172
Satan isn't he odd part. It's Evil and Death being active forces.

How do you prevent yourself from being alone as you get older other than getting married? Everyone says your friendships break apart after your 20’s and you see your “friends” like once every two months.

>>17590361
It pains me how predictably Biden is following the script I assumed he would. Now he's waffling on canceling the $10,000 he promised. Also predictably, the student debt debacle is being framed in terms of "gender and racial gaps" as a way for the establishment to economize and partition which debt to consider forgiving. Somehow they construe it that student debt is racist, because more black graduates have debt than white, when it's clear to anyone analyzing the situation in good faith that black debtors have more of it because they're poorer on average, not because of their skin color. This is a convenient way to bypass helping poor white student debtors by treating it as a racialized problem, an old trick among the Democrats.

Ironically, if people took to the streets with half the force they conveyed during the BLM protests, perhaps the politicians would feel the heat. What is missing is the key unifying factor that will make everyone realize their problems are connected by a corrupt system, and it is only through smoke and mirrors that the Jan 6th putsch and the BLM riots are polar opposite social phenomena.

The government owns the debt. They dish out the same amount (nearly 2 trillion) to bail out wall street periodically, and have done it several times since the pandemic. Except forgiving student loans would boost the economy long term in different ways. All that money thrown into a bottomless pit paying back loans would instead go into the economy as consumer spending.

The current system is unsustainable any way you slice it. If cancellation is not an option, mass defaults is another. If every student loan borrower defaulted on their loans in coordination, it would essentially nuke the economy. The system thrives on atomizing and isolating people and making systemic problems seem like personal problems.

>>17590628
Ideally you would meet some new friends and create good relationship with your coworkers, but it might be the best that instead of convincing yourself your life is shit because every waking hour is not filled up with human interaction, you instead use the time alone to work on yourself and your hobbies, getting rid of stress in the process.

>>17590650
>"gender and racial gaps"
Also it's clear to anyone with a hint of honesty that more women would have student loan debt because more women go to college. Not because of some magical discrimination that targets women with more debt. It's all so bogus!

>>17590650
>They dish out the same amount (nearly 2 trillion) to bail out wall street periodically
that's not really true. the liquidity they provided during the 2008 panic was repaid in full with some modest interest.

also, cancelling existing student loan debt is like giving an amnesty to undocumented people already living here. it temporarily solved the problem, but does nothing to change the root of it which is massive increases in education costs or the need for meaningful immigration reform.

i paid my 20k of student loan debt back ahead of time in less than five years and that's after graduating into the great recession. if they cancel zoomer student debt, i expect a tax refund for my 20k thank you very much.

>>17590628
>Everyone says your friendships break apart after your 20’s and you see your “friends” like once every two months.

Not entirely wrong, but not the full story either. Everyone winnows their friend group to the bone as they get more responsibility at work and get serious about family. You don't have time for the people you just see out of inertia, the 'secondary' friends. You keep in touch your closest friends, of which people have at most 3 or 4.

You'll get to a point where if you don't have a family it can be a barrier in relating to other people your age. Friends can move away, and it's really fucking hard to make close friendships once you're out of college. The best thing you can do for your long-term mental health is to get married and start a family. Hang on to the good friends you already have, and pick up a social hobby. All lifelong bachelors I know are miserable, no matter how well-off and "free" they might be.

There needs to be a kpop containment board.

AI LALALAAAAHAAIALALAHALAHA AIALAHAALAHAAAA

I can't fucking read today. What a wasted Friday evening.

>>17590650
Exactly $0 of debt will be forgiven. This is all a spectacle to distract people while they plunder whatever is left on the sinking ship. Whatever isn’t bolted down, they’ll take and they’ll yell really loudly about “women and children first...and BIPOCs and intersectional black trans..” right before they load up the last life raft and float away.

>>17590628
You make 1 or 2 really close friends that you stick with your whole life or you just get used to it. I’m 27. I have a brother close to my age that I see often. Otherwise, my closest friends were my ex-gf, now single, and friends from college I see maybe once or twice per year. It doesn’t bother me in part because I’m used to it. You figure out who you are when you’re alone. In fact, I resent my relationship with my brother precisely for that reason if I’m being perfectly honest. So that or you gotta find away to be an anime protag and be surrounded by 5 beautiful quintuplets or something idk.

>>17584745
I hope you've found Jesus

What the fuck is clubhouse?

>>17591439
google says it's some invite-only social networking app

>>17591439
tik tok audio version

>>17590912
>and it's really fucking hard to make close friendships once you're out of college
I'm halfway done with college with only a couple of acquaintances and this worries me

Picrel may not be the best cover I have ever seen, but it is the one I am most grateful for seeing.

>>17591283
Same. I dropped SSRI's and caffeine in cold turkey fashion. I feel awful.

>>17591473
Aren’t these people fucking sick of all their social media and apps yet?

>>17591186
A single pic of literally any cute asian girl will make you losers sperg out about kpop. You're too obsessed and fragile. I'd rather not see the same five 19th century oil paintings reposted ad nauseam alongside some trite, self-pitying soliloquy.

>>17591654
They will never be sick, because the point is to use something, then abandon it for a new thing as soon as novelty runs out and old people start rolling in.

Guys, I’ve always wanted to join the military. I feel no allegiance to my country and I’m going to leave it as soon as possible but I’ve always admired military service for what it is. Given that I don’t feel allegiance to my country and I want to leave but that I also desire military service, should join and then leave when I’m a bit older or should I just forget about it and leave? I’m really torn here and have struggled with this for a while.

>>17591794
>you losers
>kpop faggot and/or some degree of idol simp
you are a slave. enjoy your IV drip of pure sugar while you “let people like things” until you die, owned by someone, and happily so. you’re a dog lol. here boy!!!!

>>17591844
Depends on where you live probably. Don't do it if there's a chance you might get deployed

>>17591859
What music do you like?

>>17591859
you are mentally ill

>>17591936
i hate all music
>>17591947
yes

I tried really hard to analyze how far the concept of cannibalism really is truly a measure of one eating the flesh of the human being.

When I tried to bite my lip, bite my fingers, and eat the dead skin on the body. How far until it becomes self-attested as one eating the flesh which is of unsettling quality?

I discovered that it depended on what I believe virtuous as to what is cannibal and what is not. I believe it is cannibal if I keep nibbling on the flesh until it turns iron and gore.

However if that is the case. I always bite the lips which caresses my my skin as if it were good. When I feel a brisk cold wind. Eventhough by common knowledge this would be unwise to do so. However due to habitually taking my instantaneous emotions into account. i forcefully and reactively chose to bite my lip.

I keep gnawing on this specific spot, could be the bottom left of my fleshly member. It annoys me. I want to kill the tension. I bite and bite until it starts to bleed.

I feel iron. Am I mad? Is me eating this butterly raspberry really worth it? I get stressed at the super market. it is empty. I start wanting to eat something. I go mad. I go so mad at how pricey the food is. I start to bite harder.

I am eating the pink object which that is on my body. However I spiritually desire to eat it. I have to. It feels as if it were my duty to eat this portion of my face.

I have to eat it. I can't stop. I have to eat this thing or I will remain unsatisfied.

Am I eating myself though? This is such a mundane circumstance.

Is it stupidity of my own to not get something else that'll satisfy this intuitive rush I contain within myself? I decide no...

I must eat this rancid smelly of cigarettes and washed buckets of dirty water in this cavity. the taste is of my own.

the blood of guts maddened my senses. this mind goes haywire. i want to continue to eat this pink member all the more.

i am annoyed this itchy sensation won't go away. it just wont!

my gums taste delightful. is it wrong to bite into it? what is wrong with me? i'm aware this chaotic struggle is driving me mad. intoarageof lashes and bashes.

i am beaten slaughtered, mayonesed into the ground.

why does simply eating my own face feel so satisfying? has the world not realize how much the face is this one locale which is irresistible?

I come for I was
As red-like maw eattens
circles blinded
crescent shaped madness

I now know. as to maybe this madness is just in me in the mind in the head what the heck is wrong? i say to my head doctor.

she says nothing is wrong. this is just the drive i have chosen to feel satisfied at the exact measure of the moment at hand. i come at a sigh of relief.

grab my milk at the supermarket and go home.

>>17592414
>mayonesed into the ground.
well that's a first

>even one mean comment can throw me on the verge of tears
i'm just a pathetic man in the end.

>>17592552
Go eat poop

i hate captcha it made me choose parking meters. i hate parking meters as much as manlets.

and i am one! laugh laugh! i desire it.

>>17592552
faggot

Girls in this thread, tell me how your day went. Did anything interesting happen? Are you feeling okay? Take a load off while I listen and pretend to have women in my life.

>>17592664
i’m a man but i want to vent anyways and i hope you don’t mind. having random women blather at you isn’t much of a privilege anyways. so...first of all, thanks king, it has been a rotten one. my students have papers due soon, and i’ve had nonstop meetings since 9:00AM, and it is well into the afternoon now. i cannot even get up to get a snack because i have so much work to do, and all i want is a treat from the grocery store or some chicken soup ingredients. i have low-carb ice cream bars but my head hurts and i can’t eat cold food when i have a headache. i have another meeting soon but i’ll respond later. how are you man? what’s eating you?

I successfully accomplished nothing today. Go me :)

>>17592552
stupid head

>>17592938
you accomplished something. that is the typing of this message to deliver proof of your existence for being relevant to us all to joyously laugh and rabble by.

I want to run away.
I will as soon my mother is dead

>>17592981
you are running away right now. dont fool yourself.

>>17592704
You were supposed to pretend to be a girl

>>17592964
Well aren't you sweet. My existence does bring joy.

>>17593045
Shut the fuck up you fruit cake. I am not trying to be sweet. I'm just stating what I think is correct! Don't sweet me you fucking garbage.

i genuinely want to murder people now

>>17593034
okay fine, my apologies

first of all, thanks king, it has been a rotten one. my students have papers due soon, and i’ve had nonstop meetings since 9:00AM, and it is well into the afternoon now. i cannot even get up to get a snack because i have so much work to do, and all i want is a treat from the grocery store or some chicken soup ingredients. i have low-carb ice cream bars but my head hurts and i can’t eat cold food when i have a headache. i have another meeting soon but i’ll respond later. how are you man? what’s eating you? also i am going to ovulate in 3 days and i always cramp up.

feel better soon, anon

>>17593256
I wasn't him
thanks though

I miss what was his name, Princeton toad? (I think it was Princeton.) Remember that guy? He always posted blog posts about how he had no friends at university and always accompanied his posts with a pic from that comfy children's book series with the toads. Haven't seen him post in quite a while. He may have killed himself unfortunately,

>>17593131
Haha, that's for the laugh sweetie. Have a great rest of your day brah

>>17589408
You dont need to come up with anything witty, just hug her and kiss more often and be by her side a bit more.

>>17593427
Absolute cancer i incarnate. I breath the seething in my heart harden as i gaze into this godforsaken blue thread. I am speechless and I must be silent.

>>17593555
Woah take a chill. No need to get all morbid like that and kill the vibe.

>>17593555
That is a really comfortable position, stretches you out well. Works better without shoes so you can point your toes and stretch those calf muscles as well.

Few things make me sadder than when someone gives me a gift and I never end up using it. As soon as it hits my eyes a bolt of pain shoots through my heart.

I have no anus and I must shit

No, I don't have gender dysphoria. I don't want to be a girl in real life. I want to be an anime girl.

>>17584373
Politics is theatre. If you think some random bloke from Slough is going to control the money supply you're deluded.
Spend you time reading classics or studying geography or learning Arabic.
Politics is just lies perpetuated by the fearful desperately trying to convince each other it's anything but.
Anybody talks politics to me I say 'it's your world i'm just living in it'. Then I blackball them on the sly.
Fucking little evil Napoleons.

>>17593707
ngl true. i post3d the pic because i thought someone would appreciate it.

>>17593739
do you have cute anime girl feet?

>>17584396
If you do it, you’ll never be able to look at your reflection without feeling sick.

>>17593939
People have actually complimented my feet before. But they're not small. I wear size 12 US.

POV: you foolishly took a stroll through wrong neighbourhood

>>17593979
Teehee, noooo, don't pee on mee one after another. Anything but peeing on my face, my crotch, and directly into my mouth, teehee.

FNOGGGGGGGGGGG FNAUTTTTTTTTTTT I AM FUCK PEOOOOOOOOOOO

Sylvia plath the type of niggette to bite the dicc when she give succ
Im bout it

>>17584339
Can I write anything?
I feel adoration with someone who writes me poems and tells me to read books and has filled my mind with new thoughts and new ideas. Once starving, I am nourished. I'm addicted to this feeling. Where was this perfect person when I was young and perfect and innocent? Why did I have to wait this long?

>>17594176
>was young and perfect
Youngness means imperfection to me. As we grow and correct bad things in ourselves, opportunities for perfection present themselves. We can't really meet them, but we oughtta fail the best we can in service of those ideals.

Song Islands Vol.2 by Mount Eerie is not a bad compilation despite some forgettable inclusions, better than some of his weaker album material.

>>17589905
>no i'd totally be fine doing the things explorers did except I'll never do them
The problem isn't the world, the problem is you'd leave it to him if you were born in the forties too. Plenty of people born in the 40s did. You're just trying to pretend you'd get as far as shaping a hull on a boat when I think you'd be out on day one.

>>17594439
>As we grow and correct bad things in ourselves
4chan suggests otherwise.

How old is too old to be watching anime?

Personally, I don’t think there is an age.

>>17594763
13

>>17594706
The man’s father ran a plantation in British India and sent him to Oxford where he got paid to recreate Marco Polo’s voyage. Wtf are you even talking about you delusional fool? You’re acting like this shit is accessible today and it’s just not.

>>17594763
Watching it is one thing, basing your life around it is another. If you are out of your teens and still building your life and entertainment around consuming a cultural movement you should probably question your life choices unless you have taken it to the point of becoming a creator of that content or a priest.

>>17594782
I think you’re missing another 1.

>>17594809
13.1

>>17594793
Well, I don’t think it matters if you build your entertainment around it but life, yeah. I think that’s bad for a teenager too, just not that unexpected.

>>17594763
>How old is too old to be watching anime?
I stopped watching any anime series or reading any manga I hadn't before by age 16. I stopped playing video games by age 24. Was immensely obsessed with both before then: was in an anime club, went to conventions, went to tournaments, and so on.

>>17584339
I'm bored and lonely.
I have never succeded with a single long term goal in my entire life. Last year i thought i had finally made it, Everything was going well.
I lost weight, met people, Studied and much more was going on, finally after years of disgust and hatred. But i got deathly ill with pneumonia (Pre-covid), had to drop out.
Now, I've tried to study again, and failed. I got nothing going on for me. Got a random job offer abroad that i might go for as a last attempt to prevent me from ending myself.

>>17594814
Even your entertainment, you will be a bore at best.

>>17594841
Sure, but isn’t that your prerogative. It’s just entertainment after all. It’s not like it’s anything important.

Anime is just a medium. There’s nothing about it which it makes it inherently for one age or another. Depending on the story, it can appropriate for young boys or old men. Age controls aren’t created because the images change to drawn pictures. If anything, that can make for even better, more mature story sometimes as the artist has total creative control.

>>17594875
Entertainment is fairly important if you want a social life.

>>17594908
This is /lit/. None of us want nor could we have social lives.

>>17584339
I had a fucking dream about this website. I'm so done, fuck this website. Even in my dreams it plagues me.

I’ve wasted my life. Too many things to do now. Not enough time.

>>17594938
What was going on in dream /lit/?

I’ve just entered this phase of my life where all I want to do is write, make music, paint, draw, create and let all of this angst and pain and confusion. I just feel like I have to do it. The problem? I’m 27. I’m not 16 anymore. God, I’m disgusting.

started talking to a malaysian idol.
idk why they're so insecure about plastic surgery.
also they get hassled about being prudes too much.
what the fuck am I going to do when I go back to university. what are the job markets going to look like post covid.
I'm able to get a vaccine but it wouldn't be fair to the people at higher risk. I'm turning the offer down.
The last girl I was with gave me herpes.

>>17594934
Does it make you feel better to believe that?

>>17590468
Imagine how insufferable /phil/ would be.

>>17595238
> believe
Does it make you better to believe it’s mere belief?

>>17595282
We would be the new Young Hegelians

>>17594783
>no I can't make a raft like a primitive person
>walking across Asia is totally inaccessible
There's legit niggers doing this every day to cross the Mediterranean and NK defectors doing it after ten years in a gulag. Your complaint is you wouldn't be comfy enough while doing it, not access.

>>17595282
it'd just be a mix of /lit/ and /his/

>>17595333
and /pol/. and it would be full of those cringe reddit facebook memes and shit. lots of people would be posting le camus sisyphus and crap. fuck.

I'm dealing with the how I'm going to probably not going to have a relationship with anyone because my standards are too high and lowering them would reduce my self worth. I'm 22 and I've never been with a man my entire life because I want my husband to be my first and last. I just want a guy who's smarter than me, healthy (doesn't have to be attractive just healthy and takes care of themselves), shares an interest in discussing books and mature enough to have children someday.
I don't usually blogpost but i have to let it out somewhere and the only friend i had to talk to that found relate to these feelings took her own life a year ago. Sorry.

>>17595293
Such games are why you have no social life.

>>17595347
So exactly like /lit/ but without fiction and poetry.

I did not get in
Feel like a failure but I
am not fucking done

they added an ... extreme sports board? is there any demand for this? was /sp/ constantly getting flooded with snowboarding threads or something and they needed a containment board? don't get me wrong, i like skateboarding and waste almost as much time watching skate videos on youtube as i do posting here, but like aren't there more pressing issues like a religion or philosophy board?

Why is it men with autism suffer in silence while women seemingly can't stfu about it?

>>17596179
Everything is mere aesthetic to women. They don't know reality or depth.

had to go back to my moms house because power out in my apartment in dallas. she still has cable and i havent used cable in a few years. she was telling me she noticed that every commercial has some interracial couple in it completely unprompted, and i think she's right. anyway i kicked back and watched an office marathon on comedy central. didnt know what else to do.

>>17596179
Autists are true feminists because they lack the social finesse to treat women as anything but equals and pay the ultimate price for it

>>17596179
They have """""""autism""""" Real autism is inherently a male-specific condition. It enlarges and multiplies andrological cognitive and behavioral features.

I'm not sure why but I really wouldn't mind dying right now. I'm not suicidal or anything but for some reason the idea of becoming bedridden in a hospital with a terminal illness is really attractive to me right now. There is just something kino about it. The mixture of oppressive loneliness tinged with moments of heartwarming tenderness as your friends visit and talk to you. Getting pushed around in a wheelchair outside by a cute nurse. Maybe I should write something about it to get it out of my system.

>>17596683
Japs love that terminal illness shit

I love /tv/ so much

>>17584359
I think she's Japanese.

Anaemia sucks ass.

>>17595347
Sounds fantastic. It'd also filter pseuds like you

>>17584339
I fucking hate the gay spider. The fact he's gay isn't the problem. The fact he's hot is the problem. That shit sells like hotcakes at the county fair.
I'm so tired. I need to make that necklace out of bones.
I hope I don't have to kill my cat. She's never done anything wrong but she's in pain and is stressing out. The blood tests show nothing is wrong but I've explained she's just in pain emotionally.
I hope I can lose this weight. I just don't have the strength to work out right now because it seems like I can't get the weight to go down.
I hope James's mom gives me some of his ashes. I can't believe she's acting like I'm unworthy of them. I'm the only person who bothered to show up, to fulfill my oath and she just keeps letting me the fuck down. First the AK, then the Pistol and if she doesn't give me some of his ashes... It will be the ultimate betrayal of my trust. Can I really fulfill my oaths?

Melted into the psyop machine... ! It’s not real!

I made friends with a great blue heron on the lakeside today. This was the third time I have walked close to where his nest must be and the bird came out from the rocks and bushes to stand 4 or so feet from me. I sat for a few minutes in silence, watching the water as we did twice before and could not help but feel kinship with him. He was evidently a strong, young specimen, and I wonder if he, too, was lonely and ill relatable to his kind. It was a little while before he had to depart, flying off on a wingspan longer than I was tall.
I may bring him a small fish or two from a local bait shop next time, a gift for the trouble of providing me some company.

>>17597112
Don't provision birds. That's how you start heron fights. They squabble here over drunk people's thrown out takeaways in the morning. Human contact makes them worse animals.

>>17597151
Whimsy or some romanticism on birds in writing what was on my mind aside, I dont intend to for that reason, dont worry.

I’m beyond fucking bored dudes.
>tfw was a NEET hikikomori for 3 years
>finally rose up and got myself a job, then went back to school and got accepted into college
>lockdown hits again and I’m now back where I was before against my will
books for living life in a cage?

>>17597169
Fantômas
There's 32 of them in the main series, so it should keep you busy for some time.

>>17597169
> life in a cage?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xCmA1uC0r9A

>She was a brunette with large soft eyes and beautiful black hair.
I can understand accidentally changing description details after some time writing, but in the same sentence?

>>17597169
iktf

>>17597151
>They squabble here over drunk people's thrown out takeaways in the morning.
Herons squabble all the time, does not take the leavings of drunks or people, it is in their nature.

>>17597265
That is a great line.

>>17597488
Provisions make them gather. Of course they squabble over a concentrated food source when they're territorial.

>>17584339
>これらの足
は、母

>>17597265
>She was a brunette with large penis
There, much better.

>>17584339
I posted this in the /WG/ thread, but nobody answered. Can someone in here help me out?

I have a question: A character of mine (16-17) is orphaned in a car-wreck. Assuming they just emancipate him because he's so close to 18, what would he have to deal with? ie. paperwork, funeral costs, debts, hospital costs, etc. etc?
Is there a website where I can look this up?

Do you read books on public knowing people sees what you are reading?

>>17597591
Yes, it's not like few glances at one page will reveal them much, and even if it did, I don't read anything embarrassing.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Just empty and stressed. Mad at the past but that will pass. I want to avoid becoming violent if possible. that'd be nice.
This time will surly pass but I don't want a tomorrow to come.

Anyone here wrote shit for money on fiverr? I'm considering it but I don't know how this shit works or if it'll effect my career prospects later.

>>17597591
Yeah. I don't see it as a big deal but funnily enough, I've had people approach me and talk to me more often when I'm reading a book than when I'm on my phone or just staring off in to the distance.

>>17597492
They do this same thing in the wild where they are not picking up the waste of people and they will do it for no apparent reason. They are ill tempered and love to bicker. I am not advocating for feeding them, but human contact does not make them worse animals. Not everything is about people.

>>17597187
anon, you're autistically obsessed with what is to everyone else an entirely unremarkable series of books. you should reconsider mentioning it at every opportunity that presents itself

>>17597745
I actually spend most time posting as just another anon, even recommend other books. Promoting Fantômas is really just a product of hope that at least someone will read it and I'll have someone to discuss it with. But then again, the irony of this board is that it rarely discusses books, so I slowly realize it's all in vain.

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>>17597773
nope.

>>17597886
Ya seethe weeb?

>>17597889
nah, I don't really care.

>>17597706
They bicker because they're territorial. If you start giving them areas which are high in food resources, they start bickering over those. Some things are about people.

>>17584364
Are these YOUR nipples?

I got my undergraduate degree and I'm currently taking some post-baccalaureate classes. I'm doing this all in a lucrative STEM field and have a chance to make a lot of money while living for free at home, which will provide me with a stable foundation to secure myself against the stresses of our capitalist society.

However...

I have a chance to go to graduate school at the university I originally wanted to do for my undergrad. I enjoyed my time at undergrad and succeeded in my goals but I resent myself for not going after my original intention. I think about this often and not the opportunity has presented itself to get my Masters, most likely my last formal education degree, at the place I've always wanted. Unfortunately I'd have to take out tons of student loan debt and spend a few years outside of the workforce, basically trade early financial success for satisfying academic success.

The best part is my extended family all have plenty of money, no drive and lounge around and act depressed at why they "just can't seem to enjoy anything". I would FUCKING LOVE to be able to just go through my desired education path without any financial stress, they literally are all in this position yet choose not to, it really grinds my gears. I try to mediate and let go and it does help but I just needed to write this out.

Thanks anon, hope everything is well with you.

>>17587620
The dead eye thing scares me a bit, I'm uncertain of my future, wondering if I'll make a choice that'll lead to a slow soul-sucking job

>>17597683
I once tried to hire a bitch to write my essay for my university assignment. Both our accounts got deleted for it

>>17597265
Some people call black haired women brunettes. What would you say? Raven?

>>17584339
A girl called me cute and gave me her number. Deciding if I should ask her out.