/lit/ - Literature

You flee through a dark, smoky, red-lit corridors as if through a capsized submarine, the boss's wild cries of horniness behind you, barely managing to climb unseen through a hatch in the floor, the pounding footsteps of leather boots above running across and away.

You hear a noise in the pitch black room you find yourself in: a hydraulic windup, a meaty thud, and a low moan. You feel your way across the floor, cautiously probing with outstretched fingers, touching a naked human form clamped ass up inside a machine. The machine moves pumpingly, lobbing a bolt up and down the human's ass.

The human is shaking and moaning. The machine is causing him pain or pleasure. Still blind in the dark, you remove it's mouth gag. The moaning voice begs you, "Give me your cock. Put your cock in my mouth. Put it in. DO IT." It flicks it's tongue.

As you unbutton your pants and take out your stiff cock, ready to stick it into that blabbering hole, a neon light flickers on the ceiling, bathing the darkness in poisonous blue, over and over again for fractions of seconds. The man in the machine is ugly and old. His skin hangs down in thick sheets. His eyes are dull and yellow. The nose red as of drunkards. The teeth small and black. You are showered in cold disgust, puke rising fromyour belly, but before the disgust matches your horniness, you quickly shove your cock in the old man's moist, twitching, foul smelling fuckface. And while he sucks you off, you watch the machine as it maltreats the old man's shit-filled worn-out ass, his small, shriveled cock bobbig back and forth, dripping cum on your touching fingers.

>>18595249
I want to suck some cock

I'm Batman

I'm banning myself from this website.
Ill probably see you guys in a week though.
If someone can continue my shitposting while I'm gone I would appreciate it. I generally average about 7 shitposts a day.
Thank you.

>>18595277
you want a man to fuck your ass?
you are a faggot who sucks cock?

>>18595249
I like collecting bones.
I need a new apartment.
Fuuuuck

>>18595293
I'm Vengeance

I want to start a philosophy/theology book club

>>18595295
I'm not a fag, i always say no homo after I let other men rape me

Give me something, that is what I think about whenever I wake up. I don't want to give anything; just take. Maybe I should work for a tax-wing of my countries government. Wouldn't that be funny, rob people and give it to worthless endeavours, I'm not talking about gibs, just the awful things we spend money on, look around at how your municipality spends it's income, you will laugh your ass of.

WHY DO I HAVE NO PASSION HOW DO WRITERS LIVE TO WRITE HOW DO BUSINESSMEN GET EXCITED ABOUT CREATING BUSINESSES HOW DO PAINTERS PAINT WITH BURNING PASSION WHY DON'T I FEEL SHOT I GET BY LIKE A FUCKING FOG I HAVE NO CRAFT TO LIVE WITH I HAVE NO FIRE TO GET UP I DON'T WSNT TO FUCKING GET UP

>>18595323
Can someone sell me on theology? I am an agnostic with mystic inclinations, but don’t put much stock in Christian dogma. Do I need faith to study theology, or does it treat things like scripture/the trinity as metaphor?

I'm going to become PM and no one can stop me.
Britain shall be as glorious as ever under my rule, in fact, it will be even more glorious than when we defended the Falklands, our rightful clay, under Thatcher (pbh) from haughty foreign invaders. God I can't wait, fuck I'm so ready. Books for this feel? Seriously I'm not joking, watch out world, I'm coming.
>https://youtu.be/_rdIJ0sEEmA

“I touched Helen’s breast without her verbal consent… but she only pushed me away when I followed her up to the bedroom hours afterwards. When I arrived in bed, she promptly slapped me away and I fell asleep, waking to the light of white sky and Helen calling my friend telling him that I would “likely not be able to go rock climbing later that day… for [I] had drank a lot last night”.
I had forgotten it had happened until just yesterday. I don’t even know why I remember it now, but here I am, typing it. My heart is beating fast as I think about what my right hand felt that day, my mind drunk on power and alcohol, ignorant.

Fuck, it was amazing.
I had a crush on this girl since the seventh grade, and finally her tit was in my right hand, and it felt fucking good. I felt success and energy. I dared not touch her body and explore further... that was for later. Right now, we were just in the poor light upon the couch… and there was a useless party going on just in the other room.
Why didn’t she slap me then? Why didn’t she push me away while I so boldly, gently... confidently had her the palm of my hand?
Pity?
Doubt?
…shame?
Perhaps it was the moment after which I cannot recall today.”

tomorrow im getting the jab lads

I don’t want to work anymore. Perhaps I should kill myself.

>>18595249
That picture always reminds me of the Weeping Angels from Dr. Who. Still get a creepy feeling turning my back on such statues.

>>18595565
you'll feel like you have the flu for a day, then be really tired with achy balls for a week. at least thats what happened to me with j&j. the whiney libs who were harassing me to get it stopped for about a month, but now they're back to texting me fake news articles about booster shots and shit. i cannot be friends with shitlibs anymore, they have lost their minds. either be conservative or straight up marxist.

>>18595565
If you're American and can wait til September to get jabbed, you could get the Novavax vaccine. It's not mRNA based, it uses an older, more well tested method of vaccination, and it's proving to be ~90% effective, even against variants. I'm waiting for it myself.

i must fuck

>>18595741
Whats up with this girl? why is she so...ugly?

>>18595565
Guenon would be disappointed

>>18595751
i havent read him

>>18595249
>Dude you just have to sit in traffic 25 minutes each way and come into the office 3x a week. Think about all the collaboration we are missing out on! You know, that five minutes of small talk we make before going back to our cubicle, staring into the void and wanting to jump off a cliff. See you Tuesday!

>>18595390
theology is the study of God so if you’re studying Christian theology yes it involves Christian ‘dogma’ to an extent as dogma is a two way street meant to flow from and orient towards knowledge of the character of God. its basically actualized knowledge of God. if youre so turned off by liturgy and doctrine that itll discourage you from investigating the foundation of it then..yea idk what to tell you

uni is fucking tiring, i don’t have energy for anything else other than sitting at a fucking computer listening to some teachers that don’t even try to teach something meaningful, they stick to a program so much that they forget about real pedagogy. i feel sleepy and tired all the time, i don’t even feel the urge to draw o read anymore, i just listen to depressing music.
uni is sucking all of my life force.

>>18595645
You have friends texting you about covid booster shots? Almost everyone I know is left wing and none of them do this shit

>>18595294
Up yours ass cunt.

>>18595750
Low test beta

I can’t decide if I want to learn Chinese, Russian, or German. I’m a native English speaker who already knows Greek and a good bit of Japanese. I think I might like to just get really good at East Asian languages but I also think maybe I should make myself more well rounded and opt for German or Russian instead.

I am a very normal person. There is nothing unusual about me. During the week I go to work and on weekends I sit with my friends in a café, drink two bottles of beer and talk with them about whatever. The only thing that might be different about me than other people is my sex life. I think that pretty much all people have strange sex lives. Still, my own strikes me as several degrees stranger - at least when I compare it to what my friends and acquaintances tell me. In short, I pay women to treat me like a piece of furniture.

I don't know when I started doing it. I think it was in my early childhood. I didn't pay the women back then, of course, and I don't think my behavior was underpinned by sexual desire back then either, but meant for me an innocent, bodily pleasure. What exactly this pleasure consisted of, I cannot say. Nor can I say anything about the behavior of the women, who were strangely accommodating to me, a little six-year-old, when I approached them with my desires.

Well, whatever.

>>18595844
>I am a very normal person. There is nothing unusual about me.
red flag

sex pervert tranny and or psychopath detected

i had the worst dream of my life last night, i woke up in both tears and laughter and i havent stopped thinking about it since
>asleep and aware that im dreaming
>my mother comes to me in my dream
>tells me that she had just died in real life and this is her final goodbye
>i start crying in the dream and she hugs me for what feels like forever
>after a while through the tears i ask "how did you die"
>she responds "i tried to deadlift 300lbs and went to snap city"
>wake up instantly and start crying and laughing
>call my mother and shes alive and well

>>18595811
Learn German

>>18595901

>>18595901
Why?

>>18595882
>sex pervert
He literally goes on to detail his weird fetish you illiterate

>>18595750
Weak chin with too much downward growth

>>18595931
its easier than Russian. Plus better works to read in

>>18595750
Her shoulders look masculine, but other than that shes pretty cute

>>18595249
this is my tenth time trying to get a captcha to work, fuck this gay nigger website

>>18595249
Nice titties

Plant life bro, literally got me learning about evolution in depth as i was sitting in my yard like brrruuuhhh why do plant even multiply like why ? Then i learnt thatit all ztarted with chemical reactions and crucially its all about generations of random mutation building into what we have today...sounds obvious now that I said it.

I'm trying to write a grant application for an audio-visual installation piece. I've never written one before but I know many artists who have so I'm going to reach out to them for advice. I've worked on umpteen of these projects but always as the programmer. Most of their ideas are garbage but they manage to get funding anyway, and I know they get decent money because they can afford to hire me. So I figure why not just cut out the middle man? I reckon I could get 10-15k for a week's work (at most). I have plenty of half-baked projects gathering dust in my computer. All that's needed is a sprinkling of pseudo-intellectualism.

>>18596016
What's your idea?

How the fuck were there so many NEETs on 4chan? I'm slowly reaching neet status and I want to kill myself

>>18596033
It's a paired physical/online installation. In the physical space sensors capture the movement of patrons -- this input is used to modulate oscillators placed around the exhibition. In a sense the room is a giant synthesizer instrument. The online part is a 1:1 3D recreation of the installation space which plays positional audio as heard in the real installation. Positional and audio data is exchanged between the online and physical installations in real-time, allowing physical users to "interact" with the online users.

>>18595977
> there are better German works to read than Russian ones
Are you sure?

I do want to leave my country but I don’t know where I want to go.

>>18596197
...yes

In all seriousness, how am I supposed to get a hold on my constant urge to kill myself?

I remember very well the first time my mother gave me a bowl of milk. I must have been eight or nine at the time. She was standing in the kitchen washing the dishes. We had eaten a spicy meal of some sort - I can't remember what it was - and I wanted to rinse my mouth out with a cup of cold milk. I asked my mother about it and to my surprise she gave me not a glass but a bowl, which I had to hold with both hands. She then took the large bottle from the refrigerator and poured the milk into the bowl, cautioning me to put it on the tiled floor without spilling a single drop. I tried my hardest, but the heavy bowl, sloshing to the brim with milk, overflowed on one side just as I placed it on the tiles and thought I was safe. There's the mess, my mother laughed. Now you''ll have to clean it up, too. And when I looked at her questioningly, if she would give me a rag, she made funny licking movements with her tongue, like a cat.

>>18596412
medication

>>18596412

I'm scared I'll go to hell if I kill myself

Or it will be an eternity of 'hahaha you gave up' by everyone I know while they party in heaven.

Don't want to look like an idiot do I. so I stay alive

The new captcha is like a mini IQ filter to keep the worst retards from posting. I like it.

>>18596521
They are hard guys...

damn, this almost feels like classic captchas again, except this is way harder, some of these things are indecipherable

after I typed the above, it took me approximately ten thousand trillion tries and refreshes to get it right. what in the fuck is this. must be an effort to make people buy passes, fuck you hiroshimoot

>>18596460
Tried that.

>>18596499
I get that but I think my default mindset is atheism. I try to believe but I just don’t.

>>18596856
FILTERED

Fuck captcha

>>18597178
>New Captcha faster to solve than last one.
>New Captcha already filtering retarded namefags
Fuck, this is the best change in a while.

I really like Ernst Jünger‘s fiction. Can anyone here recommend me some 20th century or earlier authors who wrote similar stories? I figured I’d ask here before I make a thread.

Anyone think this is like a sad mirror to Little Women, when Amy threw Jo's writings in the fireplace because Jo, Meg, and Laurie went to the play and didn't take her? Amy and Jo eventually reconciled through the power of love, friendship, sisterhood, family, etc.

>>18597190
The slider got turned off. And the letters a little more obvious. It’s only faster if it’s all letters… ah! I am going to have to quit using the reader

ayy lmao

>>18597364
I'll give you one thing, this website used to give us a little break from the Captcha and so far I don't think I've had one. Pretty annoying tbqh, this sucks.

I have such a hard time deciding what type of story I’m going to write. I like so many things and I feel like I can go into so many directions, too many directions.

>check /lit/
>the mods clearly haven't been here for hours

I hate this new Captcha shit.

>>18596412
For me, if reincarnation really is a thing (based on testimonies from near death experiences and past live memories) we may be stuck here forever. If karma is a thing, you may bring with you a lot of baggage from this life into your other life, therefore you are just kicking the can down the road if you off yourself. It doesn't stop me from wishing to kill myself. What I fear is that if I really kill myself that urge wouldn't dissappear. I will just lack my body, which could have helped me to change my life, yet I decided to kill it. You could also see your body as a spaceship composed of smaller cells and organisms. If you kill yourself you will kill a bunch of fuckers alongside you. I don't have a really easy answer. I also fucking want to kill myself. Yet a part of me just wants to outlive this urge. I don't really have anything to look up forward to. The world has been and is an horrible place. I fucked up in a lot of things. I regret a bunch of stuff. I wasn't prepared for the pandemic. I am living the life that others set out for me. I don't even know how to make a living. My body is deteriorating in someways. It is fucked up.

>>18597605
So basically if hell is real, as another poster argued than you’re damning yourself to eternal hell. If reincarnation is real, then you’re probably kicking the fan down the road and making your next incarnation worse.

Anyway, if you want to get some stuff off your chest, go for it.

>>18597619
Yeah. Not damning, more like, it may be more of the same. In buddhism they say if you are going to kill yourself better make sure you are awake before doing it. Even if you work from atheism, you can just take them as metaphors or go deep psychology route. They say the ego experiences change as an urge to kill oneself. Therefore don't identify yourself with your ego. We can also explore which parts from ourselves want to die and wither away. And seek what do we want to express, seek the place from where we can act as our genuine selves, seek higher perspective which can allow us to cultivate a longing for beauty and being alive. I know this sounds like wishy washy bullshit, sometimes I don't buy it, sometimes I do. Lastly I like Jung, and he said the prefers to be whole than to be good.

>>18597683
*he prefers to be whole than to be good.

>>18597683
>In buddhism they say if you are going to kill yourself better make sure you are awake before doing it.
What does that mean?

>>18597683
It’s not that it’s wishy washy. I get it. I totally get it. It’s just that I just can’t accept it. You’re talking about things like acting as your genuine self and cultivating beauty. I just don’t even feel like those things are possible, at least not for me, not anymore. I’m just really dissatisfied with life, with myself. I don’t see the beauty in it to be honest with you and I see few opportunities to be genuine or authentic at all. Like how am I supposed to be authentic going to work everyday from 9 to 5, let alone live a life that’s interesting and fulfilling? You know? I want to be the hero here and I just can’t. I just don’t get it. I want to get it. I just don’t.

>>18595256
Why the fuck is this on your mind?

God I love how this new captcha is a pain in the ass to phoneposters

>>18597765
There is no self bullshit. From what I understood is similar to 'do you own your thoughts or do your thoughts own you'
>>18597791
Sorry my bad. I am a neet. We need money to survive, therefore work is a given, still it is not enough. Your live sucks and likely has sucked before. If you can't hero yourself, then you must change your life. If you were to wake up one morning and abandon your job, would you die? if you were to die one morning and abandon your body, would you really die? could it be really different if you took self-responsability and decided to change your life? I don't know you. Talk is cheap. My life may be better than yours since I leech from others. You are always going to be yourself, yet I think the self is constantly changing for better or worse. The world will do its own thing, history will run its course. We must do our own thing, we are not entirely free, we are in the path towards freedom. I don't know what that thing looks like inside your own context or what sacrifices it entails. If your answer is being a hero, then perfect. If it isn't, then we have a huge problem, if you are struggling, I believe that's a good sign, you are still looking for the language to articulate how you feel. To be alive is a huge responsability, it depends on us to seek beauty where there isn't, perhaps the world will give each of us a surprise. Also fuck you.

>he can't solve the new captchas

Baudrillard used the term ‘valorisation’ to describe the process through which symbolic objects attain value. An excellent example of valorisation is Pokemon cards, which are essentially printed illustrations on card and so their use value is very low. However, via mediation, Pokemon cards have been given a simulated symbolic value that has made them desirable and powerful as a commodity.
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Pokemon is a game that many parents who have never played might think it’s a waste of time. Zelda and Pokemon go hand in hand with the style of play a RPG that deals with solving many elaborate schemes. The finale game I would like to touch base on is Tom Clancy’s splinter cell a game that was turned into a book and has all the suspense captured by the game in a paperback form.
“Pretty pretty pony princess, feel like you're enhancing the diagnostic and remote monitoring, and its quality level raised 15% from 2008 to 2010. (Dineen, 2010) Its products have been widely praised by medical retailers. Besides, “According to the 2010 ServiceTrak Imaging survey for PET systems, GE Healthcare has received a No.1 ranking in overall service performance in IMV’s annual ServiceTrak survey.” (GE Healthcare, 2010) This shows that healthcare provides excellent service to its customers.
GE divisions were reorganized into a smaller number of broad based sectors. By 2008, there were 5 sectors and each of them focused on broad markets, in which they had a scaleet, lmeaardkershiupp. GE’s 5 broad markets were: technology, infrastructure, industrial and commercial, GE capital, healthcare and NBC Universal.
All the elements of the evaluation system must work together. However, in early 2003, Immelt not itcheadt Bank of America. Copulating too, would be inaccurate, because it would imply two people and only one is involved. Nor does rape cover it: nothing is going on here that I haven’t signed up for.
Plato had dismissed the GDP deflator in 2010=*(200−100)/100+100=100%. Prices did not change from 2008 to 2009. Thus, the percentage change in the GDP deflator is zero. Likewise, output levels did not change from 2009 to 2010. This means that the percentage change in real GDP is zero. c. Did economic well-being rise more in 2009 or 2010?
You would be surprisecome gentle, Red ‘fucks’ Vaporeon rather than ‘makes love’ to her, implying that his wish was only a half-hearted one i.e. a wish he only makes but not something he would act upon. ‘He fuck(s her) again’ further shows this is not the first time Vaporeon has been ‘fucked’ suggesting a repetitive nature of this act.

I want to become terribly strict with myself. I just have no idea how.

>>18595885
kek'd

>>18598240
No such thing. Condition yourself to the proper environment.

YOUR TEARS DON'T FALL
THEY CRASH AROUND ME

I should have posted this here instead of the thot poetry thread so here:

I went to Las Vegas for the first time back in April, I could not believe my eyes big, fat, hideous niggers as far as the eye could see..

Being a humble white fellow from the Pacific Northwest I was quite distressed, having never lived in Portland or Seattle I'd had never seen so many disgusting negroids in one place.

Everywhere on the strip was inundated with these disgusting fucks, the air was thick with weed smoke everywhere you went, big fat Brothas sucking it down everywhere you went.

I had never in my life seen a live, black father in the wild before.. Vegas must be where they all go because I saw tons of black males pushing around baby strollers with dozens of nasty little whip haired children crowding at their knees.

Many of these creatures were massively, morbidly obese but wore the tightest spandex clothes they could seem to find, many of the females clothing I shit you not, was in the process of snapping apart as they wore it, exposing naked, flabby, shit colored flesh, dreadlocks flapping to and fro.

But of all the perplexing, damnable negroid things I bore witness to, none sticks out in my mind as clearly as this:

Whilst wondering through the innards of the Paris Hilton Hotel I came upon a most unholy sight..

A colossus among colossi.. A massive, corpulent black woman struggled to waddle onwards mere feet ahead of me, I dare not overstate that each one of this females individual butt cheeks must have weighed close to 30 lbs of pure lard, for every feeble step it took, they would jiggle, one then the other, as if they were piles of sentient matter that acted of their own volition, gyrating much like a fresh cooled jello mold suddenly caught in a severe earth tremor.

In spite of my horror and disgust, I could not tear my eyes away from the sight, much as if I were witnessing a car crash or an execution take place.

But strangest yet, more perplexing still to me these months later was a young black fellow of quite masculine physique walking towards us in the opposite direction.

As he passed the putrid mass of female flesh he suddenly slowed, looked back upon the twirling mass of buttock adipose tissue and I saw his eyes narrow, his mouth formed an "o" shape and I half expected the creature to howl out with delight..

This detestable beast found this contemptible sight to be much to his liking, I half expected him to thump his chest, growl out some form of obscenity and convey his new bride unto whatever cave he had crawled forth from...

>>18598264
>Condition yourself to the proper environment.
What does that mean?

I made a character where his personality changes when he's drunk, but I don't know if it's a good scene or not.

I just took a sleepless to finally write something, I’m pretty happy about it

How does a person achieve greatness in a world that’s designed for consumption and mediocrity? I don’t want to die lonely and forgotten

Wow, shes looks just as confused by this new captcha bullshit as I am

>>18598402
>I don’t want to die lonely and forgotten

Everyone does.

>>18598402

too bad

>>18598226
>>18597883
r they supposed to be hard? theyre just squiggly letters and numbers

what is the deal with the new captcha? is it from google still? why did they change it?

Mommy milkers in my fucking mouth now

I feel washed up, miserable and useless. I know it's just a temporary thing, in a few years I'll probably think I'm in the prime of my life again. I just hate how powerless I feel in the moment to change my circumstances

>>18598402
Don't consume and don't be mediocre

do you think google is going to start trying to deplatform people by taking away their captchas? was this a defensive move?

>>18598601
If you take some of the 'tard's who managed to struggle through one of them word's for it, it's like solving a nonlinear equation. It also virtually extinguishes all drunk posters which means you'll be hearing a lot less from me.

>>18598673
i'm trying to make a video game rn now and i'm finding doing all the programing, art, music, level design, and writing kind of hard especially trying to do all that shit so it's actually good. maybe there's a reason like 99.9% of people on earth don't put out games for fun.

>>18598685
they're frustrating at first but they might actually be faster than going through three pages of stop signs and other bullshit. i just want to know if there's a way to move the slider with the keyboard so i don't have to grab the mouse to slide the slider and then go back to the keyboard to type it, highly tedious

>>18598685
>It also virtually extinguishes all drunk posters which means you'll be hearing a lot less from me.
Thank god.

how do peeps with screen readers do these captchas?

ok so after u type ur post u can just tab down to it, hit enter on "get captcha", use the arrow keys to align it, then shift + tab a couple times to get back up to the text box. so it is possible without the mouse, but that's still clunky.

>>18598694
Vidya making is actually a high level skill and requires advanced coding. A game of the scale of say, Red Dead Redemption II or such like requires the equivalent amount if human labor as a cathedral or other such undertaking desu. Few people appreciate what goes into making a high production level videogame . Lest you forget that vidya actually is a more profitable business than movies these days.

«SUMMERY» «ROCKY POP» SHOULD RETURN; I DETEST THE GUITAR, BUT THIS PARTICULAR IMPLEMENTATION OF THAT INSTRUMENT IN THIS TYPE OF MUSIC IS WHOLESOME; COMMON IN THE SECOND HALF OF THE NINETEEN HUNDRED NINETIES, CULMINATING IN YEAR 1 9 9 9 :


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hII0JXUJNDo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VV1XWJN3nJo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TO48Cnl66w

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PzBN6jhrAW8


THE CLOSEST APPROXIMATION THAT THERE IS IS «CLAIRO», BUT SHE IS MORE «DREAMPOP», AND «SHOEGAZE», THAN «MILLENNIAL GUITAR POP».

every day cognitive behavioral therapy is feeling more and more like cock and ball torture

So I hang there like a star, fucking glow in the dark. For all those starving eyes to see.
Now is this Death really you? No I think it's more like a ghost that's been following us both.

The species of bug known as fly seems to have specific swat dogging reflexes unlike other species. My apartment has several insectoid interloper species most of which I have been able to annihilate effortlessly with a slap of my hand. But flies---they have preternatural reflexes, able to dodge in a blink even my most forceful and swift blows. Demonic entities.

>>18595249
never knew how much I missed her till I talked to her again. wondering what it meant. wondering what she thought. wondering if I'd have another beer, say something dumber. Drinks after. Jerk off. Forget it. Wash it away. Take a seat, eating lobster in court, in another timezone with an escort. Fantasy unrealism. Suck a cock. Die alone. Theta. Esoteric. If you can't be cool, at least you can be mysterious.

Testing the new captcha AIDS.

>>18595510
Godspeed Anon. I'm not British but I wish you well. I feel a strange love for England in my bones, despite not having a drop of English blood. Maybe it's because of how much I love English poetry.

>>18598819
Please kill yourself bro.

>>18598402
simple

don't die

>>18598720
Your time is over. Get over it, millennial boomer.

today i drank coffee, and then i ate some coffee icecream. then i ate three pieces of toast with cream cheese. when it’s morning i may buy some mcdonalds or go to the gas station and have redbull for breakfast.

>>18597190
it's bad

Having finished Malcolm X Biography, am I getting it right that he was peddling self improvement along with political organisation for the black race?
I got the idea he thought the black people of america needed to work together to get their people off dope and stop visiting whores/whoring themselves as a way to real civil rights

You're so cute, I love you friend.

>>18599136
Yes. If you’ve ever listened to his speeches he frequently advocated for black people to start their own businesses, fend off whites and Jews, discipline themselves and create families. This entire side of him is ignored today.

I can go down one of two paths and I don’t know which one to choose.

>>18599246
don't do either and spend all of your time in 4chan instead

>>18596412
Your blood runs red and hot. Go do something that makes you understand that miracle. No, I don't mean cutting yourself, retard.

>>18598801
>>18598814
Cringe
>>18598788
based

>>18599250
Is that what you’d do in this situation?

I'm in law school but I hate it and I'd like to study philosophy instead. But I'm too old to start over.

>>18599375
is what you ought to do in any situation

>>18599398
you won't get any work with philosophy, once you are done with law school and have a nice job you can study philosophy as a hobby

>>18599403
I don't care about jobs and careers, I don't give a fuck about any of this. I'm not even planning to take the bar exam.

>>18599412
okay if you don't mind having to work at a mcdonalds when you are 30 because you need money and have no better options then go ahead

>>18599419
>go ahead
Well I can't anyway, they won't take me.

Teleos
God's Great Work is a system that does the work on its own. It is a Self-Reliant system in that it requires no aid or support from God and is entirely self-contained. How does God design such a thing? With elegance. Elegance meaning simple yet effective.
In regards to its Simplicity the basic parts do as much work as they can. Basic here meaning starting from the origin, so that God has a beginning thought that is further developed. If the basic parts fail to suffice, then God must engineer more fundamental parts (e.g. serving as the basis).
(So for example, God starts with the idea of an atom composed of electrons, protons and neutrons, however, for the weak force to play its role there must be smaller components with which to work. Quarks are invented. )
In regards to its Effictiveness, it is entirely sufficient. It is a non-superfluous design as there are no unnecessary parts. There are by-products within the system that serve no use, however, they are part of a grander harmony of an overarching process.
Once a sufficient design is produced, it is optimized to be most effective to an extent.
(This explains why the universe is flat, or that there are is as realistically as much matter as possible to fill all of space without the universe contracting back in on itself. To give life the greater chance possible.)

The dark and unbounded shadow of love’s grief was cast across my existence. A towering and imperious monument fixed his ineluctable gaze on my person, and I suffered the guilt of my own creation.

>>18596183
is there any way to use this that isn't some retarded gimmick?

>>18596183
your idea just gave me a far better idea (to me, anyway) that will probably never be realized, so thanks or whatever

...

>>18595295
yes

I want to fuck this girl that I find very attractive but I have a girlfriend that is pregnant. The most attractive thing for women truly is a man that is already taken, I was single for 5 years before my current relationship. I am 100% certain that sex is not a big deal and natural and that I would be a fool to pass on this opportunity for sensual experience that I could cherish for my remaining life, but then a man has got to be realistic and then you have to admit that cheating on a pregnant gf is not the best thing for the child. I wonder whether I should just tell my gf and do it, and also tell the other girl how it is (that I am only available for sex), or whether that isn't even realistic because women have the drive to tie down a good man and get him to make them a baby and provide for it. It doesn't help that the other girl gets more and more flirty and my gf gets more and more bitchy, which seems to be the natural relation between how tied down a woman has you and how she's treating you.

>>18595249
cant I am very paanoid

I'm having dinner at your asshole tonight, I sad to a girl sitting next to me at the bus. Grab a fork, because I have worms, she replyed.

>>18599991
do not do to others what you do not want to be done to you you fucking cheater cunt

The Rumor Come Out : Does Bruno Mars Is Gay?

>>18599991
Have you fucked a fetus?

>>18600177
Men and women are different, only women can get pregnant, this is the reason why female infidelity has been deemed a completely different beast from male infidelity in societies starting at the beginning of time

>>18600183
No, fuck off

>>18599991
>my gf gets more and more bitchy, which seems to be the natural relation between how tied down a woman has you and how she's treating you
I want to tell you that how people treat you bears direct relation to you rather to them. Yes, you not them. But there is a high chance that you won't even have the mental capacity to register this in your mind you dumb faggot. So I'll just say that your woman is getting moody because she is undergoing pregnancy, which hormonally explains the mood swings. This is the natural and logical conclusion to make on your part. But you think people are torturing you on purpose because they know they've tied you down, you are a schizo paranoid who is already considering cheating and is unable to resist temptation. You are basically an animal. That's a good base for the moral values of your future family. Your future child will turn out a wreck.

>>18600204
The moodiness was there before she got pregnant, and got more severe with each further bonding step (first sex, being a couple, moving in together). This is not a concept that I invented but if you weren't a virgin you would have observed it yourself.
My future child will be alienated by his/her peers because it will be too smart 4 them.

>>18600203
of course women and women are different. but cheating is wrong on both sides because if you cheat on your gf you give her the green light in her mind to cheat on you - if she doesn't leave you once you've cheated. everybody makes mistakes but if you think it's legitimately okay to cheat because your biological constitution is different you are beyond saving and you will only spiral further and further down, you will ruin all your relationships because women are as emotionally affected by cheating as you would be, they also suffer from it and consider it as betrayal although they are different biologically. all your relationships will end badly because of your cheating and you will never have an emotionally fulfilling life.

>>18600213
This just tells me you chose the wrong person to tie your life to, it is your responsibility and your mistake. It is your stupidity. By the way I very sincerely wish you the worst.

The cheaters who are conscious of their cheating and premeditate it deserve the rope. Woman, man, tranny, doesn't matter.

>>18600242
Those are all spooks
In most past societies it was completely normal for married men to visit whore or have a mistress
It was completely recognized that men need sex, they need to fuck different women, it's in their DNA and for good reason, because they are not as invested as women who become pregnant for 9 months

>>18600256
I really find these reactions funny, this just shows that you are sexually inexperienced, else you would know how little sex means. lit has dank memes and occasionally smooth prose but is probably the most virgin board

>>18600213
lol i hope your child is born retarded or with an illness

>>18600293
Wishing bad things for other people is the peak retard characteristic
Whatever, this was what was on my mind, I'm not interested in a flamewar
Go and cherish your oneitis you will learn how it works

>>18600293
hope all you want pussy, it won't influence anything, just like your hopes don't influence your own life lol

>>18600284
Define "most past societies". It certainly isn't "completely normal" according to the morals taught by the monotheistic religions which have been the very founding ground of what you vaguely refer to as "most past societies", without knowing what you speak about. We are humans because we are able to resist out impulses and have strength over out animal nature. Cope.

>>18595249
When I stay up all night my self image evaporates. I become like the moon.

>>18600303
i don’t care if you believe i’m a retard. i just said i hope that you experience familial trauma and have big problems with your child for the rest of your life that’s all. also idc what the retards itt think you can (you) me all you want

>>18600284
>everyone who disagrees with me is a virgin
Hmm. Maybe I say this because I do have sexual experience and I have learned to control myself and have dignity after all, because the beliefs I hold are more important to me than my physical impulses? But of course it is much easier for you to think I'm a virgin.

why is it so rare for princeton press stuff to be made into audiobooks? i would love to listen to this while i do something else but i'm not going to sit down and give it my undivided attention

>>18595249
I'm terrified of losing friends. Losing touch with people. Not hanging out with the mates anymore and enjoying each others company. It terrifies me anons. How can I maintain my friendships after College? We all live in opposite ends of the earth, literally. When we graduate we will never all be in the same place again.

I'm taking your asshole on a journey of pain and pleasure tonight, I sad to a stranger girl sitting next to me in a bus. Boy, oh boy, I hope enema is included, she replyed.

>>18600423

>>18598888
Holy Based, I mean my God, those digits must be a good omen. Thank you anon, you are too kind. Please visit sometime, you seem cool.
P.S.—The Duke of Wellington is one of my favorite historical figures.

>>18599412
I’m the same but somehow I ended up in a career. I just want to write but if I need a day job I’m going to end up doing manual labor or something. I don’t really care and can’t do the office thing anymore.

There is no such thing as a coincidence.

Every time a cute effeminate twink decides he's trans and ruins his body by taking hormones and cutting off his dick a part of me dies inside. We are losing a whole generation of feminine gay men to this shit. In any other time in history they'd just peacefully live as feminine bottoms like they were supposed to but they are getting brainwashed into thinking sweet and submissive and made for dick = woman. Every time I check up on a cute bottom I used to know I see he's a woman now. Catastrophic.

>>18600284
Yeah sure, people disagree with you because they are virgins, and not because you are a complete primate

Books are pretty universally celebrated as good but I’ve realized that few people like talking about books, even fewer like reading them, and fewer still like writing them. If you like all three, you’re pretty fortunate I guess.

>>18599991
How about don't cheat on your pregnant girlfriend? It's not hard to see that's incredibly immoral.

How to decide between two divergent long term goals?

Part of me kind of wants to lose my job. I could live probably 2 years off my savings then become a hobo or kms.

I go through cycles of self-shaming to self-aggrandizement. This suggests some sort of instability, but I can't pinpoint the exact cause.

>>18601120
I’m doing exactly that

>>18601190
becoming a hobo or killing yourself? Are you worried you won't be able to go through with it?

>>18601019
The best thing is that he knows deep down that it's immoral to cheat on his pregnant girlfriend, which can be clearly seen in his first post, but then he goes on to pull all sorts of mental gymnastics to try to rationally justify what he intuitively feels is wrong ("but it's biologically normal! / but it's different because I am a man! / sex means nothing anyway, virgins!"). The hypocrisy is actually very interesting to watch, a fine display of the human mind and its coping methods at work.

You don't want to ruin your child's chances for healthy psychological development within a trusting and loving family environment before it is even born? What are you a VIRGIN or something?

>>18601305
Well, I have family to fall back for a little while at least and enough cash savings to last maybe 1-2 years if I’m frugal. So I’m not at that point yet, but I’m at the point right before it and yeah, after that it’s homelessness or killing myself, the latter of which I think about all the time anyway. I just don’t want to live this way anymore so I’m going to try to make something else work and if it doesn’t, that will probably just be it for me. I know how I’d choose to go and everything.

>>18601305
And to answer your question, yeah I’m terrified but it doesn’t really change things. I’m equally if not more worried that I’m stuck in this limbo/hell until I die.

Sometimes manga strikes a chord with me more than any book ever has. I should be trying draw manga, not write books.

>>18601520
because unlike books manga creates "percept" alongside "concept" (you are perceiving not only the meanings of words but also images so the psychological/neurological stimuli is a lot greater - you are more touched by what is communicated because it happens on two different levels, visual PLUS thought). hope this makes sense. i hope there was manga with concepts/thought on the level of books though

>>18601546
* i wish there was manga

>>18601546
I suppose I get that. Drawing and art was always a first love before literature too. I was more alluding to the idea that literature is regarded as mature while manga immature but I, an adult, have a much easier time immersing in manga, being affected by manga, that sort of thing. It feels more “real” if you know what I mean.

>open youtube homepage in incognito mode
>everything has a duration of 20 seconds
>It's all unfunny shit
Jesus why didn't this die with vine. What percentage of people actually like this? I feel like an oldman. Internet is so lame it hurts.

>>18601568
Wrong, it's actually around 6 seconds.

has the thread actually slowed down considerably since the new captcha was introduced, or am I imagining it

>>18601412
>>18601307
>>18601412
I'm just getting women are wonderful vibes

>>18601307
Immoral just means that other people think it's bad
The question is whether it's unethical, and that question is not trivial
I just wrote what was on my mind, die Gedanken sind frei, it's what you do that defines you

I probably won't do it because it's not worth the hassle but I think I kind of should because I see so much sickness and death at my work and I feel my own aging increasingly, and I also would have expected lit to be more receptive to this whole motif of sex and lust and love as the defense against the certain downfall with time

I understand nothing expect my confusion and pain which plagues this world.

Nothing is more real than pain.

Just got off the phone with my life coach, he said the test came back positive and I’m a ligma male. What the fuck do I do now???

>>18595249
people get snobbier and snobbier in every corner of online discussion, i dont know what happened to calm nuanced discussion where we check each other on blind spots and it's all kinetic, in a perpetual state of discourse

>>18601737
yes i cant mobile post.

>>18601840
I'm mobileposting, get on my level

I know you can't care for me properly. It's simply not in you. I'm not going to expect it. I didn't expect it in the first place. I think you expect me to care about and for you. I think you believe I'm desperate or you're a good deal, and I don't know if that's because you meet a lot of desperate people or you have an overinflated ego, and I don't care which. You can find someone else from the desperate or worshipful.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm crazy or the world is. It's not that simple because artificially I barely make it to pass off somewhat normal in the social realm. But internally I feel no connection to it. I just want to lay down and rot. I feel like all my energy is spent trying to hide my catatonic desire and low affection. Sometimes it is close to some sort of break through however there's always something that goes wrong before I can actually enjoy being and acting like a decent social human being. I'm so lost.

>>18598319
Love it

>>18601754
Just stop mate, it's too cringe, don't make it worse. You are such a stupid bitch, the entire thread disagrees with you and you're still grasping at straws and looking to justify yourself. "Women are wonderful vibes"? The discussion is not about women, it's about your future child, your responsibility. If you dislike your girlfriend so much why the fuck did you get with her and choose to have a child in the first place? Our children suffer from being placed in unloving families riddled with conflict and suffer from having to see their parents divorce or separate. What climate do you think you will create within your household by cheating on your girlfriend who is about to have a child? Deep down she will always resent you for it. This will have an effect on your child, subconscious or conscious. Don't have children if you can't give them a healthy environment to grow up in. It's not rocket science. This is the piece of shit contribution to society you want to have? Congratulations you dumb fuck.

>I probably won't do it because it's not worth the hassle but I think I kind of should because I see so much sickness and death at my work and I feel my own aging increasingly, and I also would have expected lit to be more receptive to this whole motif of sex and lust and love as the defense against the certain downfall with time

Amazing excuse, where do you get the copium? Blah blah blah, le aging, le downfall with time, le motif of sex, this is all to explain why I want to cheat on my pregnant girlfriend. You are so pathetic and transparent, you actually should never have children. I mean it you fucking piece of shit genetic fodder.

You know what's actual living hell? Programming something, having it tested to and thro, and than having it fail on a horrible error once it's in actual production. I'm facing this right now and the error just doesn't want to show again (not even in production). Having a bug that you can reproduce, ideally having a use-case for which you know it will definitely pop up, makes fixing it quite easy. But how the fuck do I debug a system that's composed of tens of thousands of lines of code and I just know that it has failed in a certain way once?

You know what? Once I finish my CS degree, I will just go for construction work or something. Programming is soulless anyway.

>>18601947
Let me guess, your boyfriend cheated on you because you were not that attractive?
There's a reason sex with the same person becomes stale after a while

>>18601947
I think you're talking to an NPC, leave it.

>>18602043
not him but this is not the point of his post at all

>>18601947
Stop, stop. He's already dead.

>>18601947
One of the better takedowns I've seen on this site.

I have lost the fire in me that drives me forth to greatness.
How do I rekindle it?

I should be writing. I'll start after dinner. Or maybe I'll read that new book. I have a pile of books that I need to read or finish reading. Maybe I'll get some other tasks done first. Or shitpost on the internet first. Maybe I should make coffee after dinner. Or listen to music after dinner to get myself into a writing mood. I should go out for a snack before I launch myself into writing. Or maybe I should start a new story instead of working on my current story.

>>18602592
sounds like you have potassium deficiency. eat a banana!

>>18602594
I’ve discovered I’m most motivated to write through the night.

I feel like I should have been consumed by the darkness a long time ago, but it was a fluke that I somehow managed to stay up despite everyone else around me succumbing to depression/bad ends and such. It's so strange to me that someone who expected to die continues to live while everyone that wanted a full life, well...
I'm physically deafened/nearsighted and the military will step in and pay for it if I get certain types of cancers etc but how come fully capable people just give up? I want to help as many people for as long as I can, and I want everyone to succeed.
I don't care if I'll never meet any of you, I believe in you. Keep going friends.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-Tm0h0Wxfs

>>18602669
Same.

No person would ever think the reason I have read so much about the history of my country is the shame I feel about being more interested in other countries.

To the anon whose dad passed away, if you see this, I and my friend are praying for you and for your dad. Nothing I say can come close to touching how you feel right now so I won't even try. But know that you're never alone here (even though some younger anons exploit your pain as an opportunity to be dicks).

Stay strong for your dad. I don't know if you are religious but I believe you will see him again, and the best way to honour him is to keep going, and make him proud. Remember you have to take care of your family too. Hang in there.

How do writers decide what genres they like enough to write?

>>18595249
Little slutty girls ant my money want attention want adventure. LIVE IT IT IS HAPPENING, penis reaches throat, lust passion, the game peaks! Tommorow is the day of regrets, now we're living it, enjoying it! Bring your friend along!

I feel empty. I feel cold. I feel a deep, stabbing pain beneath my heaving breast, my skinny chest barely clinging to my ribcage, allowing the shivering blizzard of emotions I have been exposed to to freely circulate through my waking corpse. While my abstinence from marijuana has surely granted me clarity, my symbols give me little comfort. My Iron Cross, my Tatenokai badge, my Chumash, my spirit. They barely give me enough to walk, not even close to stride or run. I miss my ex boyfriend. I miss his warm, tender hands, I miss his lovely, honeyed words. I miss his suspenders.
He was my first love, and I long for a man such as him once more. I wish for a man who I can bare my soul to, who I may love like a brother and a lover. A man I may be a gentleman to. I simply fear that I may have only fools, wanton whores and ne'er-do-wells in my vicinity, but I shall not give up until I discover once more the orchard in an outhouse, my knight in JM Weston loafers.
I also fear the future, I fear my college degree not working out for whatever reason, or people not wishing to take somebody who studied marketing. I worry about not being masculine enough.
I worry about not about death, but perishing without purpose.

>>18598720
>Write what's on your mind
NOT
>Shill what's on your mind

>>18601568
It's literally giving you what you have previously given attention to. Not YouTube's fault you enjoy shitty edgelord memes.
If I open my Youtube page it's mostly 10-20 minute videos interspersed with a few 5 minute clips.

>>18603316
>open youtube homepage in incognito mode
>in incognito mode
You're really fucking stupid, you know that?

Spirituality / Philosophy / Art / History / Language

Science / Math / Psychology / Technology / Computer Science /

Jack of all trades and master of none.

>>18598720
I didn't expect you to have such girly taste in music.

>>18603335
Sounds like you are, for thinking incognito mode blocks cookies, trackers, sign-ins or any other inherent forms of usage-based data collection. Pretty sure it only forgets your history after closing, anon :^) Grow up.

I'm fucking crippled and I don't have any will to do anything but smoke cigarettes
my girlfriend will probably leave me in my weakness and I'll have nothing left

>>18603255
let love be your purpose

>>18603386
Wow, you're really fucking stupid. Cookies, trackers, sign-ins, etc. don't have anything to do with what "you have previously given attention to." Youtube search and watch history is the only thing that affects that. Or do you think me getting cookies on a news site changes my YouTube recommendation?

>>18603386
retard, incognito mode gives you the most popular videos without assuming anything about your preferences because it doesn't have any data on those

I just dropped £60 on a single book belonging to a series that I'm collecting. Like, I did a thorough search and it was one of two available listings online but, fuck me, I didn't expect collecting books to actually be this expensive.

Thermodynamics is pseudo-science.

went to a rave and presumably got herpes from a half-drunken White Claw given to me by a queer folk. The other options for the cause might be: the initial tall-boy I purchased had dirt or mold near the rim. And the possibly false memory of taking a drag of a friends cigarette (whom I remember making a fuss about getting herpes in college). anyway I will choose the first option because I need a another reason to hate the queer. The second one is very close as it re-enforces my racism since the tall-boy was purchased in a black neighborhood and the entire experience was needlessly chaotic and dirty. As far as I can recall these are the only incidents form this weekend that may have caused it. I'm sure there's several others but I remember instinctively being aware of the dirtiness of each of these instances at the moment of experience.

>>18598720
>/lit/ pseud with performatively esoteric taste loves stupid mainstream "alt" music
lol, every time

>>18603519
You probably already had herpes

https://youreinastrangepartofourtown.wordpress.com/2020/09/01/the-feminism-of-amateur-porn/

read my blog

>>18602024
git gud

>>18595249
I got destroyed by semantic autism, words doesn't mean what they mean for me, they're just a lot of random things packed together under certain symbol, there is not a real moment where they define when this end, i cannot think about anything right now, because it's not even an absolute thing.

I hate words, they're meaningless now, i cannot even figure out when the lemoness of a lemon end or starts, i'm either moving to numbers or killing myself, i cannot stand relativism

I have reframed the sexual urge as something foreign to my self, an external method of social control. When I cave into it, I relinquish my will and my dignity. I allow myself to become an animal. Nofapists are right, but not for the reasons they think.

I am badly injured and will never be the same but I feel indifferent to everything and am getting irritated at feigning gratitude to appease concerned friends and relatives. It's their misfortune to be connected to someone like me. I am probably a Dazai case

>>18602676
"memes" are literally brain parasites

is good reads down?

>>18604038
LITERALLY?? Memes are LITERALLY parasites that LITERALLY infect your physical brain with their physical bodies? Jesus fucking Christ, never post again, you absolute fuckwit.

Getting back to practicing fucking yoga. Going to make it at least 30 days of this shit, I don't care. No one can fucking stop me.

>>18604365
>LITERALLY infect your physical brain with their physical bodies
Yes.

>>18604038
Yes, that's the definition of a meme.
>>18604365
Yes, they're modes of self-perpetuating thought so a non-physical parasite

>>18604365
Yes

OOOO MASSA YOU GON MAKE ME SQUIRT

A week back I wrote that I was gonna get a tablet for my birthday. It came defective and have not been able to get any replacement for it till date.
I honestly feel like a fucking suicide kit would have been a more productive purchase.

>>18604571
what kind of tablet? maybe we can help you troubleshoot

>>18604580
Wacom One.
There's not much that can be done. I'm pretty sure the pen is fucked. It may seem like a small thing but the pressure is inconsistent and would fuck off whenever it felt like. I autistically drew a line with 1% pressure on the tablet on 4 different apps and I got the same result of it not registering midway despite the fact that I was touching the tablet. I'm more pissed now that the amazon fuck aren't here to replace it despite the fact that they were supposed to come day before yesterday.

>>18604390
>>18604451
That means they're *like* parasites, you retarded cucks. None of you know what the word literally means. This is a literature board you fucking idiots.

>>18604605
No, they are parasites, just not ones with a biological form. They use resources in your brain to perpetuate with no benefit.

>>18604609
Parasites are organisms, you befuddled twat.

>>18604500
On your knees, buck. I'm fixin to break you in, boy.

>>18595885
YOU GOTTA LIVE IT

>>18604365
Yes.

Vaginal penetration.

HOW DO I BECOME GREAT WHAT SKILL DO I GO FOR HOW DO PEOPLE BECOME GREAT HOW DO THEY CHOOSE THEIR PATH AND HOW DO THEY IDENTIFY THEIR STRENGHS ASPIFDJDSJGNDSLJ I AM GOING INSANE AIDJFAGBSKLGLKJFSGLKJFGLKJF

>>18604868
You don't need to be great.

>>18604874
I AM SICK OF BEING SHIT AT EVERYTHING AND BEING IGNORED

>>18604887
Dude, you'll find your thing, trust me. Also you probably take for granted things you're not shit at because you see them as "normal".

Reading one hundred years of solitude
fuck these names man

>>18604887
Not everyone can be above average. Just bide your time and try to start a family, work up some good karma, and maybe you'll reincarnate as a ninja or something.

>>18600581
I made the switch from office slave to manual labor.
While there are many benefits I do have to say that often you're so tired st the end of the day that you just want to zone out.

The internet has been deteriorating for years now, but since the pandemic started it has accelerated so much, everywhere I go I see retarded woke propaganda, anger, laziness, repression, … There‘s so little quality anymore and it‘s becoming increasingly hard to find. Makes me really sad.

>>18604929
stop visiting american infested cesspools

>>18605063
I just don't see why God chooses to inflict terror on me and only me. Why can't Timothy get hemorrhoids? Why can't Mr Jaime go blind in one eye? Why can't Alison get breast cancer? Why can't Paul become paraplegic? You're telling me those people are too good for those things but I get Autism and Graves disease and Diabetes and whatever else you throw at me? Ruin one of Timothy's testes right now. Be the big man, lord. Give him cancer right now in the groin and I will be a devout christian. You won't cause you're a fucking pussy. That's why. You can't even make one of Mr Jaime's testes fall off. That is how powerless you are.

>>18605063
I said give Alison breast cancer right fucking now. DO WHAT I SAY YOU FAKE FUCKING KIKE GOD. DO WHAT I FUCKING TELL YOU!!!

>>18604365
Yes.

nigger

>>18604365
someones bootyblasted their cringe memes are gay and literally retarded

holy crap this catchas literally SHIT

Did we ever get an explanation about the new captcha? Why did they change it? Is it permanent?

>>18604365
Someone forgot to dilate this morning

>>18605397
Niggers and kikes should be hanged, yes.

>>18604365
Literally means literally the opposite of literally you literal illiterate

>>18605413
But jannies and gookmoot most of all

woman moment

>>18595249
According to all known laws
of aviation,

there is no way a bee
should be able to fly.

Its wings are too small to get
its fat little body off the ground.

The bee, of course, flies anyway

because bees don't care
what humans think is impossible.

>>18605504
extremely gay

We live in very weird times.

>>18602024
CSFAG BTFO LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

>>18601947
Pathetic cheater absolutely slammed by this post.

>>18602024
better logging

>>18602599
Checked, based, and bananapilled.

>>18599991
Based, ignore seething incels and femoids

>>18604365
He shouldn't have used literally, but otherwise yes.

i feel like i'm a different species from the vast majority of people. i don't know how i can stop feeling like a fish out of water. when i am talking to people, i am actively listening and intuiting/deducing the implications of what they say. i imagine the extrapolations. when i talk, i think i subconsciously expect other people's minds to work the same way. this is a habit i have in my personal interactions and romantic attempts. i just feel hopeless, like i'm on a completely different wavelength. i'm not mad at anyone for the way their brains work, and i don't think i deserve anything from anyone. for my part, i do my best to be a decent human being, but it's getting harder and harder to imagine sisyphus happy.

>>18602599
banana

>>18606537
you're just autistic and depressed

>>18606584
ah yes, complex thing is actually simple thing, as usual! you're just a retard.

>>18606537
Just start therapy, anon. And people are weird af, consider their reasoning behind things and you will notice that everyone is full of shit. And that is ok.

>>18606591
Now, you get your shit together and do whatever you think you are supposed to be doing.

I miss the &Amp magazine and would like to read another issue of it

>>18606590
>ah yes, complex thing is actually simple thing, as usual! you're just a retard.
autism is complex i have it. i know exactly what you speak of in your post and it's not that fucking unique or impossible to get. most people here can understand what you say but you think your experience is so irreproducible. stop believing nobody can relate to what you are talking about. it's not that difficult to comprehend fucking faggot

>>18606634
don't cheapen yourself like that. that's what i was getting at. invalidation of my experience (and by corollary, your own) is ultimately just not a helpful process.

made a mistake of reading a work of history made by a brit and got all that shit like moralistic judgments about historical people, unquestioning use of gibbon and other historical sources and what I think was the wig view of history

>>18606591
>(((therapy)))

Seems like this is going to be another year turned into fucking shit.

I know that it always comes and goes but when I am in the midst of it I wonder how long I can keep doing this before I just stop trying. Even when things are good I just don't feel that'll be here all that long, in the end. Another sixty or so years of life. What a carry on!

i write in like
short sentences
without punctuation because
it shows how nonconformist i am and how
my inability to write accurately is
actually a really interesting part
of my identity

coffee cup and cigarette
black clothes and exposed ankles
all the signals of angsty heroes
with none of the insight

Banning english and american literature would improve the quality of this board tremendously. Yes I'm well aware not all literature of that nature necessarily deserves to be shoved in a twitterfag/jordan peterson/tradcath/crossboarder ghetto.

>>18607055
but it's only been one half of a year, what'll happen in the next?

>>18607603
Nevermind that, it was solved, anon. Things are ok.

I'm going to college in a little over a month and I am absolutely terrified.

>tfw no qt vampire gf to suck blood from your neck before aggressively making out with you
What’s even the point of living?

>>18607701
Just make sure to join a social group and push yourself out of your comfort zone, you’ll be fine.

>>18607701
Terrified of what? College is okish depending on where you are going. You get to study what can be turned into something useful.

>>18607701
focus on making friends and partying. don't be like some of the anons here who go to college and have no friends and make sad posts about it

How do you develop a taste in literature? I’m really all over the place. There’s no one specific genre or type of book that I tend to like, but I want there to be. I think it would make it easier to develop a voice and type as a writer. I don’t even have a select group of writers I’d want to emulate. It’s especially hard. I like so much stuff.

I hate this world
I hate existance
I hate myself

On July 4th I went to a campfire. I've taken five showers since, all thoroughly washing myself, yet the smell of smoke still remains in my hair. I can understand getting the smell out might be a little difficult considering my long and shaggy-ish hair, but five 15-minute, thoroughly washed showers should've done at least something. This is the most persistent smell I've ever encountered.

>>18607701
>>18607725
All societies in modern academia are full of trannies so enjoy the worst period for going to uni

I need to get out of my parents house. I feel I'll never grow up until I face the harshness of life. But the economy is fucked due to this fucking disease, everything is expensive. I fucking want to die.

I'm miserable in all my classes. I refuse to drop out because my older sibling is a complete failure and I want at least, graduate but It's almost imposible to care and pay any attention.

>>18608225
I stuck with a degree I didn’t want because my sibling had dropped out and was was wasting away at home. In retrospect, I think that was a mistake. If you find the classes unbearable, it’s highly likely that you’ll find the job even more so.

>>18608157
>tfw get a job offer out of state
>parents encourage me until they start throwing their anxieties on me
>stay home with them
It's an awful feeling of stagnation, but I like to think I'll make my way eventually. As cliche as it may sound, never give up hope, anon.

>>18608225
Pray to God to fire up your weak ass bitch spirit

This board really sucks ass anymore. It's overmoderated.

>>18596183
>>18596016
There are grant programs that will just give you 10k to do this? For what reason? What do they do with this?

Twinks.

I usually come to /lit/ to search for what to read. But I haven't been really reading recently (this and last year, maybe a book or two during that time). Often after reading 70%~ of the book I'll get bored with it and never pick it up again.
It's midnight now, won't find a book and end up going to bed bookless (I have an e-reader, so it's just a matter of deciding what to read). Movies are also difficult to pick, I may end up looking for a movie to watch for the evening for maybe half an hour.
I feel directionless in general.

i didn't get the stranger when i read it and it makes me feel stupid

>>18598226
What the fuck was that

How do I come up with ideas for what to write? Well written stories are always so complex, I love worldbuilding but when it comes to thinking up compelling character driven-story within that I am always at a loss

>>18607597
We could just rangeban North America and the UK